Red Sports Car

1. Coffee and Cake

End of a dream. Dark, downstairs in a hall, I join others, among them my brothers, at a corner of the table. They all know what is happening, I don't. This feels like the end of a weekend workshop, for example of taiji, but it is not taiji people. More people to the left. This is a rectangular hall. Behind me is a door and stairs leading up. There is a room in front too.
A plate is served, I did not expect that. There is lots of food, all hot and meat, but I don't care. I am not sure what the occasion is but I am famished so I indulge, just like the rest does. I can't remember what foods were on the plate but it was good and I had bits of everything. In the end only one piece of salami is left, which is special, because it is the only piece there was, and it was hiding in the centre underneath maybe potato or something else. I leave it there, because I don't want something that is not cooked. It is also the only thing that is not cooked.
Then everything is cleaned, we sit there and I and a dark haired woman across of me, not right in front, but a bit to my left in front, get a piece of cake. Chocolate cake and it is served in a cup, so I assume there is coffee in it. My reflex says I don't want coffee, but this time I won't bother. The woman is someone I know or at least someone very attractive, I only see her presence now, she reminds me of Elbr, though I don't think she is. She has a connection with me and she is aware of it. She is very self conscious.
I dig into my cake and have a bite. The cake is baked in and over the cup, onto the saucer, it looks a bit strange. Then I guess I try to dig to the bottom and see if there is indeed coffee in it or underneath it, but there is not, all is solid cake and chocolate.
The person serving comes back and she pours in coffee in the girl's cup. I expect she will give me coffee too, and my brain is already working to politely refuse, but it is not necessary, I don't get any. But what I thought was right, you are supposed to eat it with coffee, from the same mug. In fact, I now have coffee in my cup at the bottom, while the cake is still there.

2. Chance Meeting Elbr

After having been awake already, so past 7am. Outside, very light, morning or almost noon, not much people out, in the city. I walk to somewhere. I live here in the neighbourhood and now this place. This is a parking where I am now. It is on a height. The city has many slopes. The parking lot is on a sort of plateau.
Then a car drives on, quite firm. A red sports car and I see the person driving and recognize Elbr. I was walking away from the lot, but now I am waiting for her to park. This is some coincidence, I have to make use of the opportunity so I decide to wait and when she gets out I can go to her, or I can now go to her while she is parked. The dream ends there so I don't know what happened, but my decision was resolved.

3. Chess Breakfast

In the kitchen of parents. I get up and don't know the time. Mother is ironing where she always does. My brothers are both at home. It is still quiet.
Can't remember the details, I know I went to the bathroom for something, maybe clothes. There was something in the dining room as well.
But at last I am in the kitchen making breakfast, and then my brother N and his partner come in, in fact the partner is Lofa. And I tell him why don't we eat the chess breakfast, and my brother is delighted saying to his wife that she never wants to do that because she always loses. So I start getting things from the cupboard looking forward to have breakfast.

4. Damaged Energy Body

There was also a dream in this series, maybe connected to the former, while being in the dining room, that I remembered that I had brought so many stones, minerals and crystals with me at the reiki sessions but that I never brought them back with me, so they are still there in the cupboards. And when I remember this I see all those many stones and the therapy room.
And at some point I also see myself, naked upper body and two places on the top of my chest show marks that are still in process of healing, and they are big, big circles. And they have colours and stones, they are real holes made of concentric circles, red and yellow, as if mosaiced with small yellow stones.

The Lightning Struck Tree behind the Mountain

1. Hair Centre Tailbone

Inside, dark, everyone close by, small room, walls higher than they are wide. Maybe kitchen of parents. Someone tells me we can no longer speak of the tailbone. This is about taiji. But we have to speak about the sacrum. Two different things. I already know and I know I have to use the correct one.
Then this person goes on, she has some kind of radiant energy about her, but things are not very clear, because I have a low energy. She goes on about the name of the coccyx which she now calls the 'hair centre'. I don't know where she got that from. Another person is there, listening.

2. End of June

I am at home and it is end of June and I suddenly realize I should already been in England because of the workshop. Thinking of Phpa.

