Jellyfish

1. Street Broken Up

We are in Herent. First at my parents house. We will all leave at the same time, have to go somewhere, together, but go in teams and drive different cars. My brother N is certainly here, he likes to drive. We cross the main road. And once we do we realize we are in a race. We see a car just in front of us, red, who is ahead, we can overtake the car easily because they are standing still. But they stand still in the middle of the road, and they got out and are discussing things, so they're not gonna move. I suppose the car is broke. We can pass, but actually they block a street to the left, which we would like to take, because it is our route, and a shortcut. So, we can't do that. Another one of us cars has already gone a different route behind us. But I think, then we can simply go the next to the left, or the one after, because the very next one will not be possible.

So we drive in the direction of the church. The road gets bad. As a matter of fact, they are working here. The whole street lies open. We have to go through anyway, the sand is full of shards, glass, this is difficult, but we go anyway.

One of the persons of the red car is Stvl, who did taichi with me for some time. We race against him. I didn't know.

So we are on foot now, through the sand. I am amazed by the number of people walking through the broken up street. Young children come our way, it is a class, guided by a teacher. Everything is so small scale here, rural. Yet the works are like in a city.

I have my bicycle with me, that is why I have to take care not to hit the glass.

2. Shop Raid

We are in the shop where I work. I more or less looks like in real life, but not really, there is more room. Lots of traffic of people. I'm behind the till, Anle is there, she is behind the till, or she calls out to me. On the floor behind the till lies a jellyfish. It is obviously dead, but it must have stranded there and died. I wonder if it is still wet. The floor is of wood.

Anle thinks this is really gross. I'm alright with it, but I don't want to touch it. It is flat. It is a bit weird to see it lying there. Light.

Then Siph and his gang of comrades enters the shop, his mother or grandmother is with him. This is quite unexpected. He's from London. I haven't seen him for a long time. We greet, they look around. They want lots of things, all of it actually. I have to get in control or either they'll buy everything in the shop and nothing will be left. They are like a band of plunderers. They come in and loot everything, except that they want to pay, they are very polite. They ask questions. This part of the shop is dark, or darker. In the centre of the shop floor is a table with lots of stuff on it. Everything piled on top. Things are quite disorganized.

Siph says he wants to buy this, he gives it to me, I can't remember what it is. But after a while it becomes a bag full of grapes, a kilo, but it is a very large plastic, transparent, bag. I take it, and then he comes behind the till, which is okay, because he used to do this kind of work, too. I learned it with him.

I have to weigh this. But I don't find place. I have to enter this in the till, but I have to free my hands for it, but can't because I don't find place to put this bag with grapes away. There is a scales, but I don't want to use it,  because there is still something in it. I think it is rice, possibly bubur, which I possibly cooked the day before and is still left there. Siph takes the bag and puts it right there. I don't like that, but we have to make do. (Reading my notes). We can't settle the bill because we have to weigh the thing, but the scales are still in use. The bowl we want to put it in still has batter in it. (Not rice). So, in that case, the bag has to balance on top of the till until we can settle the bill.

3. Stco and Sister

We finally arrive at the cottage. There is a gathering here. I don't know anybody. I'm a little early. Later my brother N also comes, and even Stco, which is nice. I pass along the wall of the building and go directly to the back, which is where the people are. They are gathered there, waiting for when the event will start. I don't really feel comfortable with all those people. Wooden shed, but big, scout hut like. Rude people, or at least tough looking. I stay in the background. They all know each other, I am the outsider.

It must be evening, because there is dinner. Stco is already in the other room where the table is set. I go after him, which is good, because no one else is here yet, they are still at the back. There is a long wooden table. And behind the corner is another one. I suppose in front is the kitchen. Stco's sister Ve is here also. She sits a bit further, at the other table. Long time since I've seen her. It is good that both are here and have come, by invitation I suppose, because it turns out they have lived here when they were young. 

I also remember the road towards this place which was a high place, long road, open space, green, light, blue sky.

I keep hesitating where I'm going to sit and what I'm going to do, but in the meanwhile, everyone else is coming in and sits down at the table, so I have to decide on the spot.

4. Military Zone

Transit zone, open air. Military. Big lane, then a big square, then buildings, on the right is the cafe. At the other end of the lane is also a hall.

Something with military airplanes. People are waiting. I'm not sure I belong here. I come from somewhere but I have to go back immediately. I know some people here, but everyone seems to be here for a different reason.

