I am Healed

1. Poetry

I remember I sat next to someone and she said she still had that much poetry of my hand to read. I probably sent it to her.

2. Taiji Partner Sex

Wet dream.
If I remember correctly, it had to do with doing taiji, and being close to someone, pushing hands, in rows of two. The sexual pressure got high and was there a long time, I got conscious of it soon enough and kept the distance in such a way that I could manage the energy. It was very hard. I consciously tried to do the exercise of Chia Mantak to draw in the energy, I did that twice and it worked, which I thought was good, because it means I got spare energy. I only remember legs, but we were standing, I am sure. But I can't remember who. After the dream, I noticed I did ejaculate after all, but not as much and damaging as it could have been, for which I am happy.

3. Celebration Poem Impro

I arrive somewhere, light, outside, my brothers are with me. Countryside, complex of simple buildings, gathering of a kind. Hills. We go through a fence and enter the premises. Can't remember what happened, but lots of things, all of it joyous. Beha was there too. Maybe a marriage party?
At a certain point, I start to improvise a poem to someone, probably Inro or someone representing her.
This was the big dream and it is possible that all the other fragments are part of it.

+ something with maths, a sum.
+ maybe something with an animal, possibly a dog and otherwise a cat, maybe cat V of Bale. Or even a wolf.

4. Healing

Within the premises sit down outside. Talk. At some point someone asks me quite bluntly: you are healed. Bale must be there too. And I say quite firm: yes. The others can hear it, not many of them know, Bale knows. I don't know how the man who asked me knew.
Then he goes on talking about Elbe, but it has something to do with me, but she is not here. I give some explanations. I can't remember what the connection was exactly, but it all had to do with magic. And at the same time with medicine, or taking pills. I see before my mind's eye bottles.
Later, in another place, near the same location, but without the premises, but not the same place as where we entered, we sit down again outside at a table, and Elbe is there or has come. Can't remember what happened.
In an earlier talk, possibly dream 3, my healing was discussed too.

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