1. Taiji Dance
Some kind of school building in the middle of a city. A bit hidden away. I have to be there for some reason. Others too. There is some sort of square in front of the building, where we were before. When we approach the building, light, there are different doors, lucid, glass doors, clear. I'm sure I know which door leads where. Someone else does not, she just arrived and wants to come with us. We take the right door, which is also the nearest, and behind it is a small hallway and elevators. I know the other doors would have been locked. Professors live in these buildings. There is one in particular we want to see. The square might have been the playground. But it might also be a university building, college. The girl needs to see one professor in particular, man, middle aged, dark hair, mixed up. I never see this professor, but I have this picture of him.
Then it is me who follows, once up. (Can't read notes).
Upstairs, light room, large windows that look out on the actual enclosed playground, high up. (Reminds me of where Woli lived, F.Lintstraat?). There is a long but small table in the middle of the room, I come up from one way. Loli and Arve are already here. What a wonderful surprised. Woli must also be here. Other people, but not many, that I don't remember.
At some point, someone else comes in too, a girl, and then everyone starts to discuss a certain book that I have never seen before or read, but everyone else knows it and starts to be merry, it is something spiritual, maybe esoteric, and at the same time a novel or a play. Maybe people want to do the play. This girl in particular, she has long brown hair, she says she identifies herself with the main character, which is also a woman. Then all the others start to say who they are in the book, and everything fits neatly, as if the book is written for the characters of the people present, except for me, I watch. This one girl, though, she thinks a lot about it, to her this identification is very important.
The book is dark blue. A4, blues and greens.
Part of the text is read out loud. Can't remember the words or who was reading, maybe Arve.
This girl and a friend of her, who helps her, will put some of it into action although I don't think that is a good idea, because it entails climbing a ladder or scaffolding that is in the room by the wall, which is rather rickety. It is not very stable. Made of metal. She climbs on the left side, the other girl climbs on the right. I'm happy this other takes the initiative to climb the other side simultaneously, because that helps the balancing. Otherwise, this girl would fall. It is dangerous and I would not have thought they would do that. It is an exercise in balance. It is only a short way up, on top is a horizontal wooden board, but once they are up, maybe in the air, if there is no roof when they do this, then the dream shifts, because they accomplished what needed to be accomplished.
The dream continues within the same building, same wing, and maybe same room, only that now it is meant for sleeping and not public, but a private hired room, by my parents, and I happen to be there. They have to beds, on top of each other (stapelbed), and make ready for sleeping. While I'm here I'll be joining them. It is getting dark and it is time for bed.
Then an alarm sounds. I don't make much of it, because it sounds far away, but my parents slightly panic and conclude that all the rooms will be searched. That means they know what the alarm is about. I don't, I'm just visiting.
So they climb back out of bed and my mother asks me: you're sure your bicycle is here in the room and not somewhere outside? And I say: yes yes, to tell her not to worry, and while I say that, my bike is really in the room and I lift it up from somewhere high and put it on the floor. White. Small than usual, but not for children. I take it down from one of the beds. I should be careful with this for when 'they' come around and search the rooms. So I should better leave, which might just be the thing I do.
The dream shifts, I am now in another room in the same wing of the building, but much lower level, but still not ground level. It is evening. There is a sofa. This room is either in the middle of this wing, or at the other end so that it would look out to the street, but I don't see it because in the dream the room is oriented so that I see the other side only. Blues and greens. Sofa in the middle, all kinds of people. I sit in the sofa. Maybe my brother, N?, is on my left, but not close. People behind us, I don't pay them attention. A few in front of us. The sofa faces the back wall, not the window. Or it is my mother who sits on the left. We all have drinks, maybe bubbles. What else would I be drinking? There is a discussion starting on language and creativity, I am interested and try to get involved, but I can't remember the details of the conversation. I mostly wait and see if I can add something, because the person talking says everything that I would say. This conversation then is mostly between two people in front of the sofa, facing us. They stand. One of them is a woman, she is on the right, and she suddenly says: Loki. She says this in response of something the other person said about creativity. (She reminds me of Vepi). Or maybe she said something herself and then suddenly concluded it is associated with Loki. (I suppose the association comes from interlocutor). I don't really agree with this, so I say: Odin. And she agrees with that, while at the same time I am thinking of other gods that might apply, and I say: Bragi. And she says Bragi at the same time. That is where this fragment ends.
Supposedly the same dream. Now we are back down, by the front square or playground. First we are still inside, in a wide room that might have been a garage originally. A few people, can't remember what we were doing there. But at some point I'm lured outside, this has to do with taiji. Someone suggests to someone else to show his taiji, because this person wants to learn. So there is one with experience and the other that wants to learn. When the decide to go outside and do a little exercise, I decide to go with them and join them. I don't know what kind of taiji they will be doing, I know them not. Or distant friends maybe. But I am quick to decide and run after them. They are already in position in the centre of the cobbled square. I join them. The person who will demonstrate, his name is Marc or Paul. And my brother D is the one who wants to learn.
Outside, two other people are already there, and I assume they were practicing this Paul's taiji.
At first it is just the three of us. When this Paul starts, I realize I am unfamiliar with the form and style, but I can follow easily. There is a lot of funny hand movements. and stepping back and forward along the diagonal lines. It is very different of what I am used to.
After a long sequence of these different hand movements, like shaking, tapping or grabbing or circling with the hands, comes the first real movement of the form. The stance is called Little Big Chief. And this one I recognize as our same first move, only it is not that but Brush Knee, albeit with a turn to the right. And the hands end in fists. When you start the movement you make a sword hand with the left hand and put it by the armpit of the right arm, then you step forward, this is after you turned right, and then the hands do something that I am not sure of and I look at the instructor who is on my right, D is behind me. The end position has both hands on the line in front of the left shoulder, but there is a lock which I don't understand. Obviously I am in the wrong position and the Captain, who is the instructor, comes over and corrects me, so I repeat the movement, correct this time and try the application, on my own.
