1. Colleagues
Situation in which many colleagues were prominently present, such as Frre and Digr. Work related, evening. Maybe making ready for going out together.
List and Tama were there, as also Brva and Keva. And something about the Windgat in Herent, the way towards Herent, from Leuven. Wide place. I don't remember the details.
2. Hot Pot
I am making food in a kitchen which has more than one stove, I go to the left and claim it as my own, which is the same place as it is in my own house. Other people are busy behind me, there is a long table, light. I am preparing food for me, but I have to wait with actually cooking it, since if I start cooking now it will be ready too early and my timing will be off, so I leave it there and think that by Thursday I might have time to eat this. It is related to work, so I am waiting for some things to happen, before which it is not recommended to eat. But what I have already, is in my opinion very good. I will basically be steaming food, and I have many layers on top of each other in different cooking sections put above a pot with water. I really have to keep myself from starting. Some sections are filled with vegetables, but others have noodles, and that is what I'm looking forward to. There is no order in the sections between vegetables and noodles. And I keep adding things, and it is becoming a whole tower.
3. Wet Dream
Wet dream, but I can't remember what happened. It woke me and I was barely able to stop it. Did not have enough energy or was not rested enough to revoke it.
4. Late Night Lasagna
My brothers and I in the living room, watching telly.
Some sort of lasagna with which I am having difficulties, this is in the night, in the kitchen, and this is only preparation. And I am putting two things together. At the sink in the kitchen of my parents. N comes and helps me, though uninvited. I take the lasagna out of one dish and put it in another, but I also add honey, every time, honey with thyme, and after a while I start to be conscious of it and I see that I've almost put a whole flask of honey in the dish, which is rather much, but that is what the recipe is like. This is when N comes to help, parents are either out or asleep.
The lasagna is very good, I taste some, what stays behind in the first dish, cheese, and tomato sauce, very good. I use a small kitchen knife to do things.
Same dream, later at the same place in the kitchen, I see things hover beneath me, close to the ground, but not touching it. One pumpkin stands out, because it is oval and I see a small dent on top and below, for example where it was attached to the plant, but I realize that it marks exactly the axis around which it turns. And that is more or less when I realize I am watching a miniature version of planets, and this is great didactic material. It is dark in that corner, and I look down or kneel. I think I use the knife in this situation.
Other things are floating, but are smaller and are more on the background. I am fascinated. My brother N is still there to witness.
Maybe the same dream, because it was linked with the honey, I have a text, and it is about joy, and I think the text is very precious, and I am about to do something with it, or want to keep it, but I am not strong enough in the dream to hold on to it, and I think that is the end of the dream, this was with light.
5. Young Girl in my Arms
There is a fragment of the end of a dream I remember, which has me carrying small Hafr in my arms in the back garden of my parents. There are other people about, but all spread around the yard. When I realize, I think this is very sexy, and I put my hand between her legs now and then while I walk to and fro in the garden, just to feel if she is wet. And slowly the desire grows to enter her, but this is not a good place because people are watching.
At that point, I am starting to wake and start to rationalize, so I reason that I can go to the front garden where there is no one and we can do whatever we like. We go there but that is where the dream ends, and this is certainly not the wet dream.
6. Shared Table
There is a fragment I remember where we go to a table that has been prepared for us, and I want to take my seat, but do not, when I see other people coming and I want to be in a better position. Most of the table, on the right, is taken by people from another shop, there is some greyness about them, old women, I don't know any of them.
Then I sit down more to the left, and this happens to be right beside Tama, on my left, which I think might be too obvious, and might have been the subconscious reason for not taking my seat immediately. Brva is also there. Our shop people sit down later, but I was just early. We are just a few of our shop.
7. White Cane
Last dream, maybe hypnagogic.
I'm in the city and am returning, going home, I have to find my car, though I also came by bicycle, and now I am on foot. There are a lot of people about, this is an unfamiliar town, though not in the dream, light. Peaceful atmosphere, many people about, sharp focus, I see them all very clear.
I am walking on the pavement, left of the street, which is in the shadow at that point, but it is the shortest way home. I carry a stick for blind people and am using it. It is white as usual, and it is very long, much longer than usual, and made in such a way that the stick can be made shorter or longer, I think that is normal, but it is really long and where it touches the ground that must be two meters in front of me. And at the end there is a thing that looks like a hoover, but much smaller, and it sticks on the floor and slides across the pavement, which is very handy, when there is a bump, it goes over the bump, and I feel the sensation.