3. Inro Cooking

End of a sequence. We are in a room, maybe mine once, Inro is there in a corner busy, cooking, or preparing. I think my brothers are here, too. There is a door behind us where we came in from, but Inro was already here. There is another door leading away, but I don't know where.
There is light in the room. In another corner is a sink. There is a large table in the middle of the room and it takes about all the place available. Maybe other people are there too, but not many.
I am early for some reason. I love seeing Inro. So after a while, having been idle for too long, I ask her if I can help her. She has leek in her hands. I think they might be cleansed first.
All the while I have trouble opening my eyes. I can't open them, because I am too sleepy, usually because of too much light, but it is not that. I decide to do my best. I take the leek, three stalks of them, and finger them with my eyes shut. There is still some visual, because this is a dream. I go to the sink to rinse them. I feel with my fingers there is sand between the leaves. So I expected. I am glad I can help.
In the meanwhile I've tried to open my eyes some times, but it does not work, so I let it go and keep them shut.

4. Giant Onslaught

Dream connected with the former, possibly earlier part.
Maybe outside, dark, hill to my left, there is a tree, not very tall, but wide, branches hang over to the ground. It got struck by lightning.
Earlier we got into this place, which is another dimension of world. We came in through a tunnel in the wall, in fact a mine through rock, mountain wall, like a cliff behind us. Then a plain, wide, and on the other side is a plateau and the tree is there.
We are small. I think we are a group of three, maybe a teacher among us. We are like mice. Sometimes like smurfs. Clothed dark, though, as if camouflaged or because this world has no other colours.
There are enemies, maybe orcs. They want to get a branch of the tree, because it holds energy which they can use. We have to stop that.
I can't remember well why we were there or why we should get to the tree, but when the enemy goes away with a bushel from the tree, I take another one, a part that stuck into the ground, and this one has the original energy. The energy got in by lightning. And that is how there power branch becomes nullified. We have nothing to worry about. Except that they or others are also after us.
I remember when they get to the portal, gate in the mountain wall, again, to leave this place, I see giants coming out and I try to warn them because I know I see them first, but it is too late, and they get all crushed by the giants erupting from the mountain entrance. The giants are half naked. Remind me of clay.
That is about the end of the dream, I think after this comes the section of dream 3.
Before we entered this mountain valley, there were other things, but I can't remember.

A Round of White Wine

1. Ranger's Apprentice Day

End of a dream, outside, dusk, country side meadow on a height, I or we arrive. Many people already there. This is the promised Ranger's Apprentice Day. I had not expected me to be here, but if I feel right, I have been brought here, by someone.
I still remain on the background, because we're almost immediately thrown into the story, which is the main activity, everyone entering the event goes into the stream or flow of the last story. I am supposing this event is for children, so I don't try to participate much. I can't remember exactly what it was we did. Straight paths, maybe ditches.
Only later I saw the archers and swordsmen and the children playing, and then I realized I had been in a certain layer of consciousness all the time, which is more real than the actual event. I never partake of the children's games, archery, swordplay. I am, however, introduced into some of the story, which is secret or developing.

2. Four Glasses

Last dream. I'm leaving on a trip, we will be taking the airplane. My mom and dad are here and with me and coming along, I feel a little uncomfortable and wonder why not my brothers are here. It feels like I am being babysitted by my parents. They take the lead too, especially my mom.
There's lots of people. We get on the plane, I don't know whereto. I'm actually overwhelmed by all of it. I don't know where it will end, where this all leads to, but I go along.
In the plane I feel even more uncomfortable. There is table in the middle. Dark, red, maybe pink. Long table with all the passengers around it in the ship of the bird. I am on one side, my mother to my right, my father to her right. I abide. My dad does not do much.
Maybe we fly, I can't remember, or either still on the ground, but at some point my mom goes to the bar and orders drink. I suppose this is at the beginning of the flight. I have already a drink on the table, glasses, wooden table. I know she is getting wine.
I don't approve, but let her. We have already been drinking, possibly just water, all of us, three. Then she comes back, she has a large pack, and she puts it on the floor beside her, because there is no room on the table. I see it is all white wine. There must be like eight bottles, and I wonder whether she plans to drink them all, but I fear she does. She opens the pack. Then she takes two other bottles from somewhere else, and opens one. These two are rosé. And I can't figure out where she just got them from.
She pours herself a glass, then she serves me while I don't want any. I cannot say no. I see the people on the other side of the table, her age, and all looking worried, looking like they can't believe what she's doing planning on drinking so much. They all sympathize with me.
Then she pours my first glass. I have four glass on the table, in front of me, I drank from all of them, one still has white wine. All four glasses are different. All had different drink, one must have been lemonade. There is one with just water. None of them are rinsed.
After she filled my first glass all the way on the left, she continues to fill the next glass, and the next, and I can't believe she is doing that, while I don't drink that much, and don't want to, moreover, I will still want to have water and was about to serve myself still water in one of those glasses. The last glass, all the way to the right, still has wine in it, but she pours in the other wine nonetheless. I can't believe it. Everyone looks shocked in the meanwhile.

