Back to Work Decisions

1. Job Not Well Done

Shop, light. All behind the scenes, not on the shop floor itself. I am back from a long time away. And I am faced by all the things that my colleagues did not do while I was away, or did badly. 

I'm almost on the upper floor. These hind floors are very small rooms, this one looks like an attic, a lot of rubbish is lying about. Spare room like. I do my best at work to do what needs to be done, but I am angry with Digr, because he did not do the press like he is supposed to. This was his responsibility while I was away, but so many boxes are still here waiting to be returned. At least a few days too late. About four boxes, which is a lot. This is possibly all from one day of neglect. He did half work.

So I go tell him, but he does not agree and says I should have taken care by now, that it is my responsibility and that I should know he leaves these boxes unreturned because he is not capable of doing it properly.

The thing is that I usually would have done the cleaning up without nagging, but this time, all is on this upper floor, instead of the ground level, so to me it feels completely different because all is replaced.

2. Who I really Fancy

Outside, but still inside or within the bounds of a house but this also has to do with the shop. I can't remember the start which played somewhere else, but then I come to this long table outside, on the patio, where all the people have gathered. I am in the process of considering whether I should go to work or not, or go to taiji or not. 

When I arrive, I see Be, who does taiji. We talk about something, possibly food.

At the other end of the table, on the right side, sits a girl. I know her from a long time ago, but I remember her. She works here now, but she has had trouble with her boyfriend, and is on a crossroads in her life, does not know what to do. She gets up. Joja is there too. And friends of his. I am reminded of Pesl, because sex is in the air.

I see another girl, someone I fancy in the dream, but the first one I had fancied that long ago that I don't want to show her I have an interest in someone else now. This is difficult, is limits my actions. At the same time, I don't know whether I should reacquaint with the old flame. She is very pretty. Short hair in the dream, young. Sharp eyes. She is the kind of person you don't mess about with. I try to avoid her and try to go with the other girl, while I realize that as a sort of revenge in her own situation, this old flame will easily get the next guy and have sex with, while I will have trouble with this new girl, in a sense that I will date this girl but not have sex with her, because such is my character. I don't finish things.

At some point in the dream, in that whole situation, when all of us are standing up and facing each other, I must have kissed my old flame, and good it was.