1. Family Business
Maybe in the house of parents, but much bigger, second story, so must be somewhere else, more like a castle environment, though the different rooms remind me of the house of parents. I refuse to spend my time too soon with the other people. I want to be alone first. I know where they all are, as if this is a party, gathering, and after a while I do go, when I think that things are over and it will be safer for me to come. But someone is with me, I think my father, to guide me along.
We go through the hallway and then through the room, but don't pass it, because I see food. The hallway continues straight through but on the left side, and the food is presented to the right, across from where I enter. There are comfortable seats and some people sit in it. And I believe that everyone has eaten his share already, and things are quite. Just how I like it, but I'm not going to pass on food if it is still there and I go to the table and look and it has dishes with white rice and a curry sauce and scampi. I look well, because some look like they have been eaten, so I take a good one, and start eating, it has crab or lobster as well, and the scampi is more like langoustine. I really looked forward having this scampi.
Soft light in the room. I can't remember what happened after. N is certainly there. He does not need food now, maybe because he had already.
All this is about some kind of secret order. So it feels. But I want to stay out of it.
Family. Something about family ties. I remember seeing the connections, way up across the family tree, this in my mind, as pictures, all on the side of the mother.
Mother is certainly there.
Family is present, aunts from the side of my parents, M, maybe even L. Some kind of party, at place of parents. Lots of other people too. Cousin D is there.
Maybe the garden of our parents or a place that looks like it, my niece Ru. At some point in the dream I hug her tight, she has long blond hair and I find her attractive, I kiss her but I don't want others to see it.
Something with a car, maybe N. Driving around and coming back.
Looking for a place, with a girl, Ru, to make love. She is wet, I use my hand to check it. She has a boyfriend.
I have an erection, and the girl says that that is like it should be, just so. That is when the dream ends.
2. Giant Gorilla
Seeing this as if reading a comic, this is at one stage of the dream, watching things as if they are on a page, the left page. People are inside, huddled together. Outside is a wolf that belongs to the group. There is a leader, he wants something not happening. Wolf is making noise, maybe that annoys him. Everyone startles and is scared. Or maybe it is the bear, that is also there, but still without reach.
Later there is a big place inside, and to the right is a tree, light, and big bananas grow on it, so big that a person could live in it. And most of the bananas are peeled, but the idea is that a big gorilla, giant gorilla in fact is hiding in one of those bananas. Should be easy to detect I think, because most are open. Guilty (?) monkey.
3. Girl in Red
(Nap dream between 3am and 4am)
I'm in the sofa of the veranda at house of parents, napping, and yet this place is my apartment too, that corner of the sofa where I sleep, and in the dream it is higher than in reality of both places, and limited too, as if a cage (like a park for small children). And then a girl in red comes, and I ask her something to get her near me and she comes, and then I tug at her and gently draw her over the railing so that she falls on top of me, and I intend to catch her when she falls and have her lie with me, but when she comes, she holds her self upright, and so we only half touch and half lie next to each other, but it is already very good, and she resists a little bit, but I tell her we could do rope skipping, because that would bring us closer, but she shakes her head saying that there is no rope, and I tell her I know some somewhere. But I don't move anyway. And everything about this dream was a soft red, the sheets, the bed, her clothes, maybe even my clothes. But I woke then.
Sunday, 17 November 2013
Saturday, 16 November 2013
Book
1. Chwe
I had a bright dream full of activity and light, Chwe was certainly there and my mind was hiking on her energy, a handful of people, merriment, inside. Can't remember anything else
2. Peregrine
Fragment in which there was the book of the special children of madam peregrine. Bright, one copy. Close-up fragment.
I had a bright dream full of activity and light, Chwe was certainly there and my mind was hiking on her energy, a handful of people, merriment, inside. Can't remember anything else
2. Peregrine
Fragment in which there was the book of the special children of madam peregrine. Bright, one copy. Close-up fragment.
Friday, 15 November 2013
Spider and Bound Hands
1. In the Kitchen
I'm in a sort of kitchen, but a big one as if for a restaurant or even a refectory, for it was really big, soft lights, Chwe was there and also Brle, and others I know, though we were not so many. Some few things happened, but I don't recall them.
Almost at the end I remember finishing two dishes that were still on the fire, in pans big enough to feed more people than me alone. Two different dishes. One had tomatoes in it and I would stir some concentrate in it, and the other had a cream sauce, like for vol-au-vent. I was overseeing the cooking anyway.
Something else happened after that, but I can't remember. This is a small fragmentary recording of a much larger dream.
I remember having another dream after that with the same people and thoughts in it, but I can't remember any details.
2. Bound and on the Knees
Inside a building which is like a school or university, but with private quarters and I am intimately knowledgeable to them. Many people, of which many students, but of their own will, my age. At some point I go up the stairs and on the next floor are two adjacent rooms, both of which or the rector's. There is something that needs to be done, but I can't now remember what, most of the time I am alone, though I am connected to all those other people, and it seems that I know a little more than the average person, but there are indeed other people who know much more than me, if they know not everything, such as the teachers and staff and so on. But I can't remember well whatever happened there.
Then somewhat later I am opposite those rooms in a big common hall. There is some commotion. Many students are busy with something. I already know I should look out for a few ill meaning types, and they are there in the centre of attention and explaining things to the students and they walk them through instructions which they cannot but follow. But I think before that there was some running up and down the stairs and chasing, though never seriously. Now they do this. And when I approach I can't do but join. There is light in the room, and warm colours. To the side where these people stand is a dias, they are maybe three, and so they are a bit higher than the others.
All of us kneel. Beside them is a cage. Not all is evil I suppose. Also, I don't know the meaning of it all, so I am patient. People take things out of it, and I think animals are in it, but you have to be careful. Dore is to my right behind me, but comes crawling over the floor closer and reaches out to the basket, which might be of reed, and takes out a glass bottle in which animals are hidden. The bottle must have been open and she uncareful, because it happened to have two animals, and one has jumped out of it with no one seeing it and now it is amongst us and dangerous and we don't know where. I think the animal that is still in the bottle was a snake, but I am sure that the other was a spider and after a while I see it on the carpet and the others see it too. We were all already on the floor. Now we don't know how to catch it, the supervisors or bad guys presiding reproach us.
