Back Home

1. Minions

Pumpkin soup. My own apartment, two cats, morning to early noon, minions of Despicable Me.
Something about school. Waiting a long time.

2. Team Mission

Seeing to completing a mission, alone, but by working together.

3. Because Mom is Dead

In the house, room with old stuff, our mother is dead, now she is here no longer we are faced with all this old stuff. But there is light in the room, that is, now light reaches the room. In one room, which is really dusty and a bit dark at first, there are panels on which fabric is stretched and I remember that our mother used these. And I am thinking to maybe hold on to these because I could use them, but they are worn, and the colours are gone, yellows and greens, in fact it is ugly. A bit dirty too. However, I know if the time for deciding comes, I will bin it.

House of parents, but desolate, N is here, and me, and mother, who is present emphatically. Later I am using the toilet to escape my mom. This is all in the dining room. The colours are good quality and wood. Maybe my brother and I were doing something, but then when mother shows up, I'd like to go away and avoid her. N is not disturbed.
So the first thing I do is flee to the toilet, which in this case is in the corner of the dining room and the kitchen, right from the door to the kitchen. I enter, but I can't get the door closed, something is wrong with the lock, but I have another chance, because there is another door opposite, which in such a small room is immediately behind me, but I can't shut that one either, so I am rather exposed. I get this second door a bit closed and am a bit relieved, but even with the door closed you can see everything. Walls don't count.
So I leave this compartment and go more to the right, which is the front door in this case, and I can even see the outside, which is a unkempt garden, but rather big. And this front door is the side of the house. The hall of entry is what I escape to because it is a bit special, hi-tech, and full automatic, but it has been a long time since I've been in this house, and things don't work as I remember. I enter the hallway, which is royal and posh, and this is like a lift and it should therefore take me away from the main house, and it lifts when I enter and then swings to one side, and then makes a loop, and turns this way and that as if the thing is not fastened to the house at all, and I know this is not normal, but I don't panic. Things go rather fast, but I'm not sure if I'm getting away in this way.
I go through all of this because I did not want to take the staircase inside the house, because this was firstly too easy, and secondly too close to where my mom was. This stair was on the left, living room, wood, never seen it, but knew it was there.
When I finally land I see outside a car arriving. Friends of mine get out of the car, men and women, maybe two, maybe four, and they want to help me, come my way. There is a barrier, wooden (slagboom) beam to close the gate as if, and this they have to lift, but they can open it. The beam is long and rough, this is at the street side, which is up.

Outside, there is more folk. Dive and Ancl are there, and Bale is there, all in the garage, and there are plants, this is when we go past the house, which should have been the front originally, and all my friends go with me, and Bale knows her way well, and there is a little patch with plants and herbs and stuff, and more to the right a shed with garden tools, all very different than reality, very dream like, but real looking.
I can't remember why I am there so I turn again, pass Bale, she says something about a particular herb there, klitkruid, which is one that has seeds that stick to your clothes. Bale is angry at me, but now I don't remember why. There was in the shed also a grey cat which looked a bit like S, but even in the dream it was clear that she wasn't the same cat. Yet I'm happy to see that cat.

Then notes I can't read, and then: something about Africa, Johannesburg to Congo, there is a lawn, enclosure actually.
Here I can't find my way and I get lost. This is behind and away from the house and the lawn slopes down and I walk a long way and that is when I loose my way. And Bale is all the time with me, and we also pass a large building in the middle of this nowhere, which is rather upsetting, reminds me most of a water tower, but also reminds me of an alien military base, but no movement and I have no fear.
I know I should head back, because I will not arrive where I was planning to go. On the way back on the lawn, which is still a long way from being back, I reach out for Bale and kiss her on the lips, several times, quickly one after the other, and she does not react, and I want keep going to see if her attitude changes.

At some point, Toha and Beha are there, and there is something about a cantus, I think Toha says something about this when we pass a certain building, he must have been there the day before, on our left.

4. Pineapple Cocktail

Something about a pineapple cocktail, at least two glasses, looks blue grey, and has a lot of alcohol in it, but is refreshing too. Some other person there, too.