Best Champagne

1. Champagne

First dream of the night I remember is by 3am after which I woke, stayed awake and got up for a while. This because I was tired, and this was my first shift of sleep.
End of the dream, dark, underground supermarket, big, one story, possibly Colruyt. After a while I leave the shop, by that time I have Tama's son by my side. Tama is also there, and we met but I went my separate way, now things seem like I will team up with her son. He has a bottle of champagne from the shop in his hand, don't ask me why. I pass the till but have nothing to declare. He leaves as well, but does not pay, maybe he has a voucher. I don't know. I think it is odd. I ask him about it, but he plays completely innocent. Then he does not know what to do about it, but I take a sip of the bottle, this is the best champagne, very expensive.
I keep taking sips, not in a usual way, but with a knife, which I have, I don't have a spoon. But it works, I take several sips and enjoy it, don't see why, now that the bottle's out of the shop and no one comes after us. I don't give back the bottle, intend to keep it, don't really finish it either, first want to get away. He does not know what to do.

2. Two Eye Flashes
Second shift.

There is a dream where I have a flash before my eyes so close that I think it is dangerous for my eyes. Then a second time, I try to look what causes it, everyone else in the room is fine, it just happens to me, I know realize. Then I see I have drops of wax on one eye ball, they are coloured, like green and so forth. How will I get this off? In the mirror I take a look, and see the dots on a world map, I also see some identification, like S of sulphur. This is what I thought it would be. I try to get it off but is very difficult to reach, even if it is the size of a world map. Then I scratch off some blots. That's that. Some more stains are there, this will be for later.
Earlier we came from the butcher's shop that is next to this room adjacent. Now we go back there maybe? Someone tries to sell me meat. A girl that is with me buys meat. There are other friends there.

3. Theatre with the Sisters

End of dream enter something like a theatre, cinema. I am with a girl, she looks like Kame, we sit down, take a seat. I am happy to be with her. After a while, from the front, we came from the back where the entrance is, comes her sister Inme. She stands next to me and my hand and arm are in such a position that I cannot but touch her, it becomes a little awkward, even when I want it, but her sister is next to me and this is difficult. I want them both. I tell Inme sorry but she does not mind. That is about where the dream ends, that was the last dream of the night, about 8:30am.

Dragon Nest

1.

Special dream.
I travel to Iceland. North. Other people go the same place, but when we arrive, this is at the beach, I feel like going right, and they all go left. I go my own way, which is dark, it is night, but the other way has more light, and civilization. I go anyway and take the risk.
Later there is a fragment of dream in which I see a man float, in his time everyone could do it. Now someone whispers that he is special, but I don't care, I know the possibilities of human nature and am positive that I will one day achieve the same. This is a fairly lucid moment, since the sky is blue, there are some clouds. By day, outside, but in a village.
In the city, by day, I try to find my way, I knock on somebody's door, not certain whether I am right, but I go in anyway, and next when someone enters I ask. All the time I don't let it get to me and go where I think I should go.
This leads eventually to a place I see from a high point, but is inside a house, and I believe the big open space I see from above is deep in the earth. There is a stone basin in the floor dug, and a fluorescent green dragon, rather long, body eight meters, total maybe sixteen meter. Half curled.
At some point the dragon is gone, but we see the eggs, which are fairly big, three of them hatch, three baby dragons come out, but they are almost the size of a human, they are green, but dark and not shiny, I like their colour better. The dragon comes back and lies down. This is a wonderful sight. This sight alone is worth the dream.

At the Swimming Pool

In one dream there was lots of light and I was going to a swimming pool. Some friends were with me, among which a lady. When we arrived, we sat down near the pool at one side. There were tables there like in a café. We sat down and I see Asgr come and also recognize her mother and her son. I welcome them.
They sit down with us. I see that Asgr has her hair cut, it is real short now, and not well done, and maybe some of it is coloured, maybe green. I introduce friends.
The original intention was to go swimming, but I can't remember entering the water. The water is very clear.

Alien Invasion No Escape

Long dream that started with me entering a building and going to the highest level, daylight. I am one of the first, some event or exam is scheduled, maybe I am not even invited, but since I'm early, I can enter. The room is to the left, which is the inside of the building. Tables arranged like in the transmission meditation room, there is Guds, boss of my boss, and I go sit next to him, he sits at the back end. I wonder if he is the one teaching or talking today. I have a book with me, which is a veggie cookbook, green of colour.
Slowly but surely, people enter, maybe Rigr, women more than men. I suppose also Digr must come, but I don't think I see him. I leave. When I'm outside the room I realize I forgot my stuff. Now I have the idea that I forgot it on purpose, to show I'm vegetarian or want other people to become that, but feel a little bit embarrassed about it nonetheless, so I go back in. When I reenter, Guds gives me everything, which includes the vegetables, broccoli among other things (which is what I bought yesterday with Chwe).
Out of the room is the corridor with windows to the outside, to the right that is, and people standing here, presumably waiting. I am a little conscious here, and later wander through the stairwell and rooms, go to a place that is even higher, but nothing or noone is there.

Later the dream shifts to the outside and we are in danger. So we are in a group, and on the wide plains we run. Something from above is cast down, by alien people. This must be an invasion. Large contraptions are dropped and they have to do with electricity, and they would imprison us. They have just started so we try to run and escape. But there is not much chance this time.
The things that fall down have to do with telecommunication. But they are really large.
Later we turn back but go farther than where we come from and now I see where they cramped all the cables, this is really gigantic.
We have to run.
Later I am in a town, large buildings, lots of people, guided or goaded like herds, by the enemy, they have surely taken over. I am in one of the buildings, on my own, conference hall, all the aliens gather here, they are humanoid. I try to stay outside, I have business here, and walk up and down the stairs and use the alleyways on the outside of the building that the others don't use. I literally stay in the shadows, outside the sun shines. Now I realize that things are really bad, and less and less space is available for the native people of this planet.
I leave the place, but outside, I am surrounded by all kinds of alien people, of different races, and some race has flat noses. They all look very different that us. I try to stay cool but I know I don't belong here and try to find my own people.
A little further starts the wood, I should hide there and find my way. I run through the trees. I know that in the meantime, native people are hunted and chased and closed in and less and less space is available, not even enough to live on. The aliens are closing in.
Then, when I am in the woods and find water, maybe a pond or lakes, I hear my own people from far ahead, they try one last attempt to break free, and it is an interesting one, for suddenly a very large herd of swine or boars stampedes through the forest and overruns the aliens, though they don't do much damage, but it is like a diversion. This makes it possible for me to escape and find my people.
But that is where everything ends. They are at the last patch of native ground, and helicopters of the aliens are hovering about, while metal fences close about the people and the place becomes smaller and smaller. Now I know there is no escape.
I suppose the dream ends there.

At some point in the night I dream of cleaning my kitchen floor. Maybe this is linked with the veggie cookbook.

House on a Hill

I had a dream about Elbr, met her two or three times. The first time was short, the second time unexpected, the third time has not happened yet, but best of all is that the first time we arranged a date to see each other, and it was scheduled for 7 of November.
Much light, and green outside, also houses, where she lives. First time much time alone with her and long time, and this was an accidental meeting, as was the second time. House on a hill. She had no time at that point, which is why we scheduled.
Second time was when I went into the leisure park at the beach, though I never saw the beach nor even knew it was there but when I left. I walked there, but I had not planned it but it was also my first time there. This was a very exclusive place, shut off from the main world. High buildings there as well for conferences, but I took care that no one in the suits saw me. Trees.
It was when I was back and found myself in the vestibule or the rooms that link this world with the normal world that I met with the group of K and L of Greencraft. Surely the place was not meant for me, but I managed. At this time I had no time to really speak to Elbr, especially because she was not alone, she frequents the place, maybe with her sister, or with family, but her business does not involve me, though I would like to now how it will be in the future.

