1. Sand and Sea
At first something like a school building, light, many people, my age, all busy, something of an examination going on. Me too, but I can't remember what. First outside, maybe a fragment inside too.
After this, a park. We descend to the beach, though the whole place seems rather inland, there are meadows and so on. But here there is sand like on a beach and it is shaped in a certain way so that when the water floods in it will automatically go certain ways, but it is naturally built so.
This fragment is rather lucid. N and D are there. Water floods in, and I busy myself with the construction, and shape the sand this way and that, to catch the ebb and flow of the sea. Something red is here too, maybe my clothes or another person still who is nearby, maybe a girl. Mother is also in the neighbourhood, but I can't remember what she did or when.
Something about a photograph.
Beyond the sand structure to the left is a shed, and beyond that landscape, but no real sea.
2. Taiji Master of Another School
Something about selecting a dvd, both my parents are there, and Ilfr.
At some other point I enter a building which reminds me more or less of the public library of Leuven, and I would enter from the Rijschoolstraat. And I see people practicing taiji but their teacher is not there, and possibly I join for a while.
A small path on the left as if in a garden, wooden fence to the left of it.
Can't remember that part well.
At the end of the dream I enter a building and soon enough I realize this is the back part of the same building, but now I am in the right direction, and before I saw the students through the big glass window of the classroom, but now I see them across of where I am, there is only a corridor in between, and again a big glass window, so definitely a room, but rather windows instead of walls.
When I realize, then Elbe is there, and I suddenly (?) have my taiji sword with me, and I enter the room. There is a big Asian guy to the left, sits down, not well aligned, and the students to the right, some of whom I recognize. I keep standing up, my sword in hand.
He says his students told him that my sword techniques are like Judo something something, and that he wants nothing to do with a technique that is so rough and external. I'm a little taken aback because I am sure I was trying to do things internally. So I defend myself without admitting to do things rough or without apology of some sort. And there is a short discussion.
Then I retreat because there is nothing I can do here, yet. But outside, when I leave the room, Elbe laughs with me and says that we were like two bears fighting, and I think that is odd, because it was not like fighting at all, but two taiji persons sorting things out. But it was how she perceived it and in hindsight she might have been right.
Last part something about being home, of parents, and watching tv. Can't remember the details.
+3. Too Late Again
There is a room, a woman and a man, I ask the woman something, but she has already promised herself to the man. The woman is Chwe, and the man is Mefa or Woli. And this in the brief interval of her having no lover, which means that I missed my chance. Again. This on an upper floor.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Sand is residue of watching Naruto fighting sand monster. N and D residue of weekend. Though the sand castle was not really a castle but a construction, it might be a residue of the castle.
Dream 2. Elbe residue of the weekend before when we visited her house. Ilfr residue of last week, and also of her email a few days ago with thanks.
Interpretation.
Dream 2. The taiji reminds me of the other group training on Saturday, I visited them in the summer, but the teacher was not there, and I promised I'd come and look when he was there too. Now I have the opportunity to do this next weekend. And I also saw one of these students last week, so it might be a residue too.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 3. While the people in the dream were unfamiliar people, I even then knew who they were, Chwe and Mefa. Now I called her tonight, and she said she would be going to Woli's, but Mefa also lives there.
Dream 1. The sand castle refers to the systemic work we did at the end of the rune session, guided by Istu, on Gebe, I represented her, and I felt the realness of it. It fits the dream perfectly, what I do to the sand to prevent the water to destroying everything, that is my conscious decision to be gentle but honest.
Dream 2. The bear might refer to a chapter of assassin's quest, a book I'm reading, in which now a bear prominently featured. The thing with the school and the confrontation with this taiji teacher might actually also refer to the systemic constellation session. More of the afternoon, with Eddo being early and leaving again, and Istu being late and so on may all have been reflected in this dream.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 3. Might be related to Woli's passing.