Now we turn left again, and D is on my right very close. The captain steps forward between us to show is something and I quickly go back into position. It is as if D has done all this before, he is relaxed and knows what will come. Then the captain turns back to us again, and is close by and looks me in the eye while I am doing something, such as a retreat step. I can see how I look, I have very dark, sharp eyes, and short black hair, and my eyes are small, or squinted yet very clear. And my brother is a bit the same but not of the same calibre. And the captain immediately sees this and he says: you have speedy eyes. It is not my brother next to me, but a girl who is an official student of the captain, which is why she has those eyes, it might be a technique, but I have them naturally. The captain is so happy to see that in me, all this is a lucid moment, because of the eyes, that he wants me to match me with this girl. He puts me in front of the girl, who has ash blond hair, and we start. We touch, like in pushing hands. And I follow most of the time. She does not do much, which means that neither of us will initiate an attack. So this first part is boring, nothing happens. After that I decide to be more creative, which means that I start to duck or jump when she comes for me and I beat her everytime. She misses me everytime, but I never attack myself. It comes down to the speed of my reflexes, that is all that needs to be tested now, and I am always better, faster, than her.
When we do this, certainly the first part, it looks like a dance, feels like a dance. And it is inferred that this kind of competition is not done very often, because it it expensive. Expensive to organize. And I can see why, because only two people are engaged, all the others stand back and watch. So this is a rare occasion, and I was given it freely.
2. Transit Zone
Science fiction dream, planet based, nature. Headquarters.
There is a piece in a city, where my brothers and parents come along and we are on our cycles and go a straight line to somewhere, then suddenly the road becomes smaller and we keep to the right and in the end, N and me go forward on a long wooden board, painted yellow. Then we enter a building, which is not safe to be in, but we have to be there to get some clarification or we need something from here, but I think we only need information, to progress at home.
The inside is mostly empty, it looks like the hangar of a aeroplane. There is a door at the other side, so in theory you could continue on a straight line, but who knows where you will end up behind that door. That might be a parallel dimension. We stay in this room, which really feels like an in between worlds place, transit zone. On the right is a desk, long and high, and maybe a door. Desk is like a bar. Turquoise colours on that side, beige on our side. Inla was also there at some point. Empty, which means we are safe.
Then at a certain point, we hear the door opening and we need to hide. I think both doors open at the same time, the one in front and the one on the right, which leads to the bureaus. We hide behind a chair or box. This is the only thing in the middle of this room, a bit to the side, left side, which is easy for us. So we go around it, first at one side, and then have to keep moving so as not to be seen, and we move anticlockwise about this thing. It might have been a washing machine for all I know, but it buzzed or moved slightly when we whirled around it. This was a lucid moment.
Then we retreated to the back door through which we entered, and hid behind the desk, at least I did. But in the meantime I noticed that the person that came in from the right door is no other than Inro, and she is now behind the bar, and comes my way, then she is very close, but she can't see me immediately, because I am squatting. But I am curious and want to see her, so I lift my head and peek over the edge of the bar. At the same time, after a few times, she looks over the edge too and we see each other. She has brown hair. That is the end of this dream or fragment, as far as I can remember.
3. Terra
There was a fragment which was sf, in which we needed to make contact with a big space ship. We were stationed on the planet, and our team of Earth was on the right and another, alien, team on the left. And we had some discussion about numbers and numeric systems. Especially about twos and threes, that these cannot be counted by all races, because the system they used made use of some kind of grid or diagram that broke down twos and threes in different coordinates. The result was that they did not know the number three but only approximations of it, yet they thought there system was superior.
At some point by the end when we had to signal to the mother ship who we were, they spelled the name of there planet, which I forgot, and we had to do the same thing, so I would have entered Earth, because I was not aware of any other name, but before I entered it, I spelled it Terra, which sounded a little more formal and right. But in the dream I saw the name of the other race, only I now forgot.
There was a whole sequence of sf dreams, but I could not memorize them.
4. Taiji Hands
Fragment. Taiji, stairs (?). Holiday (?), slow. Two hands? List was there.
5. Car Mechanics
Pake had just given class, place reminds me of Holland Park, in the least it is outside in a park, but still a complex place. Where we are was on high, and we had to climb with ropes to get down. Like a roof terrace. From there on I saw the different sections of the park. I had no time to explore them, but the wish to do that is in me, I look at those greens longingly, as if I know them from a different life, they are from Atlantic times. I know I will be able to sense many energies over there, but right now I am here.
I am sure Loli and Arve are here too, enjoying the sacredness of the place. Jere is there too. He talks about car mechanics, quite exhaustively. At that point, there are two groups, one on the left with Jere, and one on the right. And I switch between the two and try to understand the car mechanics.
In the end I also do something with dream recording, I take notes, coloured paper.
6. Five Rites Pending
(Hypnagogic dream)
We enter the church, this is for celebrating the wedding of D&S. I go sit in the front, first. Mother follows, rest is behind. On the right side of the centre. Some seated already, most still have to come, place reminds me of church of Abdij van Vlierbeek, and the atmosphere is full of light, whites.
When I sit down I take a moment time to check my facebook account, because it has been a long time and I have not had the time yet. Now, it says I have five rites pending, not notifications. This must be something new on facebook. And in effect, I check one, and it is a person who I don't know who organizes a rite and needs at least five people otherwise it will be canceled. Two comments by women. The person is a man. The date has already past. And there are automatic recommendations done by facebook. At leas three qualities are summed up, but I forgot.
Sunday, 7 July 2013
Saturday, 6 July 2013
Kiss a Girl
1. Stone Math
Outside, urban, light, stairs, maybe stadion, places to go inside. Terraces. In the middle of the staired slope is nothing, you can't walk there. You always have to go around. On the left I go in different rooms, I have a quest. Something must be cleared.
At least one girl that is beside me when I run errands. The rooms remind me of classrooms. All the people who are present are here for a reason, but I don't know them (reminds me of a Math, Anathema).
At some point I have to catch an airplane.
