In a Dark Hall

1. Dwarves

A bunch or dwarves and or children. They don't want to listen, to me. 2 persons. House (parents?). No one understands what I'm saying.

I can enter. Someone runs away. And I can't go back or return myself. All this causes problems. (All from notes, dream in the middle of the night, can't remember anymore).

2. Piece of Shit

At some point in some dream I went to the toilet. I think this is my own toilet, although bigger place and other people around. A lot came out. About five pieces of shit. And very big ones. I want to flush it, but it doesn't work. The water comes through, but there's too much shit to be flushed, at least two big pieces, like sausages, still float about. So I'll have to wait for the next round.

3. Dabe and Fras

At some point in a later dream I come at last in a dark hall which is very big and may look like the portal of a dwarven realm. On our left, which is the other end than from which we came, there is a door or gate. We don't go through. There is a table not far from the gate, there we sit down. Everyone is there. Mother, father, my two brothers.

Already before I sit down, there is a screen before the table which separates the space from the rest of the room, I meet an old friend. Dabe comes from the side of the door and greets me, says he's been looking for me. I greet him. I know he hugs in a very particular way, and I prepare, but he doesn't. Nonetheless, I spontaneously want to kiss him, thrice on the cheek, which he in his turn is not used too. This is a merry meeting. He comes sit with me at the table but we have a private conversation. He has come to give me an answer, I emailed him yesterday (in real life). The dream gets the quality of a spirit dream. Not long after Fras appears as well, is high spirited and happy to see me. She sits down as well. It is a strange situation, with my family on one side, and the occult friends on the other. But I enjoy.

At some point in another dream food was served. Sausages. Big pink ones, put nicely wherever there's room on the baking plate, but in disorder, like on a bbq. I think Dabe is still here at that point, it is possibly him who serves the sausages.

Aunt M (father's side) may be there as well.

There was a part of the dream outside as well.

+ At some point in probably the same dream I am served pastries in an oven tray. I did not order this, and it looked rather different, with fruits and different sizes of pastry cups, but I accepted it anyway. There were five pastry cups. I'm sure I ordered something else. I think it was Dabe who gave me this food.

4. Fighting Goblins

(From notes). School, listening or not listening to a teacher, food, fighting, fighting against goblins. Fight lost. The food mentioned may be the one in the previous dream.

I seem to remember a dream about sex, but I can't remember.

5. Teaching Taiji

Taiji class, I'm there, we're in the veranda of my parents. I am waiting. Many people are late. Some are here on time, but I wait for the two who are behind. This takes a long time. Much light. Then, two girls enter, this is also in the real training hall. With them come a lot of other people, the two girls are blond, other blond girls enter with them, about five in total.

In the meanwhile a class of small children entered as well. They are ready, I want to teach them, but they sit down, their parents are there too, and the parents don't want to move at all. All sit down in the veranda, where there is room. I stand up and am ready to finally start teaching.

No one responds when I start, I find that odd, normally people are quick to join. I don't say anything but I pretend like the class if full and eager and go on talking and giving exercises. No one joins. I am not able to enthuse them. I can look the children and the fathers in their faces, they are all bored.

At some point, one of the fathers says okay. But not before I forced one child to practice with me. I explain him how to push or be pushed. I stand a little aside, but no one follows. The child is not very eager either and doesn't play along. He is small too which makes it difficult for me to demonstrate. This is when the father says he wants to make an effort and join.

The whole situation feels rather wasted. That is about where the dream ends. Last dream.

An earlier part of the dream was outside as well, still part of teaching, meeting other people, me looking for a teacher or the right classroom, outside trees, other rooms, me lonely, alone, bit lost. (I had thought I would remember this, because it was close to waking).

