Dream interpretation

This is a dream journal. The intention behind it is to also give interpretations on the recorded dreams. In my experience, much of the dream content is prophetic and can be linked to events following the night of dreaming.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.

Wednesday, 7 August 2013

Dancing Stars

1. Gay Sex

Hall, a quiz is going on, space, reading a comic book. I let it read by someone else (over my shoulder?).
Other dream. Sex. First with a woman, and then someone else's turn, but it is a man, and I promised I would, so I can't back out now, and I begin, and he enjoys it very much, but I am not really happy about it and want to stop it after a short while. This is outside, but some sort of temple complex, ruins, beside a wall, and on a wall, and stairs everywhere, some kind of transition zone. And the woman disappeared behind me and the man came from in front of me, and I stay put. And the man is an older man than me, and he is famous, an actor, I recognize his face, still I don't like him. I don't like his character.

2. Lapis Lazuli

Home of parents, but is at the same time a shop, and this function predominates, so I don't recognize the place as a house. There is an Englishman who is the person who initiates a whole chain of events, which makes out the dream.
Looking for a book. Something about relationships. There is a very relaxed atmosphere and the house looks much bigger than it is in reality.
To get down in the basement, you have to go outside first, then via the terrace there is a stone entry (which leads down?).
At the same time, and at a certain point I am there, diggings are being done at the neighbours' place, this is where H&B used to live. Close to the border with our piece of land, we are digging in the earth, and I am the one with my boots and a shovel that is in the pit, working. I can feel the dirt around me. I recognize the feeling. Brfr is there. In the meanwhile I am naked.
This nakedness did not happen at once but in stages, at first I only was without shirt, then without something else, and so on, so that eventually I was stark naked at the moment I was digging this hole. I don't mind at all, but I am actually feeling a sense of freedom and comfort.
The digging at the neighbours' place is connected to their basement. Am I digging their basement?
Hafr comes and stands there. I am in the earth, alone still, but before me other people were working here.
I find something down there. A piece of wood, art, and I say that it is edible. So I hand it over to Hafr and makes her eat it. I am convinced you can eat it. But then her mother comes at her side and keeps an eye out and she does not like what she sees, and she things the thing I found is disgusting. (Hafr must have eaten it before her mom arrived).
Later on I have to go back to this hole, this might be in another dream, or later in this same dream, I don't know anymore.
Later also, parents are there, they buy a certain book, and I want one of those. That is the moment that I am again inside of the house, at the side of the neighbours and looking out through the window and at the same time it feels like I am outside, or there is no roof, and I am alone, although consciously I know there are people behind me but they certainly don't pay attention to me. And I look at the night sky, because it is dark already, and I watch the stars and see that there are many out, but there is something funny about them. Some look very close, and there are too many, they are too bright, and in clusters, and the clusters consist of blue stars and golden stars, and then I see them move as well, on the spot, and now they seem very close, as if on the firmament, outer layer of the atmosphere, almost within reach. Upper right corner of my sight and I keep looking. And one clusters becomes very alive, and on the spot where they are they dance, move around each other, and the blue ones and golden ones mix or change into each others colours, and it is a wonderful sight, and it has something spirited about it.

3. Cosmic University Refectory

Refectory of school or university. Long dream of which I only remember fragments of the last part. I am with a club, they study here. I am visiting and not informed about the local customs and I feel very out of place and follow my friends everywhere, and one of the guys is telling me the whole time how things work, the group I'm in is mixed, and first we enter from somewhere, but I catch the dream only when we are halfway, but we already carry trays, and then at the end turn left, everywhere we pass tables, and most are occupied. We passed our table in the beginning where I became conscious of the dream, but we had to go to this other end so I follow them. Something something. Then looking for a place, then things become complicated, because there is some sort of rule that is obeyed naturally by the students and without question is that when you change level you can no longer sit with your old level but you move on to the next group and sit with them, you never see your old friends again. My friends explain all this, and this is happening at the same time to one of their friends. In the meanwhile we go back to sit at our table, I observe the other tables, and they are all very tight groups. In the meanwhile I have also worked out why this is so, because within a group every one of the planets must be represented, or at least everyone is represented by a planet, and I get the information intuitively about three of them, but only remember one, which is the last, who is Saturn. This I remember, though I don't know who this was, and I don't know this people from elsewhere or without the dream or even within the dream, because I was only visiting and not a permanent member of any kind.
When we go back to our table, every thing is grey, light, greenish maybe, but light and grey, very clean, orderly, I am reminded of the earth dream of before and I say this in this dream. I am reminded of this because there is something about the way I should sit at the table, I see the floor is a bit weird and the stones are weird, instead of a real floor, and I have to put my feet or legs through, and it gives me the sense of digging in the earth. I have to do something like shoving my feet in an aperture of stones in the floor to be able to sit.

