1. No Control Car
Cat. Kaco martial book selling, like in the military (this from notes).
In the middle of the night, in the garden. My brother D's wife's family there. Especially M.
There is a passage where I arrive by car. There is not much space and I drive slowly. The driver has stepped out of the car, it is night. There is a house behind and a kerb opposite, and the street ends here. Someone else is outside, who lives here. End of the world kind of place. Left of the house and street end there is nothing. High place.
I still sit in the car, and possibly my brother N too. I am in a back seat, right. But the car moves. Forward first, and then back. This is dangerous and I don't know how to handle it. Shall I reach over and turn the wheel? Or try the brakes? I don't seem to be in the right position. The car never hits something, but it is always close.
Saving cats. Twice? Getting away in the night, but in a friendly way, not bad guys. A boy has seen I don't know what, dogs. Something about Thea Beckman, the writer.
2. Broad Lift
There is a lift that continually goes up and down. It is a very broad lift, a car would fit in it. On the side of a building. I never enter but watch it. I am not alone, the others see it too. Something about asking questions. This is an unfamiliar building, stands alone, and off of the other buildings, not really in a city. And on top of a small height.
3. Woli's Party and Mefa
Windgat Bicycle type of dream, towards Leuven.
I am underway to Leuven, it is in the evening, getting dark already. I am almost to the height of the ringroad, after that the road will go down. I am on my way to Woli. Possibly I met other cyclists on the way.
Woli is throwing a party, I try to make it, I cycle alone, but when I take the Donkerstraat, which descends, I see people sitting or standing at the side of the street, and I also see houses on the side, one in particular has the lights on and I look in the house to see if I see anyone I know. I see the living room and two guys are there, but no one I know.
Among the people standing outside I recognize Mefa, so I stop, this after long consideration, because most people here I don't know and it is not Woli's party here, but one of a girl. Two girls I don't know are the main characters. Not knowing them is reason enough for me not to stop here. I want to be on time too, at Woli's. One of the girls stands on the steps toward the house next to the one with light, and she looks over the people. She has long red curly hair and she is the birthday girl.
I greet everyone. But I also say I have to go. Then I see Woli standing back from the crowd and a bit down. So he is here anyway. I am confused and try to reconsider my decisions.
There is a scene where I sit, light, inside. Mefa sits on my left, in a one person chair, comfortable. And he gets a present from someone, I see what it is. It is something to do with Sir Galahad, and I spontaneously start to explain, because I know the hidden meaning. I say the word is a code for "gallant" (galant), like in gallantry. And I tell him he had this before, now it is a Tarot card. And everyone including Mefa is amazed that I know such things.
4. Book on Drumming
Last dream.
Shop, lower level, ground floor is sectioned in different levels connected to each other. I am in a corner, but it is light, no windows. Another colleague is here too. And then Sopa comes in and I ask her what book she is looking for and she says she needs a book on drumming and I ask her why because she can do that already, but she is looking for something advanced. I don't think we have that, but she knows her way around much better and I am surprised we have books on this at all. She swings her arms and makes lots of movements, like dancing or drumming. Lids is also here.
After this I also go to another section, which is a little higher, can't remember the rest. There are many rooms, no particular order, like a puzzle or maze.
4. Book on Drumming
Last dream.
Shop, lower level, ground floor is sectioned in different levels connected to each other. I am in a corner, but it is light, no windows. Another colleague is here too. And then Sopa comes in and I ask her what book she is looking for and she says she needs a book on drumming and I ask her why because she can do that already, but she is looking for something advanced. I don't think we have that, but she knows her way around much better and I am surprised we have books on this at all. She swings her arms and makes lots of movements, like dancing or drumming. Lids is also here.
After this I also go to another section, which is a little higher, can't remember the rest. There are many rooms, no particular order, like a puzzle or maze.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 1. In this case, the no control situation refers to my being very tired. At some point at work I was so tired I was angry with myself because I let myself get into that situation. I was so far gone that I could not enjoy life and you have to do things on automatic pilot, because everything you do just takes too much energy.
Dream 2. The lift up and down may mean the same thing.