1. Upper Floor Shop Cleaning
Dark, upper floor of a building, cleaning in progress. Lots of bin bags, black, shop. If I remember rightly, then this upper floor is the shop, but we are now working in it to get it cleaned. Lots of clutter. The shop is still open at the same time, and it is difficult to split attention, three girls bought something, returned, because they had forgotten something. There is a man who has a question, about a German DVD. Everything lies on the floor, the floor is done with mats.
Everything is really a mess (slordig), but everyone of the shop is here to help (?). Certainly Brva, and interim Wo. We don't have dvd's in German, I try to explain. Tama is there, end of the day, and maybe someone something something. (Then I can't read my notes). Something about something Japanese, this is another question, in the basement (?), can't read notes, stairs.
And more came after, but I can't remember. I got up, because I had eaten too much the night before.
2. Taiji Dancing Class and Motor Gang
Hall, but not a training hall, this is more like the place where the scouts would gather. And three different main rooms, and in the corner of two is the garden, but this is more or less in the country side. And we are in the first room, and Tivd is there and will start to teach, so we never get to see the other rooms, yet I am curious. I know other people are in there doing something else. At least one other group, and this is in the next room, which is adjacent to ours.
Many people turned up for the taiji or whatever, because now Tivd does something weird. Instead of teaching taiji, she says we have to dance, and the feet must go in a certain direction, and this is totally the opposite of taiji, but people go along, and I am not sure what this is about. It is more dynamic, which is good, and I try it myself. But I have a feeling, she does not want to teach taiji today at all.
After this, we go outside, I am last as usual. Then go behind a certain wall, and the perspective changes as if I see things from faraway and from higher up, but I am among the crowd. We stay in one group, yet I see at the other end of the street other people, and the other members of the taiji group don't notice them. They are far away, and at their end the street is higher, slope, but I recognize them as a threat. They are a gang of motor cyclists, and I am sure they will come our way, my way in particular. I don't want to stay here. Of course, I am the one who is the most outward toward them.
At some point they spot us and I want to run away, but I stay. I make sure everyone else is safe first, although everyone was already going inside again, back, and I am last again, but I see how they come nearer and then I stay there alone, but I flee go back too at last.
When back inside, I come in and everyone is very comfortable and sits at table, and I can't take that, because obviously they did not take their responsibility to whatever happened outside.
Across sits Brdk, and after a few others I tell something, I accuse him of not being responsible, that at least he I expected to act responsibly, but he did not. I tell him this because he asked what it was what I accused him of. He does not understand me, does not understand what I try to say. I had difficulties putting things into words the whole time, too. I tell him it is irresponsible to leave someone behind like that, under threat, and being more mature than others, that is what I imply.
There is also food, and at a certain point I start to flirt rather openly with someone, though all friends around us, maybe even a man.
I wait but don't get an answer (Brdk?).
I am behind a computer, there are two, arranged as in the shop at the counter. I go toward one and then (can't read my notes) something something.
At some point they spot us and I want to run away, but I stay. I make sure everyone else is safe first, although everyone was already going inside again, back, and I am last again, but I see how they come nearer and then I stay there alone, but I flee go back too at last.
When back inside, I come in and everyone is very comfortable and sits at table, and I can't take that, because obviously they did not take their responsibility to whatever happened outside.
Across sits Brdk, and after a few others I tell something, I accuse him of not being responsible, that at least he I expected to act responsibly, but he did not. I tell him this because he asked what it was what I accused him of. He does not understand me, does not understand what I try to say. I had difficulties putting things into words the whole time, too. I tell him it is irresponsible to leave someone behind like that, under threat, and being more mature than others, that is what I imply.
There is also food, and at a certain point I start to flirt rather openly with someone, though all friends around us, maybe even a man.
I wait but don't get an answer (Brdk?).
I am behind a computer, there are two, arranged as in the shop at the counter. I go toward one and then (can't read my notes) something something.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. A girl came buying something, did not find anything, then returned, and we talked a bit, but I was too tired to go into it, and she was disappointed, she is therefore those few girls together, because of returning. She did that once she queued as well, went away again, then came back again.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Cleaning up seems to be a popular theme the last few days and weeks, maybe related to the restoration of my etheric body.