1. Practice Taiji Wave
Taiji. There is a moment when we do partner exercises, I am paired up with Tama. Then we change exercise, there is a man, pair up with different partner. Some explanation is given on the wave of power through the body. If I remember correctly, I want to make this clear to this man, though I don't know how, because I am not the teacher, but I see he is not doing it and I'd like to tell him. When I practice with him, I do the exercise consciously about five times. Two of those times are very good, what it should be in reality.
There are students who have not long ago joined taiji and they are allowed or invited to come and see, maybe that motivates me to do it properly. I give thought to every movement. Dark, corner.
This must be one of Pake's lessons, but he is not in the immediate neighbourhood, I don't see him.
2. Boulevard
Dike at sea, boulevard. Light, lucid but stretched grey atmosphere, spacious. I don't feel at home. There is a cafe, eat there, I have to pay too much (?). I can't remember the main course, but the second one is with sausages, and there are more plates still. There is certainly too much food, like in a cafetaria, all on a tray, though I don't see that in the dream, but I do get all these plates and dishes.
I am being watched, and I try to escape it. Then I go upstairs (?). I go away with the car (?), at night, evening. Maybe even my own brothers who are after me. I don't press it but I try to stay out of their neighbourhood.
3. Third Shop
There is a third SB shop in Leuven, which in the dream location would correspond to the police station in Leuven, but there is a station too. Not a lot of folk about, strange hour of the day. Joja is with me and leads the way. Obviously he has been waiting for me. Can't remember what happened before, but all was connected, a reason why he wanted to show me.
How do I get home.
I can't even remember well, but it must have been tonight that I masturbated, or it might have been yesterday night. This was close after I first fell asleep, and so profound that I even undressed in bed, yet I was not conscious enough to stop it or think about it - as if a presence was in the room, maybe a person thinking about me, or a succubus. Possibly Chwe.
ReplyDeleteResidue.
Dream 1. Tama residue of meeting her yesterday.
Interpretation.
Dream 2. May relate to transmission meditation session, at which I left early. Making the decision might be reflected in the dream.