Dream interpretation

This is a dream journal. The intention behind it is to also give interpretations on the recorded dreams. In my experience, much of the dream content is prophetic and can be linked to events following the night of dreaming.
Throughout the year 2013 I will keep to the discipline of recording my dreams every morning and interpreting them every evening. That way, people may start to get a feel of how dream symbolism works.

Thursday, 7 March 2013

Introducing Girlfriend

1. Soiled Sheets

I am in the bedroom of my parents. I soiled the sheets. There's pee, very yellow and sticky, on the sheets, and a china cup or something else in the middle. Maybe a tray from having breakfast here. No one around in the room, maybe even not me. Maybe this is the end part of a dream. There's a coffee mug. The contrast between the cleanness of the sheets and the garbage is shocking, I find.
(From notes). Leftover stuff from Bale and her parents. She left, I have to clean up. I now try to put all the stuff that is left and still hole in a school bag, I'll be needing more than one. This is certainly the ending of the dream. I am very alone. While I am doing this I very much hope that no one sees me. I am rather ashamed of things and how I left them. It is not my room to begin with.

2. Ancestors

Maybe the same dream. There is a piece of dream in which I walk around with my shirt in disorder. It is not well tucked in into my pants. Toilet. Parents are there. Horse?  (From notes). Some I have to demonstrate to my parents? No my grandparents (I wrote 'ancestors'). I think my grandfather and grandmother of my father's side are here.

3. Portraits on the Wall

I remember a piece of dream where I am in a shop or art gallery, maybe the same thing in this case. The shop is that of our colleagues. The walls are high and I take my time to look around. I see pictures hanging on the walls, they actually float, they are not fastened to the wall. Neatly ordered, four and four below. Rather blue. Dark, dark blue. They represent things that I know and remember.
In the same dream there is also a pen, with ink, there is one with blue ink and one with black ink. Books. They are my pens. I don't know which one to use. I think they lay on top of an old school bench (lessenaar).

4. Girlfriend Takes Me Home Unwanted

Main dream. I am working and it is Saturday. Then, by the time we close, Kaco comes in the shop and is ready to take me home. The shop does not look at all like in real life. (From notes) She comes tell me at noon that she will take me home when I finish. She says this in a way as if this is evident and she controls my life. I can't see that happen.

5. Goodbye to Elbr I

Same dream somehow.
I meet up with Elbr, which is a very nice meeting indeed, and we agree to go out. I don't know where or how I met her in the dream.
At least at some point we were all in the house of my parents. Mom and dad in the sofa, living room, evening. And then there is Elbr and me in the house, ready to leave. We're standing in the dining room. Obviously my parents don't like her. They haven't seen her yet. I know her for a long time already though. Especially my mother does not like her and she can't let us go without saying something about it. I don't remember how that ended, but I tried to pacify and we went out our own way silently.
Then there is something about fighting orcs and ogres. I don't know where we are now. But it is real, we are confronted with the attacks, while at the same time it is both a story and a game. Ah, no, we are gaming, I think Elbr and me. We have a lot of fun, the atmosphere is bright and charged with laughter and joy. There are three kinds of orc, normal green ones, the stronger black ones, but I know them too, and the orange ones. These I never heard of before, and I think about it in the dream and reason that they must be half ogre.
The green ones are coded with the rune name wisent, which is uruz, but the symbol that hangs on the first letter (the w) is rune like but not an actual rune.
A part of the dream is outside. Still daylight. Garden of my parents. I see the neighbour, Ruha. He slings a set of wooden beams in a tree top. Swings it over his head than hurls it to the tree, it catches on a tree of our garden. Snow? (Notes I can't read).

6. Goodbye to Elbr II

Continuation of dream. Elbr has to go home, I walk her home. We say goodbye. My dad is not okay with it. (This was the part apparently, where they got angry, my parents). Outside, there is snow. I take this snow to my advantage, that is, I wash my hands in them. And the dirt or filth that is on my hands is actually washed away. When my dad is angry, I just play along to tease him.
When Elbr says goodbye, she says until Sunday, or until tomorrow. So maybe this is the same Saturday. And the scene reminds me of that of Kaco, therefore in the dream I think, I rather go with Elbr than with Kaco.
Elbr has her own car. It is an old model, a bit curious, because it has a set of doors too many. Even two sets of doors. Four on one side that is. Grey colour, dull, nothing special. She turns the car to leave. Light. I tell her to look out, to be careful, that she has to wait till all the guests have left. That is, my parents also had friends visiting, they parked their car in the same spot, so there are about three or four other cars. All of them getting out. They soon leave sight. But out of respect for my parents, I tell her to wait.
Now I've been close to Elbr the whole time, and the whole time I've been looking to give her a hug, but no opportunity arose. So I am a bit disappointed. Can't find the right moment. Twice I was almost there.
But the visit will have a follow-up, so all is alright.