There is a fragment, at the end, in which I am reminded of a Neil Gaiman show that was on in the winter. I wanted to go then, but now it is over. Someone next to me that I somehow meet there says he has seen it. I see the flyer or poster, which is what reminded me, dark. New book. I wanted to go in October or December, but never got around to it.
Afterwards I look at the poster and in the bottom half there are many pictures of people, some of whom I know, in the dream, from the past or whatever, and I have a spoon and I scoop them out, first one, then another one, and then more. Something about a VRT crew.
2. Have a Drink
Pub. Leaving after having a drink. Joja is there, he stays. He plays with his food. There is a big dish, stew (can't read notes). Then I do remain and have something to eat. KMS people were there in the background, on the right. Maybe the place reminded me of het Universum, in Leuven. Inside.
3. Do it and Be Happy
Last dream. Kitchen that looks like that of my parents, but country side, me in the living room with other people, visiting, because Anle and Svdb are in the kitchen and cooking, it is their home and happen to be making lunch ready. This is all incidental.
When they want to serve, happy as they are by the many people that have come and by what they cooked, they seem to be one dish short. Oven dish, but there is too much for all the platters that they have. Quickly enough Svdb explains something about it and finds a solution (can't read notes, and I can't remember the details).
Tivd is there too and gives me an assignment. She says that I have to kiss a girl, meaning that if I do that all will work out. She means that I should do that to learn how to relax, and how to have fun in life. I think in the dream I might make a start for doing that twice, but I never kiss in this dream.
In the dream there is a fragment, when I am in the dining room, on the left where the plants are and there is room, I stay there a little away from the people, but comfortable at least, and there I can quietly enjoy my sandwich with meat and pate as topping, pastry. Made it myself of course.
Outside, urban, light, stairs, maybe stadion, places to go inside. Terraces. In the middle of the staired slope is nothing, you can't walk there. You always have to go around. On the left I go in different rooms, I have a quest. Something must be cleared.
At least one girl that is beside me when I run errands. The rooms remind me of classrooms. All the people who are present are here for a reason, but I don't know them (reminds me of a Math, Anathema).
At some point I have to catch an airplane.
There is a fragment, at the end, in which I am reminded of a Neil Gaiman show that was on in the winter. I wanted to go then, but now it is over. Someone next to me that I somehow meet there says he has seen it. I see the flyer or poster, which is what reminded me, dark. New book. I wanted to go in October or December, but never got around to it.
Afterwards I look at the poster and in the bottom half there are many pictures of people, some of whom I know, in the dream, from the past or whatever, and I have a spoon and I scoop them out, first one, then another one, and then more. Something about a VRT crew.
2. Have a Drink
Pub. Leaving after having a drink. Joja is there, he stays. He plays with his food. There is a big dish, stew (can't read notes). Then I do remain and have something to eat. KMS people were there in the background, on the right. Maybe the place reminded me of het Universum, in Leuven. Inside.
3. Do it and Be Happy
Last dream. Kitchen that looks like that of my parents, but country side, me in the living room with other people, visiting, because Anle and Svdb are in the kitchen and cooking, it is their home and happen to be making lunch ready. This is all incidental.
When they want to serve, happy as they are by the many people that have come and by what they cooked, they seem to be one dish short. Oven dish, but there is too much for all the platters that they have. Quickly enough Svdb explains something about it and finds a solution (can't read notes, and I can't remember the details).
Tivd is there too and gives me an assignment. She says that I have to kiss a girl, meaning that if I do that all will work out. She means that I should do that to learn how to relax, and how to have fun in life. I think in the dream I might make a start for doing that twice, but I never kiss in this dream.
In the dream there is a fragment, when I am in the dining room, on the left where the plants are and there is room, I stay there a little away from the people, but comfortable at least, and there I can quietly enjoy my sandwich with meat and pate as topping, pastry. Made it myself of course.
Friday, 5 July 2013
Sequential Distant Planet Scene
1. Empty Bar
Café, big room (reminds me of Universum in Leuven), empty, we come in with five people. Big table in the centre. One big sofa opposite and in the corner. Joja and his friend go sit there. Me and another couple on this side. Joja and his friend are very close, we only watch.
2. Old Stone Henge Star Gate
Sf stuff on a distant planet, many times the same fragment over and over, every time a little change, but can't remember the details. Then at some point it is present, and we are on the side, the old battlefield is on the right, we are on the left, mountains, houses, inside. Earlier there was some running errands in town. Now conclusion. And watching telly, and seeing the episodes that we lived through, had meaning because connected to what just happened. Brother N is certainly there. He points me to the fact that the people here will be watching episode five or six of Doctor Who. I know that is the next one, which means, the future, and I want to see what happens, because I am curious, if I don't see it I might have to wait a year or a lifetime before I know. So I stay and watch and the aliens come, and they are among us, one by one the enter the room, a little confused, only one of them is intelligent or awake, all the others, I suppose, are some sort of clones or copies of this one person, they all look the same, blond, short hair. We will take on this one person and that is it.
Maybe the very start of this was when I saw a version of stone henge, but much more complex, in a field, standing stones. Then things changed but I can't remember what happened.
3. Grandmother Apartment of Neighbours
Last dream was when I followed someone because he or she wanted to show me something, I go in after this person, and we arrive in the apartment of the grandmother of T&B, third floor or something, on the left. Cosy, dark, reds, children playing, and the grandmother looks much like Ro. We walk in and I think we disturb the family peace, but nothing happens, and we are more than just the two of us, maybe one or two people more, and we go in the back corner on the right, but I don't remember what was there or why.
4. Taiji Table
There is a fragment of dream in which we are in the restaurant, crowded, at a long table, left corner, Anle and Joja opposite of me, I on the other side, and one seat left beside me. Other people sit at this table, but I don't know them. Anle says something about taiji at some point and I want to add that I plan to give a workshop next year, but I don't find the moment to say it and it passes.
Café, big room (reminds me of Universum in Leuven), empty, we come in with five people. Big table in the centre. One big sofa opposite and in the corner. Joja and his friend go sit there. Me and another couple on this side. Joja and his friend are very close, we only watch.