It is a fairly big spider and I am sure it is poisonous, and it looks wet. There were scorpions too if I remember correctly. But all the bottles held animals like that. I don't take any, because I don't really want to be part of it, but after this commotion, I go sit behind Dore, which is about in the last row that faces the men in front. We are all on our knees, something of furniture is to my left also. And then another group of much more people comes in and must join us, which means that they were treated similarly in another room and now all are rallied up.
They come in bound by the wrists, some with the hands in front and others on the back, but all have big rope around their wrists. And when the sit behind us, and I see this, then I think I should pretend to be bound as well, since I don't have a dangerous animal nor am I bound, I would be suspicious to them. So I hold my hands together, I am sitting on my knees, and I put my hands between my legs. In that way you can't immediately see that I am cheating.
Then, before I know it, the whole thing activates, and people run about and the bound ones have to be caught, or all those that have been tainted in one way or another must be untainted, so there must be other people like me who are neither one nor the other. We are the only ones who can reverse the curse on these people. We are a minority. The crowd runs off to the left front where there is suddenly a big place, and they seem to stick together. They are like madmen, almost with foam on their lips, some are heavily made up, their faces, when I come closer I see this. But at first when all of this is happening, I just stand there not knowing what to do, although I instinctively know what to do, and I see others do it and try to gain confidence from it that things will work out. What needs to be done is to scare these people and then they will be shaken or shocked out of their trance.
We are really only a few who can do this. The overseeing men are still here but inactive. I run toward that place which looks like a playground and is also higher than where we were first. I am hesitant, but when I am among the crowd I also recognize friends among them, such as Bale, and some other girl that I know in the dream. They recognize me but have to play their part which they do knowingly, and maybe that reassures me, because they are not far off to encouraging me. Colours.
So I scare one of those that I know, go up to her and make her startle. She wears make up, I also kiss her, but then she replies that she has already been kissed by another person, which means I am (again) too late. Before her I had done one other I think, maybe two.
Now, after this I retreat, I don't want more of this, and I go back to the original place, but before I can do anything, a bound man jumps behind me and the whole atmosphere changes a little, becomes blue and green and a little darker. And he has a cap over his head to guise himself and to bind himself, but he is a leader of sorts. I instinctively do the right motions to counter his presence, which means doing the same as he. Then he reveals himself and he is Dabe and he beckons me to come. I don't have much choice. I can't remember if other things happened as well, but some other things happened.
Dabe has friends with him, among which a lady friend, she helps him and is dressed in a ruddy pink colour, and she attracts me somehow, there is another woman, in other colours, but I am less drawn to her. He takes me into a small room nearby that I did not know existed, the wall are high and we are now secluded from the rest of the scene and I feel like being initiated. I actually can't remember what happened, but in the end I felt free enough to kiss this strawberry or raspberry girl, because her dress looked like that and her whole expression, on the lips, and I pressed on, opening her mouth with mine and things went well, albeit briefly. But I can't remember what it was that Dabe wanted, I'm missing some things here, but not much later the dream ended.
I'm in a sort of kitchen, but a big one as if for a restaurant or even a refectory, for it was really big, soft lights, Chwe was there and also Brle, and others I know, though we were not so many. Some few things happened, but I don't recall them.
Almost at the end I remember finishing two dishes that were still on the fire, in pans big enough to feed more people than me alone. Two different dishes. One had tomatoes in it and I would stir some concentrate in it, and the other had a cream sauce, like for vol-au-vent. I was overseeing the cooking anyway.
Something else happened after that, but I can't remember. This is a small fragmentary recording of a much larger dream.
I remember having another dream after that with the same people and thoughts in it, but I can't remember any details.
2. Bound and on the Knees
Inside a building which is like a school or university, but with private quarters and I am intimately knowledgeable to them. Many people, of which many students, but of their own will, my age. At some point I go up the stairs and on the next floor are two adjacent rooms, both of which or the rector's. There is something that needs to be done, but I can't now remember what, most of the time I am alone, though I am connected to all those other people, and it seems that I know a little more than the average person, but there are indeed other people who know much more than me, if they know not everything, such as the teachers and staff and so on. But I can't remember well whatever happened there.
Then somewhat later I am opposite those rooms in a big common hall. There is some commotion. Many students are busy with something. I already know I should look out for a few ill meaning types, and they are there in the centre of attention and explaining things to the students and they walk them through instructions which they cannot but follow. But I think before that there was some running up and down the stairs and chasing, though never seriously. Now they do this. And when I approach I can't do but join. There is light in the room, and warm colours. To the side where these people stand is a dias, they are maybe three, and so they are a bit higher than the others.
All of us kneel. Beside them is a cage. Not all is evil I suppose. Also, I don't know the meaning of it all, so I am patient. People take things out of it, and I think animals are in it, but you have to be careful. Dore is to my right behind me, but comes crawling over the floor closer and reaches out to the basket, which might be of reed, and takes out a glass bottle in which animals are hidden. The bottle must have been open and she uncareful, because it happened to have two animals, and one has jumped out of it with no one seeing it and now it is amongst us and dangerous and we don't know where. I think the animal that is still in the bottle was a snake, but I am sure that the other was a spider and after a while I see it on the carpet and the others see it too. We were all already on the floor. Now we don't know how to catch it, the supervisors or bad guys presiding reproach us.
It is a fairly big spider and I am sure it is poisonous, and it looks wet. There were scorpions too if I remember correctly. But all the bottles held animals like that. I don't take any, because I don't really want to be part of it, but after this commotion, I go sit behind Dore, which is about in the last row that faces the men in front. We are all on our knees, something of furniture is to my left also. And then another group of much more people comes in and must join us, which means that they were treated similarly in another room and now all are rallied up.
They come in bound by the wrists, some with the hands in front and others on the back, but all have big rope around their wrists. And when the sit behind us, and I see this, then I think I should pretend to be bound as well, since I don't have a dangerous animal nor am I bound, I would be suspicious to them. So I hold my hands together, I am sitting on my knees, and I put my hands between my legs. In that way you can't immediately see that I am cheating.