+6. The End of the Stairway

I'm in Den Haag, and want to visit my grandmother, or at least her place, because she is not among the living anymore. And it has been a long time since I visited this place, I hope I'll find the right room in the home.
Something with a bus, probably my means of transport through the city, or I see buses?
When I enter the building, I feel uncomfortable, I don't want anybody to see me and it is dark, people are there who work there, quite a lot. They help me if I ask. I'm looking for the lift and the stairs both to get to the right floor, while I try to remember the floor, five of six. I don't care what people think about me when I enter, I don't let it touch me.
I want to take the elevator first, but someone at the desk says I have to get out on the fourth floor, because there are works and the lift can't pass the fifth floor. I don't trust the whole thing. I try the stairs. I get to a certain height, but then the stairs end right to the wall. It ends in the wall. So I can't get higher. I try again. It appears that I misunderstood the thing about the lift, because they were working on level two and three also, but the lift could pass that, while the stairs of those levels just end. And it is so, because I try the stairs again, one floor up, and it end against the wall again, no way to get higher.
In the end I risk the lift anyway, and I get at the top floor or at least the one I needed to get to. When I enter I come into a very cosy environment, there are sofas everywhere and old ladies sitting in them, chatting. They're all still bright. There is more light here. They drink coffee. This is where I was heading, but I don't know what I expected to find here, my grandmother doesn't live here anymore anyway. There is also a sofa behind the main area. The place is big. The whole floor is like one big living room. The old ladies seem to enjoy themselves. That is about where the dream ends.

Shopping for a Shirt

1. Coffee Tray

I'm in the shop, behind the till, two other colleagues here too, they know something I don't. They are on my right. The shop is different than in reality, but I've seen this version in other dreams. Open shop, large space, light, one floor. Orientation is different, but the placing of door and till are the same if you think about it.

On they right they have a tray of food. An oven tray. Maybe something like spaghetti, I can't remember. They have some. I'm curious but don't get involved. There is also coffee, I certainly don't want that.

(From notes) Together with a girl. She is there, or in a sense.

2. Tailor Made

Same dream. On the top of a hill. Lonely height. Lonely mountain, afterwards in waking Erebor comes to mind, but it is not really a mountain. Lush, grass, light, sunny. Exclusive area actually, but here are shops and we need to do shopping. I'm looking for a shirt, a good one, to wear at the wedding. The rest of the family is here, looking for clothes, I wander off. They are measuring cloth.

Outside I stroll to the right, into the next shop, which is smaller, more exclusive with two employees, neat, ready to help me. High ceiling. Light. Also clothes, but I only see ties and something else I can't remember, either shirts or trousers. Not the thing I was looking for. Anyway, I enter and they want to help. I am not going to buy anything here. They have so little because all is sold already. The ties are very modern and to my liking, though light colours, mostly white, with dark streaks, but arty.

When I go back to the first shop, they are still busy. Most is done already. Now I see Bale at the table with a yellow dark green thick piece of cloth, and she is cutting it. I knew she would like to do that herself. She follows the lines on the cloth and cuts neatly. It is difficult, because the piece is that big. The lady of the shop looks on. I think I could help Bale, so I hold the cloth tight in places, only a little help.

3. Floor Tiles

Same dream. Something with herbs (Can't read). Finally together? Tiles? The floor tiles come to mind. Family. Mine? Can't remember. 

4. Jia Pfirsich

By the end of these dreams thoughts were mixed into it. I was thinking about Zhuangzi. And especially also about Chia Mantak, realizing that if the ch is the same as in taichi, then maybe his name is Jia. This is a dream about learning Chinese, book, maybe Geli in the background. Also German words in the dream, such as Pfirsich.

5. Blond Girls

Green. Somewhere in the dream there is the colour green, something is green, very noticable.

I'm in a city, evening, still light. I'm either on the bus or I try to avoid the bus. At some point in the dream I may be cycling and trying to avoid two buses behind me to drive me off the road. City with sloping streets. I'm living in this city, was supposed to meet people, I know people here. I was home first, then out, then meet them again.

By the end of the dream it is 10.30pm and it's late, I am heading home. Now I go straight home, downwards, pedestrian walk. I recognize the squares when I get to them, so I'm sure I know where I am. Two squares, one small, one large. Maybe the same as Hooverplein and Ladeuze in Leuven. Lots of people still about. Buzz. Lots of noise. Too much for me to be able to catch sleep, I already know, but I need my sleep anyway.

Somewhere in the dream a few blond girls feature. It strikes me that they are all blond. I'm with a girl. She has long curly blond hair. I've known her since a week now, but haven't gone to bed with her in the whole though I might have seen her every day, because I just don't have the time. In the dream, before that girl I had another, which I liked maybe more, and who was also blond, she is in the dream too. Another blond girl is there who is the girl friend of someone else, maybe of a friend or of my brother?

At some point in the dream (I don't remember the chronology), I'm in my apartment, window looking out, not the side of the street, back window, apartment on an upper floor. Oriented differently than in reality, also more space. Different furniture. We sit at the table in the living room, on the floor. We play a game, possibly cards. We play a long time, it gets late. Maybe we also eat cheese.