7. Walk

Same dream, maybe the start. I walk around in the city a lot. First on the public side, then on the dark side, which is higher, and where I know my way. Stone buildings. Restaurant at the top, end of the street. A little further the two main streets will converge. I went the first one down and the second one up, the first one has many people, the second only me. Alone. I walk alone.
At the end of the road is where the stuff with the orcs happened.
In the middle of the dark road I was looking for a place where I had to be. I found it but passed anyway, continued may way. I had to meet with other people too.

8. Plastic Tube in Ear

Inside, house, reminds me of the place of my grandparents of my mother's side, or of my aunt M. Anyway, I first see uncle L who has something weird in his ear. In fact a plastic stick is sticking out of his ear and it wobbles, especially when he moves. He tries to hold his head still, in fact leans a little backward, and lets know that what he is doing is very good for him. I think he is doing an experiment, but I think he is serious, something health. The plastic thing is strong and holds some metal artefacts, like spoons and forks, that are balanced. They are the counterweight. He thinks this is normal. I think it is weird.
Then I see my other uncle, J. He is helping his brother. Now the picture is clear. He has four small glasses with him, they are half full each of them with the same yellow liquid. He is doing some reiki of a kind. He puts a long tube in L's face. And so on.

9. Dog Bite

I'm on the sofa, living room, parents home. Elbr I think sits in my mother's seat. Brother D is also here. There is a dog, small one, on the sofa, next to me. It gets attached to me. At this moment Elbr is about to leave, and the dog cannot get loose of me. I don't mind, and I don't show. I keep giving Elbr attention, and let the dog bite my hand in the meanwhile, it does not let go. In fact when I look at my hand, I see blood. I don't mind. At this point, my mother is taking a bath. The dog should be going to its master, which is also in the bathroom, so it must be my mother's dog.
This was the last dream.

10. Fishing

At some point in one of the earlier noted dreams there is my brother D. We are outside (Must be dream 7) and come to a place where they let you fish. There is a fair stall. D will catch the fish. They are big, he catches them all. They are real fish by the way. He goes through them like you would slalom down a snowy mountain.

Wednesday, 6 March 2013

Hugging Mother

1. Mother Hug

At a party that feels like a new years eve party, home, with my parents and brothers. Dark, place that I don't know, but it may look like home. There are stages or floors, connected. Higher and lower. I remember my brother N and mother are on a lower level.
My parents want something. Maybe they yell to get it, but I can't remember well and I can't read my notes. Something courage. I resist, and mother crosses her arms, but N goes for it, he hugs mother, who is now on the right, while the original is on the left, and N was on the left first as well. Something friend courageous. I am doubting, what should I do, because again I see N do something that maybe I should do but never get to. Then I make up my mind and tell my mom that it is okay, and I go to her and I give her a hug, very long, and I don't know what to make of it, because it is a weird feeling to hug my mother, which is something I've never done before, and something I would detest doing in reality.
So naturally, the hugging releases a lot of emotions and they range from being okay with it to hesitation. And stronger. This was a very strong sensation, emotionally, in the dream.
Later in the dream, after the event, we are all in the kitchen, the whole family, and N gives his explanation of what just happens. I stand in the doorway, this is the kitchen of my parents as it is in reality. He is on the right and sits down. Mother is on the left, not her usual place, but I don't realize that in the dream. When I hear my brother explain things to my mother, I admit that it is all true. He talks about our difficult relationship in the past. I can't remember the details, it was rather detailed. I did not agree with everything, but that would have taken me too long, so I did not say anything, except tell my mother that it was just as N said.

2. Jump on Bus

(From notes). I am leaving somewhere, there is a car, a person, woman, she guides me. Something except for someone, I can't read the name anymore. Parking the car. Back part is loose (Can't remember what this is about).
Later I am taking a walk with someone, a guy. (???).
Maybe Rume is here. And I decide to jump on the bus. There is danger, and someone warns me. You have to hold on very tight. We try to follow, wooden box (Again, can't remember what this is about). Something with hands and feet, which is crawling. Along steep hills, downward. (Can't read). Maybe Dore and uncle B. In the meanwhile something behind me.
Can we go inside along everyone else? Behind the lift (No idea).

