Theater

1. Naked Girl on the Street

Outside, some way off a building but across the street. On the pavement I suppose. A girl with a green sheen lies there, naked. I approach her. There are two other people there, they touch her. This is quite sensual. I join them. I rub her body, her pussy.

2. Cauldron of the Dagda

I'm going to the theater with Licu. The place is off the centre and on an elevation. You have to go up stairs first. The room is dark. We enter and are first. The floor slopes, as is normal in a theater.

A certain moment I am alone.

Next we are outside. We have to join the others. It will be a play for guys only. Maybe I knew this in advance, but Licu does not and she might be a little angry about it. Or she is just innocent.

Outside it is light and we come to a terrace, in front is a podium, but very small, maybe it is not even there. The main thing is in the middle. There is a big square kettle or cauldron in the middle which is fastened on something that moves. So the cauldron can rotate. It can spin. But for now the lines of the square nicely correspond to those of the building. We enter this thing. It is a very strange thing. For one, it is way too big to be a cauldron. And secondly, it is square, like a cube.

In this cauldron all the guys sit and wait for this one girl. Maybe my brothers are here too. I look around and I see other girls sitting in the audience. That is a relief.

In the break we have to hoover. Each his part. Everyone has to help. The scene has changed too. Now we are inside. This is left of the terrace. The first room was in front of it, or behind it.

This place is light too. I feel sleepy. There is only a few people. My niece R is here. There is a bed. We stay here, stay the night. But we have to prepare and clean. There's all kinds of stuff lying about, not just dust, but toys. Like plastic green stalks of a plant.

Bale thinks I'm not going to clean or help. I'm not ready yet, but she will have to be patient. In my own time, I do help. My brothers are here. They are in a different part of the room. I am in one part of the room, behind a screen, this is where most of the dirt is, but this is also where the bed is. This is R's bed. Sometimes it is really hard to clean.

3. Initiation Symbol

I dreamed about my glasses.

Maybe the same dream. I dreamed of Aramaic. 

I remember reading a sheet of paper that was puzzling to De which I figured had four kabbalistic trees of life on it. But it was difficult to see, because they overlap. This studying is still in the theater building.

On the same piece of paper or elsewhere, but at the same time, I see the symbol of SOL, Servants of the Light, their master symbol with which they initiate. It is made up of different symbols. The main symbol is a square, and then a lot of variations. This square is fastened on top of a long pole or line. And at the low end of the pole is fastened something else and this represents past karma. It is broad, but not square, it is circular at the end. I understand this graph completely. The blade or spade looked rather rusty.

4. New Bedroom

In my dream I saw or was reminded of my bedroom in Winksele, which I mused was the best place I ever slept, but the place I am now is not that bad, it looks quite a lot like that one. It is not the same room as I have in reality, but the new dream bedroom looked good. It was out of the city, quiet at night, peaceful.