1. Eva
I arrive at home, veranda, for lunchtime and to eat something. My father is here. My brothers are also somewhere. I eat a banana.
Something with a telephone, Tama is there, nothing to something something. Something (can't read notes).
At some point in the dream I was also at the beginning of the street of parents.
Something about the Hebrew origin of the name Eva, which means 'life', Chavah, that it is almost a palindrome. It means 'being'. Other names were said too. This was inside. Other people.
Back home, same dream I think, my brother D something (can't read my notes), school something (can't read), via phone.
The whole dream started at noon and ended at evening.
2. Black DVD
Brva comes to bring me a dvd, which she brought especially for me, and this is more or less clandestine, no cover, shape of a cd. She developed a new system, so that I can get these dvd's without anyone knowing. She will put these in my pigeon hole, and I can smuggle them. This is at work, she comes from downstairs to bring it. Something is called 'in the restaurant', possibly the dvd.
This is at the same time at a school where I went, HDC, and I am the main character. Stairs, downstairs, small something (can't read), girl. I arrive, her sister comes and has change with her, this is at the till, and I just arrive to take it and put it in the till, but I have to count it first.
She needs to pay something, but only has change, which she puts in piles of 1 euro on the counter, but each pile is made up of 5 cent, though not completely, some 2 cent and one 1 cent, which makes it difficult to count. The coins look like metal. I want to count it piece by piece, but she is impatient and makes things difficult. To do all this, I have also developed some sort of system.
I start to count backward, in front are those two women, but I do not trust them, which is why I want to recount. The till looks like a classroom bench.
Digr is there, he makes some comment, while the other people are still there, about me, why I should hit on them, and he is too open in this, and I am ashamed or put at unease. There was some nudity somewhere, and he made a remark, now I can't remember well. He assumed that I would go for it. But I did not like him being so public about it.
3. Long Brown Hair
I remember a dream in which I saw myself and my hair was longer on top, but not to the side, and more greasy too, and I had trouble keeping it down, but at least it was healthy, brown. Dark.
4. Alien Invasion and the Jewish Shelter
At sea. Daylight, light, open space, sea on my left, big city buildings on the right, lots of space between the buildings and the sea itself. I walk there.
First part of the dream was me on my own walking there with some mission I think, going home I think, I can't remember what, but there were other people about, and some people I know, because this is a close community, but at that time I am alone, and I want to be alone, which might be the reason why I am walking.
Then next or maybe the next day, something happens that I feared would happen, which is a space ship that lands, and I know it is the first of many. And there is reason to be afraid and seek shelter. People do this, it takes a while before people realize, but not long. The one ship lands still far away, which buys us some time. But then all the other space ships descend and the situation is hopeless, and they land in the same area, but where they land they destroy everything, and living beings they shoot or kill. And they leave their ships and go about the city and kill everyone as if to clean this place and make it theirs. This is an alien invasion, and they have no mercy.
This is the morning then.
At that point I am at a place where the road splits, one part leads up to where they are and the other leads down to where I saw someone else run to hide, there are cars, I go there, but I also watch the ships and the aliens. I see them walking the streets, and at first there are only a few, but not long after it is really an invasion, troops, army, like a colonization. When I watch them I see they are human, and I think I construct something in my mind to make them look more alien, so that we can see the difference between them and us, otherwise it would be impossible for us to see the difference, but they will always know.
And that is why they have four arms. But some hide it and they look like us, only taller, I remember now. They all go the same way, toward the centre of town. Dressed alike, loose upper shirt. I try not to expose myself, but I also pretend as if I have an extra set of arms and walk the same direction as they do, now they have reached this end of the street, which is wide. And I see some distance from me, in front, another alien, I think he has eight arms, and two legs, this must be a chief, but he is the only one different, and I am not sure I can trust what I see, because I know it might be a construct of my own imagination. They move their lower set of arms continually, as if to stress that they have more arms than us, so I try to mimic that with my own pair of arms. I don't get caught, but I try to keep a low profile.
In any way, it is too late for me to run and hide where I would have gone first, down the other road, so I decide to go in the same direction, and then see if I can knock on a door and slip through before they notice.