3. Wallet Stolen

Somewhere in the dream I leave a place or I have to go somewhere and follow someone in order to do that. We came by boat and now we disembarked and are on a square. This is where I find niece M. She will guide me. Much light, open space, crowded, people walking every possible direction. Busy city, but nice. We walk across the square, from a different angle now. She tries to speak Dutch, I try to speak German. We speak a lot, my German is not so good, but I do my best.
Maybe we went to a shopping centre in the neighbourhood first.
After the square I go alone. I pass a group of people that come my way and immediately recognize them. I've been at school with them. Actually I see one person many times. This is Habe. I don't think he recognizes me. On the left are big houses, shadow, on the right open. I follow the path or street straight on.
I go very quickly, I hasten. I have to be somewhere, in time. I am sure. (Something I can't read). Maybe, go along with less??? I ask???
I am in the middle of all those people. After the long stretch straight, there is a turn to the left, now this is more country and less city, and the path is wide, and there is still a lot of folk about, as if going to a festival, same kind of traffic, all on foot. I follow, they all go in the same direction. Earthen path. Few trees on the right. On the left still houses, but some way on the side, so there is a lot of room.
In the middle of the crowd, I think there are still friends with me, but I am alone for a moment at that point, I sense that my wallet has been stolen. I look around me, I immediately see the guilty person, also I immediately realize they are with two or three and it will be difficult for me to get it back. But one of the is not far off behind me. Young man, dressed in jeans, short hair, unshaven. I go to him, he yields immediately. But at the same time he passes on something to a third person in front of him, actually an innocent person and something which is not my wallet, but a tissue. Maybe to distract me, I now realize that the real boss is behind him. The young man falls on the ground, as if to surrender. So he probably has not got my wallet anymore himself. I ask him anyway. He is standing up now.
He gives me 50 euro and says to take it. I'm not happy, I want my wallet, I tell him I need the cards, while at the same time realizing that that is what they need. He says no, can't do. I should be happy with the 50 euro. Then he runs for it. I go stand in his way and follow his movements not ready to give up. (This is when he gives me the money).
His friend sees this and thinks that is weird of him to do. At this point they are three, though I only see two.
I don't want more money, that's not going to do it. After a while I get so angry that I consider hitting the person. But because they are with three, I don't do it. It would make me feel better, though. A smack in the face. When I look back at the money, I see I now have two bills of 50.
I still go all the way to the end of the path. They are there too, I follow them, don't give up. In the meanwhile things become a bit strange, because all the other people are gone and this would have been the place where they were all going. I enter the building, which looks like a scout's building or a garage (That of my parents) and there are windows and doors, and accesses to other rooms, but I don't go anywhere, I close the door behind me, that is the safest. (The whole place might remind me of the camping place in Mechelen where we had PaGE2012). But then all of a sudden I get worried. I am the only one here. I don't see the thieves, although they are inside. I am locked in the building, they can do with me as they please. Maybe I can't get out anymore. So I make a turn for it, I should have gone in the building a little more, but I returned. That is where the dream ends.

Tuesday, 5 March 2013

Disneyland

1. Time Crisis Cylinder

The big dream of the night was in a big place inside, which was part of a bigger complex, but can't remember the rest. Colours were white and turquoise especially. The hall was full of stuff but not so much that you would stumble over things. Big things, like big cubes you can hide behind or jump on. The whole thing reminded me of the game Time Crises. And maybe we played tag in it.
In the middle of the room was the main thing and we did something with that. It was like a cylinder. It stood on the floor, was so wide that you couldn't hold it with both your arms. I don't even think you could move it. The top of it was moveable, you could slide it up or down, but you couldn't take it of. So we played with that. There was a lot of excitement, me and someone else, dare to say a girl. Other people were in the room.

2. Chwe

Throughout the night the dreams reminded me of Chwe, which was a happy sort of state of mind. But I can't remember anything in particular.

3. Hair

Fragments. I remember a scene in which I saw my hair, which was longer than I have it now.

4. Disneyland

In a classroom, we are all there, sit down, try to make a circle, talk, something is to be discussed, but rather informal. Then the talk switches to Disneyland I am start to worry, because I haven't been there yet, ever, so I have no opinion here. People seem to agree, and the place must have something to do with what we need to discuss, like organizing something or going somewhere. After a while the pressure is so great that I blurt out: I have never been to Disneyland. With that I tried to get across that I felt left out. The fact that I was never there would make it unable for me to participate in whatever was being organized.
This was the last dream.