Then, before I know it, the whole thing activates, and people run about and the bound ones have to be caught, or all those that have been tainted in one way or another must be untainted, so there must be other people like me who are neither one nor the other. We are the only ones who can reverse the curse on these people. We are a minority. The crowd runs off to the left front where there is suddenly a big place, and they seem to stick together. They are like madmen, almost with foam on their lips, some are heavily made up, their faces, when I come closer I see this. But at first when all of this is happening, I just stand there not knowing what to do, although I instinctively know what to do, and I see others do it and try to gain confidence from it that things will work out. What needs to be done is to scare these people and then they will be shaken or shocked out of their trance.
We are really only a few who can do this. The overseeing men are still here but inactive. I run toward that place which looks like a playground and is also higher than where we were first. I am hesitant, but when I am among the crowd I also recognize friends among them, such as Bale, and some other girl that I know in the dream. They recognize me but have to play their part which they do knowingly, and maybe that reassures me, because they are not far off to encouraging me. Colours.
So I scare one of those that I know, go up to her and make her startle. She wears make up, I also kiss her, but then she replies that she has already been kissed by another person, which means I am (again) too late. Before her I had done one other I think, maybe two.
Now, after this I retreat, I don't want more of this, and I go back to the original place, but before I can do anything, a bound man jumps behind me and the whole atmosphere changes a little, becomes blue and green and a little darker. And he has a cap over his head to guise himself and to bind himself, but he is a leader of sorts. I instinctively do the right motions to counter his presence, which means doing the same as he. Then he reveals himself and he is Dabe and he beckons me to come. I don't have much choice. I can't remember if other things happened as well, but some other things happened.
Dabe has friends with him, among which a lady friend, she helps him and is dressed in a ruddy pink colour, and she attracts me somehow, there is another woman, in other colours, but I am less drawn to her. He takes me into a small room nearby that I did not know existed, the wall are high and we are now secluded from the rest of the scene and I feel like being initiated. I actually can't remember what happened, but in the end I felt free enough to kiss this strawberry or raspberry girl, because her dress looked like that and her whole expression, on the lips, and I pressed on, opening her mouth with mine and things went well, albeit briefly. But I can't remember what it was that Dabe wanted, I'm missing some things here, but not much later the dream ended.
Thursday, 14 November 2013
Young Hippopotamus on the Loose
1. Coded Number
At some point in a dream I asked Chwe whether she knew what the numbers from my dream yesterday meant, and when she took a look she said it is a phone number, mobile phone number, and she could even tell whose number it was, someone I know as well, and I checked it and it was correct.
2. Runaway Spirit Hippo
I don't remember the first part of the dream.
Then next I walk down the street of my parents, from the beginning of the street to where my parents live. Bale walks on my left.
About halfway, or more like in the beginning, I see a hippopotamus walking free in the fields to the right, but near the ditch that separates the street from the fields. The animal is small, and a little pink, and a little grey, and something purple, and half of her body is coloured darker than the other half. I know instantly that it is a female and a young one by the size of it, and also that it is a runaway animal from a toy from someone in the street, as if I know the phenomenon, though I had not expected it.
Bale looks when I point it out and sees it too. And I tell her what it is, and what we should do. The animal must be caught and brought back. So we venture toward it. The animal runs over the street then and Bale catches it, we walk with a a short while and I explain what has to be done. Then Bale holds the animal still, and I tell her to stroke the animal under its tail three times, and then she will open her mouth and a paper will come out of it, that is the main part, because there was a little more in between but I forgot.
Bale does this, and then we look in the front, the animal opens her mouth, and we see her tongue, and then something comes out first, and then a piece of paper too, and that is what we need, because it contains the details of the girl whose puppet this is. And I want to read the name, because I think such things are important but we just continue and indeed there is no problem of dealing with it without actually knowing the name. However, I had a quick glance and it said Kelly Kellermans, and she is 10 years old. She has blond hair.
Then we see the girl, almost by the house of my parents, but the hippo goes toward her and stands in front of her so we can't protect her, and then the hippo does something and we see a part of the girl's soul in dark purple colours go up and away, and I know it is bad. Not all of the girl has left, but she starts to faint. The hippo is not harmless yet. The girl becomes weak after this and falls. That is when we take action and shoot the hippo, either with a rifle or with a bow and arrows, but the hippo still lives.
Then we are at the home of my parents, and there are three men who are hunters, they have rifles, and I tell them and try to convince them to shoot.
After a while the dead girl appears again, to the left of the road, and in black, and a bit looking possessed, but she can still be saved, I shoot her different times, many times, but I cannot hit her. At that point I have a shotgun from one of the hunters, and when the girl runs she crosses the street and into the fields to the right and all the way back, and I follow her with my gun, aiming, seeing even the marks on top of the rifle once to aim precisely, and I am just to slow to hit her, though I try several times. But I should have hit her the second time I shot her because this was right on it.
Afterward we check the gun, and Bale as she feared says that the second bullet was a dummy, and more than two bullets I could not have had anyhow, so the other times I shot were useless. Maybe Bale becomes Chwe at that moment more or less.
We still keep chasing the girl, but the next moment we are inside, possibly in the house though it looks different, and we now know we can only trick the girl. She has no longer human wit, and tricking her into a trap is now the only way to get her. If I remember correctly we caught her in the end, but I can't remember how, though the strategy would have been worth to remember.
I can't remember that last part of the dream well, and possibly some more fragments followed.
3. Unpacking Bundles
Possibly the last part of the previous dream. In the shop. I'm behind the till as usual, dark, Christmas atmosphere, I'm back here since some time and things have changed, I seem to be behind in knowledge, especially towards Brva and Keva, but I don't mind and do my work, which is one of the things I am new to. The situation is that so many things are piled up on top of the counter that there is no room to work. There is some order to it, but it must be cleared and ordered. Evidently, all this stuff is not mine but of my colleagues that dropped it here because I was away. Now I am back I am faced with it and it is official work. Again, I don't seem to mind but do my part.
I start to reorder by removing elastic bands from one bundle, which looks like papers or straws or twigs bundled together. I know a better system, if they let me, then I reorder everything. I do one thing at the time.
I don't know what happens then. I know my colleagues are present, but none seems to come and annoy me.
4. Dancing like an Indian
I forgot the first part of the dream but it was light and in a downstairs big room which was a party, then we retreated, some of us, to upstairs, which is more private and there we make our own party. For what purpose I don't know, but since I'm there and now in a more private environment I can let myself go. However, I think this is where we stopped while I was wanting to go home. Maybe my two brothers are here, but certainly Elbe and Ande are here.
