Mountain House

1. Rock Grid

Dream about Chwe and I, mostly alone, and near each other but never close. Mostly inside, but sometimes outside, long stretched building. Something that needed finishing. Something about a text, line per line. Tedious work.
One time outside big square maybe. Maybe something about Woli.
Sometimes other people were involved somehow.

Maybe the same dream. My crystal grid at home, though in the dream an unfamiliar place though my own, larger place, is incomplete, but that means that stones are taken to be used for certain work. I have one big stone, recently acquired, a yellow rock bigger than a fist, and I walk around with this and contemplate what I should do. When I am at the crystals I consider where I will put it, and in the end I place it somewhere, turning it in a position that seems to fit exactly, and no other position will do.

2. Two Fingers Signal

Outside. Light, pass the house, then to the meadow behind where all the people gather, and passed the house to its left side, some kind of happening. Parents and brothers are already there. We don't venture far out, but stay on the grass which is closest to the kerbside of the terrace, which is a little higher. They sit down and make ready to have picknick, all prepared. I sit with them, being the last person to arrive.
There is a tall blond girl who I've seen before, in passing, possibly in an earlier dream or earlier in the same dream, and possibly in real life too, that would be in the shop then. I watch her when she comes, because I know her and I know she wants my attention. When she is close by she walks passed, but I do what she wants and look at her and I see her put out two fingers, like a peace sign, but she holds the fingers almost horizontal and slanting down. But the signal is clear, and what I make of it is this that she wants me to follow her after two minutes, which is what I shall do. Though when I am clear about her intention, and she gives me leave in fact, I can't wait. Anyway, when she has passed by and goes to the terrace and then behind us to the house where the activities are, and a cafe, I rein in myself and tell myself to wait as she bade me.
At the same time parents and brothers are also waiting, but on one of there own party, and if I am correct they are waiting for the new girl friend of my brother N, but I don't care about this and want to follow this lady sooner. Anyway, the girl friend would have been here a long time, but she does not come at all, while they keep waiting, and I feel that I am the one causing her delay by wanting to follow the blond girl. And I am thinking that the girl friend might be Chwe, but even then.
I want to follow immediately, but I wait a little, but not very long and certainly not two minutes. So I go after her early. When I rise she is no longer there but there is only one place where she can go and that is the house with the cafe, so I go there and enter, alone.
When I am up and walking I realize I am not wearing pants, I do have underwear and a shirt, but no trousers. This was okay when I sat with my family, but it is a little awkward now, though I don't mind and go on anyway. People must accept me how I am.
When I enter the building she is not there, but I immediately notice that in the back there is a little room where they are giving a taiji class, and I remember suddenly in the dream that this was in the program and that I possibly promised to go and support them, so I will do that now. I seem to remember that I promised this girl I would be taking this class, so now the promise is fulfilled. According to the dream she would have told me about this taiji class.
So I go there, red atmosphere, and there is a Chinese woman teaching, and a handful other people, this place looks like the back of a cafe where they have parties, so not very welcoming. It does not matter. Maybe three other people following the woman's teaching. I join, I can follow what she does and try to link it with my own taiji, recognizing stances, but what she does is vastly different from what I know. And it is certainly not better. Very different than I am used to. There is not a lot of place. I seem to recognize 'lady works at shuttles' and 'repulsing monkey'.
Then the tall blond girl comes back, she has particular facial features and I am sure I have seen her in real life. She was at the toilet and now she is back, and in the same room is a table, two wooden tables, and she sits herself down at one, and is alone and clearly she is waiting till I'm done and will come to her. All is so clear, and I will carry out the plan flawlessly, except that suddenly Bale enters and sees me as if it is a long time ago and she wants to talk to me or she makes conversation. Her presence makes it difficult for me to go to the girl and talk to her, because now I am no longer alone.
Then the dream gets confused by the end and through our talk we are led to visions of America and trains, and I think that even the blond girl joins the discussion about trains in America from a long time ago, here and here, pointing at a map and I see the landscape and the rails, and the trains at the end of these rails, out of order and left behind since many many years. One such train is red.
The last scene is when we are in a city, I look at the weather, and see the shadow of the buildings, there is a great square, and we cross it on one side, up. And this is Italy, big modern city. Can't remember what happened in particular. At the end of the square something happened but not of major consequence, then we are back on trail and look for pizza, is it me who wants pizza badly. Do I follow my brother N? There is a lady with us, too. We end up in some private house of an Italian who also makes pizzas, but we pass the back of his house and his car is there, and it looks like he is working on it. That is about where the dream ends, we never go in.

3. The Mountain Road

Last dream.
In the mountains. I decide to pass somewhere (can't read notes).
Earlier in the dream a shop like environment.
There is a house which is build on a cliff, but a road passes to. So we are high up on a mountain and from the window you can see well the wide horizon. Friends are here.
At some point I am downstairs, the hall is big and I sit on the floor leaning against the front wall, this is where the front door is, and this door is really big and of wood, but not in perfect condition. I can't remember who else was there, but I felt comfortable. The other person or persons were across the room. We were utterly chilling.
Then suddenly Anta comes down from the stairs on the right, and it has been a very long time since I have seen her and am happy to see her. So we start to talk. She looks good.
She is very direct and tells me, while she is standing and I am sitting still, that she is free and that if I want to have sex with her this can be done. Of course she knows I want to because in the old days I let her know that. Now she is free and tells me. I'd rather first reacquaint .
We sit across each other at a table to the right, wooden table, but I'm sure that earlier I have already touched her body. I touched her breasts. (Can't read notes).
She explains to me that she still has her kid, because I know she is a mother, but that she will not have her child for much longer, so I should not worry. She really wants to hurry, which is not necessary for me at all. There is white in her clothing.
Then she starts to undress me and herself. She wants it all rightaway. I let her do.
Then N. (Can't read my notes here). Hall of a big house, big int itself, Anta does not continue, can't remember what happened. Someone entered.
Then I see Kivo, and then other colleagues too, they were her colleagues long ago too. When they enter and walk about, which I had never expected, Anta excuses herself and says that she should have prepared herself, like bringing a condom, but more especially to secure me so that we would not be disturbed by colleagues. That is, she should have planned it all better and taken me upstairs to her room in the first place.
I sit on the floor next to the door, and look outside and think that the view here is much better than at home.

The dream ends when we are urged into a 4X4 vehicle, with my brother N organizing this and this is a big car or jeep, but still we are many people in just one car. N is not driving but he is giving instructions. We wind down the mountain path which is always the side of the mountain. When we are more down we come to a more settled place, but it has rained in the passed few days though the weather is good now, but once we get to a certain point where people live though there are no houses but only some people, then the road is part of the lawn itself and you can see mud bubbles or mud bubbling up from underneath. It is almost impossible to see the road, but these mud bubbles are always on the path. I think it is a bad idea to drive over that, because we will surely sink, but we just continue and I trust it. Or we stop. Or we have to get back. Anyway at that place the dream ends.