2. Old Stone Henge Star Gate
Sf stuff on a distant planet, many times the same fragment over and over, every time a little change, but can't remember the details. Then at some point it is present, and we are on the side, the old battlefield is on the right, we are on the left, mountains, houses, inside. Earlier there was some running errands in town. Now conclusion. And watching telly, and seeing the episodes that we lived through, had meaning because connected to what just happened. Brother N is certainly there. He points me to the fact that the people here will be watching episode five or six of Doctor Who. I know that is the next one, which means, the future, and I want to see what happens, because I am curious, if I don't see it I might have to wait a year or a lifetime before I know. So I stay and watch and the aliens come, and they are among us, one by one the enter the room, a little confused, only one of them is intelligent or awake, all the others, I suppose, are some sort of clones or copies of this one person, they all look the same, blond, short hair. We will take on this one person and that is it.
Maybe the very start of this was when I saw a version of stone henge, but much more complex, in a field, standing stones. Then things changed but I can't remember what happened.
3. Grandmother Apartment of Neighbours
Last dream was when I followed someone because he or she wanted to show me something, I go in after this person, and we arrive in the apartment of the grandmother of T&B, third floor or something, on the left. Cosy, dark, reds, children playing, and the grandmother looks much like Ro. We walk in and I think we disturb the family peace, but nothing happens, and we are more than just the two of us, maybe one or two people more, and we go in the back corner on the right, but I don't remember what was there or why.
4. Taiji Table
There is a fragment of dream in which we are in the restaurant, crowded, at a long table, left corner, Anle and Joja opposite of me, I on the other side, and one seat left beside me. Other people sit at this table, but I don't know them. Anle says something about taiji at some point and I want to add that I plan to give a workshop next year, but I don't find the moment to say it and it passes.
Chinese Temple House
Thursday 04 05 2013
1. Secure the Perimeter
Playground, place we need to safeguard, make safe. Carrying machines, can't remember what kind. Later there are too much. Two camps. We are one, the other we don't see, but we have to secure the place against them.
Course and memories (?), shelves, arms (?). Pursuit Something Japanese. Digital something (can't read). Someone's two sisters are here. (Can't read notes).
2. Day Out
Deltas book. Looking for a way out, inside to outside, Leuven, windgat, which is where the highway is, from the street down below how to get up again. (Type of dream).
Later. Parking cars for a day out, I know where. Others follow, these are Ande, Elbe, and Bale. Light, car park on the left, we park car and take the street which was on the right. There was a dead end on the left. We go out for a walk. Slightly up.
3. Bill on the Bed
When I come home I see my bed is not made, when I shake the duvet, I notice a bill from saving for wedding (voorhuwelijkssparen), underneath the sheet, this was inside of the sheet. Still closed, the envelope. Did not care to put away, must do now. Alone. Come home. Light.
4. Chinese Temple Toilet
Family. House of aunt M, but we go in and this is a big house. I go to the second floor to go to the bathroom, which is complex, because there is more than one, different sizes, and all connected, though all on the same side of the building, when I come out I am in the big room that is on that floor and not occupied, all wood, looks like a Chinese temple, dark, reds, square, empty. Later my brothers come up as well. Cousin D is also here.
Then there is talk about a professor, who is still young and looks like me (I remember) which scares the children, but just as a joke. He is from the area, and comes here often. He appears at the window, which is now a car window, but very big as for a house, because that is where we are, and he appears very big, dressed in black, like a boogie man, is what he does. Three times. This is a projection. There are trees behind him. He shows himself in different sizes. And fakes being a monster. At first, we believe this of course, then we make up our minds.
1. Secure the Perimeter
Playground, place we need to safeguard, make safe. Carrying machines, can't remember what kind. Later there are too much. Two camps. We are one, the other we don't see, but we have to secure the place against them.
Course and memories (?), shelves, arms (?). Pursuit Something Japanese. Digital something (can't read). Someone's two sisters are here. (Can't read notes).
2. Day Out
Deltas book. Looking for a way out, inside to outside, Leuven, windgat, which is where the highway is, from the street down below how to get up again. (Type of dream).
Later. Parking cars for a day out, I know where. Others follow, these are Ande, Elbe, and Bale. Light, car park on the left, we park car and take the street which was on the right. There was a dead end on the left. We go out for a walk. Slightly up.
3. Bill on the Bed
When I come home I see my bed is not made, when I shake the duvet, I notice a bill from saving for wedding (voorhuwelijkssparen), underneath the sheet, this was inside of the sheet. Still closed, the envelope. Did not care to put away, must do now. Alone. Come home. Light.
4. Chinese Temple Toilet
Family. House of aunt M, but we go in and this is a big house. I go to the second floor to go to the bathroom, which is complex, because there is more than one, different sizes, and all connected, though all on the same side of the building, when I come out I am in the big room that is on that floor and not occupied, all wood, looks like a Chinese temple, dark, reds, square, empty. Later my brothers come up as well. Cousin D is also here.
Then there is talk about a professor, who is still young and looks like me (I remember) which scares the children, but just as a joke. He is from the area, and comes here often. He appears at the window, which is now a car window, but very big as for a house, because that is where we are, and he appears very big, dressed in black, like a boogie man, is what he does. Three times. This is a projection. There are trees behind him. He shows himself in different sizes. And fakes being a monster. At first, we believe this of course, then we make up our minds.
Wednesday, 3 July 2013
Rosy Moon in the North
1. Northern Moon and Shooting Star
End of a dream. Swimming pool, inside, me on the side, four people in the pool, dark, strong feeling coming from the water, clear. There is one couple in it, and one teacher or guide that invited everyone in it, I refuse, but though I came later I was meant to join, but I don't. I have no inclination at all to go in the pool. There are waves on the surface, so the water is a bit turbulent.
The second time. The sam, people, one of them is a woman with blond hair (a person I met with Midsummer who was interested in Taiji, but in the dream I was also reminded of Br, who did taiji at a workshop with Tvd, but she is from Antwerp, so this was the only time I saw her). Couple goes out of the water, and back in, but I don't.