To my back, or my left, there is a hearth, but just as decoration, because not working. We're all standing. Elbe and Ande are making music and it is really entrancing, and I start dancing, I don't play any instrument and this is a handicap, but I can make music with my voice, and I dance to their tune, although I am thinking that they are tricking me into it. And make sounds with my voice while tapping my mouth with the fingers of my right hand, each finger apart, and very quick, so fast I did not know I could move, and sounds rather cool. The other hand I put in the air, and I feel a bit like a Native American. After a while I start to become more awake and the technique does not work very well anymore and I stop.
5. Naruto Badminton
After dream. I've been awake and fell back asleep a little.
I'm in the corner of the sports hall where I do badminton. Two members are there, we are early, half an hour or a quarter of an hour, and agree to start playing. No courts are set up yet, but in that corner we are able to play. I serve, they serve, it is one one, and I have to serve again, and now the situation is like this that their part of the court is receded in the building, which looks like a garage, so beyond where normally the wall ends, and the wall is still there, so there is only a man's length or so that is open. I know that when I serve I'll be serving too high, I do it anyway, and hit the wall. Then we stop. I played one against both.
That is when we start discussing whether we should set up the courts and play further afield, on a real court with a net and so on. We come together and turn about a bit, others are coming in. I am retreating, and pass a big machine or box, red and black and it says naruto, I can read that and know it refers to the series, but there are no pictures so I let it go. Then I pass this thing, this is beside the courts, and at the other side of it I see a picture of Naruto, then I see the character himself and shake his hand. Others don't know the guy. That is about where the dream ends.
At some point in a dream I asked Chwe whether she knew what the numbers from my dream yesterday meant, and when she took a look she said it is a phone number, mobile phone number, and she could even tell whose number it was, someone I know as well, and I checked it and it was correct.
2. Runaway Spirit Hippo
I don't remember the first part of the dream.
Then next I walk down the street of my parents, from the beginning of the street to where my parents live. Bale walks on my left.
About halfway, or more like in the beginning, I see a hippopotamus walking free in the fields to the right, but near the ditch that separates the street from the fields. The animal is small, and a little pink, and a little grey, and something purple, and half of her body is coloured darker than the other half. I know instantly that it is a female and a young one by the size of it, and also that it is a runaway animal from a toy from someone in the street, as if I know the phenomenon, though I had not expected it.
Bale looks when I point it out and sees it too. And I tell her what it is, and what we should do. The animal must be caught and brought back. So we venture toward it. The animal runs over the street then and Bale catches it, we walk with a a short while and I explain what has to be done. Then Bale holds the animal still, and I tell her to stroke the animal under its tail three times, and then she will open her mouth and a paper will come out of it, that is the main part, because there was a little more in between but I forgot.
Bale does this, and then we look in the front, the animal opens her mouth, and we see her tongue, and then something comes out first, and then a piece of paper too, and that is what we need, because it contains the details of the girl whose puppet this is. And I want to read the name, because I think such things are important but we just continue and indeed there is no problem of dealing with it without actually knowing the name. However, I had a quick glance and it said Kelly Kellermans, and she is 10 years old. She has blond hair.
Then we see the girl, almost by the house of my parents, but the hippo goes toward her and stands in front of her so we can't protect her, and then the hippo does something and we see a part of the girl's soul in dark purple colours go up and away, and I know it is bad. Not all of the girl has left, but she starts to faint. The hippo is not harmless yet. The girl becomes weak after this and falls. That is when we take action and shoot the hippo, either with a rifle or with a bow and arrows, but the hippo still lives.
Then we are at the home of my parents, and there are three men who are hunters, they have rifles, and I tell them and try to convince them to shoot.
After a while the dead girl appears again, to the left of the road, and in black, and a bit looking possessed, but she can still be saved, I shoot her different times, many times, but I cannot hit her. At that point I have a shotgun from one of the hunters, and when the girl runs she crosses the street and into the fields to the right and all the way back, and I follow her with my gun, aiming, seeing even the marks on top of the rifle once to aim precisely, and I am just to slow to hit her, though I try several times. But I should have hit her the second time I shot her because this was right on it.
Afterward we check the gun, and Bale as she feared says that the second bullet was a dummy, and more than two bullets I could not have had anyhow, so the other times I shot were useless. Maybe Bale becomes Chwe at that moment more or less.
We still keep chasing the girl, but the next moment we are inside, possibly in the house though it looks different, and we now know we can only trick the girl. She has no longer human wit, and tricking her into a trap is now the only way to get her. If I remember correctly we caught her in the end, but I can't remember how, though the strategy would have been worth to remember.
I can't remember that last part of the dream well, and possibly some more fragments followed.
3. Unpacking Bundles
Possibly the last part of the previous dream. In the shop. I'm behind the till as usual, dark, Christmas atmosphere, I'm back here since some time and things have changed, I seem to be behind in knowledge, especially towards Brva and Keva, but I don't mind and do my work, which is one of the things I am new to. The situation is that so many things are piled up on top of the counter that there is no room to work. There is some order to it, but it must be cleared and ordered. Evidently, all this stuff is not mine but of my colleagues that dropped it here because I was away. Now I am back I am faced with it and it is official work. Again, I don't seem to mind but do my part.
I start to reorder by removing elastic bands from one bundle, which looks like papers or straws or twigs bundled together. I know a better system, if they let me, then I reorder everything. I do one thing at the time.
I don't know what happens then. I know my colleagues are present, but none seems to come and annoy me.
4. Dancing like an Indian
I forgot the first part of the dream but it was light and in a downstairs big room which was a party, then we retreated, some of us, to upstairs, which is more private and there we make our own party. For what purpose I don't know, but since I'm there and now in a more private environment I can let myself go. However, I think this is where we stopped while I was wanting to go home. Maybe my two brothers are here, but certainly Elbe and Ande are here.
To my back, or my left, there is a hearth, but just as decoration, because not working. We're all standing. Elbe and Ande are making music and it is really entrancing, and I start dancing, I don't play any instrument and this is a handicap, but I can make music with my voice, and I dance to their tune, although I am thinking that they are tricking me into it. And make sounds with my voice while tapping my mouth with the fingers of my right hand, each finger apart, and very quick, so fast I did not know I could move, and sounds rather cool. The other hand I put in the air, and I feel a bit like a Native American. After a while I start to become more awake and the technique does not work very well anymore and I stop.