Look at Hands

First dreams.

I realize I'm going in and out of dreams at the start of the night.
When I dream again, I am still in the same environment. Now in a small room, clean, wood, upper floor, in a complex, and with people my age, all standing about, but not very aware. I am. I now I'm dreaming, lucid, and take the opportunity to look at my hands. This I do, easy enough.
Then I see Brle on my left and tell him to do this too, for he wants to learn, I remember. I want to say this to Chwe as well, since she was with him (in real life) when he asked about lucid dreaming. Now she is not here, but I call her name and try to almost invoke her. It somehow works, though I can't see her. Her energy for lucid dreaming is very low.
Later I experiment in other dreams very much.
For one, I switch on a boiler for heating, which is on an upper floor, I realize I should rather switch on one in the basement, and I go look for it, while I switch on all the radiators that I meet.
Also, I feel that when I loose consciousness in the dream I would walk a certain direction, so I take control again and walk the other way, this is in a hallway in the air, connecting buildings, same complex still, and so I turn and go the other direction, the door closes, the room is very small and has a toilet. Not much of interest, but I decide to reach down the toilet and see what I can find. I slightly considered going down the toilet with my whole body. I wake up when I reach with my hand in the clear water, and feel that my hand is actually moving and touches the frame of my bed (in real life).

Teeth and Shed

Wednesday 3 September
1.

At the place of H&B. Garden. At some point my teeth start to fall out. Those in the left lower corner. First only three. My first reaction is: Here we have it again. Then I go with the flow, and spit out even more teeth, that way, at least my mouth is clear. The teeth are big, almost like bullets. I spit the out on the grass. This happens toward the end of the dream.

Thursday 4 September
1. 

I'm at the place where I teach taiji, and the adjacent shop. The place is very different, and I made a detour about the town to get there. I remember this route from long ago (in other dreams). The place is now long and small. 
When I enter there are already people. The first part where I pass is like a shed or garage, empty, the floor is earthen. All is deserted and not cared for.
Then the garden, and then people. The place is for sale. I don't even know what I'm doing here.
When I go back, I go back with the people present, but I am still ahead. When I pass the shed again, this used to be the shop I think, then the lady with long hair and big glasses from the supermarket across where I work passes me, first two girls passed who also work there, but this lady tells me I should not bother those two girls, since they have three children and they are not free. I'm not ready to follow her advice, since I am thinking that if they ask me to contact them, then surely they are prepared to hear from me.
Later someone says the whole thing is for sale, costs a hundred euros, and the person almost expects me to buy it, but I don't take the bait immediately. I need to think over it. Is this what I want.

Labyrinth of Doors

1. Fear

One dream in the night seemed like a nightmare, after waking I was rather excited because I never have nightmares. I was even afraid to go back to sleep and so on. But I can't remember the dream itself anymore.

2. Series of Doors

Then a sort of big dream, and long.
Light in the dream. Outside, city, but maybe camping, complex building, inside the complex, ordering a sandwich, in doubt, but I take the one with crab anyway, this is the special one, because it has real crab in it, and you don't find that easily. I see how the girl behind the counter smears the crab salad on the bread. Nice.
When I take out my platter, like in a cafetaria, I am looking for a place to sit down. I come into a hall, like a refectory, but all wooden tables and seats, but in an orderly manner and fixed seats and tables I think. No room, all seats are taken. I have no mind to go eat outside, don't want to walk that far. So I look around, don't really know what to do. Turn about a bit to see if there is space somewhere. In doubt again. Then I decide to just sit anywhere. Somewhere in a corner seems fine. A girl and a lady sit there, but on one side, so the side closest to me is free and I sit there. I ask leave first. The girl is really pretty, long blond hair and sharp eyes. And I seem to recognize her from somewhere, maybe seen her in town or in the shop.
Soon enough the older lady is out of my view, and I sit in a different position, head of table, but I am shy and dare not speak to either of them. I keep my eyes strictly to my own platter and think by myself I will address them to small talk after I've eaten, which is an excuse. I just don't feel comfortable so close to a pretty girl like that.
I am also in a different position seated, not seated anymore but rather lying on my back and the food is floating above me, like a paprika piece, two pieces, red. And the other stuff I had with me. Raw paprika. I take it from the air and eat bits of it. This goes on for a while.
I don't know if the girl is interested in me. The scene does not allow me to finish it. It stops when I realize I am in this awkward lying position.

Scene changes, same complex or building, different room or rooms, a little further this time. Some kind of workshop is being announced but has not started yet, I am there, and staying, might as well do this. I go from one room to the other and back because nothing is happening yet. Then I see people assembled in one room, and I'd like to be noticed, having people know that I was here first and ready.
Almost a circle of people, but different rows. Most sit on chairs. One person, a lady, not quite in the centre, sits on a chair and starts giving a talk. All seems very reasonable, but I don't quite pay attention. Something else got my attention, namely the sexual energy present in the room or atmosphere. I don't know what to do with it. All people are quite serious looking.
Then I change my seat and go sit somewhere else. And someone I know is there too. Jadh, and she sat there before me, and saw her being interested in me, but I stay stoic, because I don't want to draw attention. I sit on a chair and she is on my right, and sitting on the floor, but she does not mind, and starts touching me all over the place. I soon enough have my hand touching first her head, which is closest, and then underneath her shirt and so on. I still try to keep a low cover, because this is not the right circumstances, yet I think that the talk is about sexual energy and so on. Want to put in into practice, Jadh does it for me.

Then the scene changes again, a little further in the building, different room, people are queuing up, again, I am the first to find the door. I don't know how I came here though, but in fact I think it is the logical conclusion of the earlier talk, which made people move this way.
First I am maybe the only person there, the door is in the corner and I stay there and wait. Then a man comes and wants to open it, he is very eager, especially because he says he knows the way, but I hold him back because I want to do this myself. Then suddenly the room is full of people and not one of them really knows what to do, but me, so when I go in they will naturally follow.
I open the door and am surprised to find myself in a very small spot or room, only two people can stand here, and the man who has been here before stands next to me, now the room is full. Immediately after entering I see in front of me another door. Again the man wants to open it, he is impatient, in fact he wants to show me that he knows. I don't let him, because I want to test myself and see if I can do this without help. And I can, from start to finish.
I open the door, I open it the other way than this man would have done. The door in my case turns in toward me, I enter and come into just another small room with in front of me another door. Again I open it, which turns toward me. The doors are soft, and the whole room is not only lighted, but soft as if the walls are done with velvet. Beige.
The next few doors open in the other way, away from me, but the rooms are the same. Then the doors become more ethereal, and are like curtains, white and flimsy (glasgordijn). Again I want to do it myself, because again the man is beside me, and I find the right way the first time to open it, that is from corner to corner, upper left to upper right. I here see that different ways are possible and I am prepared to experiment. I know well enough by now that more such doors or curtains will follow and they do.
At some point I open the curtain like I know how it is done and enter, but when I enter I fall down, there is a big space in front of me and no bottom and all is darkness, and I fall, but I have no fear. Maybe I have a little fear, but I am prepared to let it all happen, and disregard my fear. Even if the thought of fear blocks me from falling all the way, I concentrate to let it happen anyway.
At the same time I could sense that the door entered in some kind of big hall, but all is dark, and there is no bottom. I try to make myself fall again, because I want to do this to the very end and see what happens. But it does not well work.