Something with a bicycle. Parents at home. Something else (can't read notes).
Same dream but later. We all go to the T-crossing in the fields, where my parents live. (Maybe me on the bicycle, that might be it). I walk the lenght of the street, or cycle.
When I get at the crossing, it is night, dark, cloudy, and I am surprised to find many people gathered there all looking at the northern sky. They have all come and gathered here to watch something, astronomical phenomenon, which I did not know about, but I am here now too. The place is crowded.
There is a full moon, in the northern sky, not too high, and a bit rosy, bigger than usual, but not abnormally big. So I look too. Some friends have come with me, but they don't seem interested, that is, they have no clue, just arrived with me and don't pay attention. Then I see a shooting star, coming from the left and traces a line of light as these things do, underneath the moon eventually. It did not hit, I thought. Then a second star shoots and this time it hits its mark, and the moon starts to disintegrate and I realize it is a symbol of Illusion, glamour, and I wonder what everyone else makes of it, because they might just believe the appearance and be misguided. Then the same thing happens with a second and a third rosy moon in the same spot. Every time a start hits it and the moon disappears. After that I think by myself I've seen enough and close the dream.
It changes, so a new fragment in the same dream cycle. This is back at home where my parents live, on the side and there are four statues of Manneke Pis, all a little bit different, on a height, by the roof almost, on the side of the garage and the neighbour, Ro is there too and maybe gives some comment. Can't remember who else was there. I was not the one who put the puppets there.
(And something I can't read from notes).
2. Wet Mop
There is a party. First outside. When I walk a stretch of road, I walk in the general direction. There is a lot of folk about and they all go the way I came. Midsummer celebration, preperations, has not started yet.
Then the second party begins so I go back, and now I travel in the same direction as everyone, all the people are alternative, look like Wiccans and so on. The way leads from one hall to the other, there is no real passage way, or corridor, just one hall after the other, they are used as a corridor, it is in the very last one that we want to be.
In one of the first halls there is blood on the floor, right in the tracks where people are walking, that is, on the left of the halls, because the doors are always on the left side. And feathers, dark, black. And someone informs me this is done by the voodooists. There are some strange people here, tall people too. They sacrificed a chicken or dove or other bird on their way. In the next hall the same. They did it, and it frightens me, and the fact is that it is against the rules, they are not allowed to do it, but did it anyway.
Before I get to the last hall I meet Vidc and Pesl, and maybe their friends. I had not expected them. I ask them about Suske and Wiske, and whether they already read the new series, because I know they bought a copy.
When I enter the last hall, this one is much bigger than the others I passed through. And looks empty but a lot of people are already assembling. And I meet, bump into, Erel, who is there and dressed in white clothes, which surprises me. I go to him and apparently he was asked to lead the celebration or do something involving the preparations. I pat him on the shoulder, but in fact I've been carrying a wet mop with me the whole time, through all those halls not knowing where to leave it, but that means that my hand was wet, or maybe dirty, but I put my hand on his shoulder anyway and so dirtied him, but he did not seem to notice.
He says he will be the one who shall do the presentation. Then I see Jo, and he carries a guitar, around his neck and it is clear that he will do the music bit. I try to get his attention but he does not look and I don't mind. After spotting him I also see Woli and maybe others of the same gang.
At that point I might still be carrying this mop and not knowing where to leave it. Where to put it.
I go to the back of the hall and there is a big hearth and a table and it is big and square but only occupies a small space in this room, and a jury sits on it, opposite of the hearth, and on the side of the hearth, which is where I am standing, there are Vidc and Pesl, and they sit down and somehow get involved in an examination, test or quiz, of course about Suske and Wiske and I know they are not prepared. There is at least a third person on this side of the table, with the name of Tijs, maybe Thde (reminds me a bit of Frge). And he is the one who takes the responsibility of taking the test, and he does not know any of the answers while everyone in the whole room is listening.
Later distracted (?), Joja is there, and the blond woman from before is also here. I'm sure I ask her at some point when I would see her again, this is when the party is over, this is a different place, and maybe at Tivd's place, who might have been the centre of the celebration, and people are watching and I find it emberrassing to ask her, but if I don't then I might not see her at all. When I go outside of this place, then I am at my parents place I think. Can't remember well, there was a whole passage about this end of the dream.
End of a dream. Swimming pool, inside, me on the side, four people in the pool, dark, strong feeling coming from the water, clear. There is one couple in it, and one teacher or guide that invited everyone in it, I refuse, but though I came later I was meant to join, but I don't. I have no inclination at all to go in the pool. There are waves on the surface, so the water is a bit turbulent.
The second time. The sam, people, one of them is a woman with blond hair (a person I met with Midsummer who was interested in Taiji, but in the dream I was also reminded of Br, who did taiji at a workshop with Tvd, but she is from Antwerp, so this was the only time I saw her). Couple goes out of the water, and back in, but I don't.
Something with a bicycle. Parents at home. Something else (can't read notes).
Same dream but later. We all go to the T-crossing in the fields, where my parents live. (Maybe me on the bicycle, that might be it). I walk the lenght of the street, or cycle.
When I get at the crossing, it is night, dark, cloudy, and I am surprised to find many people gathered there all looking at the northern sky. They have all come and gathered here to watch something, astronomical phenomenon, which I did not know about, but I am here now too. The place is crowded.
There is a full moon, in the northern sky, not too high, and a bit rosy, bigger than usual, but not abnormally big. So I look too. Some friends have come with me, but they don't seem interested, that is, they have no clue, just arrived with me and don't pay attention. Then I see a shooting star, coming from the left and traces a line of light as these things do, underneath the moon eventually. It did not hit, I thought. Then a second star shoots and this time it hits its mark, and the moon starts to disintegrate and I realize it is a symbol of Illusion, glamour, and I wonder what everyone else makes of it, because they might just believe the appearance and be misguided. Then the same thing happens with a second and a third rosy moon in the same spot. Every time a start hits it and the moon disappears. After that I think by myself I've seen enough and close the dream.