5. Naruto Badminton
After dream. I've been awake and fell back asleep a little.
I'm in the corner of the sports hall where I do badminton. Two members are there, we are early, half an hour or a quarter of an hour, and agree to start playing. No courts are set up yet, but in that corner we are able to play. I serve, they serve, it is one one, and I have to serve again, and now the situation is like this that their part of the court is receded in the building, which looks like a garage, so beyond where normally the wall ends, and the wall is still there, so there is only a man's length or so that is open. I know that when I serve I'll be serving too high, I do it anyway, and hit the wall. Then we stop. I played one against both.
That is when we start discussing whether we should set up the courts and play further afield, on a real court with a net and so on. We come together and turn about a bit, others are coming in. I am retreating, and pass a big machine or box, red and black and it says naruto, I can read that and know it refers to the series, but there are no pictures so I let it go. Then I pass this thing, this is beside the courts, and at the other side of it I see a picture of Naruto, then I see the character himself and shake his hand. Others don't know the guy. That is about where the dream ends.
Wednesday, 13 November 2013
Floor Puzzle
1. Marinated Orca
First thing I remember is that I am on my bicycle cycling from Herent to Leuven, others are behind me but I have a head start and I don't want their company. Then there is the Donkerstraat, which takes me down at full speed, but immediately I see that the end of the street is blocked, so I have to be careful. From on top you would say you can't pass at all, but I am going to try anyway, the others can follow my example. So I go down the hill, and I come into some sort of market at the bottom, stalls everywhere, the whole crossroads taken. I can't remember what happened there.
At some point I return, so same way, but at the other side of the road. From Leuven to Herent, again at the Windgat there is the main thing happening. Across below is the sea and I can see it, and orca's jump out of the water. This is important, because at the same time a little beside the road when I stop for a minute, there is a famous Flemish cook who has just made a book on his recipes and when I see the pictures, I see that he marinated orka. I think that is bad, because how many animals will he have used for this and they all die for nothing. He is cooking in this area too, when I leave I see these animals in the water.
2. Package Home
I'm at the opposite side of the street where I will be later. In an upstairs room which is big like a living room, but it has a bed too on the right, and somehow I claim it as mine though I am not in it. At first I am alone, and have this package with me, but later more and more people enter the room. This is certainly someone else's place. Waiting.
I would rather be alone, I am expecting someone at 12 o clock, I am actually worrying about being ready for when Chwe comes at 12 today. I'd rather get myself to bed again, dark sheets, big bed, bigger than any normal bed.
I ask someone the time when I become a little panicked about it, it is only 11am, but I can't stand it anymore, another person says it is 12 already. I leave, I want to go home, and that is what I do.
Sunlight, somewhere in Leuven, a street that is supposed to be Bondgenotenlaan and I am returning to it at some point, because this is where my home is. I am carrying a package, which I had earlier but can't remember the context of. I am instinctively looking for my house. Then I see my door, which is a small white wooden door in the wall, a bit back of the wall in fact. It is too small to go through with the box, though the cardboard package is not that wide, but I don't have my hands free.
I am looking for number 276. And I then remember that I can enter from behind, so I'll try that. I look left, then right, to see where the shortest route is. There must be side streets that go to where the Diestsestraat should be. It seems like it has been a long time since I've been here. At first I think the closest street to get to the back is left, but then I see one on the right and go there. It is some kind of apartment I'm living in, number 6. So that makes 276/6.
When I was before my door first, at that point I am sure the package is from Stco, and there is some reading on top of it, done with a black or red marker, and I can read it, it certainly has the word dvd in, but misspelled, like DFD. And some other things. I had expected the wrong spelling because of something earlier and because I should know what is in the box.
When I find the back alley, I can get in from the front first. But already at that point I see that the street on the back is a dead end to the right, and the downstairs neighbours, who are Asian, South East Asian I think, have made their home there, outside, in the dirt, at least one adult and a kid.
I enter my home, the ground floor is nothing and dark and square and small, and I go up stairs which is more like a ladder, metal, and in white, and I go up through a hole in the roof to come to the next level, and it is more of the same there, only smaller, and I begin to wonder if this is all right, because I can't remember, it has been so long. One more level up in the same way I come to a fine room in which I should not be because it is the landlord's private quarter's, but now I cannot but pass there, so I do, and on the border when I want to enter my own quarters which feel empty anyway, I step on something and it gives a boom, like a small explosion, and it must have been a booby trap.
I finally get into my own rooms, and when I reach the back, where the living room is, I notice that the place is rather big and well furnished, but a puzzle I was working on is still on the floor, all the pieces, bigger than a normal puzzle, and it should be a 1000 pieces, all scattered in a certain order on the floor. This is a work in progress, but at this point I am annoyed with it, because it makes walking over it difficult, and I had forgotten about it.
I don't know exactly what happens next, but the next instant I am downstairs again, at the entrance on the front, which is already inside with the ladder. And I think I am going to the back anyway, because somehow I still was not able to enter the house properly to deliver the package.
Then when I am back down in that area, I see two women enter and they live here as well, one of them anyway. Blond hair, very pretty. Wears green I think, I know her, from sight. Never had much contact, because I am never here.
The other is her sister, but both change in age when I regard them, one of the goes upstairs, but first was the younger one, now the other is younger, but at some other point they are like mother and daughter, which is confusing.
In the back of my mind I make a note to acquaint myself to her. Anyway they have business of their own so I leave them be and go outside, I see those Asian people again, they don't look happy, but a little worried, yet they hold out. I go up the stairs to where I live, I see the small window there, but I know when I see it that I can't open it, because there is stuff on the other side, and I would push things over if I'd open the window from here, it is white and of wood, and also, it is too small to go through, and I still have this package, and I can't get through.
Then I start talking to the Asian man, there is a pile of sand or earth before him, but I don't precisely know what they are doing. But as I feared they have trouble with the landlord as well, can't get in the house anymore, which is why they occupy this land, and they know about the booby trap as well.
3. Double Station
Last dream, late in the morning.
First inside, a place I don't know, one publisher is there and one guy from a library, of Overijse, I am there, tables, dark, reds, and something about an order, six copies of a book. Both of them tease me because I don't know the details and they do. Something I should handle.