The scene shifts.
Now I am outside again, but I have some inside knowledge somehow.
There is a lady with red hair, middle aged, that I have seen earlier in one of the scenes of this dream, and she seems lost. I now know more about her not because I have information, but because I recognize the energy. 
She goes up stairs and I follow and want to help, she is on her own and it seems she is running from something, maybe she is another dreamer.
At some point I see the pretty girl again, I think this time she turns her back to me, but I am busy with trying to figure out how I can help this lady. Some other woman is in the dream with similar eyes. All three have sharp eyes. I understand that there is a sixth division of which nothing was said, before, and this division holds the spiritual people. I think I am not yet part of that, but I recognize those people, and when I go through the ground floor rooms of the complex again I see one secret room where such people assemble. You can't enter unless you have this kind of sharp energy. There is a girl singing, she may be part of the sixth, but is in the adjacent room, which can have average people, or normal people.
That is about where the dream ends. But there was lots more.

Diving Ship underneath Table

1. Broken Keyboard

Keys of the keyboard of my laptop broken at some point in a dream, maybe because I was a little wild or careless. A heap of keys on top of each other, but I did not panic, instead I saw that I could easily get them in the right place when I shifted one from underneath the others. Then at least would most fall into place again naturally. About the one I did not know.
I did think when it happened that it must happen to me, for the keyboard is old and one button was already loose. So I was not surprised. Though I don't want the computer to fall apart.

2. Ship dives under the Table

I read a note, outside in a city, with two other people, maybe my brothers, in the sunshine. The note is on the right page at the bottom, of a book which I am studying. This is something I wanted to know for a long time and know I have access to it. It is only a few lines, but in the middle the name of my father appears. I had seen it even before I read it, but I read as if I don't know, then when I pass the line with the name I acknowledge it. I am a bit surprised, because I did not think my father was in a secret society or did anything occult, but it seems that years ago, before my time for sure, he was part of an organization and worked personally on highly classified materiel. I try to remain poised however. First name and last name mentioned.
The passage is a hint, so we go inside the building, it is an old house, maybe in Holland. Maybe ship building. Now it is like a museum, so old furnishings, from the 17th century. The note also said 1641 or something.
I am looking for clues. At some point my father is actually there.
In the main salon, we sit down. There is another year I see, or the same, I can't remember. Then before I have all the knowledge, my father wants to let the ship to water. The ship is in the house, and he releases it, it has been a very long time since it has been in action, but everything still works, and my father remembers all. But the ship goes down, pointing dangerously deep. There is water underneath the table, we have all assembled at the table, big wooden one. The ship dives into the water, head first. This can't be right. A boat should float. There is some kind of docks, or at least access to the open water, underneath the table, you can see it.
My father hauls up the boat again. This time he wants to do it right. The boat starts high up like on a scaffold. Then, with some mechanism he lowers it, but he can't lower it one level at the time, but only half levels, meaning first the front and then the back, so every time there is a chance that it will slip and fall down. But it doesn't, my father is very experienced, we all see that.
Then he takes many levels at one go, and we all keep our breath, but he makes it. No worries. Everything goes fine. My father knows exactly how it must be done.

Match Closing

1. Shopping in the Supermarket

Closing time and I go to the supermarket, which is called Match, because it is closest to me and this one is underground. I thought I had time enough, but when I arrive I see they are closing the doors already, I squeeze through, through the small slit, staff is closing the doors and in the way. I manage to get through and somehow get down, descend the stairs or escalator. I am down before I know it.
I am surprised to see so many people still shopping here. I get a basket, but at the entrance of the shop proper I tell the people of the shop there, two women, that I have a bag with me from another shop. In fact, I had already bought two things in another shop but thought it too little food, so I thought of buying two more things here. This is what I do and I know exactly what I want. I already have the croquettes. So I leave my bag here, which is from SB. A very big bag, and it is soft, something large and soft takes a lot of space in the bag. The bag is the largest size, so it stands out. I hand it over, the women are not used to that, which means that I should not have done it, but it is alright. Then I enter the shop hands free.
I look for the two more things I need, one is again something in the freezers, because I want something deepfried. I walk a little about in the shop as if I'm lost. Before I know it I find myself at the check out, many people are queuing and that in different rows. I did not even realize the checkout was this way, I am rather disoriented. For a moment I don't know what to do, but I end up there again whichever way I go, so I go to the checkout and call it a day. The shop will close anyway.
When it's my turn I see that I have quite a lot more things with me than I anticipated. In my enthusiasm I bought many things. I don't worry about it. I am at the counter, and people queue up behind me. Because I have a lot of stuff, it takes a long time. I have my bag ready for everything that the person at the till scans and gives me. Everything has its place. It goes rather slow, but I don't mind. I don't mind the people waiting. Also, now my brothers appear, they queue up and look at me with something in their eyes that tells me they don't know what I'm doing or why, they have questions, especially N.
When it's time to pay I take my card and put it in the machine, which is high. The price is given on a display above it. I'm not sure the price is right, but I don't care. I insert the card, it is my old card, blue. But some herb like parsley is in the way, and I squeeze the card in anyway, so that some herb fluid smears my card and the inside of the machine. I'm not sure I should take the green away first and try again but I leave it as it is. The display is aware of the squashed green and it says so on the display, fluid detected.
When I finish I collect my bag.
There was another dream before this one that I remembered first, but now I don't.

About Heathenry

1. Heathens

At the end of the last dream, Asgr was there, inside, a house, maybe hers. Dark environment, other people were there, table, greens and browns. By the window. Maybe her son, or in her arms, which made her say something about religion or heathens which made me reply. Maybe the discussion was about heathens, and at least did she use the word heathen twice. And I wanted to correct her because the word has different meaning for me and I have some respect for it, and I talked a little about belief I think.

Out of Order Toilet

1. Toilet out of Order

At my parents' place, I was in the bathroom, light, by day, maybe early morning. I went to the toilet, there was already shit in it, and possibly it was mine. I went anyway, then I tried to flush, but it only became more. This was filthy. Then I waited and tried again a little later, but it was stuck and more water build, shit was floating abundantly in the toilet. Then my youngest brother came in. I was doing something else at the sink, washing my hands probably. I was going to be open about it, so I went to look again to the toilet, no improvement. I did saw one big roll of shit on the side, not even in the toilet. I had no idea how I could get rid of this all.

2. Aquamarine

In a dream I opened my money pouch and there were about three beads of aquamarine in it. That is more than I remembered having. But some looked odd, as if they had some mechanic working, bead in a bead or something.

3. Sovo

Last fragment, Sovo was there.

Phone Game

1. 2048

Fragment of dream. Playing 2048, but different square. All were grey squares. And when I opened the game, there was already a lot of numbers in it, but in such a way that in one swoop I would be able to reduce it to half and get a lot of points. So after a moment's hesitation, I do that, and I end up with four adjacent squares with numbers, which is one row, and they are in the upper row. Then suddenly the rest of the square just disappears and I am left with that row of four. But it also means I am stuck now.

2. Last Breath

Late dream after being awake before. On a weekend or something, city, foreign, abroad, maybe Spain. Table in one room, and Fras is there, and we have gathered here for her. In the other room, to the right, I was earlier, and drew pictures. Now we assemble at the big table, lots of folk, to eat together. I am in a hurry, and so must Fras be, because we have an appointment somewhere and we must leave soon.
Then she starts saying things that last time she had a fit things were very bad, and that the next time will surely mean her end, and people start to worry suddenly. Her appearance is very different, I don't recognize her, she is an other lady, and wears thick red lipstick. Like a sick woman. Lots of makeup to cover for the real damage.
She says everything will be okay, because Ca, from taiji, and he lives in Portugal, will take her home on Thursday. In the dream, Thursday is in a day or two. And it means that Ca will drive her in his car from Spain to Belgium or Holland.
I'm rather worried and I would like to get to the appointment with her. This is something between her and me.

