1. Black and White Picture
Something about silence.
Parents. Picture in black and white.
2. Tea with a Therapist
A whole dream long or maybe different dreams after one another in the same location. This is a place I don't feel comfortable, but I have to be here, though not much is going on. This is some kind of centre for alternative people and it is a big house and feels like a commune. Different public rooms that look like living rooms. Soft red atmosphere. Brown of wood, shady. Shared house.
At some point I drink tea with a girl. Or maybe, she offers me tea, but I don't want any, except for the hot water, and she pours herself a cup. I don't like the style of this kind of people, they all pretend to be friendly and relaxed but on the other hand expect you do to your share. Tea and all the stuff with it is of course set ready for visitors. The girl is my age. She is okay. I know her because she is a customer in the shop, short brown hair.
She is on my left, I think we sit down on chairs, back to the wall, in front is a lot of room, if other people would join, but there is no one there. She starts telling her story, I listen, it is actually quite interesting. Then it is my turn, but it feels natural to tell my story too. Yet I have difficulties speaking properly, I can't find the right words and start over again and again. I am not at ease.
She is a therapist, that is what she says, and she talks about her father. And I do get tea, so I must have said yes, only, I don't drink it, because it looks not good, there is milk in it, though I'm sure no one put milk in it. So I assume the milk was in the tea bag. I don't touch the tea.
She talks about Paris. Then my turn. I talk about London, but I can't get my story together. After my go, it is her turn again.
But when I was talking, she quite clearly said at some point: don't you lie, right. She laughs at the same time, as if to tease me, but I don't know what to make of it, because I wasn't lying at all, though I realized that my story sounded rather exceptional. The reason why I can't properly tell my story is because I don't want to mention Bale, and she is a key person in the story, and everything begins with her, that makes it difficult for me to say anything. And that is why she says: don't lie.
Later we go to the room behind us, which is a little bigger because connected to more rooms. We are expected to do the dishes. On the wall I see many clocks in a row, they show the times of different cities, but there is a play of time, because the times don't work out, even if you do the calculations right.
When doing the dishes there is another person, I know this person.
Other stuff happens that I can't remember.
Something taiji.
3. Candy Condoms
Other dream, same location. More people about, later in the day maybe, or another day. Someone comes sit next to me. A girl, she asks if I want one too, she has a condom, does something with it, shows me the box. I am rather curious about the workshop or talk that is about to start if condoms are involved. I also see Loli2 standing a bit further, we sit down, and Loli2 takes out her pocket a condom too and it has fruit flavour and she thinks it is very normal. And then this other girl who comes sit next to me, and I am thinking, I rather share it with you. When she shows the box, and I open one of those condoms I see there is candy in it, long strings in bright colours, purple, green, yellow, red, blue. I am supposed to eat it, I don't really like candy. The dream ends there.
Sunday, 18 August 2013
Saturday, 17 August 2013
Water Plantation
1. Voucher Machine Crashed
Shop, try to print a voucher, but the machine does not do what it should, I hadn't thought this could happen to me.
2. Singing and Shouting
Home of parents, back side, veranda, light, good colours, both parents are there. Circle of people. Mention of Stephen Covey.
There is singing. First of all I see someone outside coming from the neighbours' place coming this way, shouts but with a clear voice. And this is an example of communication.
Later there is singing within the circle, but I don't think I join.
Anpi sits on my left. After two something something she leaves, but when she leaves she stands up from her chair and holds my hand, both hands, like she is used to do, and I don't know how to behave because there are many people about, but she holds them for some time and it is difficult to let go, both for her and for me but for her especially, and that is when I realize what I should have done, which is to give total emptiness and give nothing back.
3. Too Posh at the Party
Can't read my notes, but I remember I arrive late at the wedding party, which is outside and sunny, and my brothers are there and my father too and other people, and they are all dressed rather casually, while I arrive fully in costume and am by far the best clothed person around, which makes me cringe, because I don't want to stand out, firstly, and I also see Beha, whose wedding this is, and I don't want to be better dressed than him. So I feel embarrassed. D is there, and a woman. Sunlight, light.
4. Wedding Activities
Maybe the same dream. We go inside, it is time to play badminton. This is unusual but may become a new trend, that for a wedding such activities are planned in the afternoon. And there are two alternatives, but we all choose badminton. This is a large sports complex, square building, big halls. We go up by the stairs and find the place where everybody leaves his shoes or takes shoes for doing sports. And this place is a little dark. And I am on my own and I can't really decide what to do. People choose shoes, and I stay behind and wander about. Other people come in, leave again. I go back to the front, where the door is, and decide to join everyone else.
Then I also have to go to the bathroom, so I look for the toilets, and nobody is there, but I take this one toilet which has something propped in it, so the water can't flow. I go anyway and am a bit uneasy about the fact that the toilet is now full and clogged.
Something about Bale, she was there, at the door, could make better decisions than me.
5. Badminton in Skirts
Related but not the same dream.
Same building, more light, we are four and we are going to play badminton, the hall is on the right this time and ground floor, not on the left upper floor. And I follow everybody, knowing that I am the only decent player. And one of us is a tall guy clothes as a girl, his dress is rather short and you can see most of his legs, and the colours are bright green and bright purple and it is a marvel to look upon. And the other two are normal people, one of them might have been Krvh.
And we find a court. But the courts are paired, and it is not clear were everyone wants to play and this mixes the teams, because it was already arranged, certainly in my mind, who would play with who so that the teams would be equal, but now because of the confusion to play in the back or front court, this does not work out and I notice that the others are not too happy about it, because I will certainly win. The intention was that Krvh would play with me, but now she is on the other side, with the gay guy. He is the one marrying.
6. Burning Trees
Don't know how the dream started but it was apocalyptic. We go outside, which means that at first things happened inside, or we went through the whole cataclysm inside. End of the world type of dream.
Outside everything is burned, it is light, but it should be dark, there is no real atmosphere any more. People are short on water, it is very expensive, you either own water or you don't. There are fields with plastic bottles and they all contain water, for private use.
Early in the dream there was some text about Cthulhu, and other texts in the same vein. We walk away and go on our way, with a party of a few people. All the land is devastated. Nature is no more. After a while it becomes obvious. The trees are all dead or are dying. Nothing is left of the woods, and this is the worst thing of all. When we go further, we see on the way trees whose chopped tops are still aflame and blazing.
