1. Coffee and Cake
End of a dream. Dark, downstairs in a hall, I join others, among them my brothers, at a corner of the table. They all know what is happening, I don't. This feels like the end of a weekend workshop, for example of taiji, but it is not taiji people. More people to the left. This is a rectangular hall. Behind me is a door and stairs leading up. There is a room in front too.
A plate is served, I did not expect that. There is lots of food, all hot and meat, but I don't care. I am not sure what the occasion is but I am famished so I indulge, just like the rest does. I can't remember what foods were on the plate but it was good and I had bits of everything. In the end only one piece of salami is left, which is special, because it is the only piece there was, and it was hiding in the centre underneath maybe potato or something else. I leave it there, because I don't want something that is not cooked. It is also the only thing that is not cooked.
Then everything is cleaned, we sit there and I and a dark haired woman across of me, not right in front, but a bit to my left in front, get a piece of cake. Chocolate cake and it is served in a cup, so I assume there is coffee in it. My reflex says I don't want coffee, but this time I won't bother. The woman is someone I know or at least someone very attractive, I only see her presence now, she reminds me of Elbr, though I don't think she is. She has a connection with me and she is aware of it. She is very self conscious.
I dig into my cake and have a bite. The cake is baked in and over the cup, onto the saucer, it looks a bit strange. Then I guess I try to dig to the bottom and see if there is indeed coffee in it or underneath it, but there is not, all is solid cake and chocolate.
The person serving comes back and she pours in coffee in the girl's cup. I expect she will give me coffee too, and my brain is already working to politely refuse, but it is not necessary, I don't get any. But what I thought was right, you are supposed to eat it with coffee, from the same mug. In fact, I now have coffee in my cup at the bottom, while the cake is still there.
2. Chance Meeting Elbr
After having been awake already, so past 7am. Outside, very light, morning or almost noon, not much people out, in the city. I walk to somewhere. I live here in the neighbourhood and now this place. This is a parking where I am now. It is on a height. The city has many slopes. The parking lot is on a sort of plateau.
Then a car drives on, quite firm. A red sports car and I see the person driving and recognize Elbr. I was walking away from the lot, but now I am waiting for her to park. This is some coincidence, I have to make use of the opportunity so I decide to wait and when she gets out I can go to her, or I can now go to her while she is parked. The dream ends there so I don't know what happened, but my decision was resolved.
3. Chess Breakfast
In the kitchen of parents. I get up and don't know the time. Mother is ironing where she always does. My brothers are both at home. It is still quiet.
Can't remember the details, I know I went to the bathroom for something, maybe clothes. There was something in the dining room as well.
But at last I am in the kitchen making breakfast, and then my brother N and his partner come in, in fact the partner is Lofa. And I tell him why don't we eat the chess breakfast, and my brother is delighted saying to his wife that she never wants to do that because she always loses. So I start getting things from the cupboard looking forward to have breakfast.
4. Damaged Energy Body
There was also a dream in this series, maybe connected to the former, while being in the dining room, that I remembered that I had brought so many stones, minerals and crystals with me at the reiki sessions but that I never brought them back with me, so they are still there in the cupboards. And when I remember this I see all those many stones and the therapy room.
And at some point I also see myself, naked upper body and two places on the top of my chest show marks that are still in process of healing, and they are big, big circles. And they have colours and stones, they are real holes made of concentric circles, red and yellow, as if mosaiced with small yellow stones.
I note the dreams today because Elbr features in them.
ReplyDeleteThe coffee is a residue of father telling me he will make a desert with coffee and avocado. Me refusing coffee might be a residue of not eating the cake at Gebi's place yesterday.
The stones and minerals are a residue of bringing stones home with me from my parents' place. The stones and the circles are also a residue of seeing such patterns at the rainbow gathering place yesterday.
The workshop feeling might relate to yesterday's rune session after which we had something to eat.