Monday, 4 March 2013

Queuing for Brussels

1. Card Game

In the corner of the room on high stools about a table, maybe round one, me and my brothers and someone else. We are playing a game of cards. Wooden interior. Red and yellow colours.
Card's in my hand or so and so, on the table is what is played. Everyone can come out at the same time, and go higher, the others have to try and foresee. So there's a low card on the table and I want to throw a king and my brother on the left does the same, but because he was faster he won. But I have another king of clubs, and this time I wait, it is the last round, everyone has to play their card on the table and I finish with taking it all with the king. 
My brother had a red king, I had two king of clubs, or maybe there were two like that in the game, I can't remember. Something was fishy.
(First dream of the night).

2. Dwarves

Many of tonight's dreams were full of passages from the book I am reading. I was sleeping bad and my stomach hurt and in the middle of the night I also got up and did a bit of reading.

3. Roof

This was the main dream, but I don't remember much now. There is a building, house where we camp which is in the neighbourhood of a hill, nature reserve. We run around a lot and maybe we are running from something, me and someone else, we help each other. Lots of stuff happens. I remember we are on the roof at some point. Light. Big places. Spacious.

+ The end of the dream was like this that I was inside, living room, that reminds me of the at Chwe's place. A girl I was with all the time was in the sofa waiting, and I was surfing on the net. I was looking for something in particular. I sat in such a way that she could not see what I saw, although this was by coincidence.
I looked up images. They were all drawings, abstract, patterns, turquoise, green, yellow, grey, white. One after the other and page after page, all the same, and after a while I forgot what I was looking for. But then I had an insight, probably also because I also so naked women on the screen, but I particularly did not watch them. But now I thought, I could as well. And these were decent still, but rousing. They represented women doing exercises in the gym, but the positions they took were very sexy, and explicit, someone with long brown hair licked her own pussy in a position I thought would be impossible. I got rather sexually excited by watching those. Now I did not want the girl, who might have been Bale in the dream, to see me do that. I watch two pages. By the second page, I stopped, because I felt myself almost to the point of coming and I did not want to do that, so I returned. If I had continued, this would have certainly resulted in a wet dream.

4. Badminton Festivities

I arrive at the badminton court, there's a lot of people there, the hall is crowded, but not with badminton players. It seems that the hall is occupied. There are stalls of many kinds. The right half is homogenous, yellows and greens, don't know what they're doing. The left hall is a variety of things. Maybe there is still room for us to play.
Only a few people show up for badminton. But Mith is among them. So I hope I get a chance to say something to her. And I am looking for an opportunity. We walk around to see if we can play at all, but at least one court is set up and we decide to play there. Because there's only three or four of us I can play against Mith, which I think is nice. 
Then plans change and we get off the court. Can't remember what happened, but we also had to move our stuff. I follow. I think this is a good time to address Mith and ask her to sneak out. Al talks to her, he seems not to have any problems with that. Even worse, he takes of her shirt. I am okay with it but wonder why I can't do something like that.
When we go back the looks of Mith have changed and I have trouble recognizing her. And she wears a cap. She has dark brown long hair. And she's small. There's a queue, we will be led somewhere. Someone announces we are going to see a certain quarter of Brussels. I suppose this is part of the festivities going on in the hall. At that point she's out of my sight, also because I don't recognize her. But then I see her again, and I go stand next to her. The four or five badminton players are all lined up in front of the queue. She is there, I arrive to her right and I say hello to her while I slightly touch her bottom. None of it works. Her expression does not change, she does not look at me, and I fail to really touch her and my voice was to strong which might have scared her and by the way let other people know I'm after her.
Then we go to the corner, the door is open there, and we enter the city. I see on the floor a sign and it says Boortmeerbeek. That must be the part of Brussels we will be visiting.
(This was the last dream).

Sunday, 3 March 2013

In a Hurry

1. Inro

Inro is in the shop. Tama and me are behind the till. Inro walks fast towards the children's section and does not take the time to look at us. It surprises me that her hair. It is longer than I ever saw on her. And the color is mixed between dark and blond. Obviously, she is looking for a particular book.
Maybe her son. Maybe a fragment of dream is outside where her son is also, sunlight, street, picturesque.