There in the neighbourhood off of the path we are taking on our right we see a plantation and stalks with water bottles hanging from strings. They are all very tight. Of course we want water, though I don't feel the need, but we have to be careful. This plantation is own by powerful people who are bad and we want to avoid them, we don't want them to know we were here at all, so I avoid the place.
The bottles are hung with string, and also they are connected to each other with string, so that if you touch one bottle, all the others will resonate and the owners will know. So we go the other side, which is in the woods, and I am really depressed about the state of the trees. That is about when the dream ends.
Shop, try to print a voucher, but the machine does not do what it should, I hadn't thought this could happen to me.
2. Singing and Shouting
Home of parents, back side, veranda, light, good colours, both parents are there. Circle of people. Mention of Stephen Covey.
There is singing. First of all I see someone outside coming from the neighbours' place coming this way, shouts but with a clear voice. And this is an example of communication.
Later there is singing within the circle, but I don't think I join.
Anpi sits on my left. After two something something she leaves, but when she leaves she stands up from her chair and holds my hand, both hands, like she is used to do, and I don't know how to behave because there are many people about, but she holds them for some time and it is difficult to let go, both for her and for me but for her especially, and that is when I realize what I should have done, which is to give total emptiness and give nothing back.
3. Too Posh at the Party
Can't read my notes, but I remember I arrive late at the wedding party, which is outside and sunny, and my brothers are there and my father too and other people, and they are all dressed rather casually, while I arrive fully in costume and am by far the best clothed person around, which makes me cringe, because I don't want to stand out, firstly, and I also see Beha, whose wedding this is, and I don't want to be better dressed than him. So I feel embarrassed. D is there, and a woman. Sunlight, light.
4. Wedding Activities
Maybe the same dream. We go inside, it is time to play badminton. This is unusual but may become a new trend, that for a wedding such activities are planned in the afternoon. And there are two alternatives, but we all choose badminton. This is a large sports complex, square building, big halls. We go up by the stairs and find the place where everybody leaves his shoes or takes shoes for doing sports. And this place is a little dark. And I am on my own and I can't really decide what to do. People choose shoes, and I stay behind and wander about. Other people come in, leave again. I go back to the front, where the door is, and decide to join everyone else.
Then I also have to go to the bathroom, so I look for the toilets, and nobody is there, but I take this one toilet which has something propped in it, so the water can't flow. I go anyway and am a bit uneasy about the fact that the toilet is now full and clogged.
Something about Bale, she was there, at the door, could make better decisions than me.
5. Badminton in Skirts
Related but not the same dream.
Same building, more light, we are four and we are going to play badminton, the hall is on the right this time and ground floor, not on the left upper floor. And I follow everybody, knowing that I am the only decent player. And one of us is a tall guy clothes as a girl, his dress is rather short and you can see most of his legs, and the colours are bright green and bright purple and it is a marvel to look upon. And the other two are normal people, one of them might have been Krvh.
And we find a court. But the courts are paired, and it is not clear were everyone wants to play and this mixes the teams, because it was already arranged, certainly in my mind, who would play with who so that the teams would be equal, but now because of the confusion to play in the back or front court, this does not work out and I notice that the others are not too happy about it, because I will certainly win. The intention was that Krvh would play with me, but now she is on the other side, with the gay guy. He is the one marrying.
6. Burning Trees
Don't know how the dream started but it was apocalyptic. We go outside, which means that at first things happened inside, or we went through the whole cataclysm inside. End of the world type of dream.
Outside everything is burned, it is light, but it should be dark, there is no real atmosphere any more. People are short on water, it is very expensive, you either own water or you don't. There are fields with plastic bottles and they all contain water, for private use.
Early in the dream there was some text about Cthulhu, and other texts in the same vein. We walk away and go on our way, with a party of a few people. All the land is devastated. Nature is no more. After a while it becomes obvious. The trees are all dead or are dying. Nothing is left of the woods, and this is the worst thing of all. When we go further, we see on the way trees whose chopped tops are still aflame and blazing.
There in the neighbourhood off of the path we are taking on our right we see a plantation and stalks with water bottles hanging from strings. They are all very tight. Of course we want water, though I don't feel the need, but we have to be careful. This plantation is own by powerful people who are bad and we want to avoid them, we don't want them to know we were here at all, so I avoid the place.
The bottles are hung with string, and also they are connected to each other with string, so that if you touch one bottle, all the others will resonate and the owners will know. So we go the other side, which is in the woods, and I am really depressed about the state of the trees. That is about when the dream ends.
Friday, 16 August 2013
Catching the Cage Train
1. Jump on the Caged Train
End of a dream. Place that in the dream is Antwerp, I follow someone else and we have to be somewhere. Square is deserted, emotional calm. Cobbled square. Space, no cars. Someone is waiting for us, or maybe not, but he is the one working on the train that is stationed there, not yet on the rails, and this is the train we want to catch, but I think this man does not know, he goes by his own timing, so when we get there we run a little and jump on, this is when he is starting to lead the train on the rails, which start there and split immediately into two tracks, but as he we will go straight forward and not to the left.
It is not really a train, but a long, narrow, one wagon, thing on wheels, high, like a cage, and the front are two metal beams protruding forward, one below to stand on and one above to reach your hands for, and with this you can steer. I stand there and stay there, but my friend, maybe a girl, goes inside, which means, in the cage, but the front is always open. And the person leading the train is Nige, who is a customer in the shop. And I don't know what to say to him, so I shut up, and I step back a few paces so I don't have to face him. He is in the front. Some one or two other guys of him are inside, but so much in the background that I don't even register their presence.
Then we're off.
Then it changes into a normal train, and we're inside. Someone calls, Bale is behind me, other people, many of which I know. In this wagon, most people I know are here from my time as a student. Damd is there, maybe Lyma.
I stay alone (?) and I have a little difficulties with Damd and Bale being in the same room.
2. Interplanetary Travel Scheduling
Something is said about interplanetary travel, in particular about calculating the hours and the days, these have to fit the different systems, otherwise you mislink.
3. One Chick Dead
(Lucid Dream)
Home of parents, in the backyard, day, sun. I go to where the chickens are and I see the gate is open and try to remember whether that might have been me. And there is one of the chickens dead, by the gate, just outside. And I fear that all the chickens will have run, but they are all inside still, so I am relieved, and even if it is my fault, I don't have to worry, because nothing bad happened, except for this one dead chick, but that can't have been my fault. It must have died by itself. Brown feathered, all of them, colours are bright, lucid.