One Hundred Thousand Meditations

1. Sofie's Bar

Something 100,000 times meditation, in the shop. It seems everything works out nicely, that is, the place, the time and the number.

I'm on my cycle, hills, ups and downs, that is the streets in this city are steep. Get together in a house.

Metal music. A place in the sunshine. Outside, grass, in a corner there is a shaft of sunlight, the other edges of this garden are shaded. I put whatever it is that I have, there: a book. It is my own book, the small one. In the sunshine, this is the best spot. I know other people won't care and will just put their stuff anywhere. The booklet stands upright, on itself. On top of it I place a little wooden bar with the name Sofie on it. My brothers I jealous.

2. Lemon Stones

Something lemon. My dad and mom help me. Maybe a machine to press citrus fruits. On the veranda, parents home. Stones of fruit.

3. Meditation Shop

(From notes). Bicycle, shop. That maniest mediation, again. This time finally made it. Tama, List and maybe Keva are here.

4. At 5 O'Clock

(Can't read notes). Something 5pm, meditation, three times.

Sabre Bottle

1. Odin

Something Odin?

2. Unwanted Company

Dark. Nima, who is an employee in our company that not many people in the company like. Sits at a table.

3. A Bottle and a Cork

Someone on a visit, and his assistant. They unpack their wares, the chief in particular does, puts them on the table. Light. Cellar. My home. School bag, or doctor's briefcase like. Also on the table. Starts to present his wines, self made. I'm very curious, because I make my own mead, too.

He has wine, beer and mead. Three different cups. He will let us taste all three. I get my mead to compete, because I feel a bit attacked by his presence. And I want to show that mine is good or better. His mead is very yellow, which is good, and I don't trust the taste, but when I try, I must admit that it is just the right sweetness. It is good mead. There is no one else but me here.

Tama is here.

This is a complex building with many levels, we are mostly active on the lower levels. Brva is also here. Many rooms are dark. Upstairs I lead. But Brva leads the newcomers. This is one of the upper rooms. They are dark and small and interconnected. All have a separate table with books of one theme presented on them. She is very proud when she comes to the table where my books, Ankertjes, are presented, I think that is very good. Especially because there are so many booklets on show.

Somewhere else in the building, downstairs and later in the dream, me and Tama try to uncork a bottle, possibly of wine, maybe champagne. She tries first. This is already the cellar or underneath somewhere. She gets halfway, but it doesn't work, then I take over, and get a little further, does not work. Somehow we try so hard that even the thing to pull the corks (kurketrekker) breaks. And then the cork itself breaks too, this is hopeless. We'll never get it open.

But then I get an idea, I can do the trick with the sable (sableren) to open it. Cut off the top of the bottle, this will work. So the next part of the dream is about us two looking for a sable to do this. We wander through the different basement rooms, even more downstairs. In the meanwhile the top of the bottle has changed, it is blue and made of plastic, very thick, but maybe that will make it easier.

When we get down, I see in a lighted very uncosy basement, two people sitting at a table playing cards. They guard. They do nothing else than be here and watch. I ask them. Behind the corner where the table is, I find the kitchenette, and I start to make food. I'm melting cheese in a pot, that will be good. Some of the guards is going to the next room, which is a lot more lively. A curtain separates both. This one is tiled, stones. Chilly look.

I'm still looking for my sabre, but the whole time I also have doubts about this. Will I be able to do it, pull this off, get the top and cork of in one blow? Will I? That is about where the dream ends.

Druid Tree in France

1. Iron Tent Skeleton

We are on the countryside, camping, my brother is there, other people. This is an enclosed area, and it seems to be on a height. More likely a field, almost like a football field. By day, light. Clear sky. On the left side, which is mostly behind me is maybe a place or building where people can sit or stand. I don't remember that part of the place very well, but it is darker. And at least the other people who are here go there often. I don't, but I'm stubborn. I stick to me tent, which is of an usual kind.

There are other people camping here, but not much, as if it is low season. But is looks like we are in some sort of competition, and they are all teams. We are too. So there is at least two other persons belonging to our team. Our tent is almost in the centre, but more to the right. Maybe a little further there, too, is a building, like a garage, and maybe a kitchen. But people don't go there, although this feels like my private area, and maybe I go there once in the dream, but can't remember well.