Later I am asked the same question, now I think I know which package at least it is, these are six Deltas books, rather small, the publisher asks them from me. This is in the kitchen of parents, and before that I was in the garage doing something with my cycle, and there was light, but I can't remember what happened, I was at the side where the chicken feed is kept.
In the kitchen there is also my mother. I can't remember what happened then. When I point to the package I intended, this woman publisher opens it, the top of it, and it is definitely something else. Two other things stand nearby on the floor, but I don't know what they are and now I can't remember.
Later I am on the train, and my brothers, certainly N, are there. And some other people. Among which at some point Tivb, though never near me I think, though part of this is her idea.
We pass through Leuven, the station, light, bright, and then we continue and after a while we come to the end station, the rails stop and there is a blue wall, we cannot go further, though none of us has paid attention, so I say we have to get off here. And this too is the station of Leuven and I am confused. Then we go to a certain place, the others surely know where they are going, and I follow, not sure anymore why we are here, I just came along.
Then we stay up, and others go down, and down is where Tivb is and begins to do explanations about dancing, which is something she is organizing but I'm not a part of it and I keep out of it, then suddenly she asks me, shouting from downstairs to me, the stairs is on the side, left, whether I might be interested to also follow her class, once a week, but even in advance I am not wanting it, only afterwards do I think that it would be nice to see her more often, but I already know she's going to say Tuesday or any other day that I can't make anyway. But by asking the question she actually opened me and made me curious.
Then Joja is there downstairs or some other fellow who looks like him and is demonstrating what dance we'll be doing, not me of course, and he says it is called jiji, but Tivb earlier said something about chachacha, which I think is not the first dance that people should begin with. But it is her thing, so I let her. And when Joja actually starts dancing, it is not a dance at all in my opinion, he takes long paces left and right, then goes very fast, and then also claps his hands and fingers in a very fast rhythm that I fear I can never obtain myself. Somewhere about there ends the dream.
+4. Taiji
Some earlier dream. Fragment. I remember a woman with short black curls, and she reminded me of Chsn, and the context might well have been taiji. Inside. Someone else was also there.
First thing I remember is that I am on my bicycle cycling from Herent to Leuven, others are behind me but I have a head start and I don't want their company. Then there is the Donkerstraat, which takes me down at full speed, but immediately I see that the end of the street is blocked, so I have to be careful. From on top you would say you can't pass at all, but I am going to try anyway, the others can follow my example. So I go down the hill, and I come into some sort of market at the bottom, stalls everywhere, the whole crossroads taken. I can't remember what happened there.
At some point I return, so same way, but at the other side of the road. From Leuven to Herent, again at the Windgat there is the main thing happening. Across below is the sea and I can see it, and orca's jump out of the water. This is important, because at the same time a little beside the road when I stop for a minute, there is a famous Flemish cook who has just made a book on his recipes and when I see the pictures, I see that he marinated orka. I think that is bad, because how many animals will he have used for this and they all die for nothing. He is cooking in this area too, when I leave I see these animals in the water.
2. Package Home
I'm at the opposite side of the street where I will be later. In an upstairs room which is big like a living room, but it has a bed too on the right, and somehow I claim it as mine though I am not in it. At first I am alone, and have this package with me, but later more and more people enter the room. This is certainly someone else's place. Waiting.
I would rather be alone, I am expecting someone at 12 o clock, I am actually worrying about being ready for when Chwe comes at 12 today. I'd rather get myself to bed again, dark sheets, big bed, bigger than any normal bed.
I ask someone the time when I become a little panicked about it, it is only 11am, but I can't stand it anymore, another person says it is 12 already. I leave, I want to go home, and that is what I do.
Sunlight, somewhere in Leuven, a street that is supposed to be Bondgenotenlaan and I am returning to it at some point, because this is where my home is. I am carrying a package, which I had earlier but can't remember the context of. I am instinctively looking for my house. Then I see my door, which is a small white wooden door in the wall, a bit back of the wall in fact. It is too small to go through with the box, though the cardboard package is not that wide, but I don't have my hands free.
I am looking for number 276. And I then remember that I can enter from behind, so I'll try that. I look left, then right, to see where the shortest route is. There must be side streets that go to where the Diestsestraat should be. It seems like it has been a long time since I've been here. At first I think the closest street to get to the back is left, but then I see one on the right and go there. It is some kind of apartment I'm living in, number 6. So that makes 276/6.
When I was before my door first, at that point I am sure the package is from Stco, and there is some reading on top of it, done with a black or red marker, and I can read it, it certainly has the word dvd in, but misspelled, like DFD. And some other things. I had expected the wrong spelling because of something earlier and because I should know what is in the box.
When I find the back alley, I can get in from the front first. But already at that point I see that the street on the back is a dead end to the right, and the downstairs neighbours, who are Asian, South East Asian I think, have made their home there, outside, in the dirt, at least one adult and a kid.
I enter my home, the ground floor is nothing and dark and square and small, and I go up stairs which is more like a ladder, metal, and in white, and I go up through a hole in the roof to come to the next level, and it is more of the same there, only smaller, and I begin to wonder if this is all right, because I can't remember, it has been so long. One more level up in the same way I come to a fine room in which I should not be because it is the landlord's private quarter's, but now I cannot but pass there, so I do, and on the border when I want to enter my own quarters which feel empty anyway, I step on something and it gives a boom, like a small explosion, and it must have been a booby trap.
I finally get into my own rooms, and when I reach the back, where the living room is, I notice that the place is rather big and well furnished, but a puzzle I was working on is still on the floor, all the pieces, bigger than a normal puzzle, and it should be a 1000 pieces, all scattered in a certain order on the floor. This is a work in progress, but at this point I am annoyed with it, because it makes walking over it difficult, and I had forgotten about it.
I don't know exactly what happens next, but the next instant I am downstairs again, at the entrance on the front, which is already inside with the ladder. And I think I am going to the back anyway, because somehow I still was not able to enter the house properly to deliver the package.
Then when I am back down in that area, I see two women enter and they live here as well, one of them anyway. Blond hair, very pretty. Wears green I think, I know her, from sight. Never had much contact, because I am never here.
The other is her sister, but both change in age when I regard them, one of the goes upstairs, but first was the younger one, now the other is younger, but at some other point they are like mother and daughter, which is confusing.