4. Saving the Colt
Something about a Western film, and also cars, from the car ... The scene is this, that the car is parked in front of a building and at the moment we hide behind it, because the people in the house are mafia and they shoot us. I have a feeling I brought this upon everyone who is here with me, which is my family, brothers. We are leaving, can't stay, and people are rather panicked and don't know what to do, so I take the lead and start organizing our escape. This also means I do things for myself stalling time. Among these things is a colt, young horse, brown, which is there and wants to come along and escape this place, because it is not a nice place. So I save the colt. But all this is dangerous.
There is another car parked in front of us to the left, this gives us a little room to maneuver. I do something in this car too, which is empty and will not be used anymore, we abandon it.
Then we drive away with the car, parents are dead or still there. All the time, we are having the advantage somehow, which is why I can do things on my own timing.
5. Lunch
Sandwich bar, Pi is there. Can't remember details.
End of a dream. Place that in the dream is Antwerp, I follow someone else and we have to be somewhere. Square is deserted, emotional calm. Cobbled square. Space, no cars. Someone is waiting for us, or maybe not, but he is the one working on the train that is stationed there, not yet on the rails, and this is the train we want to catch, but I think this man does not know, he goes by his own timing, so when we get there we run a little and jump on, this is when he is starting to lead the train on the rails, which start there and split immediately into two tracks, but as he we will go straight forward and not to the left.
It is not really a train, but a long, narrow, one wagon, thing on wheels, high, like a cage, and the front are two metal beams protruding forward, one below to stand on and one above to reach your hands for, and with this you can steer. I stand there and stay there, but my friend, maybe a girl, goes inside, which means, in the cage, but the front is always open. And the person leading the train is Nige, who is a customer in the shop. And I don't know what to say to him, so I shut up, and I step back a few paces so I don't have to face him. He is in the front. Some one or two other guys of him are inside, but so much in the background that I don't even register their presence.
Then we're off.
Then it changes into a normal train, and we're inside. Someone calls, Bale is behind me, other people, many of which I know. In this wagon, most people I know are here from my time as a student. Damd is there, maybe Lyma.
I stay alone (?) and I have a little difficulties with Damd and Bale being in the same room.
2. Interplanetary Travel Scheduling
Something is said about interplanetary travel, in particular about calculating the hours and the days, these have to fit the different systems, otherwise you mislink.
3. One Chick Dead
(Lucid Dream)
Home of parents, in the backyard, day, sun. I go to where the chickens are and I see the gate is open and try to remember whether that might have been me. And there is one of the chickens dead, by the gate, just outside. And I fear that all the chickens will have run, but they are all inside still, so I am relieved, and even if it is my fault, I don't have to worry, because nothing bad happened, except for this one dead chick, but that can't have been my fault. It must have died by itself. Brown feathered, all of them, colours are bright, lucid.
4. Saving the Colt
Something about a Western film, and also cars, from the car ... The scene is this, that the car is parked in front of a building and at the moment we hide behind it, because the people in the house are mafia and they shoot us. I have a feeling I brought this upon everyone who is here with me, which is my family, brothers. We are leaving, can't stay, and people are rather panicked and don't know what to do, so I take the lead and start organizing our escape. This also means I do things for myself stalling time. Among these things is a colt, young horse, brown, which is there and wants to come along and escape this place, because it is not a nice place. So I save the colt. But all this is dangerous.
There is another car parked in front of us to the left, this gives us a little room to maneuver. I do something in this car too, which is empty and will not be used anymore, we abandon it.
Then we drive away with the car, parents are dead or still there. All the time, we are having the advantage somehow, which is why I can do things on my own timing.
5. Lunch
Sandwich bar, Pi is there. Can't remember details.
Thursday, 15 August 2013
Frosty the Wizard
1. Smurfs and Orcs
End of a dream.
Orcs in the house.
At first there is an episode in which I suddenly see Smurfs. I am in a landscape and there is a river or canal on my left, rocks and woods, and a bridge in front a way off (like in so many of their stories) and suddenly I see a Smurf walking along the top of the bridge, which is their dam. He is a little angry and he walks to the right to where his friend is, I see that one too now, and I am surprised to see them, moreover, they are much bigger than I imagined. And one has yellow outfit. The right part of the dam is incomplete, some rocky stuff is missing. The Smurf on the right that comes from the bushes is Brilsmurf, the one with glasses. And the other one attacks him because Brilsmurf is doing something that he should not, although Brilsmurf in his pedantic way thinks he is doing the right thing and does not stop.
Somebody else is with me and we come out from where we are and try to separate the two of them, and then there are many other Smurfs.
And the story is like this that they are under the yoke of the Orcs, and used as slaves, but the Smurfs are all rebellious, but Brilsmurf does as he is told.
Then we are in another place, which is camp. And there is a long queue for the toilet. All kinds of people and Smurfs are queuing, and there are Orc supervisors. First this place is big, later it becomes the garage of my parents. And I start queuing as well, but again I have somebody else with me, who might be my brother N at some point, but mostly he is somebody else and he has a plan, only no one can see him. He is disguised, but as a normal person, but I can see that his skin does not fit well around him, he looks like a bit blown up, and there are cracks in his shirt and skin, but the skin must not burst too early. His idea was to dress like an Orc. I am always behind him, to cover his back, and his back is the weak point of his disguise.
After a while I think I will have to act, because too much pus starts to come out and I better cut open his skin right now than to wait for the right moment when he is all the way inside and risk that the disguise will have worn off by then.
So I cut his back with a sword little by little, first superficially. The whole column or queue is made of pairs. There is an Orc fighter on the side who sits and waits, he is at the kitchen door, on our right.
There is also a wizard or sorcerer, and his name is Frosty. Someone brings him along, but he is not very clever and very nervous. He is about 450 years old, and has been invited cordially to help us, but he does not know how.
There is also Hafr at some point, and she just watches from a distance. She is a secret weapon, she has poison, in case something something. And the pink grapefruit stays behind, I do something, help myself?
Hafr wants to get involved in the whole situation, she feels left out. But I leave the scene and go to the front of the house, along the garage, outside. Clear day, and quality colours at that point though not extreme, before it was with flashes of lucidity, but not so strong.
I go to the front of the house and it is empty and I look for a good spot where nobody can see me or hear me, and I will have to wait, so I consider doing a little taiji then. But I keep moving slowly to find the right place, so at a certain time I am at the front door and I hear voices, and that is when I think again that I'm not in the right place, because the other people might notice me, so I want to go away, but I am also curious and start to eavesdrop.
