Early dream. Something about Indonesia, mother has something (can't read notes), cafe, someone helps or no one helps, everyone flees, something something and then somewhere something about ghosts.
2. Dead Bees in a White Sheep
We come together to discuss something, something about the garden, JM is there.
Break, I stay inside, but the rest of the people take their break outside.
After a while I go out as well, I just follow my own timing, but by that time I got rid of my pants somehow, I am naked below the waist, and wearing a simple white t-shirt. So I'm okay, and go among the people anyway.
Back in the garden stands a cathedral, very old building that has become part of the landscape, it is built on a height, everywhere grass, but that place has more rock. Garden slopes up. Fine sight. When I go that way, the garden becomes more organised, and there is one path in the middle that is obvious and in the open, but on the left is also a path, along the wall or hedge that is the border with the neighbours. Everyone is already up. I don't mind. The garden has now different sections, like an English garden would have.
The cathedral used to be of JM. He will join later and comes after us.
Earlier (?) I am on that hill, I am small (?), brothers are there, and my father too, JM says to me: that way you have the better sight, panorama. So even if I would not have gone the open way, I now go because of him. Together we go up. First we climb the stone stairs.
When we come back from the hill, we go the other path, that is more flat, more straight, and runs along the grass, and then JM is in front of me, quicker than me.
When we are back at the house the sun shines, and this is the back of the house. And JM is there and I see something happening. He has a white sheep on a leash or leads it with his hand. But from the sheep's left flank I see two bees a little away from each other stung in the sheep's body. And it is bad. JM has not seen it yet, but I notice and I know we have to act immediately. The two bees have their heads dug in the body, so you can't see that part, but the bees are so big, bigger than a fist, and made of different parts that look like the inside of a beehive, pentagon shaped, but 3D, and I am already guessing those things are filled with little bees, and we don't want those to wake up.
So, when I see it and when I realize he does not know, although he stands on the left side too, I shout, because I am still some distance from him. I don't know why he has the sheep.
When he sees the bees, he acts immediately, because they would infect the animal. He takes them out, but the bees themselves are full of honey. To me it was already clear that they were dead. And as I feared, they were full of bees, and they are alive. One of the big bees has been removed well, so it is dead and still closed. But the other has been torn open and the bees go out and swarm
Now I go in, but the bees are everywhere, it is still under control, I don't see many. But I don't want them to get in the house, because that would mean trouble, so I go in and close the windows, French windows and doors. Because of the good weather, all was open. I tell JM that he has to finish the bees.
He acts very slow or responds slow, still being outside. He takes out his machete and swings it, and I can hear the first small bee snap when he slices it. And so he starts with doing this bee per bee. After that a whole bus (?), a whole swarm of bees, hide (we or the bees?). Then he comes inside as well and he wants to chase away the bees there.
There is a bag with honey combs and the dead body of the sheep. Obviously the sheep is dead. We place the body so that the legs our outside of the house (?). In the meanwhile the others all come back and I go to them to warn them, but a woman that is with them says she is used to this. I can't believe it.
Svdb is there, inside, and he says he has never been stung by a bee, only once, and says that he is very allergic, would swell enormously if he would be stung. And I think that we should take care because bees could still be inside. This is the end of the dream and mixed with thoughts of superficial thinking. Waking up.
(First recording).
3. Standing on the Couch
Inro and me are on watch for tonight in the shop, just the two of us and it is dark. Door is on our right, we sit in the couch, she on my right, and almost two people could sit between us, I am in the middle of the couch. The till is right in front of us. On my left, behind us is a door that goes to private quarters, possibly mine.
I am very at home here, as if this is the place where I live.
There is no one here except us. We are very chaste to start with, and she is quiet as usual. Then I kiss her hand, but this is as a reaction to something she says, and she had not expected it and makes some comment. And when I see another chance I kiss her hand again, and am much closer now, and she says, but all is spirited now: you have an odd way of making things up if you have hurt somebody. And in the meanwhile my arm is wrapped about her waist. She hasn't moved, but is no longer unmoved.
Before I even realize I kiss her again, this time on the lips and that is when she is more alive and acts as well, and before we know it we stand on the couch and hold each other. We are almost naked, only wearing underpants, feels good.
Then I see from the corner of my eye a customer at the door, and I say to Inro, in her ear: customer. And then I let go of her and that is when I realize we were standing on the couch. But I have to tend to the customer. The customer is a woman and has some trouble with the lock, maybe the door was closed, then she comes in and I am ready, but somehow hope she has not seen us. I am still naked at that point, but I don't mind, I can help her this way too, so i do. I think she must think this is weird, but I don't care.
I give her change at some point, and these are two very small notes that look like tickets, fivers both, two colours, one is a new note the other is an old one.
4. Forgot Something
Parents, home, computer, intention to record my dream, take notes, outside, ivy, taking notes about the dream of Inro in the night.
Everyone comes outside, I have a sword with me. Fras comes behind, halfway something she says: forgot something of Kvgu (who is her blood brother). Bicycle excursion.
There is a lot of room to park behind, many cars are there. Something Indonesia.
Something something on the roof of a car as a wedding gift.
5. My Brother's Acquaintance
Shop context. Digr and List are there. I make food for myself, pasta and vegetables. Digr and List are making food together, but List is not happy with it. She wants the same as I want, but I don't add meat to my food. I take my food with me to them. I hand over one pasta. It is stuffed pasta, and they are rather large, one is broken, and this open one I give, and that should be enough for both of them, besides that they should eat their own stuff. And then I go sit apart from them, but that is where the dream ends.
I sit down and eat. A girl comes (can't read notes), she looks like a customer from the university and I start to talk to her. And N joins us. And I say: that is my brother. I say this because I've seen this girl before and I thought that she knew my brother, and they know each other, so I have done the right thing. And she says: cool, sitting together with colleagues. I am reminded of shop, press.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. JM residue of seeing him on Saturday. Sheep of mentioning sheep as Fé on Sunday.
Interpretation.
Dream 3. I have been meaning to write Inro a letter, but have not taken the time yet, and yesterday I could have passed by, but I explicitly chose not to, because I don't know how to behave then, what to say or what to do.
Dream 5. The girl is Ev who came in the shop today and had to order something. She does not come often, she is a nice girl, and somehow reminds me of my brother, or of a girl that my brother was with once.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. Main dream, maybe related to M7R, sigil of Mercury. But might also relate to Elbe who came in the shop today and talked some more about the workshop with crystals.
Residue.
Dream 2. Svdb residue of seeing him on Sunday, taiji training, and the Wednesday before that.