It changes, so a new fragment in the same dream cycle. This is back at home where my parents live, on the side and there are four statues of Manneke Pis, all a little bit different, on a height, by the roof almost, on the side of the garage and the neighbour, Ro is there too and maybe gives some comment. Can't remember who else was there. I was not the one who put the puppets there.
(And something I can't read from notes).
2. Wet Mop
There is a party. First outside. When I walk a stretch of road, I walk in the general direction. There is a lot of folk about and they all go the way I came. Midsummer celebration, preperations, has not started yet.
Then the second party begins so I go back, and now I travel in the same direction as everyone, all the people are alternative, look like Wiccans and so on. The way leads from one hall to the other, there is no real passage way, or corridor, just one hall after the other, they are used as a corridor, it is in the very last one that we want to be.
In one of the first halls there is blood on the floor, right in the tracks where people are walking, that is, on the left of the halls, because the doors are always on the left side. And feathers, dark, black. And someone informs me this is done by the voodooists. There are some strange people here, tall people too. They sacrificed a chicken or dove or other bird on their way. In the next hall the same. They did it, and it frightens me, and the fact is that it is against the rules, they are not allowed to do it, but did it anyway.
Before I get to the last hall I meet Vidc and Pesl, and maybe their friends. I had not expected them. I ask them about Suske and Wiske, and whether they already read the new series, because I know they bought a copy.
When I enter the last hall, this one is much bigger than the others I passed through. And looks empty but a lot of people are already assembling. And I meet, bump into, Erel, who is there and dressed in white clothes, which surprises me. I go to him and apparently he was asked to lead the celebration or do something involving the preparations. I pat him on the shoulder, but in fact I've been carrying a wet mop with me the whole time, through all those halls not knowing where to leave it, but that means that my hand was wet, or maybe dirty, but I put my hand on his shoulder anyway and so dirtied him, but he did not seem to notice.
He says he will be the one who shall do the presentation. Then I see Jo, and he carries a guitar, around his neck and it is clear that he will do the music bit. I try to get his attention but he does not look and I don't mind. After spotting him I also see Woli and maybe others of the same gang.
At that point I might still be carrying this mop and not knowing where to leave it. Where to put it.
I go to the back of the hall and there is a big hearth and a table and it is big and square but only occupies a small space in this room, and a jury sits on it, opposite of the hearth, and on the side of the hearth, which is where I am standing, there are Vidc and Pesl, and they sit down and somehow get involved in an examination, test or quiz, of course about Suske and Wiske and I know they are not prepared. There is at least a third person on this side of the table, with the name of Tijs, maybe Thde (reminds me a bit of Frge). And he is the one who takes the responsibility of taking the test, and he does not know any of the answers while everyone in the whole room is listening.
Later distracted (?), Joja is there, and the blond woman from before is also here. I'm sure I ask her at some point when I would see her again, this is when the party is over, this is a different place, and maybe at Tivd's place, who might have been the centre of the celebration, and people are watching and I find it emberrassing to ask her, but if I don't then I might not see her at all. When I go outside of this place, then I am at my parents place I think. Can't remember well, there was a whole passage about this end of the dream.
Tuesday, 2 July 2013
Master Rune Square
1. Supermarket
Supermarket. Dark, downstairs, one level.
2. Koot Hoomi's Rune Square
I find a book on my room that might be one of Alice Bailey's. In fact it is not mine, but of someone I know as a friend in the dream, but she, or he, is not here, I take it and look at it and it has a dedication written in it by the Master himself, in the back of the book, in ink, blue and red, quite a long text, I don't read it all. At the end I try to learn something about the Master's character by looking at his writing, it is cursive, and the 8's are all in a particular way.
But before that I look at the picture that he drew beneath it, which was a square of Saturn, with runes in representing the nine worlds, I was glad to have at last a trustful source for this. In the beginning when I saw the picture it was only a circle with marked areas and one rune in one particular place, which was on the right, and the Sun was drawn as a circle outside of this at the right top of the diagram, indicating the east. I marked and counted the different areas and came to eight plus a centre square, that is when it became a neat square of Saturn. I counted the areas first with the alphabet, like a,a, b,b, c,c ... till f,f and g, I think. Anyway, I did it in pairs, and it all worked out. The right bottom square was lef as the ninth square and had Mannaz in it and when the squares also got colours, this one was purple, and had another symbol in it that clearly marked it as the entrance square. This was Midgard.
So the last formal square I saw had colour codes too, green, blue, and a line on the right sight in yellow or orange that showed the planets, first was the sun, and a little beneath that the earth, the rest I did not look at, it was like a measuring rod. The left bottom of the square, although I went around it the first time, stayed rather vague to me, but these runes were in it: Teiwaz, Nauhtiz, Sowulo, Wunjo, Mannaz. I was surprised to see the N rune as well, because I would not have though such a hard rune would be in it.
But I put the book back and left the room knowing that I could always come back. The Master referred to must have been Koot Hoomi.
3. Spirit Cat Catches the Mouse
Room, brothers, table, talk (?). Then me, small pot which I try to open. This is in a square classroom which I entered from the side and looks a bit like a living room though it is small, on my left my brothers and other people sit in a sofa. On my far side is a window and more seats or tables. In the middle is a table and baskets and pots on top and beside on the floor. These are mine or I brought them in. Light. I think on the right is a blackboard, but no one uses it and no one is on that side. I am a bit nervous as how to go about it, then I go to the centre and rummage a little in the baskets, there is a small pot that I think I can do something with. They all contain stuff, at first all have the same stuff, there is also garlic on the table and on the floor. Then I go behind the table with the pot towards the window to put the pot, on the sill because I only need the content, which at first is something small, but maybe alive, like a cockroach. But then I loose a bit of control over it and all the baskets contain animals, but they are still contained, only this one I unleashed and now a black cat is first on the sofa and then comes on the window sill. It is still a young cat, real small, with clear eyes and a temperament, I have a little fear of it, because I know the character of this animal, and I know it is ferocious and am a bit cautious, but when I realize it is still a pup I am relieved and go toward it and think I might just get along with it. That is when I go back to the table and look for something else I know is there, ham, and I cut it in small pieces, one strip of ham, and want to feed this to the cat. Maybe the cat had yellow eyes.