Bear Cub

1. Jumping off a Height

Backyard of H&B, on the lawn, me alone, later other people come, but stay around the house, I join them. Dark. One of them starts a game which involves jumping of a high piece of furniture or maybe a wooden box, but it comes to my waist, that is how high it is. He places this on the edge of a plateau. Down below is the lawn. All of it is part of the garden. There is mud, it must have rained in previous days. Because so many feet have trampled the grass, it has become mud and the lawn is a bit wrecked. No one minds.
He jumps. The idea is to roll over when you hit the ground. This is like martial art training. I think it is too high and I don't join. Others stay behind, they don't even come near this contraption. But I take a low stool, which comes to under my knees, and place this next to his box. I use the white step from the shop, in fact. And I tell him he has to be content with this. And I measure things out for him, showing how deep the jump is with and without the extra height.
When I go stand on the step it collapses a bit so that I am again on the normal level, which is okay. I remember I have trained this on my own before they came in. I jump, the height is such that it is a challenge to do it correctly. Without the step I am sure I would make it.

2. Iceland and the Northern Seas

Somehow this dream changes into making plans to travel to the northernmost seas. I am looking forward to it, because I know from other dreams that these are the most beautiful places in the world. We are already in Iceland. And I remember that last time I traveled north I started from a piece of land or island that was already much closer to the north.
On some sort of map is measured the distance, although I would rather like to know the time it takes to get there. It says it is 541 km, and I am thinking it will take five days, either to get there or to get there and back as well. The measuring line on the map looks like a time line. It is a long time to travel, but there is no other way at this point, and I try to enjoy the outlook of being at sea for so long.
I am very eager to leave, but I am just one of the passengers. It doesn't happen in this dream, but the promise is there. I can't remember what else happened, because there was more information. This was about the end of the dream.

3. Keeping the Brown Bear

At home of parents. I don't remember where the dream started, but it became suddenly lucid enough to follow it when we found a bear cub in the garage.
My brothers were in the house.
Stuff happened before this point, but this was in a different house, in the city, probably where I live according to the dream. But information from this earlier fragment was necessary to see the connection with the bear.
Now I remember, because I saw the icon on my computer to do a scan. In the dream, I was inside a house, possibly mine, which was divided into two parts, both on an upper floor, all white. In the middle section, but more to the right part was a computer with a large desk, though not in a regular way, corner like, and high so you had to stand. Other people were around but I did not bother. Lego bricks were next to the computer and I needed those to do a scan of the computer. In fact, the computer did not tell me but I deduced somehow and checked, and I had different options, such as a long or short scan, and two other scans which were more aggressive, leaving almost nothing whole except to pink lego bricks. The other lego bricks of the same stack, of these two options that is, represented what would be removed. I did not like that, it is too risky. I was looking for the shortest one anyway. But four piles of bricks represented the options and what they did.
Can't remember the link with the bear in the garage.
The bear was still little, a cub, brown, soft light colour, and it lay there frozen or paralyzed. We go there. I can't remember who, I am there, my brothers are inside. Someone might have been with me who was earlier still outside. The gate of the garage is open. The person, maybe a lady, she says the bear has been stung by a bee. I believe her. She also says that this does something to the vitamin A12, or B12, in the bear, like blocking it or freezing it, which is why the bear lies like that on the floor. We drag him outside, onto the garden lawn.
In the dream, I am already imagining what it would be like to have the bear grown up and I tell the woman that if we keep the bear he will be tame and people will be able to buy the animal. For such seems to be the purpose, however, it is my decision to keep the bear. I still can't remember where he came from, but in the dream I knew.
So in the next instance I see the bear awake on the lawn and all grown up, really big, and peaceful, and a boy is playing with him, or rather the other way around, which is that the bear has the boy on his shoulders. I have an idea, I want to give him honey, for me no time has passed, but the bear has gotten older. So I take my plastic container with honey and go out to him. On the lawn I present it to him, and he puts his clawed right paw in it and tastes it, it is to his liking. The boy still on his shoulder.
We all go back to the house. Other things happened. A third party involved. Something about the bear. Here the dream becomes a little too rational, because I become too awake, and am thinking superficially how to keep the bear in the house, because I think he deserves to be with us. Still no parents, only us brothers.
In the garden, certainly toward the end, the bear is more black, or dark dark brown, than yellow brown.
Maybe I woke up after this.