In the cafe on the right is a lot of place, Tivd is there and I follow, because I suppose that is why I'm here. There's a big group. Now the place looks like a training hall. She is in front, and starts. We are doing the quick fist. I can easily follow, although sometimes I get a blackout, but other people in the group have the same problem, mostly at the same moments, and the flow of the form breaks up. Everyone is doing this on his own speed. This is no good. At some point we are turned in such a way that I am in front, because I am on the right. So I take the initiative to lead the people. I still have to think hard on every movement. And these are experienced people. People with more years of training than me. Euro seminar. Maybe Chsn.

I go out after that and am on the square where people wait. I see someone I know. An Asian girl. She is there with her mother. I say hello. I am the only one who knows this girl, I have a really good chat with her.

After that I go back to the cafe, because it is dinner time. This time, my colleagues are in the room. Rows of tables. I really don't want them to see me. I don't feel like talking to any of them. So I avoid their presence and their gazes. I don't want to see any of them.

There is also a part in the dream where I am in the other part across the lane, which feels very different. Maybe even alien. Maybe the border with a parallel world.

5. Last Name Noted

Someone writes down my name, my last name. I see the paper and can tell that the name is spelled wrong. I expected this, but the way it is spelled is rather weird, because it looks like a plural of the original, as if the last part is doubled. I think, that is okay, in that way the name implies everyone of the family, that is, me and my brothers.

Golden Dolphin

1. Gedichtendag

We are in the shop, but it does not look like the shop, it is shaped differently, other arrangement of floors, secret rooms. More wood, cosy atmosphere. Guds is there. Brva is there. I intrude on something, but I have to be there anyway. I come from the section where the customers are. Someone asked if there were any posters of Poetry Day left (Gedichtendag). And she had asked before, so I had kept some apart, or should have at least. So I go in the room where Guds and Brva are, and there are posters of this poem all rolled up. And I take a few and I think I will need more, because I don't want to look stingy, so I take more, but I see there is a different box and it contains a different colour of paper, so I take a few from there too. Apparently, there are three colours, red, yellow, and presumably something in between. It might actually have been Brva who asked me to bring some.

2. Bedroom

Bedroom. Brother D. (This is from notes, I can't remember it).

3. Christian Book on Odin

I am in a room with levels, half open, or maybe it has no roof at all. At first I am at the lowest part. And I browse through a book. The lowest part is more public. The upper part more private. There is light. Space. Maybe someone gave it to me, or it was special, anyway, it is meant for me, and I want to read it at home when I have time, but I take a look anyway. And it is about Odin. It is very interesting. I open the book halfway, but immediately the text is interesting, and there are pictures. It is dark in my corner of the room. The book is meant for Christian people and all the lore is put in a Christian context, but it is interesting anyway. It looks ambiguous. But I like it anyway. I keep reading.

At some point I have a question, because I want to see something cleared, and it is on my mind. So I ask Bale, who is upstairs. I go stand next to her and I ask her what something means. And she says, it is like this and this and this, and she compares it with other things that have the same symbolical meaning. Things I should know, because we were there together, they are our memories. And she says, it is like the golden dolphin. Do you remember? And I have a hard time remembering.

The three comparisons she makes are all fabled animals. There might be a unicorn, but I'm not sure. The other one is the dolphin, and the last is the one I asked. They belong together, and they are something we two share alone. So I ask her the meaning of this animal that does not exist. And she says, they do exist, don't you remember. We have seen them with our own eyes. She says the name of one of the other animals, but it sounds Welsh, I could only remember the first two syllables. I remember Wales (maybe a pun for Whale). Or maybe she can only remember the first two syllables, and I only hear Whale.

After a while I can almost see the dolphin. It was not golden at all, but it was special.

4. I will never Make it

We are outside. In the fields. Walking. A straight field road, fields on the left and the right, we are on the highest point. Clear blue sky. Natural landscape. I go along a little more, although I don't have much time. I should head back to wherever I come from; I should be back by 2pm. I will never make it, because it is already 2.30pm. So I relax and take my time with the walk. 

5. Plane in the Tree

We are outside. Field, hilltops. Trees on the horizon, maybe one in the middle. Green. By day. We look at the sky, there are planes. I can see three airplanes. They are old models and small, one person planes. They go about as they like, circle the tree in the middle. Maybe they also go in the tree, and maybe the others have to rescue them.