In the back of my mind I make a note to acquaint myself to her. Anyway they have business of their own so I leave them be and go outside, I see those Asian people again, they don't look happy, but a little worried, yet they hold out. I go up the stairs to where I live, I see the small window there, but I know when I see it that I can't open it, because there is stuff on the other side, and I would push things over if I'd open the window from here, it is white and of wood, and also, it is too small to go through, and I still have this package, and I can't get through.
Then I start talking to the Asian man, there is a pile of sand or earth before him, but I don't precisely know what they are doing. But as I feared they have trouble with the landlord as well, can't get in the house anymore, which is why they occupy this land, and they know about the booby trap as well.
3. Double Station
Last dream, late in the morning.
First inside, a place I don't know, one publisher is there and one guy from a library, of Overijse, I am there, tables, dark, reds, and something about an order, six copies of a book. Both of them tease me because I don't know the details and they do. Something I should handle.
Later I am asked the same question, now I think I know which package at least it is, these are six Deltas books, rather small, the publisher asks them from me. This is in the kitchen of parents, and before that I was in the garage doing something with my cycle, and there was light, but I can't remember what happened, I was at the side where the chicken feed is kept.
In the kitchen there is also my mother. I can't remember what happened then. When I point to the package I intended, this woman publisher opens it, the top of it, and it is definitely something else. Two other things stand nearby on the floor, but I don't know what they are and now I can't remember.
Later I am on the train, and my brothers, certainly N, are there. And some other people. Among which at some point Tivb, though never near me I think, though part of this is her idea.
We pass through Leuven, the station, light, bright, and then we continue and after a while we come to the end station, the rails stop and there is a blue wall, we cannot go further, though none of us has paid attention, so I say we have to get off here. And this too is the station of Leuven and I am confused. Then we go to a certain place, the others surely know where they are going, and I follow, not sure anymore why we are here, I just came along.
Then we stay up, and others go down, and down is where Tivb is and begins to do explanations about dancing, which is something she is organizing but I'm not a part of it and I keep out of it, then suddenly she asks me, shouting from downstairs to me, the stairs is on the side, left, whether I might be interested to also follow her class, once a week, but even in advance I am not wanting it, only afterwards do I think that it would be nice to see her more often, but I already know she's going to say Tuesday or any other day that I can't make anyway. But by asking the question she actually opened me and made me curious.
Then Joja is there downstairs or some other fellow who looks like him and is demonstrating what dance we'll be doing, not me of course, and he says it is called jiji, but Tivb earlier said something about chachacha, which I think is not the first dance that people should begin with. But it is her thing, so I let her. And when Joja actually starts dancing, it is not a dance at all in my opinion, he takes long paces left and right, then goes very fast, and then also claps his hands and fingers in a very fast rhythm that I fear I can never obtain myself. Somewhere about there ends the dream.
+4. Taiji
Some earlier dream. Fragment. I remember a woman with short black curls, and she reminded me of Chsn, and the context might well have been taiji. Inside. Someone else was also there.
Tuesday, 12 November 2013
Old Friends Meet
1. Old Friends Meet Up
Herent, by day, me and my brothers, especially N, maybe cycling, or by car. Going through town, the far end to the right, between the houses. Maybe before there was a fragment near home as well, can't remember.
By the evening, still light, we arrive somewhere, more ore less a square in the vicinity, but we stop in a street, other folk we know has arrived. And at long last Toha arrives too, this is the one we've been waiting for, and he brings Brfr with him, now we are complete.
2. Three Section Shop
Possibly the same dream.
We're all inside, big shop, in the far corner, right front, there is some sort of alcove.
Or maybe first in a smaller shop, and all of them, my friends, are busy working here, putting things in order and shelving and so on. And I seem to be the only one without a clue, but it is not completely so, because I also work. Everyone is helping. This place is so small that it is difficult to move alongside each other. Can't remember much more.
Later there is this very big shop, with first nothing in it so everyone goes to that alcove in the corner. Maybe I meet Chwe there or Inro, I can't remember, anyway a woman who is important to me. And I can't remember what happened there.
Later I seem to be more or less in charge, and I move to the counter in this area of the shop (magasin). Can't remember what happens.
Then the next part is all in the centre of the building, which cuts the big place in two areas, and I haven't been to the left part yet. But now first in the middle, and this is upstairs too, and beneath the upper floor is where I am mostly. Later I go to the left area, and two people, a boy and a girl work there at the counter, but when many people start to queue there and the girl is uncertain and busy, and the boy is not yet there, but I am near, I start considering whether I should help, doubt, but before I can make a decision the boy is there, now the girl still can't choose who she will help first, and I stand nearby anyway, once each has started to help someone, a woman with long blond hair comes up to me, is assertive and asks me a question, with which I can help, I don't mind.
After that I go back to the middle section and there I go upstairs and N is also there, and I am planning to go back to the original part to the right, because some people have moved there and I should watch things, but I never get there because some things upstairs need to be done first, and the dream ends.
3. Hug
There is a fragment of dream before this, where I meet Chwe, and kiss her on the lips, quite firmly, and I suppose that startles her, but I hug her as well and bury my head in her body, chest, and with one hand I hold one of her breasts and it feels good. I don't know what she thinks, but at least it gives me comfort.
Other fragment, I am almost sure there was something with water, in a river, but I can't remember anything now.
Herent, by day, me and my brothers, especially N, maybe cycling, or by car. Going through town, the far end to the right, between the houses. Maybe before there was a fragment near home as well, can't remember.
By the evening, still light, we arrive somewhere, more ore less a square in the vicinity, but we stop in a street, other folk we know has arrived. And at long last Toha arrives too, this is the one we've been waiting for, and he brings Brfr with him, now we are complete.
2. Three Section Shop
Possibly the same dream.
We're all inside, big shop, in the far corner, right front, there is some sort of alcove.
Or maybe first in a smaller shop, and all of them, my friends, are busy working here, putting things in order and shelving and so on. And I seem to be the only one without a clue, but it is not completely so, because I also work. Everyone is helping. This place is so small that it is difficult to move alongside each other. Can't remember much more.
Later there is this very big shop, with first nothing in it so everyone goes to that alcove in the corner. Maybe I meet Chwe there or Inro, I can't remember, anyway a woman who is important to me. And I can't remember what happened there.