Kitchen Knife Suicide

1. The Way

Middle of the night, at house of parents, I am in my bedroom, but then I hear my parents are up and I go look. They're in the kitchen, my mom has a large kitchen knife and she slits the left wrist of my dad, in the dangerous direction, the right direction.
I go to them because I want to stop my mom. My dad then goes to the hallway where he will call the medics, and I face my mom. She comes at me but slowly. There is a clear desperation in her eyes and movement. I fear slightly that she will cut me knowing that I cannot die in dreams. I slowly back however, and try to look for a way to make the knife harmless. We are very close. Then we are at the kitchen door. When she comes forward with the knife I make it so that the knife gets stuck in the wooden door frame, and I hook it behind the wood where the hilt of the knife is. This way I should be safe, but I don't feel safe, the danger is not over, she is still out of her mind.
My dad comes back at some point saying that we have to take her to a place called Le Chemin. And I know this is a place for old people, or despairing people, maybe psychiatric. Can't remember now. My dad is fine, he phoned the hospital for mom. She has to be removed.

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yesterday's dream was about sofo (or maybe the day before) and the attraction is such that we cannot but hug, this time sincerely. And I let her take the initiative.
a few days before that in france, there was sofo in the room I was sleeping, and behind it was a field, some sf effects, the plants were very outlandish, she comes round again into my room, and eventually we hug, but for me this does not yet feel good. I record the dreams here anyway.

Rosemary Fire

1. Thumb Spirit and Rosemary Fire

Outside, light, green, hill and ditch, field with hay, long grass. I am across a street or see across of me, there is also a tree, a creature not bigger than my thumb, it sort of radiates light so I know it is a spirit. It makes a fire, I see it gathers rosemary needles for it, I think that is genius. There is another creature about the same size that joins him. I know them both. They don't belong to each other, but now they happen to meet, possibly because I am there, since one of them might be a familiar.
Then the first one, who is the original, he goes across the street, possibly passes me, and gathers long stalks of grass, it is normal grass to me but I see it from his perspective, and the stalks are much too long for him, I don't know why he does that, maybe because he wants to make an impression.
They make a second pile, this one high, even for me, but I think the first one was cute. Later I try to make more direct contact with the thumb spirit, I have a feeling that this spirit has something to do with sexuality. I don't know if I can make them do anything for me.

2. Case of Death

L Alda died or someone he was acquainted with. This kept people busy, though I think he himself was present as well. Outside, light, green, maybe camping.

3. CD

Something about Anne Clark, maybe cd, or she was singing, was she in the dream? Or someone had a cd that reminded me of her? Maybe this was at the camp. I think it made me more able to mix with the people.

Withhold Arrow Shot through Window

1. Arrow Shot and Eldest Cousin

End of a dream, but very lucid. 
I am in my own apartment. Kitchen, window. Bale is there. We talk about something. There is a hole in the window, rather clean, as if I have shot an arrow through the window in the past. At some point I want to prove something, and take my bow and arrow. I have already second thoughts. My bow is on the floor. It is a powerful bow, and I think there will be too much power if I draw that string, so I leave that on the floor or put it back and opt for the small toy bow. I take it and am aiming the whole time in my mind. I put an arrow on the string and pull slightly and already feel that there is too much power, this will never end well.
Also I am thinking, it is no good if I break that window. This window is not mine. And I don't want to live without the window. So I don't shoot. Although I have the feeling that I shot a little bit already, though I have the arrow still on the string, some of the power has already shot through the window and I see that just that is dangerous, so I hold and put it back. Maybe I'm a coward. I do think about what it would effect if I had shot through the window. (But I think it will just have been broken).

Then the scene changes, to the wall, to the right, and Bale is now in sight and helps me with something. So our attention is drawn elsewhere. And I still think we are muddling along, or being slow, I just go along, she helps me. The wall is brown of wood and there is a cloth like a curtain, of velvet, which is dark green, a nice colour, and first I take it of the top, the rail above, because it is not well hung, and I want to do it properly, maybe I am on a step or something.
The room is bigger, and more open. The colours are very different than just a minute ago.
And now something interesting happens. My cousin Daon enters. I recognize him and am surprise the instant he enters. I can't say hello immediately and he is doing something first, but I want to let him know I am happy to see him. And so when I come down my step I say hello. This is like the second time he enters, but he did not leave the room. And I tell him how long it has been and that I remember his daughter, when she was that big, I show it with my hand measuring from the floor. I don't know what he is doing here. He is like a lost son to the family. And he says it must be six years, but of course it must be longer now.
Can't remember what happened next, maybe more people came in, but it was about the end of the dream.

Avoiding Bus Accident

1. Dangerous Bus

Last dream of the night.
Don't remember the start, the middle was in a city, at night, me and a girl, we had business there and have some bags with us when we go home; I can't remember the details of that section. Both on bicycles.
On the way home, it feels like I cycle alone, but the other person is still there, behind me. There is a certain lane, close to where I know people; I keep going, then suddenly I see a bus driving towards me; it startles me, because he speeds and it is a public transport bus, and he drives on the left, and I am on the right, which means he heads right for me; the bus is colourful, I am confused because of it and don't immediately know what to do; I am still cycling at that point, going as far to the right as I can get, but the kerb is too high to get on the footpath. I see that bus coming for me, not stopping, I decide to do something against the rules and go to the left, but I turn rather sharp and actually cross the street that way and at the other side of the street, to the left, I continue a little, just to be sure. There is a bar or pub and people outside, maybe feasting, and I think they must be thinking I'm crazy because you don't do such a thing, it is dangerous. I see the girl who was behind me, who is maybe Chwe, on the other side, the original side, but pressed with her cycle in the hedge, but I could not have gotten there because I the kerb was too high to take with my cycle that quickly. Maybe she was already on the footpath.
I also see that the bus is followed by one or two more. They stop before the place where I am. I know people here and it is okay to be here, although this was not planned. And I don't really connect with the people around.
From the first bus, the Red Devils disembark, the whole team, quite a lot of folk. And they mingle with the people, I also see people from FC De Kampioenen in fact. Them too I know, but I stay quite. The throng is thick at this moment, and I was at the edge, but know it is crowded everywhere, and everyone dressed in red. And drinking and feasting. Maybe doing signatures and so on. I stay where I am and keep silent.

Street To Workshop Passing Friends

1. Passing Elro

Last dream. I am in a city going to work or see something, check something, go down the main road, which slopes down, cobbled stones. By day, somewhere late afternoon maybe, or just before noon. Then I happen to pass three people just coming out of doors or getting in their car, and they are Elro, her mother and her sister. The three women see me when I pass them, this is a lucid moment, and I say hello while I keep walking down the hill toward where I wanted to go as if that is much more important. So I pass and we briefly said hello and that was all, but she looked good and it was the first real appearance of her in my dream. And I was in fact on my way to Elro's workshop place knowing that she was not there but checking anyway. When I passed them I realized this had little significance now and I continued anyway, because it is more comfortable to go there when I know she is not there. Then there will be no confrontation.

Railroad Street

1. Late Waking

I wake up home in my apartment, I don't know what time it is or whether I should get up to go to work, but I think yes. I have no urge to get up at all. My clock shows the wrong time, other clocks too, I don't know the time, I get a little frustrated. I am still in my bed, everything looks dark.
I share this house, there are my two brothers I believe who also live here. The down story is much larger, lighter, I do my own thing but my brothers are annoyed with me for not cleaning up, not in time, and not thoroughly enough when I do. 
At some point I look out of the window. In fact I don't want to get up and know the time, but there must be something I am bound to do today. When I look out I see many things, people run about the street as if it is early in the morning and they go to work. The street is broken up, for some reason the workmen are putting rails there. The whole street is already done, the cover scraped off, and rails instead. In the adjacent street as well. People wait because they don't know if they can pass, then someone does and all the rest follows. Then it's busy down there.
I realize I should be able to see the clock of the library tower. I try to look but it is just behind the buildings. I go back up the stairs to my bedroom, and through a small window there is a small opportunity to see the time, and it is already half past eleven. I should have gone out of doors a long time ago.