Follow the Monkey

1. Leasing Togetherness

The end of a dream. We are watching tv. And I don't really pay attention, but then the scene becomes interesting. There is someone in the woods doing a ritual with a big sword. He thrusts the weapon as if he is opening the quarters like the Enochian rite. That is what it reminds me of, and he keeps turning and turning in the circle. So it looks familiar, but it is not the same. The person is Asian. He does this in a clearing in the woods, so that he can do this undisturbed.

Then, all of a sudden, a group of raiders appears from the bushes, north, and assault him. At that point we also get drawn in into the scene and we are there. So now, the four of us have to try and escape. We go westward. And eventually we leave the woods behind and come upon open plains, vast plains, not a tree.

When the person got attacked, he had to dodge arrows. We only follow when he dives into the bushes to escape.

Actually, he climbs up a tree reasoning that he will be safe there. But that is what we have to do, there is nothing else we can do. The enemy is at our heels, we have to act fast. And I try to climb the tree, but it is much harder than I thought. And this is the point I really have to make an effort, because if I don't nothing would happen. But at the same time I feel I make this effort instinctually, because I am not that lucid at that moment, and by that I am happy, because it means that intention is getting part of my nature. The others are up already.

We are four. That is, me, him, a fat Sultan and a monkey. Possibly the monkey is the person in question, and the fourth person is a woman who got drawn into it and was with me all along. (These are dream creatures). It is the sultan who wants help and needs help to get in the tree. All the while, the monkey, orange kind, but not orang otan, swings as if on a bar. And according to the dream you can measure the age of a monkey by counting the swings. A young monkey will only swing once and be ready. But an old monkey will swing five times, even if five times is not necessary at all. Someone says this. It is a young monkey with us.

Because the monkey knows what to do, he sort of gets the status of being the leader. And somehow it feels like we lease a feeling of togetherness, a group mind, from him. It is the same feeling as sharing a house. In one swing he is stable. Only the young can do that. Later monkeys become more playful and they swing more than they need to.

The dream ends when we are a long way on the plains as a team or party of adventurers. The pursuers are a long way behind, but they are still there.

I am the one who is the last in the party, we constantly run. We all blindly follow the monkey in this fantasy landscape, right towards the ravine.

This was the big dream and recorded it on paper at 4.45am.

2. Press

Something about presses. Maybe the relation of actually pressing and the press, newspapers and what is pressed. In the dream I understand the connection suddenly much better.

3. Sinking Ship

We are on a cruise ship or large boat, or we are not and just watch it. The water is deep, but I think land is very nearby. The water is clear. The boat sinks, you can see it still underwater. We have to escape, but there does not seem to be any rush. The coastline has cliffs and palm trees, exotic. Leading, guiding.

4. Shald Bore

Maybe still the same dream. I am reading a text that is written by Kvgu. Much of it is in red. Every line is a different sentence and holds some meaning or information. Is a unit of information. Some things seem to be in it twice, sometimes right after each other, sometimes with other lines in between. I will rearrange this. And I set to work. I start to correct the text, regardless of what Kvgu thinks, because I have a feeling he watches me from over my shoulder, but I don't think he is there. I find his Old English renderings very ridiculous. He uses a form of shall that is possibly just his imagination, which is shald. It occurs more than once. The expression 'shald bore' is in the text twice.

5. Meditation in the Park

At some point in a dream we are in the garden of my parents. We have to punch a wooden pole in the ground, in the grass, which will serve as a starting point. Pake is there too, that is, he returns. When he does, that is when we are in the garden, before, we were in the house, possibly.

Same dream. We will be doing the meditation, that is why Pake is here, but I will be the one leading it. Because I am uncertain, things take a long while to organize. I expect things to organize themselves. This all happens when we are still inside in the hall. They are up on a hill. But the meditation will be done in the park, outside. There are different rooms. People sit there and wait in the main room. Then there is the front hall, that forms the entrance, but this will be the place by which we leave the castle. But on the other end is another room, and that is where much of the dream played earlier. There must have been food.

I remember I had sex. There were two women, both of them known to me. One was Grdr, who I know since I was a child, and the other is the waitress from the restaurant where I take my lunch, but the older one. Grdr seems to be more eager, but I choose the other one and this seems to go better, I like it much better, and it feels more familiar as if with her I find what I was looking for in the contact. Something I long ago forgot but now with her find again. And it goes on a long time, but I enjoy it.

