Earth Chocolate

1. Raclette

Inside, we come together as friends, gather, Jaro is there, and Br and Dadp and other people. All is very peaceful. Long dream, colours are soft, central rooms, living rooms, but I can't remember much now. At some point I want to start eating and make myself a sandwich with molten cheese, raclette. There are different possibilities but I always end with one, the one I first thought of, and this is actually a very simple sandwich.
Something that feels like an intermezzo in the dream. Cheese. Books of something something (can't read notes).
(Some other note I can't read) Maybe gold something something, two of it.

2. Worst Film Ever

We are in a student class room, it is the end of the year, between Christmas and New Year. Me and Bale are there. The room fills. We sit somewhere, these are the uncomfortable chairs fixed on rails like I remember from my student time, this must be in college somewhere. This is a new year's presentation. We are going to see a film. The room is not full but many students are here. The door is in the back to the left, we step behind the rows of chairs and go to the right and sit somewhere in the middle, but more to the back.
Then it becomes clear we are about to see The Broken Circle Breakdown, which I have already seen and don't like. Then I realize all these people have heard this is a good film and want to see it. I wonder what they'll think of it.
I don't want to see the film, nor does Bale, she is on my left. At some point when I talk to her about it I say something like: we should better only listen to the music of the film and not watch, that might actually be more satisfying. This is because the film is known for its music. And I am considering to lie back, my head in my neck and eyes closed, but I know that will not be a comfortable position here, neither will I endure the whole thing. But I do close my eyes that way and try to sleep a bit.
The film starts, it is bad. I recognize it, and what I feared happens. There is first one scene, very short, and then another about something completely different, short, and then another again, this is confusing for people, and the story doesn't catch. So after this beginning of the film I know people will realize what kind of a bad film this is. The dream ends.

But continues in another scene. It is evening or night, we are in the home of a girl, who reminds me of Magi. There is also another girl that arrives who lives here. And maybe the parents too come home.
We go through the private quarters of the house, whereas before we were in the public ones which might have included the cinema. But now we even cross the bedrooms. My brother D comes in later. Maybe Pesl comes in to. Friends of D?
Then Fras is also there, but I can't remember the context. There is some kind of meeting, maybe about programming, IT. And maybe we talk about giving talks and so on. Something about the girls, can't remember what, maybe that they are different.
Maybe the question is: what do you really want. (I can't read my notes here). ... Living room.
Maybe it is at this point that there is a pot of chocolate paste on the table, this is in the living room. Soft lights. Small but high table, girl is there, who might be Fl, Em's daughter. I want the chocolate, but the pot is open, and it looks weird, and the girl and or someone explains, and while they do I know what it is and remember it and remember that this is indeed what I want. It is real chocolate, because it is earth chocolate, and it has also the colour of the earth, yellow, ochre, brown, and the dark browns of chocolate. I want it.

Later at night we go through the city, my dad and I have passed here earlier. Now the streets are deserted and there is a mist, but because of the Christmas days, the buildings are lighted. This gives a strange effect. This time my brother comes along too, D. I am not interested at all, because I've seen all in daylight already. I also know the buildings that are lighted, because I have visited them all. There is a square, one building and another behind that, but to the right of it behind the square is another one and this one you can't see well from the street where we are, because it is tucked behind one of the other buildings, but I know what it is. I would have been content to see only the two buildings close by, and almost had it my way, but then my brother sees the light on the third building and wants to see that too. I am really reluctant to do this. Green and purple lights. I like the square though. In the past I have been in these buildings. The dream ends somewhere at that point. But the scene changes. It is not really clear if all this is one dream cycle.

At some point toward the end I am inside with other people, and there is some moving of furniture going on, seats and tables, sofas, I suppose I have to help.
We also eat something and I focus on this more, though the food is for everyone. And I can't remember what it was specifically, but there was a sauce made of ketchup among other things, possibly cocktail.
The second time we eat this there is too much ketchup, and I am the one holding the cardboard plate, and maybe at that point we are even outside with this, in a corner of walls.
There was something about cars too, which was important, because at some point after waking I thought that would have been all I would be able to remember, but now I don't at all, but I remembered the beginning, which was seeing the film.

At some point there was also the mentioning of Pake giving another two workshops, and the last one would have been early next year, and it would be the last one definitely, and we should all go there because it is our last chance, but I did not feel very motivated to force myself to do this. Why should other people tell me what I need to do.

+3. Hairy Legs
(Hypnagogic dreams)

I had dreams after that, which I remembered, but now I only remember the last one, which was one I got home after a night out, and it was late already and night outside, and the house I entered was indeed a place I have lived in, but now it had already been a long time since it has been occupied by anyone, though someone else might still be living here. I was alone and happy for it. And I watched telly, but could not find the right station, and what I saw on the tv was for children, which is not bad in itself, but the program was the same I watched so many years ago, and now when I switched on the tv it kept playing, continued, as if nothing had happened, as if no time had passed, but I was grown out of it now. I also went to the bathroom, or bathrooms, because there were many, some sort of complex and I remembered that this house was at some point used to take care of people, and the hostess must still be living here.
When I got back and sat on the floor, the tv was to the right, the door in front, and I sat across the door in fact, with my legs stretched before me, and something happened then that I did not like, because my legs were dirty, or hairy, and I wanted to remove all that, and kept doing it away, but more and more dirt and hair come on my legs, and I played with the idea to take a shower or walk through a volume of water, because I knew at that point I was dreaming, so I would have been able to conjure up the image.