Reading Mysterious Books

1. Highway Bridge

My father is there, and my two brothers. First at home, but the main part of the dream is on the road to Leuven, which is the so-called Windgat, the bridge above the highway, which is a high place, and a place I dream often about. I can't really remember what happened there, or what happened before I got there.
I read on book in particular which is very big, hardback. I am almost at the end, even the last page and down the bottom of the page, but something disturbs me, possibly process of getting awake breaks my concentration, and I never read the last three lines. But that means that I have read almost the whole book, and only a very small percentage not, which means I know what is in the book and that is the most important. I suppose I had to read the book for my general education or for my spiritual progress. This book is about Cthulhu.

2. Sex with Andh

We enter a big hall. There will be a performance. I am very curious. We're a small group, but there are many others here. The hall looks like the training hall or polyvalent hall of a school. On the one side preperations have been made for the performance. We go sit in the audience. The seats go up like in a theater. We sit almost in front, but it is high anyway. There is a lower part before us and then the stage, but the stage itself is made out of blocks and goes both down and up, so there is a much lower level, but because of the building blocks there is also a higher level.
People in the audience talk among themselves, because they want to know what will be performed, and there will be several acts. At some point we hear the voice of someone presenting the show. I don't see him, so I suppose I hear him through the speakers. He speaks in verse, so it is easy to guess what the third act will be, and this will be walking on a rope (koorddansen). The thing is, if he wants to rhyme, then he must say 'dansen of koord', which is rather non-sensical, but we fill it in ourselves this way because of the rhyme, and he says it that way. So we guessed right. We knew it would be that act, because we see a rope hanging from one side to the other.
Then, suddenly, the first act starts. A tall, thin man dressed in a black suit enters the stage, that is to  say, he walks over the big building blocks. Everyone watches, excited. He goes down, too. In the beginning he puts away some of the blocks, which are as big as a man, but apparently not that heavy, and he steps in front but does not descend, and immediately it is clear that he steps into his (stelten), long legs. Stelts. And then from there he steps up slowly and goes in another whole, downward. From there one of the cubes is hurled up, and I could not really see how it happened. Did he kick it? Anyway, the cube bounces on the way up and makes a weird turn and goes all the way to the outside of the the stage and up to the front and reveals a second player, a small woman, also dressed in a suit, with long dark brown curling hair.
At that point I start to lose interest in the show and my attention is naturally turned to Andh who had the seat beside me. But she is lying on her belly. And she ordered a drink, which is brought. And it is a lassi and she comments that it one of the best drinks. But it is a tast that she can't recognize. All the while she is naked. And I lie beside her but I don't care anymore for being careful, and I start climbing her. I try the drink and I tell her it is melon, the green kind, but she disagrees implying that that wasn't what she ordered, but I am sure of both the colour and the taste. I open her legs and touch her in different ways? She is extremely wet. And I suppose we have sex. The fact that we are both naked at this point means that we had sexual contact just a while before and had not yet bothered to dress again. In fact, we slept together after the first round, and I got excited again just now.

Later, we try a different position, which is called Hitler's position. The fact is that while I am lying on top of Andh, I read a sheet of paper which has different positions on it, and one of them is this particular one. It is called that because of the chair that is used, and the legs of the partner spread in the same way as over the chair. 
Later, when I'm alone, I use the same position, but for myself, and it works perfectly, which is a good solution. I have an instrument that helps me with it. It has two rows of six metal balls on strings (arranged the same way as the six on a die), and that lies on my groin, and when I move my legs, it moves in a particular way and feels rather nice.
Later, in maybe the same dream, we are in Pebr's place, which is Andh's husband. We're in their house. High up. We are in the bathroom and just had contact again. I do feel dirty and want to wash my hands and clean myself. Andh already leaves the bathroom, which is small, and goes to the living room next door. I follow, but I still smell of sex, and I haven't washed yet, which means that Pebr is confronted with it, but he says nothing, because he knows what we are doing, and he has not opposed to it, they have some kind of agreement. Only, it is not fun for him, he has to put up with it. 

 

3. The Mysteries of

We are in a different room, maybe still at Pebr's place, but my brothers are here, too. I go sit in a corner after doing something I can't remember. I find the books there in the corner. I browse through the dvd's and cd'. I stumble upon little booklets that are old and out of print, but they are here and I wanted to read them for a long time already. There are different books all by the same author and they are a series. I don't know the first volume, but you can read them separately. The titles always start with 'The Mystery'. I pick up one booklet, which is the first in the series, and I read it, but it is not yet what I'm looking for. There is one particuler book in this series that I want to read. After a while I find it. But in the meanwhile I've already read one of the other books too, and it seem I've started to read them in the right order, for which I am happy. They are very dark and occult. I sit down on the floor, because the books are on the lower shelves.

4. Connecting
(Hypnagogic dream)

I want to note my dreams on the computer, but because I haven't used it for so long a time the battery is empty. So I go downstairs to plug it in. Downstairs looks like the living room at home (parents), and there is red on the wall. As a matter of fact it is like a computer screen, and it says I get messages from Holland and other places of girls that want to date. The website is called Liefdsss, which it says in the corner.
I try to plug in the computer, but the cable is too short, I knew it was short but not this short, I try the other end, because that is a bit longer, but it doesn't reach either, so I just have to organise myself differently, and not sit in the sofa but on the floor and type.

(43 minutes of writing)