dream of today
slept bad, woke because of mavt
when she left, I slept another hour and dreamed the following.
at the end of the dream I am in my bathroom and clean up and then I see on my left a bathtub and another one behind that, and both are filled with water, already cooled off. The first tub is the one I currently use, but I suddenly see that I still have three pairs of socks in the other tub. They were meant to be washed. I take them out immediately and lay them aside on my right, I intend to wash them as soon as possible.
Tuesday, 13 January 2015
Pink Snake
Monday 12 January 2015
1.
at night, outside, cycling home maybe, Chwe is there, on a cycle too, I take her hand, at first insecure, in fact, the whole time it is on and off.
2.
in a college building, I try to get away. The building is associated with my mother, or it is from her that I run. At long last I climb away, this is outside, a steep hill, and this takes me a real effort, all the way to the top, there are trees, and schoolgirls, I hope to see someone I know.
I want to get back in, the building on top. I enter, and leave and enter again. I am looking for a lift to go to the upper floors, there is a lift, I know, someone is there, I go in the lift, but it is too small, in the wall, and then the person is in my way, and has a snake, very big, and pink. I let it be and stand there. I wait a long time to see what happens, I think all the time that the snake will bite me, but it never does, I suppose the dream ends there thinking that the snake will bite me anyway.
3.
Something about taiji. This dream was connected with the snake dream.
4. In the car, driving to maybe my brother N, at least going to see, and already in the sea country, I can tell by the trees and the wind, lots of both. I like the sensation. Dad is driving, mom is in the passenger seat, I am in the back, where I usually am. This is nice.
5.
Last dream, I am made bishop, this is inside a building and with light. Good feeling, but don't want to make too much of it. Parents are there. Other folk, like in a conference room. I did not expect this would happen but I accept. Then a key is also given, and my dad receives it but immediately gives it to me. I don't want to accept it, because I don't want the attention. I tell him I will take it when we get home.
That is the end of that dream.
1.
at night, outside, cycling home maybe, Chwe is there, on a cycle too, I take her hand, at first insecure, in fact, the whole time it is on and off.
2.
in a college building, I try to get away. The building is associated with my mother, or it is from her that I run. At long last I climb away, this is outside, a steep hill, and this takes me a real effort, all the way to the top, there are trees, and schoolgirls, I hope to see someone I know.
I want to get back in, the building on top. I enter, and leave and enter again. I am looking for a lift to go to the upper floors, there is a lift, I know, someone is there, I go in the lift, but it is too small, in the wall, and then the person is in my way, and has a snake, very big, and pink. I let it be and stand there. I wait a long time to see what happens, I think all the time that the snake will bite me, but it never does, I suppose the dream ends there thinking that the snake will bite me anyway.
3.
Something about taiji. This dream was connected with the snake dream.
4. In the car, driving to maybe my brother N, at least going to see, and already in the sea country, I can tell by the trees and the wind, lots of both. I like the sensation. Dad is driving, mom is in the passenger seat, I am in the back, where I usually am. This is nice.
5.
Last dream, I am made bishop, this is inside a building and with light. Good feeling, but don't want to make too much of it. Parents are there. Other folk, like in a conference room. I did not expect this would happen but I accept. Then a key is also given, and my dad receives it but immediately gives it to me. I don't want to accept it, because I don't want the attention. I tell him I will take it when we get home.
That is the end of that dream.
Thursday, 1 January 2015
Swimming in the Pool and Eating Egg
Dream halfway the night after which I woke up and had difficulty sleeping again because of this being the first shift.
Dream ends when I am at a pool inside and dark of night, someone else is there, a girl, she is Bale. The pool is somewhere down, and when I look up I can see where I came from originally, the surface is over the walls let's say.
There is room beyond the pool, a stone floor, but it is already getting wet as I hesitate to get into the water. There is no one else, there is in front of me, or at my back, at least opposite the pool, a door to the outside. Beyond the pool there are rooms and entrances that lead into the building.
Bale is already in the pool and waiting I suppose. I know I have to do this. This is the meaning of being here, which I set up myself. I approach the edge of the pool. No words. I take of my slip, which is the only thing I was wearing. I am surprised to see I wear another one, which looks a little childish, but I take off this one too, if another is still there beneath it I don't care. She beckons me into the pool.
Bale has short sleek hair, wet, a different face than I am used to, I don't really trust this, but I go in anyway. It is also cold. And I know the water will be cold, this is because I have been waiting too long, it was warm at first. But not now. Not anymore.
Once in the water the cold is not so bad, and I swim and I like the sensation of swimming, I sometimes touch Bale when I swim length after length, not paying attention to what she does. Though I know I have to confront her at some point. That's when I realize she is also still wearing her socks. I see I wear mine too, that's okay. It'll be cold otherwise.
Then when I am back at the original edge of the pool after a certain length, someone comes near and hands us an egg, one for each of us. I don't want it, but she pushes it into our hands anyway. I take it, though I think it is too big for me, I'd rather have the other egg, which is also unusually big and round, but less than mine. Nothing to do about it, I take it gratefully then being still in the pool and start eating it, looking for the yellow. The egg was already broken and started falling apart when I took it, so I eat fast, but there is a lot of it. It is well cooked, but there may be a trace of running yellow, and I look for that and eat it before continuing with the rest.
Dream ends when I am at a pool inside and dark of night, someone else is there, a girl, she is Bale. The pool is somewhere down, and when I look up I can see where I came from originally, the surface is over the walls let's say.
There is room beyond the pool, a stone floor, but it is already getting wet as I hesitate to get into the water. There is no one else, there is in front of me, or at my back, at least opposite the pool, a door to the outside. Beyond the pool there are rooms and entrances that lead into the building.
Bale is already in the pool and waiting I suppose. I know I have to do this. This is the meaning of being here, which I set up myself. I approach the edge of the pool. No words. I take of my slip, which is the only thing I was wearing. I am surprised to see I wear another one, which looks a little childish, but I take off this one too, if another is still there beneath it I don't care. She beckons me into the pool.
Bale has short sleek hair, wet, a different face than I am used to, I don't really trust this, but I go in anyway. It is also cold. And I know the water will be cold, this is because I have been waiting too long, it was warm at first. But not now. Not anymore.
Once in the water the cold is not so bad, and I swim and I like the sensation of swimming, I sometimes touch Bale when I swim length after length, not paying attention to what she does. Though I know I have to confront her at some point. That's when I realize she is also still wearing her socks. I see I wear mine too, that's okay. It'll be cold otherwise.
Then when I am back at the original edge of the pool after a certain length, someone comes near and hands us an egg, one for each of us. I don't want it, but she pushes it into our hands anyway. I take it, though I think it is too big for me, I'd rather have the other egg, which is also unusually big and round, but less than mine. Nothing to do about it, I take it gratefully then being still in the pool and start eating it, looking for the yellow. The egg was already broken and started falling apart when I took it, so I eat fast, but there is a lot of it. It is well cooked, but there may be a trace of running yellow, and I look for that and eat it before continuing with the rest.
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