Driving Ten Miles per Hour

1. Waiting for Racr

Dream about teaching the meditation. I have to wait for Racr, he's late. Leuven.

It is already in the middle of the night, but Racr does not come. He (or someone else?) asks me whether we can start without him.

There are two kinds of meditation. My own kind of meditation suits me best and I feel more comfortable then. And in the end, I only do this one type.

2. Taiji Coat

Taiji dream. I have to give class and when we are about to do the long form, I stand in the middle of the people, in the middle of the class. But in the meanwhile Tivd has come back, has returned, and her group as well, and they stand among us and join us and I am a bit confused and uncertain. What should I do now?

Once we start the long form I suddenly realize that I am wearing a long dark blue coat, much like my winter jacket, only longer and more sturdy, but it reminds me of my jacket. A woman on the right in front of me sees me and says something about it, that is when I start to feel embarrassed. (Most lucid moment). This is rather clumsy, moving in such a cloak. It is especially difficult because I can't move my arms properly. That is why I sometimes put my arms naked from underneath the coat, but the weight of the coat is too much. And sometimes I do the movements with my hands inside my cloak, but it is not right. Sometimes I can find my way into the sleeves, too. 

After a while everyone stops and I can't remember where we arrived in the long form, and I feel a bit lost, what movement follows after the one I just did?

Later in the same dream, Keva has an appointment with Digr. There are stairs down. (Can't remember the rest, I can read the plan on my notes).

3. Mother wants to Sleep and Father wants to Jog

The kitchen and the garage, house of parents. Parents, brothers and me are all there. My brothers and I are watching television in the dining room. The parents are in the living room, my mother wants to rest when the come home. We are watching the end of something.

Now that the parents are home and mother wants to sleep in the living room, we have to make room, because we can't make noise. The first thing we do is tune down the sound of the television. The tv-set is a bit improvised, because it is just on the dining table. We sit in the chairs or stand. And the screen is directed in such a way that we can all watch. White colours in the room, bright. Maybe it is a pc, not a tv. Something with a cloth, lace? The sound is of classical music.

Suddenly my dad, or both my parents, decide they will not sleep. I was already considering going out of the house in order not to bother them. In fact, my father intends to go for a jog outside. And my brother N spontaneously follows him outside and joins him. This I had not expected. Again, I don't know what to do, but there is nothing to do but keep watching.

Same dream but earlier. Outside, dark, father drives and takes me somewhere, maybe school, or something schoollike. We drive to a remote part of town with small asphalt roads that go steeply up and down and seem to come back where they started, as if we are driving in circles. There are tall trees like poplars, and high red brick walls, as if of schools. In some areas you can only drive 10 km/h. I can tell my dad is driving slow, but he does not mind, and it feels right, and then I also see a sign with the speed limit, it is 10 km/h. I can't believe it, but now I understand why my dad was driving so slow. I did not mind either. Besides, we were the only ones on the road.