Gray Haired Woman Justifies Herself

1. Small Crowded Room

Inside, many people, crowded, small space, dark, I don't want to be there, chaotic. Tall man.

2. Orgy

There is a dream in which I am in a room, which is part of a bigger complex, behind me is the door and the corridor leading to the room. I think on the left of the corridor and room is a patio. I've certainly been here before in a dream. I only see the right side of the room, which is where I am, and mostly the back end.
We lie down on the floor, me and many other people, maybe about seven, or even ten, it changes. The same thing, more or less, happens twice, which is that we all start to have sex, in we are arranged in such a way that we interlink and make a sort of circuit, even if two or three are not part of the circle, but make a line to the outside of it, though connected with the circle. This means that I have my fingers in more than one woman at the same time, and after a while I can even feel the sexual arousement and the actual sensations of other people. That is the whole point of it, that it becomes one big sensation, and I am aware of people building up to their orgasm and notice that it pulls other people along, such as me, and it is rather stimulating.
The second time it was the same thing but in a different configuration, though the main circle was still there and I was in the same position. Yellows, black.

3. Weasel in my Bed

I go to sleep, my bed is somewhere outside, maybe on a playground. In a corner. There are many people about, and some of them connected to me, they watch my doings. I want to duck under the fur, but then a red brown ferret (marter), or weasel, comes to the side of my bed and on my mattress. I try to hold it off, but don't do my best, because I don't want to mistreat animals. The others see it and think it is funny, but they don't interfere and let me try to sleep. The ferret's eyes are not normal, not clear, but more like buttons, vale red and oval, that are stuck on it like those of a puppet. I try to ignore it.

4. Kiss the Girl

Maybe the same place. I'm on a playground, surrounding by buildings, there is some get together going on, taiji people too, I don't know half of the people. I'm alone and on the side, against the right wall. There are seats there and tables for two. I'm at one of those. In this area the place is narrow, but further away is a lot more room, and there on the left is also a big hall where people go in and out to go to talks maybe.
Opposite of me sits a girl with long black hair, curly, faces me, is eating something, at another table she is, and recognize her. I think she is Cave, and I go to her in a very straight line until I come to her and keep on going till I find her lips and kiss her on the mouth. She is surprised, she was looking at her food all the time. But now she looks up at me and sees me and tells me she liked it. I think the chairs and the tables are red.
That is when she changes in someone else and I back away for a moment, she is slender, wears a red t-shirt, has short grey hair, though she is radiant, but she is maybe fifteen or twenty years older than me.
I know her from somewhere, but I don't know her name, I think I've seen her in the shop. And now she feels at the same time happy and at a loss, because she does not know what to do now. She thinks it is alright for us to do this and be together for a while. I am already pulling out because she is so much older than me and not the person I expected. In the meanwhile we stand and don't know what to do.
Someone in the neighbourhood has seen it, maybe Tivd. And the woman starts to defend herself, she talks a lot meaning to say that what we have is allowed and should be able to exist. She thinks I am starting to feel ashamed of her, but I don't give any information. I'm just watching her, fascinated by the way she tries to talk her out of self judgment.
At some point her husband, who is a big guy, comes from the hall, further on the left, and stands by her and she immediately starts to justify herself to him, although he has no idea what just happened. At some point in that dialogue, they are a little further away now, but I can hear them fine, she says to him, it would even be okay if I had sex with him because there is nothing wrong with that. Seeing the man makes me realize that she is much older than me. Then the woman realizes that I might be able to hear her and she says to her husband: don't say it to loud. She means she does not want me to get ideas, she is flushed, and she can't cope with more.

From there on the dream starts to spin a yarn on the same theme, same location and same people, Joja is there and gives his opinion, but it is no longer a true dream, only the remnants of it, because it ended there and I am starting to wake up, so these lasts bits, although it still seemed a long time, were already in an in-between state.