Water on the Path

1. High Level Water

Where we walk is high above the floor, a construction, like a pathway, and it holds water, we wade through it. Maybe in a city. Italy? The construction was modern and white, plastic and metal.
High above the ground. The water connected me with young girls that were also there, although there was something frustrating about that, because I never actually came near them or made contact. And this felt like Mith.

2. Spying over the Internet

On holiday in Italy. My brother N is there. Car. We have a house there, there are other people. It is high up on a mountain. Gravel street. Big house where we stay. In the meanwhile I check out a certain website. There is something fishy about it, so I contact the owner. I get a lady on the other end when I call. It is not the person who wrote the website, but she knows enough. She is the face of the organisation. The website describes their activities, which are underground, though publically written. Something about knighthood. I remember the colour blue was present on the site.
I am outside on the parking lot when I make the phone call. I ask her: can I ask you some questions. Of course you can, she says. I fire. How many are you, what kind of organization is this, do members pay, etcetera. She denies everything and I am not very direct in asking questions because I don't want to show I know who they are. They are some sort of secret organization. She lets know they are nothing of the kind.
There is nothing to be gained from the call, no further confirmation or information, so I end the conversation, but I am suddenly aware that they can easily track me down through the computer now. And I might be in danger if they find me. So I move, but I still remain about the house. Big villa. I go to the back, that is where the garden is, and I try to hide. I see that my brother and my mother are there too, trying to sleep. That is, it is still night, though clear and light, and we still have to catch sleep. I am looking for a place under a shrub, so that I will be hid from sight. The others apparently also sleep outside. I feel like Naruto from the anime, doing some ninja stuff.

3. Paper Fish

Paper fish, stacked on shelves, in the house. Brother N is there. They look like mackerel. Life size. I take one out to take a closer look. It may remind me of the scene in Spirited Away, with the paper.

4. Water in the woods

We are in Herent, or Veltem, and have a walk. It has been a long time since I have been here. The walk does me good. The path we take is full of water. It is only superficial. But at some point it is quite deep, and we step in unexpectedly, once we do, the damage is done, and we don't care. Bale is there in the group, two other people too.
Long way, dark in the woods, by day. The water is clear. Hollow kind of path. Very straight. Leading nowhere, it is just a path in the woods. I think I can see the fish, or newts at least. I like it now, the water, we constantly step in it, sometimes shallow, sometimes deep.
While we walk there a parable comes to mind. Either me or someone else tells the story or I am just reminded of it. It is about ravens. Three ravens. One of them is alone, but there is another that is alone but older so the other ravens expect that the older one wants to be alone. But the younger one now realizes that this is not the case, because he is alone and knows that he will be in the future, though he does not want to be alone, but would rather have a wife. He thinks slightly in himself, I can still have sex here and there, now and then, but that is not the same, I would like to have a wife, but because of my position in the world and the task that I have, this will not turn out to be so. He feels it to be very true. And he is sad because of it. He is sad because other people will think that he stays alone because he wants to, but it is destiny and his task of serving the community that forces it upon him.
At some point we just turn back, but there is someone living in the neighbourhood that we know. This is Hids. She has a house here, so we go there.
Inside, the house is rather empty, but other people seem to assemble at the same time. Hids herself comes in at the same time. We start to talk. It seems that we all were doing the same thing yesterday afternoon without knowing it from each other. Hids and some other woman were also reading or working with the AAB book on white magic. That is a coincidence, but we don't think it is.
Out of the windows you can see the hills and the meadows. Two of the women of the New Age group are there. One of them is De. When I am standing at a door in the room to wait, both come up, but she comes so close that we touch. I don't know if that is what I want.

5. Trio
(HYPNOPOMPIC DREAM)

University building, roaming around, certain floor, enter a room, I see a brown girl lying on a bed half naked, African. Chdm is there too, I watch. I think it is better if she approaches the girl, she does, but hesitant. Once she starts playing with the girl, I enter the scene and join, for a threesome, but I go for the brown skinned girl, so that Chdm backs off. This was not intended, by doing this I wanted to be equal to Chdm. I did get sexually roused by it.

+ I dream of the place I live. Things have fallen on the floor, someone has been clumsy. This happened when I was away. I can see it because things are not in their right place. I believe it is the downstairs neighbour who has been in my house without my permission, but he has tried not to be a bother. I think he did it out of curiosity.

6. Electricity Fall Out
(HYPNOPOMPIC DREAM)

In the shop, before opening, I am ready to open, but work with the newspapers and magazines first. Kr is there. I am at the press shelves, when suddenly the light goes out. And shortly afterward, all electricity falls out. Kr was gone by that time. The door is still closed, and the float is on the counter but not in the till yet. There is a slight panic in me when this happens.