Then finally everyone moves out. I am about the last I think. People sit outside, but this is a big place. It is a steep hill, meadow, grass, and people sit there, like students, here and there. Below are trees, but we don't go there. It is a mass of people. I will guide them in meditation.

Fox Valley

1. The Fox Lags Behind

I remember a fox. We were eight people in a group or team, out in the wild tracking. We were going to some place in particular. This is a valley. On the left side was a mountain wall. Green hills on the right and a small rivulet in the middle. It was a very picturesque landscape, with many colours and lots of light.

Halfway underway the fox gets separated, but we continue anyway, because we know that she (?) will find her way to us. She is smart and independent. She sneaks through the bushes.

On the upper levels on the right is another party, behind that must be houses and more civilized places. At some point we get in touch with them and exchange or talk. Exchange food maybe. Eat together.

This was the big dream, but I did not make the effort in the night to get up and write it down, so now I only remember this.

2. Socks and Shoes

(Hypnagogic dreams)

The dreams that come after that are mixed up, because they all look the same or cover the same theme, because I struggled with the fact of memorizing my dreams on the one hand and getting some more necessary sleep on the other.

The room we are in is small. From this point we will leave for the excursion. We have to prepare. Food of course is the main thing, but also socks.

There is one dream in which my father features prominently, and my two brothers are also present. And especially D is upset with me for having another opinion than the rest.

3. Flat Tyre

I'll be going out with my bicycle. I'm on my own but I have to be somewhere in time. I take my bicycle, but I notice there are creases in the tyre. I put my fingers around the tyre and press, and yes, air comes out as when you breathe. I am amazed by the ease and volume of air that comes out. This is not good. And it is not just in one place, but I see others too. I try once more. Air escapes. In this way, I will not make it. I am outside on the street, alone, dark.

+4. Sausage

Inside. Light. House. My brother is there. I open a cupboard, my brother asks me to hand over a sausage for his sandwich, I suppose he wants to make a hotdog, it is one of those long sausages that come in cans. This one is not in a can, it lies horizontally in the cupboard, with a bunch of others. It lies in some kind of container, like one that holds straws, but open on top, so there is no lid, no real inside or outside. I hand it over to him. It feels strange to me to have this in the house, if this is my house, because I usually have no meat in the house. But he will eat it, not me.


+5. Lack of Sleep
(Hypnagogic dreams)

There is a bed in the corner. A table on the left. A door in between. Light. White walls. Further down is the actual bedroom, where both my brothers sleep. There is a big window. It must be open to let fresh air in, because I can see the curtains swirl. Everyone is up and about, making ready for school. I am still in bed and I can't get out.

 

At some point I have the intention of visiting Kade and I see her house, but I think, if I knock on her door without having said to her that I'd come, then I might meet someone else entirely, because she does not live here anymore, possibly. I would take the chance. The outside is calm and deserted, light.

In another dream someone sits at the table, this is later in the day. It is Fras. My brothers and someone else sit with her. They ask her questions or listen to her stories. I am in a different room altogether counting my socks, the white and the dark ones and seeing which ones are still good, but many have holes in them (I suppose this refers to what I remember of the dreams, because they are only fragments now).

In that separated room, or it may be outside, is a stairway up. It is not clear where it leads. It is made of stones and looks turquoise. Other people that have nothing to do with us come there and meet us. I don't now how to behave. Maybe they want to hire this chalet after us. I am packing. My socks in particular. I know there are some that belong to Andh, who is here somewhere. She was here before, but she is out with the children possibly. I think of a dragon. So I take the socks and shoes and boots of the children to her suitcase and put them there. In the meanwhile, people are talking to Fras, they seem to enjoy it. Someone tells her something. She says that people should still have respect for the couple, because they too have children, only you can't see them, but the have a lot of spirit children to take care of. Someone responds, and that makes sense to her, she says: ah, that is why he gave that to me. But I can't remember what it was.
+ Fras looks very bright and lucid, especially her eyes. I wonder how the people who are talking to her can look her straight in the eye as if she is a normal person, because she is not. I would cower. She was a point of lucidity in the dream.

