1. Selling Books
Kivo? Selling books. I take over. PC. (Can't read notes).
2. Mother's Day
In a car, driving.
The end of the dream. At some point we drive up on a very narrow cobbled street in the woods at night, it is dark and I think we will never make it and it is a bit scary and I don't know what we will find at the other side, but I let her, the driver, do what she will. I can't remember who drives, but it must be someone I know, maybe Kaco.
At some point Bale is there too, in the car? Or where we arrive?
The path ends on top of a hill in the middle of the woods, a house with gardens in front, for vegetables. Shaggy. Light. We park the car. She knows the person who lives here. Then this person comes out of the house, it is a handsome middle aged man.
I think Kaco needed to drive up here because she needed to deliver something or to get something back. I just follow. But when we park, she sees kitchen stuff on the floor beside the veranda, on the inside, and it is hers, while she thought of bringing this to the man. Three things are there, while she came to swop only one thing, the sieve (vergiet). Or strainer. There is a glass bowl as well.
The man is dressed in a green shirt and has jeans, they know each other well, go back a long time. I feel a little out of place here. The man looks familiar.
I should have brought my own stuff, whatever?
We go inside after him. Later in the dream, other people arrive too, and Elbe and Ande are here too. Everyone is welcome.
Then at some point, Kaco must leave to do something, she takes the car, a grey one, and drives to wherever, and after a while she comes back. I stay in the house the whole time and have a fun time with my friends.
Maybe the same dream. When we are there outside of the house. Maybe Ande or Elbe, they talk about a game they were playing, like badminton, but with just the hand movements, it looks a bit like playing on the wii. I mimick the gestures. It reminds me a bit of kungfu too.
Later, maybe some place else. Or after a walk we arrive at some other place which looks like a classroom in a school with a playground, and all kinds of women are there, they gather and discuss what they will do for Mother's Day. Inla is there too. And two young women with weird lipstick who fancy me, I don't know what to do. Something that is discussed must be kept secret naturally.
We are in a small hall which looks like a cafe or maybe refectory, but not very big, and rather empty, there is a bar opposite from where we entered. There are maybe two other guys in the whole group of women, maybe a dozen. One of the ladies says something, but I can't read my notes, maybe: men have it something something.
Then Inro appears from behind the bar, she was hiding there. I knew she was there and I spot her immediately, and I wink, she winks back, as if this is a reference to our organizing of Mother's Day. She jumps out, blond, radiant as she is. But a little after a man comes from behind the bar too with his pants open and trying to button it close. This is not what I want to see. I try not to let it come to me, but I can't understand why she would do that and not get familiar with me.
3. My Brother's Wedding
Playground, school, assembling in one of the classrooms, the furthest away. People come in one by one. This is for our brother's wedding. Dark and small room, all people sit in the back, in the front it is empty and there is a screen. Lots of family, aunts and uncles from father's side, and mother's side. When the room is somewhat full, N and I give a presentation again.
(+ I remember the start of the presentation was exactly as in real life, colours and all).
(+ I remember the start of the presentation was exactly as in real life, colours and all).
Don't know what happens next exactly, but at some point I need to go to the bathroom. As in any school, the toilets are outside in a separate room, I go out and cross the playground. The toilets are on the other side. I go in. Already, I see children hanging about. I wonder what they do here, because it is already late. I want to take a pee and stand before the toilet. Then one of the children comes in and starts to annoy me, the other children, maybe two or three, come in and watch. The first child says that he will bully me so that I cannot take a pee. I let him do awhile, and see what happens, but he does not give up, so I leave and think, then I will do this my way, I can hold it up until after the ceremony, there will be plenty of opportunities, I'm not giving this guy his pleasure. So I try to ignore him and go back.
When we are done, we go to the next hall, which looks more like a church, big red brick building, also with a courtyard, on the right, upper floor. Light. Many guests. I know for sure that things will be chaotic, from the looks of it, because no one has a clue. I tell D, you should ask Joof again to lead the ceremony, but D replies that this is already taken care of, only it will be someone else, and he points to a man I don't know.
We are guided to the upper floor, which is like a balcony, and sit down on the seats. Mother already sits. Clearly, everyone just sits where he likes, there is no order, I cannot have this. This balcony looks out to the courtyard.
Maybe the whole complex is closest to a college.
I don't know exactly what happens here, but I think it is just the gathering of all the guests, because when everyone is seated, we are asked to enter another hall, which is across the yard. This time there is more order, they come and get us in order, and we walk two by two down and in the other hall, this hall looks like a church, the seats are the same, and the front is the same.
I have a girl on my arm, or I give her my arm. I can't remember who it was, but by the time we enter the hall, she is Robd, and she has a tendency to lead. Inside, I see that my mother is already seated, and a few more people, but the place my mother sits in is not assigned her, and again I know no good will come from this. Therefore, to make things right, we go sit in her neighbourhood, as well as N as my father, so that we are all together at least. But we are not in the front rows, maybe forth or fifth row, and also occupy two different rows, I sit behind mother.
D stands in front, and his master of ceremony too.
I can't remember more details, but at some point I see Stco enter and sit behind us, but by this time, the room or the seats are oriented the other way, and all is on one level, not sloping.
There is also a part in a dream where I recognize Ka, the sister of Ja, neighbours from a long time ago, maybe other neighbours too, my father is there when I meet them, maybe this is in the yard. I can't remember the details, nor the circumstances.
At least there are a few familiar faces.
The dream goes on after that in yet another place, but I seem to have forgotten the rest...
+ In one of the dreams was also Grdr.
+ In one of the dreams was also Grdr.
Residue.
ReplyDeleteDream 3. Residue of my brother's wedding.
Dream 2. Mother' day residue of preparing it, especially yesterday. And Kaco residue of Tuesday, when she drove me.
Interpretation.
Dream 2. The narrow path might be initiatic because it separates from the normal world to a higher and lighter world which is remote. But it can also symbolize penetration.
Mother's Day and Inro are linked to the energy of Inro yesterday, while I thought of calling her to tell her that all is okay in the preparations, but I did not. And she sent me an email yesterday, but I had no time to read it. But it made me think of her throughout the night. And this feeling was strong in that part of the dream.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. Inro might refer to her email which I read today. But I think the fragment actually refers to Sa who was at the meditation, I don't know her, but Racr seems to know her and when the meditation was finished, he tried to get close to her. This reminded me of the man with his pants open appearing. The narrow path too might refer to the meditation, there was a moment I was reminded of this scene, but now I can't remember when.
Dream 3. I was more reminded of the school or college complex during the meditation, but I can't remember why. There seemed to be many connections going on from me to people I know during the meditation.