Angry Girl

1. Angry Friend

Today I dreamed of Bale and she was angry at me, but I stood my ground. Some distance between us, city space, but in the open. She continued to be angry with me, but I patiently waited. Daylight. Maybe about something of the past.

Silent Meeting

1. Seated at the Corner of the Table

Last dream of the night. I am at the end of a long table, many people seated, like a festive dinner, me all the way to the left, at the corner. Doors are open. Long rectangular place. Somewhat noisy atmosphere. I can't remember who sits opposite of me, but to my right is Elbr. This is a lucid moment. I am glad and happy to see her and to be next to her as well and find that this is my opportunity to talk to her while I have the chance, and there is this one thing about the train that I want to ask, but I dare not. So I just enjoy the company but we remain silent, me, but she also. I was not very comfortable to be at the corner. And I was held back a few times to speak openly.

Chicory Teeth

1. Chicory Teeth

Last dream of the night.
My teeth are different. I look in the mirror. I see my teeth are askew, that is the first thing I notice, but then I see my teeth are chicory (witloof). So bigger, and organic, plant material, a little old even. Now I'm thinking, I really should have this fixed and make an appointment with the dentist. This mirror viewing is quite lucid. It is my upper teeth. Middle ones.

Edge of Water

1. Next to Bale

At some point in an early dream I was sitting in a sofa or a chair, against a wall, Bale was next to me, close, but in a different chair. This might have been a living room, dark, other people elsewhere. I start to touch her body, soon enough rub her tits. It feels awkward, as if I should not do this or do not want to do it. I continue anyway, because I can't keep off.

2. Water on Top of Me

In another dream I was in a shop, maybe at sea.
I also remember a fragment of dream in which me and some other people are pushed to the edge of something, in a playful way, but it might be the edge of a river or of a swimming pool that you blow up, for children, but big, dark, outside. And one an outsider pushes us, or me, we bump into the edge so that the water rolls over it and gushes out over us, and we get wet. At first I am a little angry for this, then I think I don't mind, and things remain playful, more water gets out and we get soaked after a while. But I was not pleased at first, even if it was a joke.

Flood Down Floor

1. Flood over Crystals

Fragment of dream. I am on an upper floor, but I can see the story below me, as if it is a balcony, the lower story is open as well, meaning that it leads out. It is dark. There is another person there. I can't remember the things that happened before, they were on a different location. This is the city, and late, I have been here the whole weekend. And we are now leaving.
I have my crystals down below in a corner, and I may not forget them. They are on a cloth like in my bedroom. At some point the whole down floor is flooded, very high. Clear water. After a while it retreats to outside, like it is a river. In the back of my mind I am fearing that some of my stones will be swept away, but it is on the case, maybe two have been dragged along by the current, the biggest rock crystal among them. All the others are still in place, have not moved an inch, which I don't even think is surprising.

2. China Fall

In China, the whole time. At some point in a building, wood, outside too, light, there is Pake. I happen to fall over at that point, am on the floor. He puts his hands on my back without me seeing it when I try to get up, and because of that I feel the elasticity of the body, but when I realize he is turning this in an exercise I am getting nervous and it does not work anymore. I do get my body in a better position, which is on my hands and feet, like pumping, full body length and trying to get up in small pushes. But it is hard work and I am trying to hard so it does not work very well, though I was near what it should be earlier.

Croatian Beauty

1. Wizard and Four Dwarves

Middle to end of a dream. I see Gandalf and four dwarves run from the top of a hill or plateau, up is all hay or long yellow grass, the rim, and the run down the slope. One of the dwarves yells a name, maybe Mimit, Nimit, Yinit, something like that. But he should not because that would wake all the orcs around who hide in the vales. I see this scene twice. Only the second time is this dwarf reprimanded, so it was a second chance.
Down in the vale is a building, people there, me too.

2. Treasure Box

I'm in a house, end of a session of something, Tivd is there and there are hallways, intricate pattern of house, but I know it and am familiar with the surroundings as well as with what needs to be done. I have a treasure chest, which is empty, but for someone else I have to put things into it that need to be tidied up. These have to be removed, the stuff can't stay here, would not be safe otherwise. Moving house. This was stuff from an altar maybe. And I kneel by the stuff in a corner, because it is all on the floor and maybe no one may see this. So I open the box, which is beautiful, and I put the wooden sticks in it and the cloth, and there should have been stones or crystals too. I think it is at that moment that Tivd comes in and sees me and asks me a question about what I'm doing.

3. Croatian girl

Maybe the latter part of the previous dream (1), but I'm not sure. Or dream 2.
Building, light, sun, inside, but also half outside, because not everywhere a roof. And two woman are with me, one older than me and the other my age but a little younger. I help them.
Can't remember much, but the end is like this that the young woman says something to me which I can't understand, and I ask her to repeat it, but I still don't understand, even the sounds, they are not what I'm used to it. Then I realize or she says that it is Croatian. She is Croatian and beautiful, I just now start to fancy her. And she has long black curly hair and she is thin. My height.
I can make out the sounds now, of the letters of her words, but don't understand what she's saying. We talk still, and this is a lucid moment, and at a certain moment I take hold of her shirt, t-shirt and something on top of it, but still flimsy fabric, and pull her toward me, fearing I will damage her clothes, but kiss her on the lips, and this is very nice.

Red Sports Car

1. Coffee and Cake

End of a dream. Dark, downstairs in a hall, I join others, among them my brothers, at a corner of the table. They all know what is happening, I don't. This feels like the end of a weekend workshop, for example of taiji, but it is not taiji people. More people to the left. This is a rectangular hall. Behind me is a door and stairs leading up. There is a room in front too.
A plate is served, I did not expect that. There is lots of food, all hot and meat, but I don't care. I am not sure what the occasion is but I am famished so I indulge, just like the rest does. I can't remember what foods were on the plate but it was good and I had bits of everything. In the end only one piece of salami is left, which is special, because it is the only piece there was, and it was hiding in the centre underneath maybe potato or something else. I leave it there, because I don't want something that is not cooked. It is also the only thing that is not cooked.
Then everything is cleaned, we sit there and I and a dark haired woman across of me, not right in front, but a bit to my left in front, get a piece of cake. Chocolate cake and it is served in a cup, so I assume there is coffee in it. My reflex says I don't want coffee, but this time I won't bother. The woman is someone I know or at least someone very attractive, I only see her presence now, she reminds me of Elbr, though I don't think she is. She has a connection with me and she is aware of it. She is very self conscious.
I dig into my cake and have a bite. The cake is baked in and over the cup, onto the saucer, it looks a bit strange. Then I guess I try to dig to the bottom and see if there is indeed coffee in it or underneath it, but there is not, all is solid cake and chocolate.
The person serving comes back and she pours in coffee in the girl's cup. I expect she will give me coffee too, and my brain is already working to politely refuse, but it is not necessary, I don't get any. But what I thought was right, you are supposed to eat it with coffee, from the same mug. In fact, I now have coffee in my cup at the bottom, while the cake is still there.

2. Chance Meeting Elbr

After having been awake already, so past 7am. Outside, very light, morning or almost noon, not much people out, in the city. I walk to somewhere. I live here in the neighbourhood and now this place. This is a parking where I am now. It is on a height. The city has many slopes. The parking lot is on a sort of plateau.
Then a car drives on, quite firm. A red sports car and I see the person driving and recognize Elbr. I was walking away from the lot, but now I am waiting for her to park. This is some coincidence, I have to make use of the opportunity so I decide to wait and when she gets out I can go to her, or I can now go to her while she is parked. The dream ends there so I don't know what happened, but my decision was resolved.