Name of cat that came to mind in the dream, the only name, because I looked for better ones, was Surt. This name is just too intimidating.
4. Herofin
Isha is there. N is there. Someone, maybe Isha, wants to hire the apartment or visits me in a certain place and feels well at home and asks me some Herofine, but by this is meant something like heroine, and I am a bit wary, because there are people watching. Something about a mobile phone as well.
This is in a big room, and there is light.
5. Capricorn
In the house of Dohe and Beon, bar, high, they on one side and I on the other, and aunt M must be there too. Dohe reaches over and takes the necklace that is always on my neck and she asks whether I am a Capricorn, and I say, no it is Aries.
I am there because they will all go shopping and I am supposed to come with them.
Supermarket. Dark, downstairs, one level.
2. Koot Hoomi's Rune Square
I find a book on my room that might be one of Alice Bailey's. In fact it is not mine, but of someone I know as a friend in the dream, but she, or he, is not here, I take it and look at it and it has a dedication written in it by the Master himself, in the back of the book, in ink, blue and red, quite a long text, I don't read it all. At the end I try to learn something about the Master's character by looking at his writing, it is cursive, and the 8's are all in a particular way.
But before that I look at the picture that he drew beneath it, which was a square of Saturn, with runes in representing the nine worlds, I was glad to have at last a trustful source for this. In the beginning when I saw the picture it was only a circle with marked areas and one rune in one particular place, which was on the right, and the Sun was drawn as a circle outside of this at the right top of the diagram, indicating the east. I marked and counted the different areas and came to eight plus a centre square, that is when it became a neat square of Saturn. I counted the areas first with the alphabet, like a,a, b,b, c,c ... till f,f and g, I think. Anyway, I did it in pairs, and it all worked out. The right bottom square was lef as the ninth square and had Mannaz in it and when the squares also got colours, this one was purple, and had another symbol in it that clearly marked it as the entrance square. This was Midgard.
So the last formal square I saw had colour codes too, green, blue, and a line on the right sight in yellow or orange that showed the planets, first was the sun, and a little beneath that the earth, the rest I did not look at, it was like a measuring rod. The left bottom of the square, although I went around it the first time, stayed rather vague to me, but these runes were in it: Teiwaz, Nauhtiz, Sowulo, Wunjo, Mannaz. I was surprised to see the N rune as well, because I would not have though such a hard rune would be in it.
But I put the book back and left the room knowing that I could always come back. The Master referred to must have been Koot Hoomi.
3. Spirit Cat Catches the Mouse
Room, brothers, table, talk (?). Then me, small pot which I try to open. This is in a square classroom which I entered from the side and looks a bit like a living room though it is small, on my left my brothers and other people sit in a sofa. On my far side is a window and more seats or tables. In the middle is a table and baskets and pots on top and beside on the floor. These are mine or I brought them in. Light. I think on the right is a blackboard, but no one uses it and no one is on that side. I am a bit nervous as how to go about it, then I go to the centre and rummage a little in the baskets, there is a small pot that I think I can do something with. They all contain stuff, at first all have the same stuff, there is also garlic on the table and on the floor. Then I go behind the table with the pot towards the window to put the pot, on the sill because I only need the content, which at first is something small, but maybe alive, like a cockroach. But then I loose a bit of control over it and all the baskets contain animals, but they are still contained, only this one I unleashed and now a black cat is first on the sofa and then comes on the window sill. It is still a young cat, real small, with clear eyes and a temperament, I have a little fear of it, because I know the character of this animal, and I know it is ferocious and am a bit cautious, but when I realize it is still a pup I am relieved and go toward it and think I might just get along with it. That is when I go back to the table and look for something else I know is there, ham, and I cut it in small pieces, one strip of ham, and want to feed this to the cat. Maybe the cat had yellow eyes.
Name of cat that came to mind in the dream, the only name, because I looked for better ones, was Surt. This name is just too intimidating.
4. Herofin
Isha is there. N is there. Someone, maybe Isha, wants to hire the apartment or visits me in a certain place and feels well at home and asks me some Herofine, but by this is meant something like heroine, and I am a bit wary, because there are people watching. Something about a mobile phone as well.
This is in a big room, and there is light.
5. Capricorn
In the house of Dohe and Beon, bar, high, they on one side and I on the other, and aunt M must be there too. Dohe reaches over and takes the necklace that is always on my neck and she asks whether I am a Capricorn, and I say, no it is Aries.
I am there because they will all go shopping and I am supposed to come with them.
Monday, 1 July 2013
Burning Ship at Sea
1. Taking in the Monkey
There is a monkey that clings to me, I take it inside with me. Even if I don't know if that is good idea. Dark. House. Urban setting.
Someone, maybe me, has a whole load of food brought along for the monkey. Currently it lies on the floor, I see there is a lot of meat among the food, raw steak and stuff like that, big pieces. It is in a transparent plastic bag. I leave it there for the time being. I wonder a moment if monkeys eat meat, let alone that much, this is more like for a tiger. Brown, slim monkey. Clings to me all the time.
The monkey does what it wills, I have no control over it and it does funny almost mischievous things, which I expect from it, so I don't care. It is only a monkey, it cannot understand.
2. Family Gathering
There is a family get together. My uncle J is there. (Can't read notes).
3. Hiding from the Sea
We're in Holland with the family, at the end of the world, kind of feel, at the sea, nothing else beyond that point, although I see a ship at the horizon, at some point.
I go to that place, the dunes are high just before where the sea begins, which feels threatening, dark, and stormy looking. Not really dunes, because there is a lot of vegetation. Terp. I go there once, alone, and then go back, because I should not get up there and look at this sea. I think my brothers and parents are here too, but they don't come along.