I hear my mother speak. She is on the toilet, which is why I can hear her, because the small window is open. And she speaks to my younger brother, D. She wants things done in a precise manner, and this information is useful to me, but she can't know I overhear, because she would be very angry then. I can't remember the text, but her voice was rather commanding and urgent.
I move on for a better spot and move to the other side of the house to hide. I still have to wait. Now I am at the side of the living room. This is when Hafr comes over from the neighbours' place, and I sit down on the pavement with her, and it is very cosy. And she is still small like a ten year old kid. And then Brfr comes over too, and the two of them are young and sit down with me, and we have a good time and I think something like I'm happy to be with them.
Here ends the dream.
There must have been an earlier dream with much of light and a large body of water, landscape flat. A walk.
2. Jewish Hamburger
Something about a Jewish hamburger.
3. Secret Party
Taiji.
There is a party, at the waterside, quay, and it is night.
Earlier we were invited by Jeve, and we follow her.
I decide to go to the party. There is a hotel. Something something. With the car.
Someone else is there that I know and we take the lift together, and she has to go to the third floor, but I have to go to the fourth floor. And I think I might as well go up with her and then continue to my own level. And this is Hivs. We take the car with us in the lift. Drive in lift.
Then we do some taiji, but in a hidden room, Jeve is teaching, and she is in the middle. And we practice in secret. Whole class of people. All clothed dark colours.
Later we sit down somewhere or maybe in this hall.
Still at the quay there are two places, the main building in front. All is in red brick. And cobbled stones. It is dark because of night. Stairs to the main building, lots of people, and some who I know. Then I go back outside, this is following Jeve because she invited us over, go outside and into another building, which is low, has only one floor, but has also an outside place behind, and that is where we are, as if a garden. Wall on the left. We sit at tables, all on this side. I sit on the left somewhere and with my back to her so I don't really know what is happening. Looks like a quiz event.
Then we decide to share food, and I have something with me, and is has big strawberries on it. In fact it has more once I decide to share it. And we also want to make a cake, and that is when the presence of Jeroen Meus is noticed by me and he is on my left, sits on the floor, but at the same table. And he wants to help bake the cake. And we all eat together, and I certainly also have Mexican food, rice with cream and other stuff. And the atmosphere is merry.
From notes. I am nut sure, things do not seem to fit the plan perfectly, so I don't place an order, but food (!) is served very quickly for the others, so then I decide to join and order some food for me too, because I would like to have some, though it is late.
Someone in our party is different than the rest, she is a woman and she does not belong here as if she has stranded and looking for her home and she has an energy about her of wanting to do other things than everyone else and going somewhere else. Maybe she is visiting. I am thinking that I would like to go out with her, see a film maybe. Something something (can't read notes).
4. Gold Brown Cat
Last dream.
A cat was in the dream, reminded me of V, though lighter colours, gold all over, and character was like the stray cat of the neighbours. Parents were in the dream.
End of a dream.
Orcs in the house.
At first there is an episode in which I suddenly see Smurfs. I am in a landscape and there is a river or canal on my left, rocks and woods, and a bridge in front a way off (like in so many of their stories) and suddenly I see a Smurf walking along the top of the bridge, which is their dam. He is a little angry and he walks to the right to where his friend is, I see that one too now, and I am surprised to see them, moreover, they are much bigger than I imagined. And one has yellow outfit. The right part of the dam is incomplete, some rocky stuff is missing. The Smurf on the right that comes from the bushes is Brilsmurf, the one with glasses. And the other one attacks him because Brilsmurf is doing something that he should not, although Brilsmurf in his pedantic way thinks he is doing the right thing and does not stop.
Somebody else is with me and we come out from where we are and try to separate the two of them, and then there are many other Smurfs.
And the story is like this that they are under the yoke of the Orcs, and used as slaves, but the Smurfs are all rebellious, but Brilsmurf does as he is told.
Then we are in another place, which is camp. And there is a long queue for the toilet. All kinds of people and Smurfs are queuing, and there are Orc supervisors. First this place is big, later it becomes the garage of my parents. And I start queuing as well, but again I have somebody else with me, who might be my brother N at some point, but mostly he is somebody else and he has a plan, only no one can see him. He is disguised, but as a normal person, but I can see that his skin does not fit well around him, he looks like a bit blown up, and there are cracks in his shirt and skin, but the skin must not burst too early. His idea was to dress like an Orc. I am always behind him, to cover his back, and his back is the weak point of his disguise.
After a while I think I will have to act, because too much pus starts to come out and I better cut open his skin right now than to wait for the right moment when he is all the way inside and risk that the disguise will have worn off by then.
So I cut his back with a sword little by little, first superficially. The whole column or queue is made of pairs. There is an Orc fighter on the side who sits and waits, he is at the kitchen door, on our right.
There is also a wizard or sorcerer, and his name is Frosty. Someone brings him along, but he is not very clever and very nervous. He is about 450 years old, and has been invited cordially to help us, but he does not know how.
There is also Hafr at some point, and she just watches from a distance. She is a secret weapon, she has poison, in case something something. And the pink grapefruit stays behind, I do something, help myself?
Hafr wants to get involved in the whole situation, she feels left out. But I leave the scene and go to the front of the house, along the garage, outside. Clear day, and quality colours at that point though not extreme, before it was with flashes of lucidity, but not so strong.
I go to the front of the house and it is empty and I look for a good spot where nobody can see me or hear me, and I will have to wait, so I consider doing a little taiji then. But I keep moving slowly to find the right place, so at a certain time I am at the front door and I hear voices, and that is when I think again that I'm not in the right place, because the other people might notice me, so I want to go away, but I am also curious and start to eavesdrop.
I hear my mother speak. She is on the toilet, which is why I can hear her, because the small window is open. And she speaks to my younger brother, D. She wants things done in a precise manner, and this information is useful to me, but she can't know I overhear, because she would be very angry then. I can't remember the text, but her voice was rather commanding and urgent.
I move on for a better spot and move to the other side of the house to hide. I still have to wait. Now I am at the side of the living room. This is when Hafr comes over from the neighbours' place, and I sit down on the pavement with her, and it is very cosy. And she is still small like a ten year old kid. And then Brfr comes over too, and the two of them are young and sit down with me, and we have a good time and I think something like I'm happy to be with them.
Here ends the dream.
There must have been an earlier dream with much of light and a large body of water, landscape flat. A walk.