3. Chess Breakfast

In the kitchen of parents. I get up and don't know the time. Mother is ironing where she always does. My brothers are both at home. It is still quiet.
Can't remember the details, I know I went to the bathroom for something, maybe clothes. There was something in the dining room as well.
But at last I am in the kitchen making breakfast, and then my brother N and his partner come in, in fact the partner is Lofa. And I tell him why don't we eat the chess breakfast, and my brother is delighted saying to his wife that she never wants to do that because she always loses. So I start getting things from the cupboard looking forward to have breakfast.

4. Damaged Energy Body

There was also a dream in this series, maybe connected to the former, while being in the dining room, that I remembered that I had brought so many stones, minerals and crystals with me at the reiki sessions but that I never brought them back with me, so they are still there in the cupboards. And when I remember this I see all those many stones and the therapy room.
And at some point I also see myself, naked upper body and two places on the top of my chest show marks that are still in process of healing, and they are big, big circles. And they have colours and stones, they are real holes made of concentric circles, red and yellow, as if mosaiced with small yellow stones.

The Lightning Struck Tree behind the Mountain

1. Hair Centre Tailbone

Inside, dark, everyone close by, small room, walls higher than they are wide. Maybe kitchen of parents. Someone tells me we can no longer speak of the tailbone. This is about taiji. But we have to speak about the sacrum. Two different things. I already know and I know I have to use the correct one.
Then this person goes on, she has some kind of radiant energy about her, but things are not very clear, because I have a low energy. She goes on about the name of the coccyx which she now calls the 'hair centre'. I don't know where she got that from. Another person is there, listening.

2. End of June

I am at home and it is end of June and I suddenly realize I should already been in England because of the workshop. Thinking of Phpa.

3. Inro Cooking

End of a sequence. We are in a room, maybe mine once, Inro is there in a corner busy, cooking, or preparing. I think my brothers are here, too. There is a door behind us where we came in from, but Inro was already here. There is another door leading away, but I don't know where.
There is light in the room. In another corner is a sink. There is a large table in the middle of the room and it takes about all the place available. Maybe other people are there too, but not many.
I am early for some reason. I love seeing Inro. So after a while, having been idle for too long, I ask her if I can help her. She has leek in her hands. I think they might be cleansed first.
All the while I have trouble opening my eyes. I can't open them, because I am too sleepy, usually because of too much light, but it is not that. I decide to do my best. I take the leek, three stalks of them, and finger them with my eyes shut. There is still some visual, because this is a dream. I go to the sink to rinse them. I feel with my fingers there is sand between the leaves. So I expected. I am glad I can help.
In the meanwhile I've tried to open my eyes some times, but it does not work, so I let it go and keep them shut.

4. Giant Onslaught

Dream connected with the former, possibly earlier part.
Maybe outside, dark, hill to my left, there is a tree, not very tall, but wide, branches hang over to the ground. It got struck by lightning.
Earlier we got into this place, which is another dimension of world. We came in through a tunnel in the wall, in fact a mine through rock, mountain wall, like a cliff behind us. Then a plain, wide, and on the other side is a plateau and the tree is there.
We are small. I think we are a group of three, maybe a teacher among us. We are like mice. Sometimes like smurfs. Clothed dark, though, as if camouflaged or because this world has no other colours.
There are enemies, maybe orcs. They want to get a branch of the tree, because it holds energy which they can use. We have to stop that.
I can't remember well why we were there or why we should get to the tree, but when the enemy goes away with a bushel from the tree, I take another one, a part that stuck into the ground, and this one has the original energy. The energy got in by lightning. And that is how there power branch becomes nullified. We have nothing to worry about. Except that they or others are also after us.
I remember when they get to the portal, gate in the mountain wall, again, to leave this place, I see giants coming out and I try to warn them because I know I see them first, but it is too late, and they get all crushed by the giants erupting from the mountain entrance. The giants are half naked. Remind me of clay.
That is about the end of the dream, I think after this comes the section of dream 3.
Before we entered this mountain valley, there were other things, but I can't remember.

A Round of White Wine

1. Ranger's Apprentice Day

End of a dream, outside, dusk, country side meadow on a height, I or we arrive. Many people already there. This is the promised Ranger's Apprentice Day. I had not expected me to be here, but if I feel right, I have been brought here, by someone.
I still remain on the background, because we're almost immediately thrown into the story, which is the main activity, everyone entering the event goes into the stream or flow of the last story. I am supposing this event is for children, so I don't try to participate much. I can't remember exactly what it was we did. Straight paths, maybe ditches.
Only later I saw the archers and swordsmen and the children playing, and then I realized I had been in a certain layer of consciousness all the time, which is more real than the actual event. I never partake of the children's games, archery, swordplay. I am, however, introduced into some of the story, which is secret or developing.

2. Four Glasses

Last dream. I'm leaving on a trip, we will be taking the airplane. My mom and dad are here and with me and coming along, I feel a little uncomfortable and wonder why not my brothers are here. It feels like I am being babysitted by my parents. They take the lead too, especially my mom.
There's lots of people. We get on the plane, I don't know whereto. I'm actually overwhelmed by all of it. I don't know where it will end, where this all leads to, but I go along.
In the plane I feel even more uncomfortable. There is table in the middle. Dark, red, maybe pink. Long table with all the passengers around it in the ship of the bird. I am on one side, my mother to my right, my father to her right. I abide. My dad does not do much.
Maybe we fly, I can't remember, or either still on the ground, but at some point my mom goes to the bar and orders drink. I suppose this is at the beginning of the flight. I have already a drink on the table, glasses, wooden table. I know she is getting wine.
I don't approve, but let her. We have already been drinking, possibly just water, all of us, three. Then she comes back, she has a large pack, and she puts it on the floor beside her, because there is no room on the table. I see it is all white wine. There must be like eight bottles, and I wonder whether she plans to drink them all, but I fear she does. She opens the pack. Then she takes two other bottles from somewhere else, and opens one. These two are rosé. And I can't figure out where she just got them from.
She pours herself a glass, then she serves me while I don't want any. I cannot say no. I see the people on the other side of the table, her age, and all looking worried, looking like they can't believe what she's doing planning on drinking so much. They all sympathize with me.
Then she pours my first glass. I have four glass on the table, in front of me, I drank from all of them, one still has white wine. All four glasses are different. All had different drink, one must have been lemonade. There is one with just water. None of them are rinsed.
After she filled my first glass all the way on the left, she continues to fill the next glass, and the next, and I can't believe she is doing that, while I don't drink that much, and don't want to, moreover, I will still want to have water and was about to serve myself still water in one of those glasses. The last glass, all the way to the right, still has wine in it, but she pours in the other wine nonetheless. I can't believe it. Everyone looks shocked in the meanwhile.

Bear Cub

1. Jumping off a Height

Backyard of H&B, on the lawn, me alone, later other people come, but stay around the house, I join them. Dark. One of them starts a game which involves jumping of a high piece of furniture or maybe a wooden box, but it comes to my waist, that is how high it is. He places this on the edge of a plateau. Down below is the lawn. All of it is part of the garden. There is mud, it must have rained in previous days. Because so many feet have trampled the grass, it has become mud and the lawn is a bit wrecked. No one minds.
He jumps. The idea is to roll over when you hit the ground. This is like martial art training. I think it is too high and I don't join. Others stay behind, they don't even come near this contraption. But I take a low stool, which comes to under my knees, and place this next to his box. I use the white step from the shop, in fact. And I tell him he has to be content with this. And I measure things out for him, showing how deep the jump is with and without the extra height.
When I go stand on the step it collapses a bit so that I am again on the normal level, which is okay. I remember I have trained this on my own before they came in. I jump, the height is such that it is a challenge to do it correctly. Without the step I am sure I would make it.

