1. Voucher Machine Crashed
Shop, try to print a voucher, but the machine does not do what it should, I hadn't thought this could happen to me.
2. Singing and Shouting
Home of parents, back side, veranda, light, good colours, both parents are there. Circle of people. Mention of Stephen Covey.
There is singing. First of all I see someone outside coming from the neighbours' place coming this way, shouts but with a clear voice. And this is an example of communication.
Later there is singing within the circle, but I don't think I join.
Anpi sits on my left. After two something something she leaves, but when she leaves she stands up from her chair and holds my hand, both hands, like she is used to do, and I don't know how to behave because there are many people about, but she holds them for some time and it is difficult to let go, both for her and for me but for her especially, and that is when I realize what I should have done, which is to give total emptiness and give nothing back.
3. Too Posh at the Party
Can't read my notes, but I remember I arrive late at the wedding party, which is outside and sunny, and my brothers are there and my father too and other people, and they are all dressed rather casually, while I arrive fully in costume and am by far the best clothed person around, which makes me cringe, because I don't want to stand out, firstly, and I also see Beha, whose wedding this is, and I don't want to be better dressed than him. So I feel embarrassed. D is there, and a woman. Sunlight, light.
4. Wedding Activities
Maybe the same dream. We go inside, it is time to play badminton. This is unusual but may become a new trend, that for a wedding such activities are planned in the afternoon. And there are two alternatives, but we all choose badminton. This is a large sports complex, square building, big halls. We go up by the stairs and find the place where everybody leaves his shoes or takes shoes for doing sports. And this place is a little dark. And I am on my own and I can't really decide what to do. People choose shoes, and I stay behind and wander about. Other people come in, leave again. I go back to the front, where the door is, and decide to join everyone else.
Then I also have to go to the bathroom, so I look for the toilets, and nobody is there, but I take this one toilet which has something propped in it, so the water can't flow. I go anyway and am a bit uneasy about the fact that the toilet is now full and clogged.
Something about Bale, she was there, at the door, could make better decisions than me.
5. Badminton in Skirts
Related but not the same dream.
Same building, more light, we are four and we are going to play badminton, the hall is on the right this time and ground floor, not on the left upper floor. And I follow everybody, knowing that I am the only decent player. And one of us is a tall guy clothes as a girl, his dress is rather short and you can see most of his legs, and the colours are bright green and bright purple and it is a marvel to look upon. And the other two are normal people, one of them might have been Krvh.
And we find a court. But the courts are paired, and it is not clear were everyone wants to play and this mixes the teams, because it was already arranged, certainly in my mind, who would play with who so that the teams would be equal, but now because of the confusion to play in the back or front court, this does not work out and I notice that the others are not too happy about it, because I will certainly win. The intention was that Krvh would play with me, but now she is on the other side, with the gay guy. He is the one marrying.
6. Burning Trees
Don't know how the dream started but it was apocalyptic. We go outside, which means that at first things happened inside, or we went through the whole cataclysm inside. End of the world type of dream.
Outside everything is burned, it is light, but it should be dark, there is no real atmosphere any more. People are short on water, it is very expensive, you either own water or you don't. There are fields with plastic bottles and they all contain water, for private use.
Early in the dream there was some text about Cthulhu, and other texts in the same vein. We walk away and go on our way, with a party of a few people. All the land is devastated. Nature is no more. After a while it becomes obvious. The trees are all dead or are dying. Nothing is left of the woods, and this is the worst thing of all. When we go further, we see on the way trees whose chopped tops are still aflame and blazing.
There in the neighbourhood off of the path we are taking on our right we see a plantation and stalks with water bottles hanging from strings. They are all very tight. Of course we want water, though I don't feel the need, but we have to be careful. This plantation is own by powerful people who are bad and we want to avoid them, we don't want them to know we were here at all, so I avoid the place.
The bottles are hung with string, and also they are connected to each other with string, so that if you touch one bottle, all the others will resonate and the owners will know. So we go the other side, which is in the woods, and I am really depressed about the state of the trees. That is about when the dream ends.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Because of what Brva said that the thing does not work and I explained her how it works, this was yesterday I think?
Dream 2. The shouting person from the neighbours is a residue of Skin commemorating the events at the festival two years ago, she asked people to make noise, and it was very emotional. I heard it live on the radio.
Dream 3, 4&5. All in anticipation of Beha's wedding today.
Interpretation.
Dream 3. I am usually uncertain about how to dress myself for weddings. So the dream expresses my uncertainty.
Dream 6. I don't know what it relates to, but it might be linked to the sigil of Jupiter of M7R. Though the colours of the skirt in dream 5 might also be a link with M7R.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. Refers to me ringing Kaco and she had expected more. The dream explains that I give her too much so that she still has hope. I have to detach completely.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 6. I came back late from the wedding ceremony of Beha and still had to eat. So I decided to have a miso ramen, before I got there I met Mami and Jm at a pub and stayed a while. Then I went to the place I intended, but going there I passed another place which would have been good, but I did not want to go there because then I might have to face Nela, which in itself is okay, but she's connected to Tivd, and I would not know what to say. The last bit is in the dream where I decide not to pull one of those bottles but go the other way. And the earlier meeting might be related to Mami's talking about his writing projects, and reading sheets of paper is what I did in the dream. When I walked home afterward, I was calm and had a strong end of the world feel, I was totally centred. In fact, when I was driving the car in the day, I was calm as well, not rushing and speeding as usual. I was late though. There was a general feel that moment that all things had their end.