1. Space Craft in the Earth
Windgat. Way to Leuven, almost at the Donkerstraat. Passed there many times in the dream, light, and children playing, I know them all, three or four of them, and I should be playing with them, but I always continue my travels. Toys. Books too, on the side of the road, pavement, small girl, book of diary of a wimpy kid.
And an SF element. I am crippled, have no lower body anymore, only my head, which is small, and something beneath that so that I can still run, but I'm small. I have a wife who helps me out, but I go this way and that on my own and try to do things myself. She is a queen. Friends and family are here, and poets.
Behind the street, which is always high, and way down is another world, this time there is a vast plain of nature. In fact, behind the street when you descend you come in the side of the planet that is still untouched by civilization. In this part you don't risk being hunted by aliens and enemies. And my starcraft is hiding there. It is hidden in the earth itself. I visit it to be sure.
Later I go there with the rest of them, because we no longer want to be in the civilized world, it is too contaminated. The top of the rocket is sticking out of the ground. The earth is dry and cracked in places, and there are big oak trees here and there, but no woods. The sun shines and I am relieve to see that this place still exists. This is half of the planet, its hidden side. I am fearing though that when we leave and the rocket fires, that this will create and explosion and burst the earth in which it is stuck. That way it will still destroy this side. But we can only go on.
The top of the rocket is very small and looks like a pipe that goes down in the earth. And I put my hand in it and try to hold it open, but it is very difficult. And after that I try a few times to keep it open with one hand, because I only have the one hand, and then squeeze myself through, but it does not work. Something is in the way, and the opening is not big enough. It is rather frustrating after a while, and I see down the pipe, and a short end from the top is now a plate that moves with my movement, which is there to prevent things falling down in it which don't belong there. It works like the human's body, swallowing. And then my queen helps me.
But at that moment I become a little panicked as I see guys of the military, in brown and red, come our way, and they are with a few people and look intimidating, because they are all grown ups, and I'm so small, and all the children are still small as well. And I think they are the enemy to come and get us, so I need to hurry, but when they come closer it becomes clear that they are on our side and want to help us, as I am still their leader it seems. They help us, but it still does not work. I never go in.
There is a fragment of dream in which there is a girl who is already down. Once you go down the pipe you come in a kind of underworld. And I go down with the rest of them, and they are all girls, priestesses to be particular. Most of them are a bit fat, but not too bad, and some are blond and others black, and they are all beautiful in a way, especially because they all look radiant. But downstairs is a blond girl and she is already dancing, and the place looks like a temple, and she interests me, though I am with so many women now. And one of the woman with me says at a certain point: but that is normal. She replies on something I forgot, exclaiming that what you see is the most natural thing.
2. Stone Relief
There is a bas-relief. Long, stone, can't remember what it shows. Many different something something. Bale?
And before that there was music, top five of something, of others, but all are happy with their own song.
3. Forced Mariner
We spend a few days at sea. I am late. Everyone else is already there and I don't know where, somewhere at the beach. The only way to that part of the beach is through a house, or hotel, big building. And then you come there, and the beach has sand and people sit there and enjoy themselves and look at sea, but they can't really see the sea because there is a wall, because this place is part of the hotel and it is like a balcony, but on ground floor.
It has different sections and I walk through each of them right to the end, because I am looking for people I know. In the last section I sit down and try to enjoy my time there, but it is already getting dark, people are leaving. There is also a moment when I would sit next to a girl, but maybe she does not want this. After a while everyone leaves, and then I also go.
I enter the house again and go through the different rooms. At last I come outside and now I see a lot of space, I see the outside world, it is night, stairs down, streets of the city that arrive at the beach hotel, and a paved broad path that leads to the sea, all very spacious. So I round the corner to go to the sea, and at the corner of the hotel I meet Joja2 and his brother. Something about illustrations maybe.
And I continue.
Scene changes, I am at the sea. At night. I see Le and Ba, who are neighbours. And they are doing a film or something. I follow them although I don't want to be bothered by them. And they sit at the back of a cafe having a drink. White round tables. I sit down too. Le suggests to Ba that I should be his helper, and he thinks that is a very good idea. And I had already seen this coming, but I don't want the job, it is only a role in a film of course. Navy.