2. Iceland and the Northern Seas

Somehow this dream changes into making plans to travel to the northernmost seas. I am looking forward to it, because I know from other dreams that these are the most beautiful places in the world. We are already in Iceland. And I remember that last time I traveled north I started from a piece of land or island that was already much closer to the north.
On some sort of map is measured the distance, although I would rather like to know the time it takes to get there. It says it is 541 km, and I am thinking it will take five days, either to get there or to get there and back as well. The measuring line on the map looks like a time line. It is a long time to travel, but there is no other way at this point, and I try to enjoy the outlook of being at sea for so long.
I am very eager to leave, but I am just one of the passengers. It doesn't happen in this dream, but the promise is there. I can't remember what else happened, because there was more information. This was about the end of the dream.

3. Keeping the Brown Bear

At home of parents. I don't remember where the dream started, but it became suddenly lucid enough to follow it when we found a bear cub in the garage.
My brothers were in the house.
Stuff happened before this point, but this was in a different house, in the city, probably where I live according to the dream. But information from this earlier fragment was necessary to see the connection with the bear.
Now I remember, because I saw the icon on my computer to do a scan. In the dream, I was inside a house, possibly mine, which was divided into two parts, both on an upper floor, all white. In the middle section, but more to the right part was a computer with a large desk, though not in a regular way, corner like, and high so you had to stand. Other people were around but I did not bother. Lego bricks were next to the computer and I needed those to do a scan of the computer. In fact, the computer did not tell me but I deduced somehow and checked, and I had different options, such as a long or short scan, and two other scans which were more aggressive, leaving almost nothing whole except to pink lego bricks. The other lego bricks of the same stack, of these two options that is, represented what would be removed. I did not like that, it is too risky. I was looking for the shortest one anyway. But four piles of bricks represented the options and what they did.
Can't remember the link with the bear in the garage.
The bear was still little, a cub, brown, soft light colour, and it lay there frozen or paralyzed. We go there. I can't remember who, I am there, my brothers are inside. Someone might have been with me who was earlier still outside. The gate of the garage is open. The person, maybe a lady, she says the bear has been stung by a bee. I believe her. She also says that this does something to the vitamin A12, or B12, in the bear, like blocking it or freezing it, which is why the bear lies like that on the floor. We drag him outside, onto the garden lawn.
In the dream, I am already imagining what it would be like to have the bear grown up and I tell the woman that if we keep the bear he will be tame and people will be able to buy the animal. For such seems to be the purpose, however, it is my decision to keep the bear. I still can't remember where he came from, but in the dream I knew.
So in the next instance I see the bear awake on the lawn and all grown up, really big, and peaceful, and a boy is playing with him, or rather the other way around, which is that the bear has the boy on his shoulders. I have an idea, I want to give him honey, for me no time has passed, but the bear has gotten older. So I take my plastic container with honey and go out to him. On the lawn I present it to him, and he puts his clawed right paw in it and tastes it, it is to his liking. The boy still on his shoulder.
We all go back to the house. Other things happened. A third party involved. Something about the bear. Here the dream becomes a little too rational, because I become too awake, and am thinking superficially how to keep the bear in the house, because I think he deserves to be with us. Still no parents, only us brothers.
In the garden, certainly toward the end, the bear is more black, or dark dark brown, than yellow brown.
Maybe I woke up after this.

Giant without the Head

1. Eoten in the Garden

Maybe a nightmare.
I am in the garden of parents, light as by day, but it may be evening. Garden shed. Can't remember what I was doing there. Alone, though brothers are inside. At some point I go inside too, that is when it happens.
We are in the kitchen. I am innocently waiting for our parents to arrive, though subconsciously I know they will not.
From the corners of my eyes I see a giant come from the garden, he is really large. I am not alarmed, but N is. I know we should close the curtains so that the giant does not see us. It is an Eoten. Blue top, maybe yellow trousers. He comes closer. It is only when N starts to panic that I panic too. This is an irrational kind of fear, and now I can't be quick enough to close the curtains, and the doors, I realize. I'm sure he has spotted us. N in the process also makes clear we are alone and our parents will not be coming tonight. We have to lock ourselves in.
I go to the living room and find the French windows open. I try to be quick about it and close it, this is when I am certain that the giant sees me. I know that once he sees us his hunger to devour us will be insatiable and he will not be able to think of anything else. So in a way I am to slow. This is because I did not see danger to begin with. I panic because N instills it in me.
At that point the giant comes still closer and has his head in his hands, so he is headless. I don't know what will happen. I'm sure he eats humans. This is more or less where the dream ends.
I have no idea where he came from. Or what he was looking for.

Eagle in a Cage

SATURDAY 29 March 2014

1. Dirt Road

Street of parents. First I cycle towards the fields, pass the house of Stco, more room there than before, large plot of land, things changing, and I see a garden gnome, and feel many more spirits and remember they were there before but hiding, now they come out, slowly.
Field, the road is dirt, I hobble through it on my bicycle anyway. At some point return.
Can't remember what happened next.

2. Eagle Caged

Same dream.
Place I don't know, maybe at the beach, pebbles and then cliffs, mountain wall. We have a shed nearby and take shelter there, there is a bird, possibly mine, an eagle. Shed looks like a cave. Maybe it's raining, but there is much light out too.
Then I decide to take the birds out, there are two now, the other is a hawk or falcon. They are very happy when I do. I cage them anyway, but they are outside now, and they immediately pee from happiness, especially the small bird. And I tilt the cage to get the water out, and place paper on the floor of the bird cage, in both of them, to make it more comfortable for them.

3. Cycling on the Frozen River

Same dream.
There is maybe the dark son of Stco, on his cycle, the two of us are in front of the group, leading and exploring. At some point we take the river route, on the river, because it is frozen, and then you can drive on it. But it has boulders on it sticking out. Then at some point in the river, it is no longer frozen, and we sink, drown, go underwater. I see him change his lower body into that of a mermaid.
Can't remember the rest.

Hands and Kiss

SUNDAY 30 March 2014

1. No effort to touch

In a house, more people around, there is a girl that I don't know well, but I may have met her in the past once. She comes sit next to me, almost, different seat, but we are so close, and both are hands are resting on the table in front of us that I cannot but weave my fingers in hers, and this happens rather spontaneously. I doubt I want to go further, but in the end I have to lean just a little more to her, which is my left, that our lips automatically kiss, so I do that, because it does not take any effort.

Waiting in a House

1. Brva

End of a dream. In a house, other people around, waiting, I had done my part of preparations already and might as well have gone home. Still there, Brva comes in for her part, sits on the table in front of me. We talk, she is more intimate than I would imagine her towards me, I let her but do not actively participate. This goes on for a longer time than I could imagine, and I am thinking things are going better now. Hands on her knees or legs, which might be naked.

Crystal Factory

1. Crystal Factory

One of the later dreams of the night in which I witnessed a rock crystal industry. This was underground, large prisms of crystal, cylindrical, came out of some sort of oven, in which maybe people, two, were working. One man took the crystals from the oven and put them in a place to store them, which was gigantic and went all the way up. It turned constantly and was made of metal. He put the crystals on it and I was amazed to see that they stuck on it and I deduced that some sort of magnetism was at work. The metal was zinc. And the shape of the contraption was weird (maybe residue of watching game of thrones).
I was worried that the magnetism would influence the natural magnetism and its direction of the crystals, but it seemed the normal procedure. Maybe another man was there too to work in team. I was on some sort of step or stairs.

