Time and Anger Management

1. Male Pussy

I am in the corner of a room, against a wall, I isolate myself a bit. It is dark, with dark green tinge. Empty room, like a public bathroom or shower. Maybe someone stands behind me, but I ignore any presence in the room.

I look at the wall. And I masturbate myself, but I have female parts and not male, so I finger myself, and rather extensively. It is rather wet. (But it is not a wet dream).

2. Game of Thrones Keeps Running

Possibly at my parents' home. And maybe in the kitchen. Everyone is here. At some point I have a really heavy argument with my mother. I talk back and I stand up for myself. I show my anger, I feel my anger.

Maybe the same dream. In my room I had a movie running on the computer or on tv. This was season two of Game of Thrones. But I have no time to watch it, because of things I need to do for my mom and dad in the house, so I run back and forth all the time between my bedroom and the living room. And the tape or film keeps playing, I would like to stop or pause it, but I don't manage it, it just continues to play, and if I can do anything then it just starts again.

I have the same running on the tv in the living room. And it starts again and again. Every time I give it attention with the idea to stop it, it resets, which is also good. So after a while I just let it running keeping in mind that I will always be able to reset it and watch from the start. This I will do when I have time. But I am kept busy.

My brother N is certainly here. And Elbe is also here. Possibly I am playing video games with them.

Something with a costume that someone bought.

3. Outside

Outside, more or less country side, one side higher than the other. N is here. 

4. Oven Baked Ice

My father hands out ice cream. These are pastries filled with ice cream, possibly vanilla. I don't want to eat this, but I get it anyway, so I take a little. There is really a lot. It seems I am expected to eat it. The rest enjoys it, the rest of the family I suppose. The cakes are served in an oven dish, metal one, rectangular. And I'm thinking, how did they do this, ice cream in the oven. And I start to think logical thoughts, such as that they must have baked the pastries first. But really it can't because they are inside of the pastry.

+5. Anpi

I am sitting in the living room, my parents house. I see someone pass by, next to the veranda. She looks like Anpi. Red hair, but different than I remember, more rasta like. I am sure, whoever it is, that she has been looking for me, only that she did not find me. I consider going after her, but by the time I realize I can see her in my imagination running aside the house to the front already, so I'll be late in any case.

+6. Name

I see my name on a sheet of paper, but it is spelled wrong. With nk instead of ng.