Bedroom with the Window Open

1. Americain Prepare

I'm at home (parents), with both my brothers. We sit in front of the television and have our dinner. On the TV is a quiz program.

At some point I have to hurry. This was because mother wants to take a nap and we have to get out of the way. My brothers are gone easily, but I'm not ready yet. We will be going outside, but I am still struggling with preparing my food. I made something especially for me. It is americain prepare, raw minced meat. I put the sliced onion in it and wonder if the onion shouldn't be cooked. I think this way it will not be prepared enough, and then I have an insight. There should be parsley in it too, and thinking of it makes me happy as if I remembered something that I had lost.

I'm in the one person sofa, on the side, at the table, head of the table. I suppose mother and father are already lying on the sofa to rest. I am hungry. I'm not done yet. I've got the parsley with me. I think that when I'll eat this tomorrow it will be even better, because the taste of the onion will be in the minced meat. And the onion will be softer. That is the alternative for cooking it.

The passage with handling the parsley is outside. Not sure where, possibly on the terrace. But the moment when I take the parsley, the chef who is here too wants to take it away from me. He might use it, but I need it first.

At some point in the dream, for a long time, I am half naked. (The fact that I don't remember this well, means that I did not much care at the time).

Another passage with the prepare americain is when I go to my bedroom, when my mother goes to sleep. I'm not sure if this is before or after the parsley outside? I take the metal bowl with the minced meat with me, guarding it. I remember I took a lot with me and it was too much to carry. I obviously take this away from the table in the living room where my mother wants to rest to the bedroom. I have a towel with me, and certainly the knife with which I cut the onion. I have clothes with me too, can't remember what exactly. Maybe I am already naked at this point. And possibly this came before the parsley fragment.

When I go to my bedroom it feels very strange, because it feels like I have not used this room for a long time and now it is unfamiliar, but at the same time it is exactly the same. It is dark. The window is open, the way I like it, but at the same time the heater is on. Of course I like to be warm, but I am a bit annoyed that this is not properly taken care of. Either the heater is on or the window open, but not both at the same time. Since I haven't been here for a long time, I'm sure a lot of energy has been wasted already. On top of that the door was wide open. That I would never do.

I go sit at my desk. There are a few rune books of my hand there, the small Dutch one. And something else that I don't want to move, so when I want to sign the books, I have to maneuver a bit around the desk. My thought is that it would be good to sign these books in advance, that will save me work.

There are about four books. I look at each of them, to see what page I will write on and to see what I will write, for opening the book might provide me with inspiration. I see that one of them is already half prepared with a square like figure, many squares, magical. I'll do something with that. Inspiration comes when I see that, I will put magical sigils, like crosses, on the edges of the square.

There is also a picture somewhere that looks like the Dream Stave.

The end of the dream I am certain of, this is when I go outside, and follow my brothers. They are already at the front of the house. I get there and the first thing that I see is the new building where there used to be a field.

But first, when I go sidelong the house, I pass my brother N, who is driving a sort of sledge, with four small white dogs, that might be wannebe wolves, or even foxes. They are to small to be wolves, but they don't really look like foxes. Weird animal.

I think that's nice and I tap one kindly on the head. N is a bit upset, I should not touch them, they are dangerous. He says that the one I petted is okay, this one can take it. I don't see any harm in it anyway.

I hadn't noticed before, but a new apartment block has been built on the far end of the field, but still this street. Actually, between the building and our street is a fenced off playground. I see people playing there, maybe two persons. A boy and a girl, different ages, both young, play on their own. I see one first, then the other. Maybe one of them is already adult. I think: these are our new neighbours. And I want to say this to my brother but I don't find the right moment. Then I say it anyway, but the timing was bad anyway and missed the point.

2. Through the Roof, School, Parijsstraat

I remember dreaming the descend through the roof of a house on top of the school in the Parijsstraat kind of dream. Light. Don't remember the details. It is linked with many similar dreams of the same kind.