When the dream starts and I have this stick in my hand, I am also wearing glasses, but I think people will be confused if I have both, so I consider doing something about my glasses and what I do is put them on my head, as you do with sunglasses, which is something I usually never do.
Then I pretend I am blind and use the stick the whole time. I walk a little too briskly, and can easily avoid bumping into people. This is a very strange experience, and I can't really match things myself, and I think the people around me are confused too. I walk alone, but many citizens are about.
I walk a long way, and I put up my act until the very end. At the end of the street I turn left, there is more space here, more light, and across on my right is the parking lot. I pass that first for some reason going a little while ahead, and then I turn and go to the parking lot.
You have to descend a little when entering the lot, and the ground is sandy. On the left of it are trees and fields.
This is where I left my car, so now I have to look for it, still I pretend to be blind, which is weird, because I can see. Lots of cars and many people, at the other end, which is down, there is a complex, maybe shopping maybe sports, one floor only.
I thought I would immediately remember where the car was, and I am confident when I go about the cars, but then I don't find it immediately, and I can't remember what the car looked like. I go to the opposite corner, and there is a white car with a German license plate, and some family is loading the car, the hatch is open, which is black on the inside. Cars are parked very close here, and the hatch almost touches that of the opposite car.
I have my cycle with me or I find it beside the car. The cycle is dark or black and my first reaction is to put it in the car, since the hatch is open anyway. When I start to become a little more conscious, I understand all this cannot be right, and this is maybe my car or maybe not and I leave my cycle on the side, and I can't remember what happened next in fact, but not long after the dream ends.
I think when I talk to those people, principally a woman, who must be the mother, short hair, German, white top, dark pants, slim, I can no longer pretend being blind, so I do something about that, and take out my glasses again, something like that. And I also think I must have gone to the driver's side too, whereas my bicycle was on the right.
I almost forgot to remember my dreams, but in the middle of the night I thought about it and made the effort to take some notes, it was not much, but somehow, the dreams were lucid enough to stay with me. Then I continued sleeping and the same happened, so when I wakened again I took notes on the same paper and by then it was light and late and I could not catch sleep anymore, though I did not feel entirely rested. In fact it must have been 10am at that point.
ReplyDeleteAlso, yesterday, I predicted I would have a wet dream, because I could sense it, and I told myself to utter that M7R invocation, but I can't remember if I did. And then the wet dream happened, and because of that I was awake in the middle of the night, and said half of the invocation.
Residue.
Dream 4. For some reason I see 'Natasha' when I read 'lasagna', so this must be a residue of reading the Russian folk tales.
Dream 7. The parking lot is a residue of the one in Herent, where I went to the supermarket to lay flyers. This was last week.
Dream 1. Residue of eating out with colleagues last Thursday.
Dream 2. Residue of thinking about making noodles this Wednesday, which is tomorrow. And residue of making this, steaming too, with Chwe, two Fridays ago.
Dream 4. Pumpkin residue of those that my parents have lie waiting for me. I thought about this yesterday or before that, because the next time I will be there is soon enough, this Saturday.
Dream 6. Sitting next to Tama residue of eating out last Thursday. She seemed content to sit next to me.
Interpretation.
Dream 5. I relate this to the prospect of going to badminton and seeing Mith there.
Dream 7. Interestingly, the car is the same colour as the cane. Being blind and seeing at the same time was really confusing for me. This might symbolize using a persona to fool other people. Yet I had the white cane with me because I had to transport it, what do you do with it then? Use it of course. This was a mission.
Dream 2&4. The motif is similar, since I prepare food but I can't eat of it yet. I relate this to my current writing. All is in preparation of a manuscript, but I might not have enough time to finish things this week.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 4. Honey with thyme is a residue of using this lately, maybe two days ago. This was the first time ever and I got it as a present for my birthday this year.
Interpretation.
Dream 4. If it relates to the manuscript, that honey refers to the mead of poetry, about which I thought yesterday that I should include it.
Dream 2. Me keeping adding things to the tower of food, which looked full already, is me adding material to the manuscript. Every section is a chapter.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1&5. These dreams possibly refer to badminton, a lot of new people were there. Nothing special happened.