The tent is open and mostly made of metal bars, white, and very long. The skeleton of the structure is very clear, but there is not cloth or cover. Yet there are definite sides, and entrance, and so on. I'm on one side of a table. Most things here are white. Low seat.

I'm doing research there, so I want everyone to be quiet and leave me alone, which is why I am mostly alone in the tent. At the same time, my brother N is guarding the place (from notes).

I'm browsing through a book, which looks like a calendar, those with a page per month. One side is black, but on the back is always a lot of text, very cryptic. I work my way through it, most of it is interesting, ancient. I take notes. It is either runes, or something Sumerian. But most of it I don't understand. Then I come to a passage with new material, and it is about runes. Rune texts found in France.

There is also food served here. So I suppose this is a break from the competition, while I do my work. I leave the tent for a moment (from notes). Possibly I enter this garage, possibly this is the place where I kept the calender slash book in the first place. And which I almost forgot about. (M7R). Then there is (can't read, maybe wind). We're eating pizza, I can remember the slices. I was still eating. Everyone about the table looks a little frightened, not really fear, but unsure, looking at me, as if I'm suddenly going to do something forceful.

Then it is time to disassemble the tent. Chdm is helping me. She's been around the whole time. A lot of people are waiting for me. I'll be giving talks. When we finish the tent, I see there lies a pingpong ball in the grass nearby, and then another one. Lucid moment. Both are bad, broken. I try the first one, no good, then appears the second, no good either, a little better.

I keep studying as long as I can, while other people are taking apart the iron skeleton. Digr is there, my brother and Chdm are doing the tent. They are okay with it.

I am finding interesting stuff.

Then there is someone who comes to check on the water, the utility service of the site. Someone tells me. I don't see the person. I leave this person to his work. I know where it is that he has to be, in the garage. There are two places, I know them both, I know most people err in this. He tells me he's here for the cold water, which means, not the boiler. He asks where it is.

Nede is here too, the daughter of Tama.

2. Yggdrasil in France

We keep going, driving. Me, Digr and Brva. They get along well.

At a certain point I tell them where I want to pass by. This is my trip, they have to listen. I'm in the back seat, they both in front. Light.

We are in France, in the mountains, looks more like the Swiss Alps. So we stop somewhere, where I think it is okay. Road on top of a mountain. Stop by the side. No one else there. Woods, trees, mountains. It is getting evening. There are giant firs, trees. Not dense forested

I want to take a look.

I take a few steps and look around, this is a cool place, it goes a little down, there is an edge further on, but I don't go so far, and besides there are too many trees to get there. Brva is following. The sky gets darker. It looks a bit ominous I realize, as if we are trespassing. Digr also comes.

I go ahead, but a strong wind ensues and the sky looks threatening now. It darkens. Clouds too, big dark clouds. The whole place feels mystical, I like it, but I don't think the other two can see it or feel it. So I stay anyway.

We get ourselves something to eat. Digr and Brva go sit on the bench, wood, that is there to picknick. Brva is in front of me. Digr beside her, on her left. She gives Digr the cheese they have with them, I recognize this cheese, I let it out of the fridge too long and it has gotten a little hard. I don't know if I should tell them this, because I feel ashamed of it. Digr wants the cheese anyway and helps himself, then Brva says: are you really going to take those slices. Because those were the worst. And then she says: you better take slice 5 and 7. They were still okay.

She herself helps herself too, opens a baguette and smears peanut butter on one side and adds slices of cheese on the other. And it has lettuce and other stuff on it too. I think that is really weird. I'm eating something completely different.

Afterwards, we walk into the woods. I still have food with me. That is to say, I found a rock in this place, and started to eat it, and again. It tastes nice. They way it should, I remember.

Early on in the wood I see a stone that is too big to go unnoticed, and then another one and another one, and I know these are sacred stones. There are not monumental though, remind me of the Japanese outdoor stone representations of spirits. They are half covered in the grass or needles, or moss, the woods. I can tell that these stones were consciously placed here and mean something. Again, I can feel the mysticism of the place.

I go right to the edge of the place. It is a bit open where the stones are. And on the right is a very big tree, fir.

In the meanwhile, Brva gives a remark about something, fairplay, and something about Milow or I hear music play. And she hurls it, maybe a stone, purposefully not at the target, whatever it was, I can't remember. I care not. But she does warn for earthquakes, even if it is small.

At this point I have a clot of earth in my right hand and eat it.