2. Jewish Hamburger
Something about a Jewish hamburger.
3. Secret Party
Taiji.
There is a party, at the waterside, quay, and it is night.
Earlier we were invited by Jeve, and we follow her.
I decide to go to the party. There is a hotel. Something something. With the car.
Someone else is there that I know and we take the lift together, and she has to go to the third floor, but I have to go to the fourth floor. And I think I might as well go up with her and then continue to my own level. And this is Hivs. We take the car with us in the lift. Drive in lift.
Then we do some taiji, but in a hidden room, Jeve is teaching, and she is in the middle. And we practice in secret. Whole class of people. All clothed dark colours.
Later we sit down somewhere or maybe in this hall.
Still at the quay there are two places, the main building in front. All is in red brick. And cobbled stones. It is dark because of night. Stairs to the main building, lots of people, and some who I know. Then I go back outside, this is following Jeve because she invited us over, go outside and into another building, which is low, has only one floor, but has also an outside place behind, and that is where we are, as if a garden. Wall on the left. We sit at tables, all on this side. I sit on the left somewhere and with my back to her so I don't really know what is happening. Looks like a quiz event.
Then we decide to share food, and I have something with me, and is has big strawberries on it. In fact it has more once I decide to share it. And we also want to make a cake, and that is when the presence of Jeroen Meus is noticed by me and he is on my left, sits on the floor, but at the same table. And he wants to help bake the cake. And we all eat together, and I certainly also have Mexican food, rice with cream and other stuff. And the atmosphere is merry.
From notes. I am nut sure, things do not seem to fit the plan perfectly, so I don't place an order, but food (!) is served very quickly for the others, so then I decide to join and order some food for me too, because I would like to have some, though it is late.
Someone in our party is different than the rest, she is a woman and she does not belong here as if she has stranded and looking for her home and she has an energy about her of wanting to do other things than everyone else and going somewhere else. Maybe she is visiting. I am thinking that I would like to go out with her, see a film maybe. Something something (can't read notes).
4. Gold Brown Cat
Last dream.
A cat was in the dream, reminded me of V, though lighter colours, gold all over, and character was like the stray cat of the neighbours. Parents were in the dream.
Wednesday, 14 August 2013
Taiji on the Pavement
1. Wood Shop
Something about the etymology of 'bus' in Dutch which I see in a dictionary, and supposedly comes from 'bron', which means source.
I'm doing taiji on the street, on the pavement, we all try to fit on that small piece, so it is a long group. I arrive later than the others but still on time. (Note says Leuven Herent).
On the street, something shop, shop steps, two sit down, and something I can't read. (Someone's name, can't read).
Then the last but one of those shops, something something, wood, of beech or birch. Last shop is this wood.
Certain person with the name Ha is there, either Hape or Hawi.
Before all this I'm in Leuven.
2. Making Dinner
Eating, at home of Bale, Alth is visiting, and his brother M too. Bale is on the toilet, I make the food.
Something mussels.
3. Leuven Vraag
Liha, can't remember context, she sits, when I arrive at her desk, she is explaining something to someone, and I don't want to know about it because it is one of her aspects I don't like and she calls this thing the 'Leuven Questions', and I think that is arrogant.
Something about the etymology of 'bus' in Dutch which I see in a dictionary, and supposedly comes from 'bron', which means source.
I'm doing taiji on the street, on the pavement, we all try to fit on that small piece, so it is a long group. I arrive later than the others but still on time. (Note says Leuven Herent).
On the street, something shop, shop steps, two sit down, and something I can't read. (Someone's name, can't read).
Then the last but one of those shops, something something, wood, of beech or birch. Last shop is this wood.
Certain person with the name Ha is there, either Hape or Hawi.
Before all this I'm in Leuven.
2. Making Dinner
Eating, at home of Bale, Alth is visiting, and his brother M too. Bale is on the toilet, I make the food.
Something mussels.
3. Leuven Vraag
Liha, can't remember context, she sits, when I arrive at her desk, she is explaining something to someone, and I don't want to know about it because it is one of her aspects I don't like and she calls this thing the 'Leuven Questions', and I think that is arrogant.
Tuesday, 13 August 2013
Addressed Bicycle
1. Golden Ring
At home. Taking an exam. From outside I go inside. Front door. D & N.
So begins outside, is in the front garden. And I have been inside before, so two times going inside
I notice I am wearing a ring, I got this from somewhere and leave it where it is although I think it is only temporary and is not in the right place and does not fit, but I keep it for now, there will be time later to take care of this properly. For some reason I want to wear it. I wear it on the right finger ring finger, middle section. The ring is made of gold. I did not choose this. I notice the ring myself and is from some days ago that I wear it, but now mom and one of my brothers also see it and give a remark, I am stoic.
Inside in the living room, on the sofa where my father usually sits, there is Jome on the sofa, and her husband, either next to her or in the other sofa. D and me are also here. I am close to Jome and I am surprised to see her and so notice that she is friendly to me. D & me are doing something on a computer, mail (?). I don't know how to behave towards Jome. I think she also has her baby on her lap. But I enjoy her presence. Maybe Krvh is also there at some point.
Maybe it comes to sex or I want to or actually I try to avoid it, with Jome I suppose.
2. White Spirit Cat
Churchyard visit, parents and Bale, and D all there. Certain place we want to visit. There is a video which shows ghosts. There is a field of grass, meadow, and a path, and later D has discharged the video (and something I can't read).
Then back to that place, there is a big chair. The whole time when we walk a weasel or cat is following me, maybe a white one. Follows us, but I'm the one seeing it. I ignore it till the end. Maybe it is dying? Is it eating enough.
3. Confrontation with Mith
Mith shows up. All the others are gone already. This is also in the front yard. I was doing, at that moment, taiji with a machine gun in my hand, in one hand. This is improvisation and I practice alone, though other people are in front of me and were maybe originally also connected with doing taiji, this is in the back yard. And when I start to notice I have this gun in my hand and pointing it everywhere as I move, it starts to feel rather comfortable. So I continue and make it a hidden practice. D is there. Also a cat. Garden of parents. Inside is a class going on.
