Introducing Girlfriend

1. Soiled Sheets

I am in the bedroom of my parents. I soiled the sheets. There's pee, very yellow and sticky, on the sheets, and a china cup or something else in the middle. Maybe a tray from having breakfast here. No one around in the room, maybe even not me. Maybe this is the end part of a dream. There's a coffee mug. The contrast between the cleanness of the sheets and the garbage is shocking, I find.

(From notes). Leftover stuff from Bale and her parents. She left, I have to clean up. I now try to put all the stuff that is left and still hole in a school bag, I'll be needing more than one. This is certainly the ending of the dream. I am very alone. While I am doing this I very much hope that no one sees me. I am rather ashamed of things and how I left them. It is not my room to begin with.

2. Ancestors

Maybe the same dream. There is a piece of dream in which I walk around with my shirt in disorder. It is not well tucked in into my pants. Toilet. Parents are there. Horse?  (From notes). Some I have to demonstrate to my parents? No my grandparents (I wrote 'ancestors'). I think my grandfather and grandmother of my father's side are here.

3. Portraits on the Wall

I remember a piece of dream where I am in a shop or art gallery, maybe the same thing in this case. The shop is that of our colleagues. The walls are high and I take my time to look around. I see pictures hanging on the walls, they actually float, they are not fastened to the wall. Neatly ordered, four and four below. Rather blue. Dark, dark blue. They represent things that I know and remember.

In the same dream there is also a pen, with ink, there is one with blue ink and one with black ink. Books. They are my pens. I don't know which one to use. I think they lay on top of an old school bench (lessenaar).

4. Girlfriend Takes Me Home Unwanted

Main dream. I am working and it is Saturday. Then, by the time we close, Kaco comes in the shop and is ready to take me home. The shop does not look at all like in real life. (From notes) She comes tell me at noon that she will take me home when I finish. She says this in a way as if this is evident and she controls my life. I can't see that happen.

5. Goodbye to Elbr I

Same dream somehow.

I meet up with Elbr, which is a very nice meeting indeed, and we agree to go out. I don't know where or how I met her in the dream.

At least at some point we were all in the house of my parents. Mom and dad in the sofa, living room, evening. And then there is Elbr and me in the house, ready to leave. We're standing in the dining room. Obviously my parents don't like her. They haven't seen her yet. I know her for a long time already though. Especially my mother does not like her and she can't let us go without saying something about it. I don't remember how that ended, but I tried to pacify and we went out our own way silently.

Then there is something about fighting orcs and ogres. I don't know where we are now. But it is real, we are confronted with the attacks, while at the same time it is both a story and a game. Ah, no, we are gaming, I think Elbr and me. We have a lot of fun, the atmosphere is bright and charged with laughter and joy. There are three kinds of orc, normal green ones, the stronger black ones, but I know them too, and the orange ones. These I never heard of before, and I think about it in the dream and reason that they must be half ogre.

The green ones are coded with the rune name wisent, which is uruz, but the symbol that hangs on the first letter (the w) is rune like but not an actual rune.

A part of the dream is outside. Still daylight. Garden of my parents. I see the neighbour, Ruha. He slings a set of wooden beams in a tree top. Swings it over his head than hurls it to the tree, it catches on a tree of our garden. Snow? (Notes I can't read).

6. Goodbye to Elbr II

Continuation of dream. Elbr has to go home, I walk her home. We say goodbye. My dad is not okay with it. (This was the part apparently, where they got angry, my parents). Outside, there is snow. I take this snow to my advantage, that is, I wash my hands in them. And the dirt or filth that is on my hands is actually washed away. When my dad is angry, I just play along to tease him.

When Elbr says goodbye, she says until Sunday, or until tomorrow. So maybe this is the same Saturday. And the scene reminds me of that of Kaco, therefore in the dream I think, I rather go with Elbr than with Kaco.

Elbr has her own car. It is an old model, a bit curious, because it has a set of doors too many. Even two sets of doors. Four on one side that is. Grey colour, dull, nothing special. She turns the car to leave. Light. I tell her to look out, to be careful, that she has to wait till all the guests have left. That is, my parents also had friends visiting, they parked their car in the same spot, so there are about three or four other cars. All of them getting out. They soon leave sight. But out of respect for my parents, I tell her to wait.

Now I've been close to Elbr the whole time, and the whole time I've been looking to give her a hug, but no opportunity arose. So I am a bit disappointed. Can't find the right moment. Twice I was almost there.

But the visit will have a follow-up, so all is alright.

7. Walk

Same dream, maybe the start. I walk around in the city a lot. First on the public side, then on the dark side, which is higher, and where I know my way. Stone buildings. Restaurant at the top, end of the street. A little further the two main streets will converge. I went the first one down and the second one up, the first one has many people, the second only me. Alone. I walk alone.

At the end of the road is where the stuff with the orcs happened.

In the middle of the dark road I was looking for a place where I had to be. I found it but passed anyway, continued may way. I had to meet with other people too.

8. Plastic Tube in Ear

Inside, house, reminds me of the place of my grandparents of my mother's side, or of my aunt M. Anyway, I first see uncle L who has something weird in his ear. In fact a plastic stick is sticking out of his ear and it wobbles, especially when he moves. He tries to hold his head still, in fact leans a little backward, and lets know that what he is doing is very good for him. I think he is doing an experiment, but I think he is serious, something health. The plastic thing is strong and holds some metal artefacts, like spoons and forks, that are balanced. They are the counterweight. He thinks this is normal. I think it is weird.

Then I see my other uncle, J. He is helping his brother. Now the picture is clear. He has four small glasses with him, they are half full each of them with the same yellow liquid. He is doing some reiki of a kind. He puts a long tube in L's face. And so on.

9. Dog Bite

I'm on the sofa, living room, parents home. Elbr I think sits in my mother's seat. Brother D is also here. There is a dog, small one, on the sofa, next to me. It gets attached to me. At this moment Elbr is about to leave, and the dog cannot get loose of me. I don't mind, and I don't show. I keep giving Elbr attention, and let the dog bite my hand in the meanwhile, it does not let go. In fact when I look at my hand, I see blood. I don't mind. At this point, my mother is taking a bath. The dog should be going to its master, which is also in the bathroom, so it must be my mother's dog.

This was the last dream.

10. Fishing

At some point in one of the earlier noted dreams there is my brother D. We are outside (Must be dream 7) and come to a place where they let you fish. There is a fair stall. D will catch the fish. They are big, he catches them all. They are real fish by the way. He goes through them like you would slalom down a snowy mountain.