I continue in the darkness. By now it is night, or looks that way.

Then I suddenly see the tree, I suddenly look up and there it is. A very huge, thick, gigantic fir. And I see gold glimmer in the top, not the top itself, but near it, in the green of its enormous cover. I find that cool, to find such a thing here. And soon enough I see the rest of the tree. It is really a Christmas tree. There's lights in it everywhere, and more of those gold plaques. And other stuff. What strikes me most are the horns that are placed on some of the branches. They are split at the end. So the open end is used to put it around a branch, but the point is also split, so the horns have a very unusual look. And they are very big. I measure them, they are much bigger than my own horn at home.

Boots also hang in the tree. Because it is not Christmas, I know that the lights are hung in the tree the whole year around. And I think that is wonderful. 

I realize that this is a druid tree, and still in use. So I kneel and pray and give my respects, although it does not change anything in the atmosphere. Digr and Brva have no clue, they are going back already.

Then one of those big horns falls off. Maybe I helped a bit with that. I take it with me and show it to the others. So excited am I. Brva and Digr are gone in the meanwhile.

The dream shifts into another surroundings with me examining the horn. Inside, in a house, with other people, more like minded.

Transit Zone

1. Taichi Explanation

Piece of a dream. Light, inside, house, of parents, as in reality but with dreamlike quality and oriented differently, but common for a certain type of dream. I'm in the dining room. There's lots of stuff going on behind me in the kitchen, but I'm not part of it, possibly, I just arrived. My brother N is here with me, and at the other end of the table is mother. We all stand.

Because my brother asks, I show him some of my taichi. He stands on my left. There is little room to move, with the table and the chairs, but I do it anyway, lift the arms to shoulder height, tell him what to do, what happens in the muscles. And show with my right hand on my left arm lifting, like groping the shoulder and upper arm, where the muscles work. Mother at the other side just joins in, at first I don't know what to make of it, but then I'm okay with it, she can as well practice with us. I let her. Maybe I even give her some suggestions. Another person is there, Ludp, who I know via De, and joined a meditation once.

I was going to the living room afterwards, which is on a lower level, but can't remember how the dream ended exactly.

No, checked notes, it is like this. No one is concentrating or doing as I say, so I just let them and take a break. I go sit in the sofa and watch the clock, I'll give myself three to five minutes. Or until something hours 35. Specifically the arms I explain. I take a slightly longer break, which I did not intend to, but did anticipate or expect.

2. Train Transit Zone

We are running to catch the train. We come to the main place inside where we have to choose the platform, this is a high space, little bit futuristic. Open, but covered, big, spacious. We are in Gent. Or do we travel there? We choose a direction, which is difficult because the scene changes while making the choices.

But we enter the right place we think, but here the trains do not run, this is a shopping area. Jewelry, and a café behind that. I really don't know where to go.

But anyway, when I pass the hallway with the shops and enter the café, I see Inro sitting there, very comfortably, and List is there too. I ask them, what train and where. Then small don't know who leaves (from notes) and Inro something something.

+ There was a dream scene after that while I was sitting in the train, me and the person who was with me. There was only this one carriage, and it had some people with it. Special service. Dark

3. Zombies and French Bread

Next scene is this. In the dark. Half outside, half inside. I'm not alone, but the place is rather deserted, buildings. There are zombies. And a loaf of bread, French bread (stokbrood). Night. Dog. Run away.

4. Ka

Maybe same dream. (From notes). Marketing, camera, little girl, maybe Ka, friend of De.

Apparition

1. Aleister Crowley Apparition

First dream I remember. Hall, white. On the far wall appears a symbol in black, very pronounced, I immediately recognize it as the sigil of Bahaal from the comics of the Red Knight, or of Aleister Crowley. Then it sinks back again. There are few other people about, but they don't seem to see it. A second time it happens, I wonder what it means. White, yellow, black. The outline is very big, bigger than a human.

2. Paralysis

Maybe the same dream as the above. In a spacious room, few people are scattered about, the all have a very particular role. One of them on the left is Griffith from Berserk, he is completely lame, paralyzed, he can't move. Two people help him. He has his helmet on. Only his head can still move  and he might be able to talk, but he doesn't. He is really pathetic.

3. Special Die

Something with a phone. I remember a die (teerling). Special one with text on. I don't know who is playing but someone is and says out loud what he must do, or what the person must do. He reads it from the die. I don't remember more.