I go in and go to the back to take a seat, and this is where Mith is and I had not expected her. She is behind me, ignores me and I try to be polite by not giving her any attention nor do I say anything. But after a while, when class is about to start, she breaks and says something to me, actually to make it up by explaining something or pointing something out that I should do to make it up to her but that she thinks it is no longer necessary, but of course, I was of another opinion, because I think that I did not have to do this anyway. And what it is about she says, she says first something about the labels, she means labels on books with the price, either taking them off or putting them on books, which is either her or my task, I don't remember. And then she says: I know (meaning I know about it) and you can always go first and I go afterwards. With that she means that by doing that we arrange to never see each other, because if we don't we will meet by coincidence constantly.
Because she says something she opens an opportunity, and we start to small talk and after a while it becomes a little intimate. And the scene changes and we are in a bed, in a bedroom. This is my bedroom in house of parents, and it is late at night, almost ten o'clock. And she has to go home, has been staying too long already she says. When she says that, she is already on top of me. It is 10.16pm and she says she has only another fifteen minutes, and then she wants to go, and me too. Meanwhile all this is building towards sex.
Then I let her go home through the window, she does not want to go the normal way and I don't want that either, because no one knows she is here and it would be a scandal, and my family might still be awake, and as a matter of fact, I know they are making ready to go to bed, all of them, but my dad is still up and finishing things in the kitchen. But I leave my room also when I said goodbye, and go through the house, so I actually meet my dad on the way and am silent, because I don't want him to pose questions. Because he sees everything, and I try to hide the evidence. When I am in the garage I see Mith's bicycle is still here, so two cycles are there instead of just mine. White and rosy. Outside, but I take them in the garage, and again, hope my dad won't ask questions.
I look at her bike because her home address should be on there somewhere, and I see it, and it says Geldenaaksebaan. And I think, is this a short way from where I saw her last, but I can't picture it in my head. Then I go to the front of the house, and see if I can still help her, but she is already a long way ahead, and I'm not going after her now. Then I see her take the short cut through the fields and she rides a horse. That is when the dream ends.
At home. Taking an exam. From outside I go inside. Front door. D & N.
So begins outside, is in the front garden. And I have been inside before, so two times going inside
I notice I am wearing a ring, I got this from somewhere and leave it where it is although I think it is only temporary and is not in the right place and does not fit, but I keep it for now, there will be time later to take care of this properly. For some reason I want to wear it. I wear it on the right finger ring finger, middle section. The ring is made of gold. I did not choose this. I notice the ring myself and is from some days ago that I wear it, but now mom and one of my brothers also see it and give a remark, I am stoic.
Inside in the living room, on the sofa where my father usually sits, there is Jome on the sofa, and her husband, either next to her or in the other sofa. D and me are also here. I am close to Jome and I am surprised to see her and so notice that she is friendly to me. D & me are doing something on a computer, mail (?). I don't know how to behave towards Jome. I think she also has her baby on her lap. But I enjoy her presence. Maybe Krvh is also there at some point.
Maybe it comes to sex or I want to or actually I try to avoid it, with Jome I suppose.
2. White Spirit Cat
Churchyard visit, parents and Bale, and D all there. Certain place we want to visit. There is a video which shows ghosts. There is a field of grass, meadow, and a path, and later D has discharged the video (and something I can't read).
Then back to that place, there is a big chair. The whole time when we walk a weasel or cat is following me, maybe a white one. Follows us, but I'm the one seeing it. I ignore it till the end. Maybe it is dying? Is it eating enough.
3. Confrontation with Mith
Mith shows up. All the others are gone already. This is also in the front yard. I was doing, at that moment, taiji with a machine gun in my hand, in one hand. This is improvisation and I practice alone, though other people are in front of me and were maybe originally also connected with doing taiji, this is in the back yard. And when I start to notice I have this gun in my hand and pointing it everywhere as I move, it starts to feel rather comfortable. So I continue and make it a hidden practice. D is there. Also a cat. Garden of parents. Inside is a class going on.
I go in and go to the back to take a seat, and this is where Mith is and I had not expected her. She is behind me, ignores me and I try to be polite by not giving her any attention nor do I say anything. But after a while, when class is about to start, she breaks and says something to me, actually to make it up by explaining something or pointing something out that I should do to make it up to her but that she thinks it is no longer necessary, but of course, I was of another opinion, because I think that I did not have to do this anyway. And what it is about she says, she says first something about the labels, she means labels on books with the price, either taking them off or putting them on books, which is either her or my task, I don't remember. And then she says: I know (meaning I know about it) and you can always go first and I go afterwards. With that she means that by doing that we arrange to never see each other, because if we don't we will meet by coincidence constantly.
Because she says something she opens an opportunity, and we start to small talk and after a while it becomes a little intimate. And the scene changes and we are in a bed, in a bedroom. This is my bedroom in house of parents, and it is late at night, almost ten o'clock. And she has to go home, has been staying too long already she says. When she says that, she is already on top of me. It is 10.16pm and she says she has only another fifteen minutes, and then she wants to go, and me too. Meanwhile all this is building towards sex.
Then I let her go home through the window, she does not want to go the normal way and I don't want that either, because no one knows she is here and it would be a scandal, and my family might still be awake, and as a matter of fact, I know they are making ready to go to bed, all of them, but my dad is still up and finishing things in the kitchen. But I leave my room also when I said goodbye, and go through the house, so I actually meet my dad on the way and am silent, because I don't want him to pose questions. Because he sees everything, and I try to hide the evidence. When I am in the garage I see Mith's bicycle is still here, so two cycles are there instead of just mine. White and rosy. Outside, but I take them in the garage, and again, hope my dad won't ask questions.
I look at her bike because her home address should be on there somewhere, and I see it, and it says Geldenaaksebaan. And I think, is this a short way from where I saw her last, but I can't picture it in my head. Then I go to the front of the house, and see if I can still help her, but she is already a long way ahead, and I'm not going after her now. Then I see her take the short cut through the fields and she rides a horse. That is when the dream ends.
Monday, 12 August 2013
Secret Army Device
1. Late for Class
Too late (?) for school, and still a lot to organise. I will have to check the titles of Geronimo Stilton.
And I have been to the chickens, at my parents' place. The door to their fence is open again. There are chickens and geese, and the place they have is bigger than in reality, and if I remember correctly, it is near the second garage and not all the way in the back of the garden. Their place has two sections, but the doors don't seem to work. Li is there, who I know from badminton.
I'm on the phone, Mefa maybe, something about repairing the chicken wire, and something else is dirty.
Before all this I park my bicycle, and go down stairs, and there are comic books by Suske and Wiske. I'm looking for or reading the last number. And maybe I have to decide between working or reading.
