Addressed Bicycle

1. Golden Ring

At home. Taking an exam. From outside I go inside. Front door. D & N.
So begins outside, is in the front garden. And I have been inside before, so two times going inside
I notice I am wearing a ring, I got this from somewhere and leave it where it is although I think it is only temporary and is not in the right place and does not fit, but I keep it for now, there will be time later to take care of this properly. For some reason I want to wear it. I wear it on the right finger ring finger, middle section. The ring is made of gold. I did not choose this. I notice the ring myself and is from some days ago that I wear it, but now mom and one of my brothers also see it and give a remark, I am stoic.
Inside in the living room, on the sofa where my father usually sits, there is Jome on the sofa, and her husband, either next to her or in the other sofa. D and me are also here. I am close to Jome and I am surprised to see her and so notice that she is friendly to me. D & me are doing something on a computer, mail (?). I don't know how to behave towards Jome. I think she also has her baby on her lap. But I enjoy her presence. Maybe Krvh is also there at some point.
Maybe it comes to sex or I want to or actually I try to avoid it, with Jome I suppose.

2. White Spirit Cat

 Churchyard visit, parents and Bale, and D all there. Certain place we want to visit. There is a video which shows ghosts. There is a field of grass, meadow, and a path, and later D has discharged the video (and something I can't read).
Then back to that place, there is a big chair. The whole time when we walk a weasel or cat is following me, maybe a white one. Follows us, but I'm the one seeing it. I ignore it till the end. Maybe it is dying? Is it eating enough.

3. Confrontation with Mith

Mith shows up. All the others are gone already. This is also in the front yard. I was doing, at that moment, taiji with a machine gun in my hand, in one hand. This is improvisation and I practice alone, though other people are in front of me and were maybe originally also connected with doing taiji, this is in the back yard. And when I start to notice I have this gun in my hand and pointing it everywhere as I move, it starts to feel rather comfortable. So I continue and make it a hidden practice. D is there. Also a cat. Garden of parents. Inside is a class going on.
I go in and go to the back to take a seat, and this is where Mith is and I had not expected her. She is behind me, ignores me and I try to be polite by not giving her any attention nor do I say anything. But after a while, when class is about to start, she breaks and says something to me, actually to make it up by explaining something or pointing something out that I should do to make it up to her but that she thinks it is no longer necessary, but of course, I was of another opinion, because I think that I did not have to do this anyway. And what it is about she says, she says first something about the labels, she means labels on books with the price, either taking them off or putting them on books, which is either her or my task, I don't remember. And then she says: I know (meaning I know about it) and you can always go first and I go afterwards. With that she means that by doing that we arrange to never see each other, because if we don't we will meet by coincidence constantly.
Because she says something she opens an opportunity, and we start to small talk and after a while it becomes a little intimate. And the scene changes and we are in a bed, in a bedroom. This is my bedroom in house of parents, and it is late at night, almost ten o'clock. And she has to go home, has been staying too long already she says. When she says that, she is already on top of me. It is 10.16pm and she says she has only another fifteen minutes, and then she wants to go, and me too. Meanwhile all this is building towards sex.
Then I let her go home through the window, she does not want to go the normal way and I don't want that either, because no one knows she is here and it would be a scandal, and my family might still be awake, and as a matter of fact, I know they are making ready to go to bed, all of them, but my dad is still up and finishing things in the kitchen. But I leave my room also when I said goodbye, and go through the house, so I actually meet my dad on the way and am silent, because I don't want him to pose questions. Because he sees everything, and I try to hide the evidence. When I am in the garage I see Mith's bicycle is still here, so two cycles are there instead of just mine. White and rosy. Outside, but I take them in the garage, and again, hope my dad won't ask questions.
I look at her bike because her home address should be on there somewhere, and I see it, and it says Geldenaaksebaan. And I think, is this a short way from where I saw her last, but I can't picture it in my head. Then I go to the front of the house, and see if I can still help her, but she is already a long way ahead, and I'm not going after her now. Then I see her take the short cut through the fields and she rides a horse. That is when the dream ends.