4. Cat Kiss

Don't remember where the dream starts. But at some point there is a kitten, maybe V of Bale, in the end it certainly is her. In the beginning she has grey fur. The cat likes me very much and follows me around. She is quick too. I don't mind. Then I go sit in the sofa, and I bite an apple. The cat jumps on me and climbs my body, and seems to kiss me but more precisely takes a crum of apple out of my mouth, which I think is rather spectacular. This was really sweet.

5. Space Game
(Hypnagogic dream)

First part is in the city itself, big streets, of a place I know in the dream, I cross somewhere, am alone, however was meeting other people, but I have my own schedule. I return to the home or place where I stay. Behind me must be the station. It is night, the shops in the street are closed, some bars are still open. But I do to the apartment.
This place is not my home, this time I am alone, the earlier part of the dream was also in this place and there were many people, who live here and who visited. Although later my brother D will arrive. Now I am alone I will try the computer game myself, that they were playing, something science fiction. And I want to do a thesis about this, so it is research. I immediately realize that I will never understand the game as well as the others do, because the others know the story and have background information, I do not.
I prepare the gun that you need to shoot at the screen, something plastic, but there are attributes, like rockets that you need to assemble. I get them ready. I don't sit myself at the main screen, but a smaller one on the right. And I start the game. It is in space, we are in a space ship. I forgot to load my weapon properly, so now I have to do this while I'm playing losing time. This is about the moment that D enters and he helps me.
You have to move or point the gun to move about. I do a lot of nothing at first. Then after a while a red mist begins to form in space and it contains mystical creatures that create illusions, next we are on a planet and the enemy is there. And every time it is my time I miss the opportunity to shoot and annihilate the enemy. I feel like Lanfeust, maybe him and the troll and some other character feature in the game.
Then D says I have to use the other attributes as well, flat square discs that you have to lay on your knuckles, I don't see how this is going to work. I try anyway.
Still later the others also return and they argue about something, the computer, or memory stick, sit on the floor, I'm in the sofa and facing the main computer and screen at that point.

6. Spiral Dance
(Hypnagogic dream)

I arrive at a place which is a private place on a hill, for alternative people, I have been here before and it reminds me of the place where I should have given the meditation. Light, open, spacious, most people sit on the grass, although there is an inside too, among which the kitchen. Our small group of three or four people sits together on the floor, or grass, there are small, long wooden tables too. The place also reminds me of the Kesselberg. 
My brother or brothers are there. At a certain point Niru is there, which I had not expected, except for that his wife may have been the cook. But the lady that serves at the sandwhich bar, Di, is here too, she talks to the people, knows them well, she talks about her teenage daughter. Niru suddenly starts to dance, but there is plenty of room, so behind the house there are meadows, and he dances a special dance of which I have forgotten the name. And one other person joins him. 
Then on our left I also see Wabr and De, who dine there, also on the grass, I had not expected to see them here, but it is okay, maybe later I will go over and talk to them. First we have to clean. Inside is a large open wooden box with stuff. I don't know what needs to happen with that, but some of it must go, on the right side of the box is all tampax (maandverband). 
Niru and his partner Nela have grey hair. Only at the end of the dream.

7. Rune Picture Ansuz
(Hypnagogic dream)

Inside, dark, drawings maybe of me or someone else I know lie about on the floor, I'm on the floor, and I am busy drawing runes on a piece of paper. Special ones that have special names in the later tradition. I draw the swastika because it is called thor's hammer and I draw the three triangles because it is called hrungnir's heart, and there are a few others, but I forgot there names. So I don't draw them. The three triangles don't work out nicely, someone on my right recognizes what I'm doing, but it looks like a big square with two triangles on the bottom of it. I am thinking about including the medieval runes by Pennick, but decide against it.
Meanwhile a guy stares at some of the pictures and they intrigue him, he asks questions about it. He points to one picture in particular that has an Ansuz rune on top, hill, dark night, horse in the centre, grey, and trees on the left, maybe a wolf by the trees.

8. Nurse Aunt
(Hypnagogic dream)

At home of parents. Family there, gathering, new people arrive, aunt L is there who hasn't shown up for many years, my brother D is very happy about it. Most people dress in white. Nursing clothes maybe. Some of them where a plate that hangs on their necks, with the Standaard Boekhandel logo, aunt L has one of this. I hesitate to talk to her and decide against it.

(about 38 minutes of writing)