1. Age
My dad and Tite are sitting on a table to my left, by the window, wall end, and I sit at another small table, maybe this is a restaurant. My brothers sit at my own table. Light.
Tite is talking about Stco, and discussing him with my dad. She says Stco is about her age, and I know that is what she thinks and it was already on my mind to correct her in this, so I say, he is from the year 78. And she turns her head and is surprised by the information. End of dream as far as I know.
2. Pregnant Colleague
Brva is there, in the shop, she is on the ground floor and comes from the children's section and is about to go down the stairs to go back to her own floor, when I meet her and lay my hand on her belly and feel the baby move, her belly moves, you can really feel it. I wonder how a creature so small can make so much movement.
List is working at the till at that point. There is something about the desk being broken up, someone has taken it apart, really a lot of it, like a disassembled space ship almost.
3. Rest your Head
At home of parents in the living room, main sofa, I can't remember how I got there, many things happened earlier, which I really can't remember, light. But then I am there and in need of some rest. Liha is there beside me for some reason, she is on my left, we both sit up straight, we are quite close to each other, and I slowly but surely give in to my exhaustion and lean in on her shoulder, I lean my head on her shoulder.
There is also something about taking note of the time and something with clocks, but I can't remember precisely.
4. Payment Impasse
(Hypnagogic dream)
Shop environment, light, many people, me and Digr at the till. Time to close, actually already half an hour so, but I feel unable to close the doors, or refuse people, but I refuse to tend to them at the till, in that I am strict. More people come in. I still refuse to continue working.
At some point Digr tends to the customers, and I give in, but at that point I had already disassembled my till, taken it apart, and the separate parts lie on the floor behind me. This was also the case with the other till, I am working on the right one, he on the left one. People have piles of books. Some are put together, so that one pile consists of the books of different people. But first I try to get the pieces back into my till, but it does not work, I am missing parts, and have trouble with the money that is there as well, which makes it difficult, because it must remain within reach.
At some point Digr has the idea to scare everyone away, and he takes money out of the till, all notes, and throws it over the counter to people, and they go after it, but not all of them do. I think he is crazy, because we can't recover that money, but he says it is only a little bit. I let him do, he is the boss.
After that I work on the left till, because I have to finish what he started. Then I can't continue with that one composite pile, because someone has not the money ready and something else is also wrong, but I can't remember what. This takes a long time, and we stay in that situation, me and the customers, for a long time, stalemate almost.
After a while only when one of the customers is gone to get money, I start to understand I can do one customer at the time. They are a little angry, but not very. I fear that I can't scan some of the articles when I undo the list in my computer, this is because some people have already gone, and because some books are already wrapped as presents, they lie on my left on the counter. Then I do it anyway, and something starts moving again. That is where it ends. But the impasse lasted really long.
+5. Steiner Kwist
Later dreams.
There is one fragment, possibly in the shop, where this girl is in the shop, with her friends, she is obviously young, and knows be, but I don't recognize her, though I have an idea. When I don't start conversation, she walks about, she tells me who she is and I tell I her I knew, but that she changed her hair, it is not curly anymore, and long, though not on the back, I think. This is Magi.
There is another fragment, when I walk at the crossroads of the Brusselsestraat and the Fonteinstraat, and I am parking my bicycle in the Fonteinstraat, and it is dark, and a tall young man with dark hair and a young boy come walk my way and pass the parking thing for the cycles, and I am well aware that they might steal a bike, for example mine, especially because I don't lock it immediately, but that is because I am not completely ready yet. And they linger at my bicycle, but I am still there, so I make some comment.
Then they pass, and I address the tall man, and he seems to be German or some other country, and I ask his name, he says his name, but I can't remember it, it sounds different, and I ask again, and now he only says his first name, which is Kwist. And he tells me he is about to go to a Steiner something, but not a school. And I fall in step with him and make conversation, and int he end I tell him I know someone whose specialty is Steiner and he is a philosopher. I am talking about Mefa. And he says he is a philosopher too, and that he would like to meet this person, which was my intention. That is where the dream ends. We were crossing the street, Fonteintstraat, though he initially was going to Kapucijnenvoer, and I might have been going to the Zonnekompas.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Kadv said something about Tite last Saturday.
Dream 2. Brva is really pregnant, but this is also a residue of Soro saying she is pregnant, and the creature is only small now, 2.5cm.
Dream 3. Liha is the one consoling me because she showed the most compassion with my work marathon.
Dream 4. This is a residue of Digr telling me on Tuesday or Monday that I am going to dream about making presents if I'm not careful and I told him I already had. The whole dream was a residue of the impressions of the last couple of days.
Interpretation.
Dream 2&4. Both dreams are about the deconstruction of my working place, something that directly affects me. Maybe this has to do with my decision to work less hours. Maybe it means I will completely stop a certain activity because I no longer want to do it. But both times it seemed not my doing, though I respected the situation. If it is closing time, then you should not continue work. But maybe the deconstruction of the desk might symbolize room made for new things.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 5. Zonnekompas might be related to meditation, because we used to do the transmission meditation there. The thief who becomes a German philosopher, I don't know what it means. Mefa residue of talking about him with Chwe on Monday, maybe, but we did not talk much about him. Kwist might be a residue of Christmas party on Tuesday, because I did some name etymology then, and Kwist means branch, might refer to staves, which would then be a residue of Chwe looking in my Icelandic grimoires on Monday night. Thief also relates to this. There were many Germanic names on Tuesday, among which something that might have been originally Gunnhilda, which is the name of a Valkyrie.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 3. Liha possibly represents Inro when I go to the shop because I won a little bit with a lottery ticket, and she asked me about Tama. It was not the time nor the place for an in depth conversation, but I felt comforted by her somewhat when I left. I told her how many days I had to work.