2. Six White Horses

I'm in a hurry, it is late already, city, street, it is cold, not many people out because of the weather. I pass where the market should, but there is no one, only one single person. He sells horses. Six white horses stand neatly on the pedestrian path, which is broad in this area, because of the market. There's not really a square here. I have to pass this stall, which is not really a stall, the man just stands there and tries to sell his horses. And further down I have to go left. I never get there because I wake up after I pass the horses.
When I arrive, I don't want to walk on the street, but stick to the path, stubborn as I am. So the man of the horses cleans the path. There is a lot of snow. Especially where he is standing there is still a lot of snow left of passed days. He shoves a path throws the thick layers of snow. I walk through it. There's other people around.

3. Home

Parents' home, noon, on the sofa, reading something or watching telly. Brother D? Watch a certain series? Father is already there when I get there. Mother will come too, she will want to take a nap.

4. Pool

Something with a swimming pool? Can't remember well.

5. N & Co

Fragment with brother N and Stco.

6. Parrot

Something with animals. Maybe a parrot?

7. Dog Bite

There is a piece of land where we live, which is on the countryside. It is bordered and ill maintained. I have got my own place there now, which has not been always so. Something about letting go. I come home. Mine is a shed in the corner. There is a dog. Small one, very active. Big plot of land, but the housing sucks. My parents live underground. There is a small entrance that looks like a chicken area, with fencing. Wooden top that is the roof and the entrance to go underground. I think it is shambles. But I don't care.
When I shake of the dog, he runs to the wooden top and goes underneath. Something is pyramid shaped there. Maybe the top.


Saturday, 2 March 2013

Shall I Jump

1. Handcuffed Burglars

Maybe the house of H&B, former neighbours. This is the last part of the middle of a dream. We are looking out of the window. A few people there, friends. Rume is certainly there. We walk from one room to the other, big rooms. From kitchen, which is more private, to living room, which is more public. Evening or night. Light. Second floor or some upper floor.
Rume and I walk to that other room. We have to or there is pressure. Three men with guns are in the house, thieves. They have no good intentions. We better be good. But I am armed, or armed myself and maybe told Rume to arm himself too. I've got a knife in my right hand. It seems Rume is not happy about carrying arms. I've got a second weapon in my left hand, and these should be chains, or handcuffs. And I hold them in such a way that I can move them unseen if I stand in front of a bad man in a certain way, with a twist of my hand, that the person is fettered. I hope it works, but I'm full of ideals. When the time comes, the three men are there, I am holding a potato peeler in my left hand. I think, this is odd, can't do much with that. But I'll make the best of it, who knows.
I never get near enough to do any damage. All is very calm as well, and no conflict arises. It is an uncomfortable situation though. No one gets hurt, but nothing in the situation changes either.
Later in the dream, Rume and I sit down on the sofa. He is on my left. I tell him about the Thai maffia. That is who they must have been. We talk. He likes to talk conspiracy talk and that he does. He mentions the Chinese maffia, they are called shinjin or something like that. I follow him, but that is not who I meant, so I try to get back to topic and focus.

2. Half Throttle Space Ship

In another dream, we are abducted by an alien spaceship. We got in when it was landed and stood still not realizing that this is a spaceship. Now it will leave the ground. It is black and big and in the shape of a pentagon, more or less. It looks new and clean on the outside. We watch the city from the inside, I remember the view from a dream I had years ago.
While we stand there, I think with Rume, we talk about the maffia again. I mention the Thai maffia. I hear the people around me, they are this maffia, they got us on board, but I don't think they intended so. They're not from here but they look human, don't feel very different. They are actually the union. The link is made between the union and the maffia. They have something to fight for, something they have to do, that is why they leave. They go to the place where whatever it is they need to do they will do. We have nothing to do with that.
The craft only has half of the union population, or alien population, on board, and that results in a very slow take off and slow progress. We have to move quite close over ground. We fly only a few meters above the street, cars drive by, we pass them, they can see us. The craft can't hide, because it hasn't got enough energy. It would have when all were on board. Street, we follow it, on the left is a canal.

3. Leg Bite

Late at night, we are outside, returning from a party. After 12pm. I think my friend Rume is with me. He is rather reckless, maybe drank too much. We walk beside the canal, follow the street.
We pass a shop or something, which is supposed to be closed, but something clandestine is going on there. We are invited in. There's only men in the shop. Two guys lead the thing, the other men are all stunned, drugged or otherwise incapable of being conscious. I don't want to go in. Of course, Rume readily goes in, so I follow. They immediately have Rume in their power, I remain poised and wait.
They do something with you. At first they present foods, snacks, all hot, very nice, I don't eat it. Rume does. But before, he was dozed already, and got a thing on his upper leg which they all got. And it looks like a whole with teeth, as if they put teeth in it. And he takes a scampi to eat, and the next one he gives to his leg, and the two guys think that is a wonderful idea and want to launch the trend among the rest of them. I had a scampi, it was good.
This is a clothing shop, and we went in to buy a pair of trousers.

