1.
Outside, party with friends, other people there. Grass. there is a ditch with water on one side. Tables of wood. Fun.
More people come from the right. I see a girl that I'm interested in and try to focus to see if it is really her. I focus and it is her, but her appearance changes, she is now Clsm.
One person in her group is drunk and pursues her. I recognize him, have been to school with him, primary school. He is Mael.
I see he his troubling her and she does not like it one bit. She goes away from him, and goes to the water side. I already stand up and move toward the scene. I see she wants to jump into the water, it is a lake now, just to get away from him. I try to avoid that by colliding into the drunk man, a friend of long time ago. And bring him to senses. I see from the corner of my eye that Clsm stays where she is. So that's good.
Now I don't know what to do with Mael, but I try to stop him, bear hug him. In his drunken mood he thinks it is funny and starts to dance, very clumsily, and moves away in that way. I hang on to him and think this is better than the alternative.
He radiates the quality of being spirit possessed.
DREAM of Saturday 18 April
1.
Early dream. I meet Chwe. At some point I try to make a prolonged effort for her to touch me. Then we are near the toilets and I take her with me, she is somewhat reluctant. I still keep coming. In the toilet, she somewhat agrees, and we start to undress each other. At that point I know it will not be able to hold it and regret already that it will be over soon. I touch her body while uncovering her as much as I can but I come anyway and the dream ends.
2.
Morning dream.
There is a weekend camp, our taiji group is there as well, in the evening we have class, and Tivd is teaching. We train on one side of the square. The square is surrounded by tall buildings, skyscrapers. We are on the side that is closest to our rooms. Huge buildings anyway. Can't remember everything.
When we did the taiji it was already darkening and we moved with large stone slabs, which is unconventional and difficult. I am half sleeping and don't really pay attention. With all the stones of the floor underneath broken up and while we hug those stones it looks like a site of rocks that I once visited in Germany.
Then in the morning I wake early and go outside. Many people are up already, from other groups. The ligth is nice outside from early morning dawn. There are lots of birds in the air, in flocks, ever more, and chirping, and I like the sound. Listen to them and watch them. I think they are a good omen because birds signify the presence of spirits.
After a while the birds (spreeuwen) start to change as if unfolding, from the belly side they open and become bats or maybe flying squirrels. There are many. I wonder if we are in danger, this does not look good. They obviously symbolize some evil.
But they stay high in the air and I know they are harmless there. If they would come down it would be trouble, for all of us. No need. Here the dream is lucid and stays lucid.
To my right I see on the large building four unicorns, one on each corner of the roof. They look out from their, each in his direction. The one closest to us watches the bats.
Then at some point the flock of bats in the morning light start to merge and become one big bat or demon and they or it looks ominously, in the direction of the unicorn.
I see the unicorn point his horn toward the bat demon and then he shoots a beam of light from its horn, brilliant white light, and it hits and pierces the bat.
Down below I can't believe what I witness, and after the event I go inside and people are there. It looks like no one has actually seen what I saw. And exhilarated I shout "that is the dissipation of glamour" like it is the school example of what needs to be done, and it can be done. And people look and smile about what I say but I don't have the feeling they really understand. To me, this felt like a very big moment.
What I witnesses was the actual technique to dissipate glamour.