Then the police arrives at the terrace or beer garden where we are and I am detained because I don't want to become a mariner, because that was what he asked. They force me to cooperate, I have no choice. I refuse to work for them, but they hold me and put me in an isolation cell which is just on my left next to where we are sitting, which looks like a phone booth, but not transparent, but at the same time it is not there and I am still at the table. But now I can only work for them, the whole situation coerces me into labour.
This changes the scene to the right setting, and we are in a well lit basement. And what I do works with a dynamo and charges a battery because the energy is not even used simultaneously.
Before that on the terrace I have something to eat. Or this may happen in a change of setting already. Veranda. And an old lady, who is a customer in the shop, she sits across of me, to the left, and eats supermie, noodles. And I am having the same, at the same time. And she makes rather a lot so I think that maybe she is cooking for me, but I have already made my own by then. Then my father also joins, who is the one in charge at the moment. And he is right across of me.
And then it is dark again and I am still in the veranda, and my father is there and other people too, now, but we ignore them, father is preparing something for me or for the evening. I still can't move or am not allowed to go away. And he stands and puts a large bottle of water on the table. But I see there are already a lot of other bottles there. But this one catches my attention. It must certainly be able to hold five liters, and it looks like a wine bottle. But it also has an inscription on the neck, and that I think is interesting. It is difficult to make out what it says, because it is in the glass, and the words are names and sometimes symbols, and they are all written individually across the surface. One name I make out and that is Morya. Of course, now I am interested, and this may be very good water. But that is certainly the end of the dream.
4. Initiation into the Undead
Last dream.
In the basement. Something taking place that reminds me of an initiation rite, only it happens against my will. There is a man and a woman and they want me to do something for them, but in order for me to accomplish the task I must first be initiated, but it is not called initiation, and what they do to me is not something I want.
I try twice. The first time is a bit vague. We are at a high table and studying texts or comic books, and I am mainly dealing with the man.
Later it is the woman who will do it to me, but under instruction of the man. At some point I will have to swallow a purple pill, but by that time I will already be halfway the ritual, which consists of making me undead, but that means I have to die, and I don't know if I can return to normal.
They have cards on the table, blue, and they are arranged in a square of Saturn, but there are not nine cards. And specific cards have to be turned over, and I am one of those cards, on the left side. And the cards adjacent of me will first be made undead, and this the woman does for me, which means she has to make herself undead first, and so I can gradually become undead, it is a gradual process. So the man does it to the woman and the woman does it to me.
That is all I remember though there was a lot more, but the dream ends about there which means that I don't know what the task is, and there was also a room, vestibule, behind me, which is where the stairs up to the entrance were.
Dream interpretation
This is a dream journal. The intention behind it is to also give interpretations on the recorded dreams. In my experience, much of the dream content is prophetic and can be linked to events following the night of dreaming.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteAll dreams point to something I have to do, don't want to, but then I'm forced to do it.
Dream 4. The cards may point to earlier dream of the nine worlds and the square of Saturn. This is a residue of telling the story of the dream to Anle yesterday.
Residue.
Dream 4. Square of Saturn residue of relating dream yesterday.
Dream 1. Underground may be residue of thinking about the story of Frau Holda. The girls were belly dancers.
Diary of a wimpy kid may be residue of having read it two or three weeks ago, but I want to tell Inro this, but did not have the time yet.
Dream 3. Sea may be residue of thinking about Kijkduin to go there with brothers, also on Saturday customers said they live there. Le and Ba, I saw the a few days ago talking, at night, in the street. Le I've seen after that, too.
Eating noodles is a residue of Sunday, when I went out late to have miso ramen. The lady boss was there, but there was no connection.
Joja2 may be a residue of me thinking about who will make the illustrations for my next book or books.
Interpretation.
Dream 3. Mariner may link to Mefa. But all the police, military and so on in the dreams, are forces, and force me, so I'm not sure what it means.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 4. Might relate to M7R, sigil of Vulcanus.