First outside, fighting with someone. Then cleaning up something, there is a rail like for trains, taking flight we are, but it does not work. It is night or evening at that point, so dark outside.
Then, still in the dark, there is a fragment where I see Dabe at a table. This is already at the castle, which is on a height, I know the place well, and used to be very welcome here, now I am here as an escapee and trying to keep a low profile. Most people who work here know me and know who I am, but no one else can know. And when I see Dabe, I know I should be careful and he cannot recognize me or that would bring danger on me. He sits outside, which is like a terrace and a balcony at the same time. At a table in the corner, there are maybe two other people with him, among which a woman. The terrace has a shoulder high stone wall all around. I suppose the castle is built on a mountain cliff. Now it is mostly a hostel, but very private and exquisite.
From where I see Dabe is between inside and outside, to my left (but on the right if you would draw a plan) is the main door and beside that is a path for cars to come to the back, I think, but where I am is next to this door and this is like a bar and we stand there, some people are tending to visitors, who are staying here, so I should say guests, and I am one of the guests, on my own, while the others are not. People have a drink and so on.
Dabe is drinking coffee. It is a round table. I go to him to serve him drink, that will give me an opportunity to meet him, but I must be careful, I don't want him to recognize me, so I am putting myself in danger, but I want to see him anyway. At the table I struggle with the change, because he pays for the coffee, but I am gathering coin to give him his change.
While I am there I converse with him and boast a bit by changing language now and then, I try German among other languages, also because I am not sure which language he prefers, but I try them all, just short phrases. And this is a way for me to let him know it is me, but at the same time I psychically hide myself, so that he does not see or recognize me. The bill to be settled might be the one of his room here. Yet I did not know he was staying here, but I just arrive, thinking this to be a safe haven.
Then he searches for something and starts to do something that looks like a trance, and I am leaving at that point, and I pretend to be dazed. I pretend as if I am under his spell, as if what he did has affected me. But I choose to do it consciously so as not to rouse suspicion. But before I go back in, I suddenly stay still and feel numbed or dazed, unable to move. I shake it off me and go on, but something of it sticks, and I wonder if this is because I pretended and so brought it on me.
Later, in the castle. Many rooms. Bale is there. All people familiar to me and they know each other, but I am the odd one out. Now it is late at night and everyone is making ready for bed and the rooms are being made, and the rooms are such that you can walk through them in a circle, and I don't help, because I think I'm not a part of this and should not help, but at some point someone chides me for it.
They are in fact all preparing for one person, though I don't know who he is or if he is even here.
At some point in all this, there is also another person, a boxer, a tall man with short hair, and muscled, he is looking for me and goes his way without being disturbed in the castle. He is looking for me, but even when he sees me he does not act, but I have a little fear because the threat is always there.
There was a moment when he did hit me, and something about sticks, and I hide behind a door, but he keeps hitting his stick at it, but the door takes it all. I know he can see me, and I also know there is rather a lot of space, so if he wanted he would be able to come after me.
Then beds, bedding, and furniture all has to be moved, and people carry it from the place where I am standing to the inner rooms. There are dvd's lying about somewhere.
Everyone is present, I say something like: a king would not know where to put his bed. When I say this I am already with the rest of them in the inner rooms, though I haven't done much and feel a little bad about it. What I said means that there is too much luxury everywhere, but also no room is better than the other, they are equally luxurious.
The boxer is still there. I know in a little while we will all go to sleep and my peace will be over, because I know the boxer will look for me then, and hit me I think.
About DB, there was also something about a city, and a track or rail of a train, and the number 29, though I don't know what it refers to anymore.
2. Cats Left on their Own
In Leuven, near HDC, my home is there, at some point I am in my home there and Chwe's two cats are there, the black ones, and I play with them, and they crawl over me and such. I remember I brought them with me, but I remember (in the dream) that Chwe then suddenly had to leave, and me too, though maybe for different reasons, but that caused the cats to be caught in my house.
So when I come home I am relieved to see that the cats are still there and that they are alive and happy. I've been away for the whole weekend, and they were here. And I know Chwe has no key of this house, so she could have never come and rescued her cats.
Now I plan to go by her so I can take the cats with me, but I will first make the effort to take care of the cats, and give them water, but I realize I have no food for them. Chwe did have all those things.
Then in the car, the cats are on my arms, and over my body, I sit in the back seat, right, and I don't know who is driving.
And this is also possible in the dream: maybe Chwe did have a key and did really come and get the cats. This was true while the other was also true.
Then something about the gym of a school, which has been refurbished, and someone gets new sports shoes because of it (?) but something something already of the school.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. The situation between me and Dabe is very similar to what I'm reading about Fitz and Verity in the book. Coin might be a residue from work. Castle is a residue of castle weekend.
Dream 2. Chwe and cats residue of calling her yesterday. Cats are a residue of playing with them a while ago, a week and a half ago. The weekend is also a residue of being away next weekend, or this weekend. So anticipation of talk in London.
Interpretation.
Dream 1. There was a moment today at work when I went for a small break and came back that I suddenly stood still because I was so tired and wanted to recover. But I've done this before. I did choose to be tired the whole day, because I was and had not slept enough. I don't know why I'm hiding and running.
Dream 2. I have had many dreams in which I have a home in that area, and sometimes it is halfway in the school and I have to enter from above. I've never been able well to record these dreams, this year only one or two.