Sauna Disappointment

1. Siph

Red atmosphere, inside, Siph was there, maybe eating, something with a tablet, though organic, unknown material.

2. Last Boyfriend

First outside, city. We are four friends and we are on our way to the sauna. I'm ahead with one girl and we enter first, which is nice because that gives us a measure of privacy. We enter the income hall, which is empty, square, high ceiling, a door opposite, behind a wall, steps, concrete, stone.
We know the way and go to the door to enter the place, a guy our age is there. There is not much place and we have to pass him. The girl and I are talking, because we both recognize that we like each other, but I'm not sure about the situation because I thought she might have a boyfriend, or always has one, but she says now to me that all her boyfriends are gone and there is no one left except for me, meaning at the same time that I am the right person for her at this time. But I'm not sure about being the only suitor. She says there is no one else, all her ex boyfriends are something something or have a different partner. I'm the only one left. I can't believe that, and at that moment we go up the steps and through the door, and she goes first, and I pass the guy in the door, short brown hair, trimmed beard as well, and he says it might be his turn to have her as girlfriend but she does not hear it, but I do and I instinctively say: yes of course you can. He knows her but I doubt she remembers, because she sees so many people, and to boys she is always special. He is a teacher and met her once two years ago, but to me all that makes sense and I feel the connection he is referring to. Afterwards I think I should not have said that and ignored it.
We enter the sauna and I'm a bit disappointed because it has less baths than I remember, and I really wanted a warm bath, and there is only one in the corner, and that is it. It is small, so only one person can go in it. Both of us stand in the middle of the room, not sure about what to do. When I look around, I see a normal sauna behind us in the corner to the left, and this one is a dry one. A bench. I wanted bathing, but it can't be done, nothing is happening. There are some other people in here too, but not many, maybe one or two. Maybe Rigr. The others who were with us come in too. I can't decide what I should do now, I don't see the things I hoped for, but the sauna is all I can think of so I go there and sit there on my own. It is a high seat and my feet dangle. After a while a woman sits next to me, but she is a stranger. I see at that point that I am dressed, which is not good, because you should do this naked. I was naked before. I assume that there was some thoughts about this nakedness too, in the dream. So I undress, shirt and trousers, but I keep my underwear, which is white, but I think by myself this is decent. I should have a towel but I don't. Things just are not what they should or could have been.
I should have gone in the bath anyway, even if I was alone.

Later in the dream I am outside, other side of the building, long lane, wide pavement, street, and I get my bicycle, and have also groceries with me, it is dark and night and I have to go home and I've been here too long anyway, and I am alone. At some point I encounter Pesl, but I can't remember when or what the context was.
The bag I have with me is big and reminds me of the bag of Saint Nicholas, and it is transparent, and has vegetables in it. It is bulky and clumsy. When I get to my cycle and try to get on it I spill some of the food or drop the bag and vegetables roll over the road and I stay calm and want to gather everything. At that point other people are here too, possibly a girl who talks to me about a certain matter. There are spring onion and aubergine, but the main vegetable I can't remember. I can't remember how it ended.