4. Attempt to Jump in the Water

Maybe the same dream, already mixed with superficial thinking.
We are at the canal, or water, or I see two people go there. They stop by a certain point where you can get in the water. It was their intention all along to jump in, but now they are there they hesitate. The guy just does not want to jump in, the girl entices him, but he really does not want to.
The whole scene looks like an old photograph, yellowish. The scene looks from that time, the people too, as if morals where different then. They are college students, who first met each other or only a short time ago.
Then the boy decides to jump in anyway, but he hits something hard not deep under the surface. He knew he would hurt himself, and it happened. She never gets in.
But in the end they're still together.

Friday, 1 March 2013

Fish Shop

1. CD

Maybe I dreamed about my brother D, and cd's lying about. There was a cd by Tori Amos there, which I recognized, because I bought that one not long ago. (I was reminded of this fragment twice today, because the cd is lying about in my living room).

2. Fall On

There's a street, day, light, we are on the right side, but may have come from the other side. This is the shop, but partly open and stretched over two houses or sections. Now we are in the furthest one. The left side is completely open, no wall. There is a mattress, with blue, a big plastic one like they have in the gym to jump on. It is lying there, new acquisition. Maybe it was a piece of art before, now it just lies on the floor. Brva is there. We play: let yourself fall on the mattress. Quite fun, letting go. So she is lying down on the mattress, I fall and land next to her, my arms spread. She is on my right, my right hand or fist almost touches hers, I consider doing that but decide against it, she may not want it. She did not want that kind of thing in the past.
Then Keva comes by who is also in the shop. And we call him over and tell him to fall as well. He does not feel like doing that.
In the meanwhile on the street I see a young girl walk past, she is Evwe, Keva's partner, and when I look at her I think, is Brva jealous now, because I feel her eyes in my back and I think she is jealous. So, I stop looking and focus again. Keva jumps anyway. Or lets himself fall.

3. Fish and Chips

I come from somewhere and it is time to eat, I am on a square, alone. I decide to go to a fish and chips shop where I sometimes go but it has been a while now.
It is open. When I enter I see about three ladies working behind the counter, busy. It is small here. It is also new year. I am waiting.
Then I see my brother, who just entered, but he goes right behind the counter and starts to help himself, everyone lets him, as if he belongs there. I remember that he used to work here, interim as a student, and now he has this privilege. But I haven't seen him here before. And he doesn't see me. And I don't really look at him. I know what I want and when it is my turn I tell the lady behind the bar that. What they sell changes from time to time in the dream. First sandwich with fish, then chips with fish, now it is only fish. Or fish and vegetables, but you have to ask specifically for the vegetables. I want the usual, which means with everything on it, but I fear I might have to ask it specifically, so I do, for two different things, like salad and something else, and they behind the counter get quite mad, because it looks like I'm arrogant, as if I know better. So they're touchy. One of them is a woman who works in a bakery called Vangrootloon in real life, if I remember well. In the meanwhile my brother is there and he does not say anything, no hello. But I don't speak up either or address him. It seems a bit weird with all these people around to do that. 
When I go to the left to pay, I am closer and I consider saying hello to my brother for real, but I don't. And he doesn't do anything. He's on the right side now, and eating. He paid six euros.
I have to pay eleven euros. I look for money in my wallet. First I would like to give a fifty euro note, but then I think I might have change and I give a tenner and then I look for the one euro, which I have. I think this is expensive. I'm actually paying more than my brother.
That's it.


I had to choose the kind of fish I wanted to eat, but I wanted a mix and I said 'salmon' but didn't mean to. The lady took salmon, which was okay, because I wanted salmon in the mix, and then I pointed to a small pile of fish shreds that looked dark grey and greasy, but quite good to me, and asked what that was, and they said: it is grey fish. They didn't know the name, I asked again, but they couldn't answer and became a little mad again. I said it is okay, I'm having that. They will probably put some mayonnaise on that, too. I did not ask for that, but if I heard them correctly, that is how it is supposed to be served. And then a third kind of fish further on the right.