Later I go back up, this is when I have gathered more courage in myself and am prepared to face this sea. Still I don't want to show myself to the sea, and I try to hide from where I am sitting at the top of this terp or dune. There is a lot of grass, high, and reed maybe, but it makes it easy to hide. This is when I see the storm, at the horizon on my left are dark clouds gathering, they are really impressive, but a long way ahead, I would have time to go back at leisure and go inside.
This is also when I see fire, at my right side, closer by, and this appears to be a ship that has caught fire. There is a lot of smoke, black smoke, and that makes the atmosphere even darker. And by this I am more impressed, because maybe there are people on it still, I think I can see human activity, trying to salvage whatever possible. The whole ship has burned, metal, big.
But I decide it is better to get back inside, and this is what I do and that is more or less the end of the dream. The last thing I do.
4. Buying Condoms with a Book
I am in Leuven, evening, wandering about, not many people about because of the time, and maybe it is Sunday. I am in the part where the Grote Markt and the Oude Markt connect. There is a shop instead of the street, in the corner, greenish, I go in because it is open. I have been here before, according to the dream. And I look around, seeing what they sell. When I leave a thought has formed in my mind and I decide to buy condoms because this might be the right moment. I want to have some with me and now not a lot of people are in the shop so no too many will see. I go to where they are and there is only one kind, I pick it up, it is a big package, sort of the size of a book, but square, and on one side the prize is stuck on, which I try to remove for some reason, I get it off only half, the rest sticks on the pack, I don't mind. The bar code is on this thing, dark, purple, black, and it looks a bit like a voucher that you sometimes find on supermarket articles, and can fold open. I take all this to the counter and check whether people see me, two other people are approaching the till, but I am sure to be first, this will be okay. Someone is behind the till, so I expect everything to go smoothly.
I hand over everything, she, or he, scans it, and says the price, which is € 29,95, which at first I think is a lot, but then I think these must be luxury ones and a lot of them maybe. I pay, not to make a fuss. At that point the package is red, a nice red, not too shiny. I take everything with me, under my arm, and at that point this pack is indeed a book and I am surprised to discover that, because I had not expected to find a book with the condoms, but that is a nice surprise and look forward reading it.
5. Taiji Staff
Fragment, dark, in which I or someone else wields a taiji staff. This staff looks like the one I have.
6. Drinking Coffee
Fragment in which I am with other people, someone has a coffee and for some reason I too drink coffee, it is suddenly there and I had not realized, but for the moment when I drink it and taste it. I decide I still not like it.
There is a monkey that clings to me, I take it inside with me. Even if I don't know if that is good idea. Dark. House. Urban setting.
Someone, maybe me, has a whole load of food brought along for the monkey. Currently it lies on the floor, I see there is a lot of meat among the food, raw steak and stuff like that, big pieces. It is in a transparent plastic bag. I leave it there for the time being. I wonder a moment if monkeys eat meat, let alone that much, this is more like for a tiger. Brown, slim monkey. Clings to me all the time.
The monkey does what it wills, I have no control over it and it does funny almost mischievous things, which I expect from it, so I don't care. It is only a monkey, it cannot understand.
2. Family Gathering
There is a family get together. My uncle J is there. (Can't read notes).
3. Hiding from the Sea
We're in Holland with the family, at the end of the world, kind of feel, at the sea, nothing else beyond that point, although I see a ship at the horizon, at some point.
I go to that place, the dunes are high just before where the sea begins, which feels threatening, dark, and stormy looking. Not really dunes, because there is a lot of vegetation. Terp. I go there once, alone, and then go back, because I should not get up there and look at this sea. I think my brothers and parents are here too, but they don't come along.
Later I go back up, this is when I have gathered more courage in myself and am prepared to face this sea. Still I don't want to show myself to the sea, and I try to hide from where I am sitting at the top of this terp or dune. There is a lot of grass, high, and reed maybe, but it makes it easy to hide. This is when I see the storm, at the horizon on my left are dark clouds gathering, they are really impressive, but a long way ahead, I would have time to go back at leisure and go inside.
This is also when I see fire, at my right side, closer by, and this appears to be a ship that has caught fire. There is a lot of smoke, black smoke, and that makes the atmosphere even darker. And by this I am more impressed, because maybe there are people on it still, I think I can see human activity, trying to salvage whatever possible. The whole ship has burned, metal, big.
But I decide it is better to get back inside, and this is what I do and that is more or less the end of the dream. The last thing I do.
4. Buying Condoms with a Book
I am in Leuven, evening, wandering about, not many people about because of the time, and maybe it is Sunday. I am in the part where the Grote Markt and the Oude Markt connect. There is a shop instead of the street, in the corner, greenish, I go in because it is open. I have been here before, according to the dream. And I look around, seeing what they sell. When I leave a thought has formed in my mind and I decide to buy condoms because this might be the right moment. I want to have some with me and now not a lot of people are in the shop so no too many will see. I go to where they are and there is only one kind, I pick it up, it is a big package, sort of the size of a book, but square, and on one side the prize is stuck on, which I try to remove for some reason, I get it off only half, the rest sticks on the pack, I don't mind. The bar code is on this thing, dark, purple, black, and it looks a bit like a voucher that you sometimes find on supermarket articles, and can fold open. I take all this to the counter and check whether people see me, two other people are approaching the till, but I am sure to be first, this will be okay. Someone is behind the till, so I expect everything to go smoothly.
I hand over everything, she, or he, scans it, and says the price, which is € 29,95, which at first I think is a lot, but then I think these must be luxury ones and a lot of them maybe. I pay, not to make a fuss. At that point the package is red, a nice red, not too shiny. I take everything with me, under my arm, and at that point this pack is indeed a book and I am surprised to discover that, because I had not expected to find a book with the condoms, but that is a nice surprise and look forward reading it.
5. Taiji Staff
Fragment, dark, in which I or someone else wields a taiji staff. This staff looks like the one I have.
6. Drinking Coffee
Fragment in which I am with other people, someone has a coffee and for some reason I too drink coffee, it is suddenly there and I had not realized, but for the moment when I drink it and taste it. I decide I still not like it.
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