Later I seem to be more or less in charge, and I move to the counter in this area of the shop (magasin). Can't remember what happens.
Then the next part is all in the centre of the building, which cuts the big place in two areas, and I haven't been to the left part yet. But now first in the middle, and this is upstairs too, and beneath the upper floor is where I am mostly. Later I go to the left area, and two people, a boy and a girl work there at the counter, but when many people start to queue there and the girl is uncertain and busy, and the boy is not yet there, but I am near, I start considering whether I should help, doubt, but before I can make a decision the boy is there, now the girl still can't choose who she will help first, and I stand nearby anyway, once each has started to help someone, a woman with long blond hair comes up to me, is assertive and asks me a question, with which I can help, I don't mind.
After that I go back to the middle section and there I go upstairs and N is also there, and I am planning to go back to the original part to the right, because some people have moved there and I should watch things, but I never get there because some things upstairs need to be done first, and the dream ends.
3. Hug
There is a fragment of dream before this, where I meet Chwe, and kiss her on the lips, quite firmly, and I suppose that startles her, but I hug her as well and bury my head in her body, chest, and with one hand I hold one of her breasts and it feels good. I don't know what she thinks, but at least it gives me comfort.
Other fragment, I am almost sure there was something with water, in a river, but I can't remember anything now.
Monday, 11 November 2013
Sand Castle
1. Sand and Sea
At first something like a school building, light, many people, my age, all busy, something of an examination going on. Me too, but I can't remember what. First outside, maybe a fragment inside too.
After this, a park. We descend to the beach, though the whole place seems rather inland, there are meadows and so on. But here there is sand like on a beach and it is shaped in a certain way so that when the water floods in it will automatically go certain ways, but it is naturally built so.
This fragment is rather lucid. N and D are there. Water floods in, and I busy myself with the construction, and shape the sand this way and that, to catch the ebb and flow of the sea. Something red is here too, maybe my clothes or another person still who is nearby, maybe a girl. Mother is also in the neighbourhood, but I can't remember what she did or when.
Something about a photograph.
Beyond the sand structure to the left is a shed, and beyond that landscape, but no real sea.
2. Taiji Master of Another School
Something about selecting a dvd, both my parents are there, and Ilfr.
At some other point I enter a building which reminds me more or less of the public library of Leuven, and I would enter from the Rijschoolstraat. And I see people practicing taiji but their teacher is not there, and possibly I join for a while.
A small path on the left as if in a garden, wooden fence to the left of it.
Can't remember that part well.
At the end of the dream I enter a building and soon enough I realize this is the back part of the same building, but now I am in the right direction, and before I saw the students through the big glass window of the classroom, but now I see them across of where I am, there is only a corridor in between, and again a big glass window, so definitely a room, but rather windows instead of walls.
When I realize, then Elbe is there, and I suddenly (?) have my taiji sword with me, and I enter the room. There is a big Asian guy to the left, sits down, not well aligned, and the students to the right, some of whom I recognize. I keep standing up, my sword in hand.
He says his students told him that my sword techniques are like Judo something something, and that he wants nothing to do with a technique that is so rough and external. I'm a little taken aback because I am sure I was trying to do things internally. So I defend myself without admitting to do things rough or without apology of some sort. And there is a short discussion.
Then I retreat because there is nothing I can do here, yet. But outside, when I leave the room, Elbe laughs with me and says that we were like two bears fighting, and I think that is odd, because it was not like fighting at all, but two taiji persons sorting things out. But it was how she perceived it and in hindsight she might have been right.
Last part something about being home, of parents, and watching tv. Can't remember the details.
+3. Too Late Again
There is a room, a woman and a man, I ask the woman something, but she has already promised herself to the man. The woman is Chwe, and the man is Mefa or Woli. And this in the brief interval of her having no lover, which means that I missed my chance. Again. This on an upper floor.
At first something like a school building, light, many people, my age, all busy, something of an examination going on. Me too, but I can't remember what. First outside, maybe a fragment inside too.
After this, a park. We descend to the beach, though the whole place seems rather inland, there are meadows and so on. But here there is sand like on a beach and it is shaped in a certain way so that when the water floods in it will automatically go certain ways, but it is naturally built so.
This fragment is rather lucid. N and D are there. Water floods in, and I busy myself with the construction, and shape the sand this way and that, to catch the ebb and flow of the sea. Something red is here too, maybe my clothes or another person still who is nearby, maybe a girl. Mother is also in the neighbourhood, but I can't remember what she did or when.
Something about a photograph.
Beyond the sand structure to the left is a shed, and beyond that landscape, but no real sea.
2. Taiji Master of Another School
Something about selecting a dvd, both my parents are there, and Ilfr.
At some other point I enter a building which reminds me more or less of the public library of Leuven, and I would enter from the Rijschoolstraat. And I see people practicing taiji but their teacher is not there, and possibly I join for a while.
A small path on the left as if in a garden, wooden fence to the left of it.
Can't remember that part well.
At the end of the dream I enter a building and soon enough I realize this is the back part of the same building, but now I am in the right direction, and before I saw the students through the big glass window of the classroom, but now I see them across of where I am, there is only a corridor in between, and again a big glass window, so definitely a room, but rather windows instead of walls.
When I realize, then Elbe is there, and I suddenly (?) have my taiji sword with me, and I enter the room. There is a big Asian guy to the left, sits down, not well aligned, and the students to the right, some of whom I recognize. I keep standing up, my sword in hand.
He says his students told him that my sword techniques are like Judo something something, and that he wants nothing to do with a technique that is so rough and external. I'm a little taken aback because I am sure I was trying to do things internally. So I defend myself without admitting to do things rough or without apology of some sort. And there is a short discussion.
Then I retreat because there is nothing I can do here, yet. But outside, when I leave the room, Elbe laughs with me and says that we were like two bears fighting, and I think that is odd, because it was not like fighting at all, but two taiji persons sorting things out. But it was how she perceived it and in hindsight she might have been right.
Last part something about being home, of parents, and watching tv. Can't remember the details.
+3. Too Late Again
There is a room, a woman and a man, I ask the woman something, but she has already promised herself to the man. The woman is Chwe, and the man is Mefa or Woli. And this in the brief interval of her having no lover, which means that I missed my chance. Again. This on an upper floor.
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