Unicorn Onslaught

1. Demons from the Walls

When I woke up I remembered two dreams. Now only one, which is the second part of the last dream.

We are gathered in a house, upstairs, which is a terrace, so outside. We are called there. I feel out of place. Daylight. Building in the middle of the city, surrounded by other buildings. Lucid. Can't remember what happened before.
At some point someone starts talking and I am seeing demons and devils. This seeing is linked to what the person says. At once I feel their presence very clearly, as never before, but when I focus on one, it recedes back into the wall. It is like portraits or paintings, or alcoves in the wall in which these demons appear. One is a buck shaped one, reminding me of Pan and the scapegoat. Ochre, yellows, bricks. He comes out of the wall, a living entity, but can never leave it, when I look at it from where I am, it recedes back into the wall. A few times this. I am a little disconcerted by it.
In a later stage, not much later indeed, I think through what the person is saying our mind is projected to one of those portals, opposite of the buck and this place has much room, but for now it is a portal. There is a steep hill, meadow, lush. On the hill is a herd of unicorns, all white and young and very pretty and real. And they are slaughtered, one by one they die, are killed. I look at it and don't know what to think. The only think I can think is that I am relieved some of them still survive. But I am also trying to accept it, which means I am thinking: if this is what is happening, then that is what it is.
The unicorn onslaught felt like a personal attack. A sacred space violated. That is about where the dream ends.

Manwolves

1. Woman and Two Wolves

Outside, organized event. Day, light. Group. At the end, maybe after a walk, there is the guide, me, many other people, and a girl who is maybe Inva, who is constantly followed by two wolves, but they look like men. The place is a bit cramped, as if there is not enough space. The wolves stand on two legs, have a yellow brownish complexion, don't talk, and are tall. They are even clothed, though not completely. They grow a lot of hair under their armpits. I find them fascinating. 
Earlier there must have been a long way. Also my brother, driving a car, took a small road parallel to the main road, with which I agreed though it was surely the longer and more difficult way.
The wolves. There is one that takes my interest more, and I look at him. Both are male. They listen to the woman well. She walks, they follow, shade of a tree. I in the neighbourhood then. The one wolf notices him, comes closer, I let him. Then eventually he sniffs and his nose, reddish, almost touches mine. I think that is a good sign, so I let him, he does it a second time. That is about where the dream ends.

0.
Yesterday's dream.
1. in the shop, List is back.
2. Long wooden table somewhere, we gather, I sit at the right end, opposite me is Bale, her partner next to her. At some point a girl of woman enters and joins. Bale is happy to see her and says her name, Bene, and because there is no place, she goes sit on my lap. I was upset by the way how I was ignored, certainly by Bale, and surprised that she knew the woman, I recognized her a bit, but don't really know her.
When she is on my lap, it feels very very sensual. In the end I cannot hold back and kiss her bare shoulder on the left, she startles because she had not expected it, certainly not from a stranger, which I am to her. But then she composes again, and at some point she guides my right hand in front of her and between her legs and I find her pussy, and put my finger in it, and it is nice to feel, only that the inside is full of tiny hooks, and it would scrape, I think.

Half a Healing

1. Return of Book

I met Niab in a dream and he promptly returned me the book I lent him about flatland. He said it did not interest him at all, did not read it either. I told him the mathematics might interest him, and he said I was right, but gave it back anyway.

2. Healing by Hids

At Hids's place, her practice. First in one room and then in another, two different sessions, of her doing healing work on my body. Not sure if I asked this. The second time she scanned my body with her arms, from head to about my waist, there I was already awake too much. Her mother was nearby during the second session. Hids and I talked about things.

Sharp Shots

yesterday I dreamed about a book with photo's, the pictures were very sharp and I said that out loud, I think Madm was there and agreed. This was outside. Light. A little later I wanted to call someone to me, and went in the hallway but the name I uttered was that of Mefa, which was not the person I was looking for, but he was there and I was okay with it, and suggested we both look at the pictures, because they were Woli's. In fact, Woli was in the dream.
(Later in the day I called Chwe asking her if she wanted to come over and have dinner, but she already expected Mefa, so I went up to them)

yesterday earlier dream. My apartment or bathroom, I was making ready to get up maybe and took off my night shirt, and suddenly saw a tick on my body, on the left, belly, to the side. A girl was there, she might have helped or else I would go to the doctor. After I was over the first panic I was okay.

day before that I dreamed that I wept though there was no reason. Only tears flowed. (Later in the day I did a meditation and tears flowed and I was reminded of the dream. this sometimes happens, not related to emotion, but maybe because of being tired and so forth)

Descent in the Museum

1. Bathtub Ejaculation

Nighttime, house, everyone gone to bed, I am the last one up and going to bed as well. House of parents, but on an upper floor and has more rooms, but all is on one floor. The room that is mine is somewhere stacked away in the back, behind the bathroom, which in reality is D's room.
Some people are still awake in the living room but they are not family, two Turkish or Moroccon people.
When I'm in the bedroom I suddenly have to go to the bathroom very quickly and I hold my hands in front of my crotch. I pass by the original bathroom but go to the large one a bit further down the hallway. From the corner of my eye I see the two people awake to my left, the door to the living room is open. They are also making ready to go to sleep.
I enter the bathroom, am in a hurry, there is a large white bathtub across and I loosen and relax. All at once I start to ejaculate heavily and enormously. I can't believe it myself, but it looks like a good inner clean up. The first moment took me unawares and then I immediately aim in the tub with both my hands. But the first shot already is all over the place and sticky and I know it will leave stains, but I don't feel like cleaning it, so if mother says anything about it in the morning then that is that.
Meanwhile the other two are also in the bathroom and at the sink. Greenish atmosphere.
I have filled the whole bottom of the tub with my ejaculation. The weird thing is that it does not coincide with a wet dream. The ejaculation reminds me of the one in one of the scary movie movies, I think. And it was rather fluid.
Then the two behind me sympathize with me, but I don't know what to think of them. They are looking for a knife, one of them at least, he looks like one of those restaurant holders of pita bar. Maybe he is joking, they only have a comb, which is natural in a bathroom. A third one comes in. I don't know to feel embarrassed or threatened. Maybe a bit.

2. Museum Lift and Bedding

There is a dream where I had a date with the girl from the museum and I go to the museum, lots of people, toward evening. I go through the grand portal and enter. Some lecture may be going on, school children, busy. Red atmosphere, a bit dark. Steps up to enter. This portal is in the street where I met her.
Don't really remember how, but then I met her and she took me in the lift. We were on one of the top floors, but now we take the lift down, and this goes really fast, I can barely stand on my feet and am a bit frightened by it, by the speed. We are going down real fast. She has all control, this is where she works. We pass level 24, but go down to zero or even negative.
Then all the way down we go in a horizontal way a little further, this I had not expected, and it goes fast too, a little bit sf like. Still in the same lift. Garages, basement.
Some other things happen that I can't remember.
At last, later, we are back up somewhere and I am supposed to sleep in the hall, the floor is one big bed and these are many beds, all red, next to each other, like a checker board, and there is just one space left on the side where I am and this is where I have to lie down and sleep. I do that. All other spaces are occupied.
She comes lie with me and immediately starts to get on top of me, her legs and waist heavy. But I am not comfortable with so many people around me and they can see how she wants to make love with me, I am a little embarrassed, so I hold out. I don't get a stiff one, can't if it is rushed so and with so many eyes on me. Then after a while something changes and she is on top of me again, but I can't hold back and take her and see my own penis and how the foreskin moves back further and further almost as if my whole penis is skinned after a while, and I am thinking this is the farthest I have ever gone, but this does not seem good for my body so I hold back a bit.