1. Just Married
Inside, spacious room, light, white, yellow ochre, yellow colours. Beige. People, room is not really empty, but sober, looks like a big classroom, with desks. Parents and brothers are there. Everything is quite and peaceful, not a lot of movement.
Maybe the wedding.
Waiting. Playground. Hill. Where I am the playground is on a slope. People wait in groups.
At home. Krvh is there but she looks different. More colours, good quality. Especially her hair is different, better, but there is something else I can't pinpoint, maybe the clothes she wears, but I can't identify it so I focus on the hair. She wears a wig, it appears after a while. I ask her about the hair, and tell her it is better, but she says it is the same as usual and she hasn't changed. Must have been in the kitchen.
Ja&Ka were there. This is when I look outside.
The place and the waiting makes me nervous. I rather go somewhere else, I feel like I need a good long walk in nature and that will replenish me. But I can't. I am somehow obliged to stay, because it may just be my brother's wedding, but I can't remember well now.
Brother D and wife are there, too. Toha is there too, I think.
Eat something or later?
Later in the same dream. Maybe Sopa. Musicians gathered here. There is a small pub nearby, where we go.
Someone tells the others about something that is there (Can't read notes). And Brdk is there, old school friend.
I go home.
I have a choice. I can make a choice. Sopa holds me here, she wants me to stay, so I stay.
Maybe a discussion with Woli.
A certain girl. This is the end of the dream which is full of light and clear, small wooden cabin. This is at the end of the slope. Different slope, but it is there again. Down side. We finished a weekend and are now waiting to go home (Maybe the first notes referred to this). People I don't know, but some I do know, some only in the dream. There are two girls, they come in with other guests, and I am supposed to know both. I like one, she really radiates, gleams, short, short hair, sparkle in her eyes. Small breasts, I still like her best. But I can't get near her, she has fear of being touched or in a relations, does not want any boy to get near her, and she always backs away so that no one can get her. She makes it very clear.
After a while we go outside, parents too, we finally leave. At the same time a bus arrives at the top of the slope or hill and we sit at a bench outside and watch, for nor reason at all. And we see Scottish people come down the hill. And some have a picture in their hands. Two brides already left the bus and have come down, obviously another marriage. But two girls? I watch these pictures and it seems right.
Dreams throughout the night were peaceful and healing, maybe with Inro in my mind.
ReplyDeleteResidue.
Dream 1. Sopa and musicians is a residue from seeing her and the band playing yesterday. Brdk will refer to Joza who was there leading the thing yesterday.
The weddings are residue of my brother's wedding.
Interpretation.
Dream 1. The girl that runs away may be a part of me that is scared of being touched. The dildo yesterday was electricity, I know this part is still in me, but it can't get out, because of some fear or feeling of honour, as well as a lack of vitality.