Apparition

1. Aleister Crowley Apparition

First dream I remember. Hall, white. On the far wall appears a symbol in black, very pronounced, I immediately recognize it as the sigil of Bahaal from the comics of the Red Knight, or of Aleister Crowley. Then it sinks back again. There are few other people about, but they don't seem to see it. A second time it happens, I wonder what it means. White, yellow, black. The outline is very big, bigger than a human.

2. Paralysis

Maybe the same dream as the above. In a spacious room, few people are scattered about, the all have a very particular role. One of them on the left is Griffith from Berserk, he is completely lame, paralyzed, he can't move. Two people help him. He has his helmet on. Only his head can still move  and he might be able to talk, but he doesn't. He is really pathetic.

3. Special Die

Something with a phone. I remember a die (teerling). Special one with text on. I don't know who is playing but someone is and says out loud what he must do, or what the person must do. He reads it from the die. I don't remember more.

4. Cat Kiss

Don't remember where the dream starts. But at some point there is a kitten, maybe V of Bale, in the end it certainly is her. In the beginning she has grey fur. The cat likes me very much and follows me around. She is quick too. I don't mind. Then I go sit in the sofa, and I bite an apple. The cat jumps on me and climbs my body, and seems to kiss me but more precisely takes a crum of apple out of my mouth, which I think is rather spectacular. This was really sweet.

5. Space Game
(Hypnagogic dream)

First part is in the city itself, big streets, of a place I know in the dream, I cross somewhere, am alone, however was meeting other people, but I have my own schedule. I return to the home or place where I stay. Behind me must be the station. It is night, the shops in the street are closed, some bars are still open. But I do to the apartment.
This place is not my home, this time I am alone, the earlier part of the dream was also in this place and there were many people, who live here and who visited. Although later my brother D will arrive. Now I am alone I will try the computer game myself, that they were playing, something science fiction. And I want to do a thesis about this, so it is research. I immediately realize that I will never understand the game as well as the others do, because the others know the story and have background information, I do not.
I prepare the gun that you need to shoot at the screen, something plastic, but there are attributes, like rockets that you need to assemble. I get them ready. I don't sit myself at the main screen, but a smaller one on the right. And I start the game. It is in space, we are in a space ship. I forgot to load my weapon properly, so now I have to do this while I'm playing losing time. This is about the moment that D enters and he helps me.
You have to move or point the gun to move about. I do a lot of nothing at first. Then after a while a red mist begins to form in space and it contains mystical creatures that create illusions, next we are on a planet and the enemy is there. And every time it is my time I miss the opportunity to shoot and annihilate the enemy. I feel like Lanfeust, maybe him and the troll and some other character feature in the game.
Then D says I have to use the other attributes as well, flat square discs that you have to lay on your knuckles, I don't see how this is going to work. I try anyway.
Still later the others also return and they argue about something, the computer, or memory stick, sit on the floor, I'm in the sofa and facing the main computer and screen at that point.

6. Spiral Dance
(Hypnagogic dream)

I arrive at a place which is a private place on a hill, for alternative people, I have been here before and it reminds me of the place where I should have given the meditation. Light, open, spacious, most people sit on the grass, although there is an inside too, among which the kitchen. Our small group of three or four people sits together on the floor, or grass, there are small, long wooden tables too. The place also reminds me of the Kesselberg. 
My brother or brothers are there. At a certain point Niru is there, which I had not expected, except for that his wife may have been the cook. But the lady that serves at the sandwhich bar, Di, is here too, she talks to the people, knows them well, she talks about her teenage daughter. Niru suddenly starts to dance, but there is plenty of room, so behind the house there are meadows, and he dances a special dance of which I have forgotten the name. And one other person joins him. 
Then on our left I also see Wabr and De, who dine there, also on the grass, I had not expected to see them here, but it is okay, maybe later I will go over and talk to them. First we have to clean. Inside is a large open wooden box with stuff. I don't know what needs to happen with that, but some of it must go, on the right side of the box is all tampax (maandverband). 
Niru and his partner Nela have grey hair. Only at the end of the dream.

7. Rune Picture Ansuz
(Hypnagogic dream)

Inside, dark, drawings maybe of me or someone else I know lie about on the floor, I'm on the floor, and I am busy drawing runes on a piece of paper. Special ones that have special names in the later tradition. I draw the swastika because it is called thor's hammer and I draw the three triangles because it is called hrungnir's heart, and there are a few others, but I forgot there names. So I don't draw them. The three triangles don't work out nicely, someone on my right recognizes what I'm doing, but it looks like a big square with two triangles on the bottom of it. I am thinking about including the medieval runes by Pennick, but decide against it.
Meanwhile a guy stares at some of the pictures and they intrigue him, he asks questions about it. He points to one picture in particular that has an Ansuz rune on top, hill, dark night, horse in the centre, grey, and trees on the left, maybe a wolf by the trees.

8. Nurse Aunt
(Hypnagogic dream)

At home of parents. Family there, gathering, new people arrive, aunt L is there who hasn't shown up for many years, my brother D is very happy about it. Most people dress in white. Nursing clothes maybe. Some of them where a plate that hangs on their necks, with the Standaard Boekhandel logo, aunt L has one of this. I hesitate to talk to her and decide against it.

(about 38 minutes of writing)