1. Secret Taiji Lesson
The end of a dream.
I am in an unfamiliar city, light, hilly. On top of a hill is a building, which I enter from the side, there is a hall, training hall, outside is a garden, everything is peaceful. Holiday, maybe this is abroad.
In another part of the dream I walked around the building, wooden. Everything is simple and relaxed.
When I enter the hall, people are training taiji and Pake is teaching, which is a surprised, because he had promised not to teach anymore. So I caught him by surprise. I see people here I know, such as Svdb, but possibly also Joja and Anle. And maybe Chsn. When I get over the first shock of not being invited, I just join, there's nothing else to do, and I enjoy it, this one more chance to practice with Pake.
We do loosening exercise one and two and then he finishes the class. People start to leave, and I start buttoning up my pants. As a matter of fact I've been training half naked, but this was part of the intention, other people trained naked as well. At this point I am in the right upper corner, which is furthest of the exit. In the meanwhile I see people leaving and saying goodbyes, and I am preparing to catch Pake to say goodbye. That moment is the most difficult. But for now I am putting on my jeans, but it is a bit too small, as if I've grown, or gotten a bit of a belly. I try anyway, it must work.
And before I get the chance to say goodbye, Pake laughs as if he has just made a joke and continues the class with the people who are still there, that is about one third of the crowd. Again I feel cheated, but I join. We do the third loosening exercise. After that it is really finished.
2. Crack the Chinese Egg
(From notes). Space. I caught something. Cousin P is there, home, daddy, waiting.
Vessel. This is still Pake. In the middle of the room is a vessel which is round and looks like an egg, it is big, like a chest for clothes. It is red, and the lid is made of squares, and between the squares are grooves. The point is to get this thing open. So I set myself to it and I smash the box with a hammer. Then I see what needs to be done and I smash the hammer on the grooves, on the cracks, because those are the weakest points. In fact where four squares come together is formed a cross of grooves, the centre of that cross is the weakest spot, I smash on all cross centres and yes, after a while it starts to crack and then it cracks open completely from side to side, from left to right, regardless of how I smashed it. I don't have to hammer more than three times.
3. Orangutang portrait
In one of the dreams must have been Kula.
There was also a dream about apes, especially oranotans, and maybe other animals, but the orangutans were also on photographs and someone kept talking about them.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 3. Kula is a residue of yesterday. The Orangutan, too, of when a customer said something about bonobos being her family.
Interpretation.
Dream 1. This had a Chinese atmosphere to it, as if Pake was teaching in China and I just happened to pass by. At the same time there is initiation symbolism, the teaching is for a few, and I am somehow chosen by fate.
Dream 2. The hammer is a symbol of Thor and the egg of Ostara and easter, but it was not really and egg, only maybe egg shaped. It still represented an enigma, which was to be solved.