Then I'm late for school and I am the very last person to arrive, and I know very well I'm later, but time stretches with every minute I waste doing something else, which means that when I arrive, I am still half an hour early. But of course, everyone else is already there and waiting, but officially I'm on time.
I've put my bicycle on a place that is easy to park. Among other cycles.
2. Pumpkin Soup
Pumpkin soup, N has made this, but this I only know afterwards. When the soup is waiting there, I like to taste, but I don't know yet that my brother made it, because our parents bring it along. And they ask for some other things too. For N I have some papers he needs. Forms to fill in. (I can't read my notes well, because they were written over other writing).
3. New Workplace
Middle of a dream. Chdm is in the shop and helping, she likes to do this. This is not the shop I usually work in. It is the same street, which is still different than in real life. Long street, buildings on only one side. I am now working in a shop more to the right, and I can work there half time and more relaxed than what I did before. And the employees of other shops next to where I used to work still recognize me and know where I work, and I also pass the old place where I used to work. So it is a change, but I still see the old people. This one person of another shop is old, white hair, but mostly bald.
When I am in another shop, maybe where I used to work, I go in and feel like I still work here, but I'm with a group of people, yet on my own. The shop is crowded, not because there are many people, but because there is not a lot of space, and there are many things. There are two ways in, because the shop is on the corner of two streets. And the shop looks open along the whole length of the wall on that side. And at a given point a girl wants something and reaches for it, but I am close to what she needs so I take it and offer it to her.
She's happy, but she has no money, so I pay it for her, it is only 2.50 and then there is some talk with the shop owner about this transaction, and other people paying and it ends with people paying their debts, so the girl wants to clear her small debt at once and she gives me a 50 euro note, but that is way too much. So I tell her she need not pay me back right now, but I gladly take her on a date in return, and she can buy me a drink then. I certainly think this, I am not sure if I also said it.
4. Russian Folk Tales and Sex
Something about Russian folk tales.
Inside, someone asks me how many girl friends I have had or with whom I have had sex. A few other people are around, but the question is part of a bigger discussion.
5. Group Walk
At home, a whole group making ready to go for a walk, organised, one person leading. Starting from the house of my parents, and they are here too, and overseeing, but not coming along. And I am late when everybody is already outside, and I go outside and then I consider to take a jacket with me anyway, for it might get cold in the evening, so I go back inside, and my mother is a bit stressed about this. She is actually angry about it, but I do this anyway. Everyone has to wait for me, and for me it is not easy, because at the same time I am not wearing trousers anymore, so this has to be solved too.
I don't know what happened afterwards, possibly that was the end of the dream. Before that a lot happened and I can't all remember. But there was also something about eating polenta, and some other dish was served as well, and both were very good, and the polenta was not fluid, and baked nice as if almost with a crust, very nice.
6. Secret Training
End of a dream. I don't know what everybody has been doing the whole time, or me, I can't remember. But at first we were in two large rooms on the side, and now, of what I remember, we are guided to another room, but not everyone. There is some action, and I am somehow involved, but I do nothing and I hope it stays so, because if anything happens I think that everybody should be mobilized, and not the few selected people called in now. So these people are being trained right now in a separate room, next to where I am sitting, so I don't see them. But at the same time the bulk of the people are outside near us, but on the playground.
In the middle of the room where I am, there is a bed. And a few people here. And then Ande walks in and she is part of this special group, and that is why I am a little informed about what is happening, but I don't know any details. I'm not informed because of Ande, but I know why she's here, because I am informed. And when she enters and sits herself on the bed, I am already there, but I follow her and sit myself behind her in such a way, that we touch nicely and are somehow very close, lying on the bed, not next to each other, but me behind her, as if I have my legs around her, but it is nice.
This whole thing is some kind of secret order and also I am not prepared to help with the preparations for a fight. And maybe Elbr is also somewhere, though I can't remember the context.
Then the sergeant comes in and deals out special t-shirts, they are all the same colour with a picture and a number. And he gives this to everyone involved in the secret mission. And I think it is funny, and something like The Human League, is written on it, as if that is us. They are all grey and blue, looks a bit mechanic, or sf. And the sergeant goes in the little room where the others are training to give everyone a t-shirt, but when he comes back he gives me one as well, and I am a bit surprised, and I don't really want to be part of all this, although I helped in the early preparations of all this. And one of the bystanders on the playground points out to me that the device I made is depicted in the centre of the t-shirt, and it is true, I had seen that already. But that is also the reason why I am involved, I have been designing secret technologies of some kind, small, hand sized devices, machines of some kind, though I don't know what they do, I am not able myself to use them, but they can do it. And underneath the picture on the t-shirt is also a number, which is 88, and I am reminded of the dream yesterday or two days ago where there were two numbers, one of which was like 88. So I think of this dream. And then another of the bystanders, who talks to me, because they are all friends, and I don't want to leave them behind or whatever, he asks me if and when I dreamed about doves, because he senses that I fight is coming, and that would be symbolized in the dream by doves. And I see before my mind's eye in the dream what he means, I see this room full of doves, and blood, and there is no escaping. But I have not dreamed of doves recently, and I tell him, no, it has been years ago. If at all.
Then the captain says: attack, and I don't understand why he says that because there is nothing to attack, but we all move and follow him and when this special unit goes out on the playground, the whole order is their waiting very formally, and in the far end where there is another section of the army waiting, I see a hooded lady, her hood is yellow, and she stands on something high, so she stands out. And I don't like she is veiled, so I think maybe I should attack this person, although part of our own school, and I take my rifle and point t her twice, hoping that something like this is what the captain or sergeant wants us to do, I am the only one doing something like this, but the woman startles, and her hood falls back, because I've taken these two shots, though they are harmless, because by thought only.
Then we as a small group go through the front door, and everywhere are people seeing us out. Real gate we go through, and Bale is in front of me and I have now my rifle ready, and I tell her that she should do the same, but that I cannot command it because I don't know if I have any position in this group, which is why I whisper it to her. And then we go out of the gate, and I point here and there, and possibly the dream continues some time after this in another place, where I aim my gun, but I don't know what the purpose of this all is and it is more or less the end of the dream.
Too late (?) for school, and still a lot to organise. I will have to check the titles of Geronimo Stilton.
And I have been to the chickens, at my parents' place. The door to their fence is open again. There are chickens and geese, and the place they have is bigger than in reality, and if I remember correctly, it is near the second garage and not all the way in the back of the garden. Their place has two sections, but the doors don't seem to work. Li is there, who I know from badminton.
