Double Toilet

1. A Chance to Talk to Inla

There is a garage. Ground level. My brother N is there. And he and I have to watch out that we don't get bullied, or maybe teased, but something bad enough. Pestering. I can't remember the rest.
Later. Something about ballet. There is a lot of running and jumping in the hall, this is a training hall, you can see that by the floor, it is a wooden floor. And almost slippery. Shiny. People just do what they want, or I don't belong here and do my own thing, because that is what the hall is for. So I do my best. Notes say, I can do it something something. Anyway, the girls in the room look at me with strange looks, but at the same time they take an interest in me. These are the girls who are already here, more will come, which means that we are waiting. I suppose class will be given.
Later I go out of the room because I have to go to the toilet. This is across of the hallway. (Maybe something happened before, I can't remember). And a little further on the right, then left. It has big windows, you can see clearly through them. The whole outside wall seems to be made of glass. Yet in the corner is the toilet and I go there. There is another toilet on the right more in the middle of the room. Me and someone else come in, she came with me, or maybe this is the second time when I went to the toilet. I think I went twice. But I also think I can't remember the first time. (Since this is the second time, this fragment belongs after leaning in on Inla).
Now Chdm is with me. I think. And she uses the other toilet. Two toilets in the same space. I don't make a fuss about it, but it is strange. Then two girls walk by and we see them through the window. There are shrubs and a small path, and they walk between the greenery, maybe reed, or bamboo. The girls are curious, I think they even point. I don't mind, but Chdm is embarrassed. 
Then they even come in (can't read notes, they do something).
When I go back I go in the first room, but it is different now, maybe because this is already the second time I went to the toilet, but even so, the time is later, and for this talk I am again a little early.
Refectory, feels like a first floor place. There is one long table on the left and we all sit there. Lots of people, all of them young, most younger than me, it feels.

Inla enters the room, I suppose together with Debu, and they sit behind me, next to each other, this is the right side of the table. There might be windows on the other side. I don't know what is in the back, we came from the other side, there is another room there, and also windows. My brother D sits opposite of me.
They came in later, and took the elevator.
Inla sits right next to me and we are close. There is supposed to be given a talk or something, or a show, program. We wait. In the meanwhile I lay back, leaning back I rest against Inla, this is really comfortable.
All of the people look in the same direction, at the same time we are listening through headphones, so each individually. (Can't read notes, something about some do this different than others).
Second time in the hall. Now I sit somewhere else, the tables are arranged differently. There are more tables, they are place where there was nothing before. And they are oriented differently. Inla is already there when I return. Then I sit next to her. Now I will have time to talk to her. We haven't seen each other for such a long time. My dad sits on the table behind us and I can see that he watches us. This makes me hold my tongue and I don't get to say what I want to Inla.