1. Hide and Seek
There is a game and we are in the front yard of parents, D and N are there. I have a mission to accomplish, this is part of the game. What I am trying to do is to be on the lawn unseen. From the first moment I know that this is what is expected from me, it is my part in the game, so I have to do my best, possibly to win, I jump out on the grass and lie down. N is on the lawn, and I must avoid being spotted by him. I think even the old tree is there. Light and by day. D is watching from the side and maybe a few other people our age.
The place where I hide is on the side of the street and all the way on the side of the lawn, there is a low hedge between the gravel that is between the lawn and the street and the grass itself, and I lie alongside this hedge. It is dark in that place as if by shadows. I am not seen. So far so good.
In fact this is good enough. I also don't understand why N does not see me.
I am so quick in doing this that I am actually lying there before the game begins. I am there just before the game starts. N has to find me, D gives the signal to start and will be the arbiter. N does not see me, he is by the tree, stands up right, and also seems to be in the shade.
Then I make it difficult for myself and I crawl to the other side of the hedge, but this is off the lawn and onto the gravel. I don't think this is according to the rules.
Anyway, N is looking for me and looks among the plants and low shrub that is by the side of the house. I think I can make things even more interesting and I follow alongside the lawn, onto the driveway, where D is, and then go to where the plant section begins in front of the house. I am sure I can defeat him even here. I go fast enough, so that he does not see me. Then I hide first off the lawn by the plants, and then my plan is to approach him so that I am next to him without him seeing me. I make a good chance, but while I walk among the shrub that cover me I suddenly make a noise, I can't remember what kind of noise, maybe I make it myself or I snap a twig, I can't recall. N hears me even if he does not see me yet, and I continue but I know that when I arrive he will know I'm there. At that point parents are also there and maybe Brfr and also Beha.
Still outside. This may still be the same dream.
In the front garden. I eventually go to the front door, and there are computers here. I suppose the game is over by then and we start to do other things. I am on the internet and find a course on stones. The course is given by Be, the shaman. I am looking for particular information, and I also want or intend to improve it.
Ilfr is there and helps me, and in the dream she is Be's student, but Be himself is not here.
I have paper sheets in my hands.
Later he asks whether I will check the esoteric side of his course for him. I suppose he thinks I am the right person for this.
Later in the dream we are all inside and it is almost 2.30pm, to be exact we are waiting and at some point it is 2.22pm, and that is when we start to stir, because at half past something is supposed to happen, but all the while we are waiting and waiting and things could have been done already within that time. More people are here. What will start is a talk at ArcCo. Only a handful of people. We are gathered about the dining table.
2. Breakfast with Croissant and Ham
Breakfast, there are croissants, two different kinds, but just the way I like them because they have salty things in them, like ham and cheese. Of ham I am sure, because I spot this and want to eat it later when I am allowed to eat. There are many croissants and all nicely piled up at a table at the wall. But it is not for now yet. This is in the living room.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Anticipation of going to ARcCo. Ilfr she mailed that she will be at taiji, and she was there this morning as she said.
Dream 2. Breakfast reminds me of castle weekend.
Interpretation.
Dream 2. D was at lunch at parents' home, just like me, and I asked him how he enjoyed the castle weekend.
Dream 1. This might all relate to the seidr session we did. At the computers is the debriefing when I want to improve the ritual and ask them briefly if they have thoughts on this. Be might refer to the mugwort we used, I was about to mention him when I realized I don't know his last name and they might not know who he is at all. The hide and seek might be the invocation and N might represent a spirit looking for making contact with me, though I can't say at all if this is true. Inside the house the waiting refers in my opinion to me waiting for something real to happen. The first person who went into a trance did not make real contact, at least not what I was looking for. The second person did, however. That is what I was waiting for and maybe the others too. The 222 in the dream might be symbolic of something, but in the dream it was only the hour, the time.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. I relate the hide and seek to the seidr session,because during the session I tried to keep out of it as best as I could, this whole rite was done for the coven, not for me. So, that is me in the background. The signal to start also seems to relate to the practice.