I'm on the phone, Mefa maybe, something about repairing the chicken wire, and something else is dirty.
Before all this I park my bicycle, and go down stairs, and there are comic books by Suske and Wiske. I'm looking for or reading the last number. And maybe I have to decide between working or reading.
Then I'm late for school and I am the very last person to arrive, and I know very well I'm later, but time stretches with every minute I waste doing something else, which means that when I arrive, I am still half an hour early. But of course, everyone else is already there and waiting, but officially I'm on time.
I've put my bicycle on a place that is easy to park. Among other cycles.
2. Pumpkin Soup
Pumpkin soup, N has made this, but this I only know afterwards. When the soup is waiting there, I like to taste, but I don't know yet that my brother made it, because our parents bring it along. And they ask for some other things too. For N I have some papers he needs. Forms to fill in. (I can't read my notes well, because they were written over other writing).
3. New Workplace
Middle of a dream. Chdm is in the shop and helping, she likes to do this. This is not the shop I usually work in. It is the same street, which is still different than in real life. Long street, buildings on only one side. I am now working in a shop more to the right, and I can work there half time and more relaxed than what I did before. And the employees of other shops next to where I used to work still recognize me and know where I work, and I also pass the old place where I used to work. So it is a change, but I still see the old people. This one person of another shop is old, white hair, but mostly bald.
When I am in another shop, maybe where I used to work, I go in and feel like I still work here, but I'm with a group of people, yet on my own. The shop is crowded, not because there are many people, but because there is not a lot of space, and there are many things. There are two ways in, because the shop is on the corner of two streets. And the shop looks open along the whole length of the wall on that side. And at a given point a girl wants something and reaches for it, but I am close to what she needs so I take it and offer it to her.
She's happy, but she has no money, so I pay it for her, it is only 2.50 and then there is some talk with the shop owner about this transaction, and other people paying and it ends with people paying their debts, so the girl wants to clear her small debt at once and she gives me a 50 euro note, but that is way too much. So I tell her she need not pay me back right now, but I gladly take her on a date in return, and she can buy me a drink then. I certainly think this, I am not sure if I also said it.
4. Russian Folk Tales and Sex
Something about Russian folk tales.
Inside, someone asks me how many girl friends I have had or with whom I have had sex. A few other people are around, but the question is part of a bigger discussion.
5. Group Walk
At home, a whole group making ready to go for a walk, organised, one person leading. Starting from the house of my parents, and they are here too, and overseeing, but not coming along. And I am late when everybody is already outside, and I go outside and then I consider to take a jacket with me anyway, for it might get cold in the evening, so I go back inside, and my mother is a bit stressed about this. She is actually angry about it, but I do this anyway. Everyone has to wait for me, and for me it is not easy, because at the same time I am not wearing trousers anymore, so this has to be solved too.
I don't know what happened afterwards, possibly that was the end of the dream. Before that a lot happened and I can't all remember. But there was also something about eating polenta, and some other dish was served as well, and both were very good, and the polenta was not fluid, and baked nice as if almost with a crust, very nice.
6. Secret Training
End of a dream. I don't know what everybody has been doing the whole time, or me, I can't remember. But at first we were in two large rooms on the side, and now, of what I remember, we are guided to another room, but not everyone. There is some action, and I am somehow involved, but I do nothing and I hope it stays so, because if anything happens I think that everybody should be mobilized, and not the few selected people called in now. So these people are being trained right now in a separate room, next to where I am sitting, so I don't see them. But at the same time the bulk of the people are outside near us, but on the playground.
In the middle of the room where I am, there is a bed. And a few people here. And then Ande walks in and she is part of this special group, and that is why I am a little informed about what is happening, but I don't know any details. I'm not informed because of Ande, but I know why she's here, because I am informed. And when she enters and sits herself on the bed, I am already there, but I follow her and sit myself behind her in such a way, that we touch nicely and are somehow very close, lying on the bed, not next to each other, but me behind her, as if I have my legs around her, but it is nice.
This whole thing is some kind of secret order and also I am not prepared to help with the preparations for a fight. And maybe Elbr is also somewhere, though I can't remember the context.
Then the sergeant comes in and deals out special t-shirts, they are all the same colour with a picture and a number. And he gives this to everyone involved in the secret mission. And I think it is funny, and something like The Human League, is written on it, as if that is us. They are all grey and blue, looks a bit mechanic, or sf. And the sergeant goes in the little room where the others are training to give everyone a t-shirt, but when he comes back he gives me one as well, and I am a bit surprised, and I don't really want to be part of all this, although I helped in the early preparations of all this. And one of the bystanders on the playground points out to me that the device I made is depicted in the centre of the t-shirt, and it is true, I had seen that already. But that is also the reason why I am involved, I have been designing secret technologies of some kind, small, hand sized devices, machines of some kind, though I don't know what they do, I am not able myself to use them, but they can do it. And underneath the picture on the t-shirt is also a number, which is 88, and I am reminded of the dream yesterday or two days ago where there were two numbers, one of which was like 88. So I think of this dream. And then another of the bystanders, who talks to me, because they are all friends, and I don't want to leave them behind or whatever, he asks me if and when I dreamed about doves, because he senses that I fight is coming, and that would be symbolized in the dream by doves. And I see before my mind's eye in the dream what he means, I see this room full of doves, and blood, and there is no escaping. But I have not dreamed of doves recently, and I tell him, no, it has been years ago. If at all.
Then the captain says: attack, and I don't understand why he says that because there is nothing to attack, but we all move and follow him and when this special unit goes out on the playground, the whole order is their waiting very formally, and in the far end where there is another section of the army waiting, I see a hooded lady, her hood is yellow, and she stands on something high, so she stands out. And I don't like she is veiled, so I think maybe I should attack this person, although part of our own school, and I take my rifle and point t her twice, hoping that something like this is what the captain or sergeant wants us to do, I am the only one doing something like this, but the woman startles, and her hood falls back, because I've taken these two shots, though they are harmless, because by thought only.
Then we as a small group go through the front door, and everywhere are people seeing us out. Real gate we go through, and Bale is in front of me and I have now my rifle ready, and I tell her that she should do the same, but that I cannot command it because I don't know if I have any position in this group, which is why I whisper it to her. And then we go out of the gate, and I point here and there, and possibly the dream continues some time after this in another place, where I aim my gun, but I don't know what the purpose of this all is and it is more or less the end of the dream.
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