When I am a little more toward the centre, but still near the sea, which is always near, I see a young girl with a lot of courage. She is part of a Jewish family, that lives in that house, from which she comes. I know them because they live here, but she comes out of the door, opens it, and calls over aliens to invite them in, I can't remember why, but she had a plan, and her family did not agree to it, but she was cunning. The family is ready to run, but they are inside, father and mother, and the rest I can't remember. But I think this is my one time opportunity so I go in, the girl after me, and I see the Jewish family hurry about to prepare for flight. And the first room I enter is the living room, lots of wood, warm atmosphere.
I spend some time there. Don't know what happens next exactly, but I think the dream continues the next day, and that is when things have calmed down. The aliens have taken over everything, and murdered most people who got in their way, but they were not very thorough, did not intend to, but had no mercy either. Now the situation is different, they are the majority and control the situation.
The day is bright and sunny, and maybe morning, and we come out, we have to, and there are a few others with us. I am with the Jewish girl, and some friends I know are here in a corner outside near a park, away from the main street that is crowded with aliens, we stay a little away, because we don't know whether it is safe.
Aliens sit on the meadow near us, and clearly they are in a mood of peace and take a rest. So I venture out and dare to face them, because there is not much else we can do, either we die, or we die, so I go one of them, a young man, who sits with his friends, but this one is turned toward me and he looks as if you can talk to him. So I go to him and ask him: can we be friends, you and I. And I mean humans and aliens, because I need to know, I want to know my fate. He sits on the grass but he says no. There is some short conversation which I can't remember word for word, but it is clear that they cannot spare us. There is no future, he makes clear, between the lot of us and them. That seals it.
To make his point clear, he shows me a metal can with a red liquid in it which looks like soup, but is more bright, maybe the colour of raspberry. And I can see and feel from where I am standing that this is some sort of quantum device, and he explains that he can teleport me to another place, but I understand very well that if I go through this portal, I will not come alive out of the other end. Except for the Jewish girl, the others are afraid and stay behind. Then the man says that that is indeed their intention, and I understand it is some kind of execution method which is in some ways human, because it is not direct. But today or tomorrow, they will gather all the humans and have them step in the soup. And I know from the moment I would step in this that I will disappear, foot first, the rest not yet, because the foot will already be in a different dimension, but cannot stand the wormhole conditions, so this is bad.
5. Baby Turns into a Blond Guy
Possibly the same dream, or at leas the same rem. Tama is there, she is on the left. She has a baby, but the baby is not always with her. She is on the couch. Inside. I am there, Digr is there, other people.
At some point the baby crawls on top of her, and there is something that she needs to do, which might be something I suggest, because the time is right and if she don't she will not have a chance later, this to have her baby survive I think. What needs to be done is that the baby copulates with her.
First, when the baby crawls over her, this is the second time, he becomes a young man, blond, handsome, young, but still a child in mind. Tama before put cookies on top of her body to lure the baby on top of her, on her lap, on her face, and elsewhere, maybe the chest. When the baby transforms into a grown person, this guy looks like her. He is dressed, but not completely, and not very conscious, but he is now able to enter her. It must be done. Once is enough, but of course once he starts, he wants more. He enters her three times. But Tama must now also be strong and not let herself be carried away, because it is still her son, she cannot see him as a boyfriend. So if they keep going things will be lost, too, but they stop, can't remember how or why, because I even remember Tama saying to the boy if he wants more, and I felt his seed ready to come at that point, so maybe I prevented it.
Dream interpretation
This is a dream journal. The intention behind it is to also give interpretations on the recorded dreams. In my experience, much of the dream content is prophetic and can be linked to events following the night of dreaming.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Banana because I bought those and ate them yesterday.
Dream 5. Tama maybe because she had a need to talk a lot last week or the week before.
Interpretation.
Dream 4. This was the last dream. It had something apocalyptic about it, so all three things were there: the sea or water, the aliens or parallel dimension, and the end of the world or apocalyptic feel.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 4. Forearmed is forewarned.
Dream 3. The hair reminds me of Kula, who I had mailed and yesterday I received his email and this dream must have been his thinking about me, because I know he has a strong intention. He can make a deep link.