Pesl. Land (?).
Blond fury, lady, and Pese.
Apocalyptic dream type, apocalyptic atmosphere. Storm. There is a writer, or writing, but doomed to die. He comes especially for me. And he takes me and someone else with him.
We go outside. Dark. It is storming, raining, and some kind of flood. We are being disturbed (maybe this was a little before, inside).
Digr. Outside, water is channeled. On my own I go ahead, there is nothing left of the land, all is flooded, but I look and see how far I can go into the water while still touching land, and that is quite far. I am all alone out here and it is beautiful, but apocalyptic. The water is killing the land. These are ponds, so man made, to channel the water, but some of the water is different, and black. And they are patches in the landscape. Like a tongue, the shape I mean.
At the very end of where I can go there is the trunk of an old tree, very large, has been taken down, only the stump is left, but the roots look firm. This wood has been half into the water all this time, and I see that it starts to break down, becomes soft. I would suspect rot because of the water, and fear the tree will not last, even if it is only this stump. It will rot just like everything else.
Even the water itself, it is so far from civilization that it is lethal. That is the whole point.
Maybe later in the dream, and behind the water landscape and with Digr. There are tracks of rubber, as if roads, they serve as roads, most go to the right, but there is a small one to the left. A little gray purple, is what they look like. As if used a lot. I know how to use them, though this is alien to what we know. At this point all the tracks come together, but it is more like this that they leave from here. And most have the habit of taking the right one, while I opt for the left, but I am on my own. Possibly, because I go others will follow.
These tracks serve to transport humans quicker, one track runs a longer way than the others, this is a digital track. So-called.
The whole thing symbolizes decadence and the end of the world. Later I go back inside. And Mother is there and mocks me saying: "that man, or writer, has come from so far, especially for you". And I say yes, because I want to affirm it. And I even elaborate saying: "the spirit of the river said that we can expect another storm and it will keep raging until sand, or dirt, will fall from space." And I see what the latter things means. Whirlwinds of sand come down from the darkness of space in funnels to earth.
Then I can't read my notes because I wrote over them. River god is a girl (?), says that she will help us by ... holding back a long time. Until end of the year. That was the deadline.
End of the dream is that she sits down on me in the sofa, which is erotic, and I am unsure, don't know how to act, whether to act.
2. Champagne Table
Train. We arrive somewhere, I guide a girl and a man. At a table.
Tables are set in a row in the hallway, like this is a fair, all tables on the same side, and grey, big, industrial. We talk in English. The man in front of me certainly speaks Dutch, but I am not sure about the girl, which is why I talk English, so that we all understand each other. I am mainly talking to the girl, who is on my right, we are with our back to the hall itself, look at the wall. The man sits opposite of me, long hair, is into metal and maybe a heathen. He wears a pendant and when I look at it I think it resembles a Thor's Hammer, but it is more complex. I assume he is asatru, and he does not say much, but I don't say much to him either. The girl is young and needs much explaining. I am the one talking the whole time, almost. Both are unfamiliar to me, but we are assigned to each other. One table is to my right, but all the others are on the left, because the right is where we entered.
At some point I start saying something and because I just looked at his pendant he thinks I was going to say something about that, and he takes it shows it and starts to say something about it, but I was saying something else, so the moment passes. And I don't go back to it.
We are looking for a place to sleep, this will be in the hallway itself. All the others are better informed and are further down the hallway, maybe they know what is happening. I stay here. I know rather well what is happening. We got some stuff also, lots of which is champagne, and I drink from it, but the two others don't because they don't like it. But more bottles arrive, they come in cardboard boxes and other kinds of containers of which you don't think it is champagne, but when I check I'm sure. And I don't know where this comes from, it belongs to the table. The man on the table on our right sees this and smiles, because we are in an abundance of champagne, while usually it is the other way around. I ignore him.
There is also a glass bottle and this one has cacao, but it must be old, because it has been coloured yellow and is transparent. I don't trust it, but these two want it.
When it is time to sleep, I start to imagine things with the girl, thinking about the future, how we will be close together and talk and be so close that our lips will almost touch, and I can kiss her. But none of this is real, it is only in my mind what I imagine the future in my dream is like. I show her the other rooms.
Back in the hallway I show the girl the other rooms because it is time to look for a place to sleep, and we were assigned to that one table, but if you don't go all the way you don't know what you're missing, so I lead her. Most groups are by five. And at the end of the hall is a room to the left, and we enter but it appears to be some sort of bathroom, and there are only men in it. I realize I'm mistaken and shuffle back.
Then the scene shifts a bit, because I am alone now, but this is still the same building, which might now be a ship, and I am in the centre of it, not the side where the hallway was. But since I walked the length of the hallway I enter this common main room from the back. I go to the front. There are different floors, like steps, and when I come to the front, it is very posh and I see the entry, and I look around me, and somewhere on my right now I see my family, parents and aunt D and uncle B and maybe their son and family. But I don't go there immediately, though I will.
That is when I see D&S, arriving, and I go to them first, though it was my plan to go sit with the family. D&S sit at the first available table, and I follow, though I saw a girl, blond, she has papers that remind me of work, no they are the exact same papers, like List always carries around, but I don't go to her, since I am now with D&S and I sit down, eager to also see my family.
Then I see a young girl in red and white in a sofa. I recognize her from the train, and I go sit next to her. There is a lot of red in the interior. When I sit down next to her she walks away from me. Then I go back to the table of my brother.
3. Ray Seven
Something about the seven rays. According to the dream Ray 7 is dominant nowadays, since a couple of hundred years, and is the only one active which explains this and that, and will be the only one for thousands years to come, which also explains a lot. And I am not too unhappy, since it is the ray of magic.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. This is very clear. The table with three is when Joja comes in the shop when my shift ends. He has a friend with him, the three of us go eat out. They sit down at the first table available, so they are D&S. Then I see someone I know from the shop, she passes a few times and would like to meet her, but leave it. This is the girl with the papers in her hand. Then I see Chwe pass on her cycle, but she's gone before I realize, so I don't call out. This is the second girl. Also, later I go to her house and she is home, but she is about to go to the movies with Woli.
Dream 1. This refers to my visit to Chwe, most of it, she was very happy with my visit, and maybe I would have made a move, but she was in time need, so I let it pass. The waters all refer to her. She said something about a meditation, pain, healing, that fits the picture. The storm is the storm of emotions. I had actually promised myself to clear things up between us before the end of the year. I thought this maybe one or two days ago, and this thought was in the dream.
The tracks, the one to the left might symbolize the left hand path, the path of risk and challenge, which would refer to Chwe, since she currently has a boyfriend.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. I just checked facebook, someone added me saying he thinks my book is brilliant. This possibly connects to the asatru man in the dream and the champagne.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. Now I am thinking the dream might refer to Woli and his passing. Today was his funeral. This is exactly two months in advance. There are quite a few hints to Woli, like the digital track, like the spirits speaking, like the writer, and like the disconnection with society, like the end of the world, which must be his death. This is the storm. For some reason I chose a text for him after his accident from Bede, which tells of a bird flying through a house, escaping the storm outside but then flying into it again, too. Two storms. The one is Chwe. The other is Woli. Both storms have been very connected this last week. Very much. As if inseparable.