1. Bloody Hands
Space ship, instability of different (can't read notes).
Grdr is getting married and I have to be there. It is past noon. We are in the street of our parents. Food ready. Maybe puppet show?
Earlier. We sleep on the floor, actually on the ground, we are outside. Mats all next to each other. The place slopes a bit. When it gets night we get ready to sleep. These are difficult circumstances but there is nothing we can do about it. We are on our way (don't know whereto).
The group must be lead, it is someone's turn (can't read notes, starts with an H, maybe Hafr). This person says we have to stop. That is when we lie ourselves down on the ground. Grass. We are close together, there is no more room than that. I lie near Brfr. A&D are here as well. Something something.
Different scene. Butterflies, surprisingly big ones. Individual ones, one at first, then a few more. Some recognizable, at least one page, and one fox. There is enough light to see them. This fragment is fairly lucid. There is a brick wall that marks the border, this is the highest part of the meadow or park. On the left is nothing. We come from below. Crawl through the grass. I'm amazed by the butterflies, it has something otherworldly.
Brfr rests her head on my lap and we stay like that for a while.
Time to move over and make room. Lica is here, somewhere on my right. She shows her hands. They are full of blood. I immediately understand that she got these wounds from crawling over the grass, there are thorns on the ground, you can't see them but they are there, I know for a fact, because I have felt it too. And then I look at my hands, and I see they are also wounded, but not as bad. Someone else checks his or her hands, the same. But Lica's are the worst, no one can match that, and shouldn't. Hook.
All of this is inexplicable. As if someone wishes us evil and it causes the lacerations. Maybe at that time, there is certainly more light, the lawn is more like a playground, concrete. Lica is in a corner of this, down on the right. Reminds me of Stco's parents' place.
Before that we were in a shop, this was a higher terrain, light, tiled in front, window. We took over from the managers? Reminded me of a Japanese house like in anime. Village, but desolated.
We are here at lunch time. Not our shop, never been here before. We want to eat something. Maybe closed.
Comic books, maybe Amoras. Liha is there, she can't find it, though she knew earlier where they were.
2. Secret Names
Fragment. Alth in my dream and other people, everyone has a secret name and I call them just to make sure I remember. This may be on my parents' lawn at the cherry blossom tree. I know Alth's name for sure, because it is the nickname they call him by. Then I continue, but I have to think hard. This is where the dream ends and I wake up. I don't know the relation with the other fragments.
Elbe somewhere in a dream.
3. New Notes of Twenty
Shop, I'm at the till. Tama is at the other side. She wants to pay something and she has a lot of money with her, but she brought it especially for the shop. It is all new money. New fivers, but also new notes of twenty. I had not expected that, but they look good. Briefcase.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. The bloody hands refer to Christ's suffering on the cross, especially martyrdom in this context. I should not want to be in the spotlights and draw attention to me. Maybe this is about me in Joja's class. I don't know how to act in his class, as a teacher or as a guest.
The butterflies would represent falling in love or something, but I can't pinpoint this one.
Residue.
Dream 3. This is a residue of Tama's exclamation that she thought there was counterfeit money in the till, which was not true, this was on Friday or Saturday.
Dream 2. Alth is connected to his brother, who I got an email from yesterday.
Dream 1. The spacey stuff obviously from Anathem.
Dream 2. Anathem.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. The thorns may be a residue of seeing the new comic book of Murena, which is called Doornen. Kr took it up and yesterday he bought it.