4. Asteroid at Midnight

In the dream it is the middle of the night, and I wake up and I get up and go to the kitchen. In the dream I know perfectly well where I am but I don't know the place from reality. Phpa is in the kitchen, we are stay with the three of us in this house, we are renting it for the weekend, special occasion because something is supposed to happen. And Fras is also here. There is also another woman.
Phpa is up and working in the kitchen. The kitchen is big and simple and cold, I mean it looks indifferent. And when Phpa sees me he thinks that is the time to start cooking, a good moment now I am here, because I will surely be hungry. He is making mashed potatoes. And he offers me a glass of warm water, hot water, which is used for tea, but there is no tea. I would expect him to offer me tea, but now he decidedly gave me just the hot water.


I ask the woman who is there whether she is good at running and she says yes. I suppose this has something to do with what we are here for. And she is standing somewhere else, I can't remember if she moved. She was first behind me and now in front of me to my left. Yet I hold her. This is when she is behind me, no, I get up from my chair, I go to her when she was behind me and I stand next to her and I suddenly hold on to her, she cares not for this, but it helps me. I need this especially to be able to sleep again, to get rest, to get my peace, so I do this anyway even if it is unconventional, because I don't know her, but I know her kind of energy. She is taller and a bit older than me. She heals me in a way, but after a while she starts to collapse, never so bad that she actually falls, but she gets a headache and I know I have to support her first and then let go of her.
At that point the mashed potatoes are ready and Phpa wants to give each of us a share. That is about the time when Fras awakes and joins us in the kitchen, sits down. There is a particular reason why we are all awake. Something woke us. And the hypotheses that we are all thinking is whether there would be an asteroid to be seen outside in the sky, or passing by, or heading for earth. Something like that would be happening, but we can't look outside, but the collective feeling points in that way and I suppose that is also the reason why we are here in the first place.

2 comments:

  1. Interpretation.
    Dream 2. When I was at the workshop today with Vebt, in the afternoon we had to pick a stone and work with it, and I chose a lapis lazuli because it is related to the mind, and the thing I want transformation for is connected to the mental world, and only after I took up this stone I realized that it had the exact colours of the sky and stars when saw this in the dream. I believe the whole dream can be connected to the workshop. The house is the place where we did this workshop. What happens with the digging might be some talk with another person in the breaks, or something that happened in the meditation, though I don't think so. Especially the nakedness, and this I already suspected, symbolized my thawing throughout the day. At the start of the day I was rather silent and observing. At the end of the day I had spoken to almost everyone and even when in the circle everyone had its say in turns, I was able to speak up and interfere.
    Dream 3. Related to the workshop of today, because I only do this one day and not the three others. My feet under the table might refer to a remark of Vebt to me when we did the second meditation that I should place my feet flat on the floor, which I don't always do.
    Dream 4. I don't know what this dream is about. It feels like the most significant of all, it is the most simple, and the inside awake, outside event theme is very symbolic. The characters in the dream are very symbolic. The woman might be Hi who was one of the participants in the workshop, though I did not steal her energy. Since we had to choose stones to work with, it might be so that this woman was the first stone I took in my hands, or the second one, and the night means the meditation with closed eyes. That would explain why we could not look outside, because the shutters were down.

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  2. Interpretation.
    Dream 4. I mailed this dream to Vebt and she had an interesting interpretation, saying that first of all I am in need of womanly energy, and secondly that if I don't open the curtains I don't know what is outside and I can't make contact with the great beyond, which is symbolized by the asteroid. Fras is my anima telling me to rend the veil so to speak. Vebt made the association with the veil as a symbol in masonic and other initiatic contexts. This means I am still in the dark, although I know well enough that 'it' is out there.

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