Reading Mysterious Books

1. Highway Bridge

My father is there, and my two brothers. First at home, but the main part of the dream is on the road to Leuven, which is the so-called Windgat, the bridge above the highway, which is a high place, and a place I dream often about. I can't really remember what happened there, or what happened before I got there.
I read on book in particular which is very big, hardback. I am almost at the end, even the last page and down the bottom of the page, but something disturbs me, possibly process of getting awake breaks my concentration, and I never read the last three lines. But that means that I have read almost the whole book, and only a very small percentage not, which means I know what is in the book and that is the most important. I suppose I had to read the book for my general education or for my spiritual progress. This book is about Cthulhu.

2. Sex with Andh

We enter a big hall. There will be a performance. I am very curious. We're a small group, but there are many others here. The hall looks like the training hall or polyvalent hall of a school. On the one side preperations have been made for the performance. We go sit in the audience. The seats go up like in a theater. We sit almost in front, but it is high anyway. There is a lower part before us and then the stage, but the stage itself is made out of blocks and goes both down and up, so there is a much lower level, but because of the building blocks there is also a higher level.
People in the audience talk among themselves, because they want to know what will be performed, and there will be several acts. At some point we hear the voice of someone presenting the show. I don't see him, so I suppose I hear him through the speakers. He speaks in verse, so it is easy to guess what the third act will be, and this will be walking on a rope (koorddansen). The thing is, if he wants to rhyme, then he must say 'dansen of koord', which is rather non-sensical, but we fill it in ourselves this way because of the rhyme, and he says it that way. So we guessed right. We knew it would be that act, because we see a rope hanging from one side to the other.
Then, suddenly, the first act starts. A tall, thin man dressed in a black suit enters the stage, that is to  say, he walks over the big building blocks. Everyone watches, excited. He goes down, too. In the beginning he puts away some of the blocks, which are as big as a man, but apparently not that heavy, and he steps in front but does not descend, and immediately it is clear that he steps into his (stelten), long legs. Stelts. And then from there he steps up slowly and goes in another whole, downward. From there one of the cubes is hurled up, and I could not really see how it happened. Did he kick it? Anyway, the cube bounces on the way up and makes a weird turn and goes all the way to the outside of the the stage and up to the front and reveals a second player, a small woman, also dressed in a suit, with long dark brown curling hair.
At that point I start to lose interest in the show and my attention is naturally turned to Andh who had the seat beside me. But she is lying on her belly. And she ordered a drink, which is brought. And it is a lassi and she comments that it one of the best drinks. But it is a tast that she can't recognize. All the while she is naked. And I lie beside her but I don't care anymore for being careful, and I start climbing her. I try the drink and I tell her it is melon, the green kind, but she disagrees implying that that wasn't what she ordered, but I am sure of both the colour and the taste. I open her legs and touch her in different ways? She is extremely wet. And I suppose we have sex. The fact that we are both naked at this point means that we had sexual contact just a while before and had not yet bothered to dress again. In fact, we slept together after the first round, and I got excited again just now.

Later, we try a different position, which is called Hitler's position. The fact is that while I am lying on top of Andh, I read a sheet of paper which has different positions on it, and one of them is this particular one. It is called that because of the chair that is used, and the legs of the partner spread in the same way as over the chair. 
Later, when I'm alone, I use the same position, but for myself, and it works perfectly, which is a good solution. I have an instrument that helps me with it. It has two rows of six metal balls on strings (arranged the same way as the six on a die), and that lies on my groin, and when I move my legs, it moves in a particular way and feels rather nice.
Later, in maybe the same dream, we are in Pebr's place, which is Andh's husband. We're in their house. High up. We are in the bathroom and just had contact again. I do feel dirty and want to wash my hands and clean myself. Andh already leaves the bathroom, which is small, and goes to the living room next door. I follow, but I still smell of sex, and I haven't washed yet, which means that Pebr is confronted with it, but he says nothing, because he knows what we are doing, and he has not opposed to it, they have some kind of agreement. Only, it is not fun for him, he has to put up with it. 

 

3. The Mysteries of

We are in a different room, maybe still at Pebr's place, but my brothers are here, too. I go sit in a corner after doing something I can't remember. I find the books there in the corner. I browse through the dvd's and cd'. I stumble upon little booklets that are old and out of print, but they are here and I wanted to read them for a long time already. There are different books all by the same author and they are a series. I don't know the first volume, but you can read them separately. The titles always start with 'The Mystery'. I pick up one booklet, which is the first in the series, and I read it, but it is not yet what I'm looking for. There is one particuler book in this series that I want to read. After a while I find it. But in the meanwhile I've already read one of the other books too, and it seem I've started to read them in the right order, for which I am happy. They are very dark and occult. I sit down on the floor, because the books are on the lower shelves.