Giant without the Head

1. Eoten in the Garden

Maybe a nightmare.
I am in the garden of parents, light as by day, but it may be evening. Garden shed. Can't remember what I was doing there. Alone, though brothers are inside. At some point I go inside too, that is when it happens.
We are in the kitchen. I am innocently waiting for our parents to arrive, though subconsciously I know they will not.
From the corners of my eyes I see a giant come from the garden, he is really large. I am not alarmed, but N is. I know we should close the curtains so that the giant does not see us. It is an Eoten. Blue top, maybe yellow trousers. He comes closer. It is only when N starts to panic that I panic too. This is an irrational kind of fear, and now I can't be quick enough to close the curtains, and the doors, I realize. I'm sure he has spotted us. N in the process also makes clear we are alone and our parents will not be coming tonight. We have to lock ourselves in.
I go to the living room and find the French windows open. I try to be quick about it and close it, this is when I am certain that the giant sees me. I know that once he sees us his hunger to devour us will be insatiable and he will not be able to think of anything else. So in a way I am to slow. This is because I did not see danger to begin with. I panic because N instills it in me.
At that point the giant comes still closer and has his head in his hands, so he is headless. I don't know what will happen. I'm sure he eats humans. This is more or less where the dream ends.
I have no idea where he came from. Or what he was looking for.

Eagle in a Cage

SATURDAY 29 March 2014

1. Dirt Road

Street of parents. First I cycle towards the fields, pass the house of Stco, more room there than before, large plot of land, things changing, and I see a garden gnome, and feel many more spirits and remember they were there before but hiding, now they come out, slowly.
Field, the road is dirt, I hobble through it on my bicycle anyway. At some point return.
Can't remember what happened next.

2. Eagle Caged

Same dream.
Place I don't know, maybe at the beach, pebbles and then cliffs, mountain wall. We have a shed nearby and take shelter there, there is a bird, possibly mine, an eagle. Shed looks like a cave. Maybe it's raining, but there is much light out too.
Then I decide to take the birds out, there are two now, the other is a hawk or falcon. They are very happy when I do. I cage them anyway, but they are outside now, and they immediately pee from happiness, especially the small bird. And I tilt the cage to get the water out, and place paper on the floor of the bird cage, in both of them, to make it more comfortable for them.

3. Cycling on the Frozen River

Same dream.
There is maybe the dark son of Stco, on his cycle, the two of us are in front of the group, leading and exploring. At some point we take the river route, on the river, because it is frozen, and then you can drive on it. But it has boulders on it sticking out. Then at some point in the river, it is no longer frozen, and we sink, drown, go underwater. I see him change his lower body into that of a mermaid.
Can't remember the rest.

Hands and Kiss

SUNDAY 30 March 2014

1. No effort to touch

In a house, more people around, there is a girl that I don't know well, but I may have met her in the past once. She comes sit next to me, almost, different seat, but we are so close, and both are hands are resting on the table in front of us that I cannot but weave my fingers in hers, and this happens rather spontaneously. I doubt I want to go further, but in the end I have to lean just a little more to her, which is my left, that our lips automatically kiss, so I do that, because it does not take any effort.