4. Connecting
(Hypnagogic dream)

I want to note my dreams on the computer, but because I haven't used it for so long a time the battery is empty. So I go downstairs to plug it in. Downstairs looks like the living room at home (parents), and there is red on the wall. As a matter of fact it is like a computer screen, and it says I get messages from Holland and other places of girls that want to date. The website is called Liefdsss, which it says in the corner.
I try to plug in the computer, but the cable is too short, I knew it was short but not this short, I try the other end, because that is a bit longer, but it doesn't reach either, so I just have to organise myself differently, and not sit in the sofa but on the floor and type.

(43 minutes of writing)

Five Books on Fantasy Creatures

1. Hill Road

Outside, street, the street goes up and down in the middle, so there is a high place, which is a strange look in the landscape. Unnatural light. Grass. Left side the wild and right side civilization, but on a lower level than the left side. Open air, though. I see all this from up above. Building on the right.

2. Five Books

Something about five books, they are ordered in a certain magical arrangement. Some volumes belong together. Dark, inside. Books about giants, dwarves and or kobolds or fairy folk.

3. Bridge

Outside. There's a road. Bridge. My brother N is there.

Naked Introduction

1. Quick Bite

Restaurant beside the highway. Quickly eat something. There is something I can't do, and there is something with the shelves. (All this from notes).

2. Eagle

Maybe an eagle. Changes form? Low above the ground. Strange colours? I remember it was light and there were lots of colours.

3. Holy Trinity Book

Digr is in the shop. We are all downstairs, which is in the basement, which is the non fiction section. Maybe an informal meeting.

A lady customer asks for information, something about the Holy Trinity, but nobody replies. I think this is strange. Nobody says a word. Naturally, Digr is disappointed in us. Because we delay our answer. None of us takes the initiative to reply, because none of us knows whose department it is. Digr is on the first floor, helping someone, theology.

4. Playing Cards

We're in a side chamber which is small and might be the kitchen. We sit around a table. This is a high floor, first or second. Cards are on the table. There is a small balcony above, where the bedrooms are. Cousin D and niece R are here too. My brother N challenges cousin D. They play cards, a game that is called Rekken (like Wiezen), and runs in the family. One against one with R, which means that everyone plays. All the cards are face down on the table.

5. Two Kids

We're in the car. This is the car of Ar. Her daughter Mi is driving. The son Da is looking on. We pass him. I think Mi wants to take the children to school. It is early in the morning. Her two children sit in front. The front seats of the car are so spacious that it looks like half a living room. I sit in front too. The mother sits behind. The children are young, maybe six. They must come along to the shop, where I work, so Mi will be dropping me off at work.

6. Inro

Inro was in one of the dreams. I saw her among a multitude of people? Seeing her reminds me of the fact (in the dream, not real life) that she did come to my house once, which must have been the only time, and rather exceptional by itself. I can't think of any reason why she would have ever done that, but it gives me a shine of hope. I do wonder what the occasion was.

7. Lamb Stew

I made a stew in a very big casserole. Home kitchen, of parents. There's meat in it, which surprises me, but it is very tender, perfectly cooked, I can still do it. The pot looks like a soup, but it is full, there is also pasta in it. My brother D tastes. It looks yellow, so maybe there are chickpeas in it too. It tastes very good.

8. Naked Friend

The dream begins. I am in a room, just entered. There is a bed. There is light. There is not much else here. Pesl is in the room, on the same side as me. He has been in the room for a while already. He is completely naked. I am a bit surprised by that, but not taken aback. I don't know if he needs me in the room, but he seems to stall me. Maybe I can't get passed. And maybe he wants me to undress as well, but I don't know why. His naked body has a shine to it, gleams. Maybe he's taken a shower, or he will.

I have to go to the main room, which is public and a door in the same wall but a bit further. Eventually I gently touch Pesl to push him a bit to the side so that I can get through. Fact is that by that time I am also naked, so I will have to enter the public room, where everybody else is, naked. I open the door and that is when the dream ends.

I think about the consequences, but I go in naked anyway. People will have to deal with it.