1.
Outside, party with friends, other people there. Grass. there is a ditch with water on one side. Tables of wood. Fun.
More people come from the right. I see a girl that I'm interested in and try to focus to see if it is really her. I focus and it is her, but her appearance changes, she is now Clsm.
One person in her group is drunk and pursues her. I recognize him, have been to school with him, primary school. He is Mael.
I see he his troubling her and she does not like it one bit. She goes away from him, and goes to the water side. I already stand up and move toward the scene. I see she wants to jump into the water, it is a lake now, just to get away from him. I try to avoid that by colliding into the drunk man, a friend of long time ago. And bring him to senses. I see from the corner of my eye that Clsm stays where she is. So that's good.
Now I don't know what to do with Mael, but I try to stop him, bear hug him. In his drunken mood he thinks it is funny and starts to dance, very clumsily, and moves away in that way. I hang on to him and think this is better than the alternative.
He radiates the quality of being spirit possessed.
DREAM of Saturday 18 April
1.
Early dream. I meet Chwe. At some point I try to make a prolonged effort for her to touch me. Then we are near the toilets and I take her with me, she is somewhat reluctant. I still keep coming. In the toilet, she somewhat agrees, and we start to undress each other. At that point I know it will not be able to hold it and regret already that it will be over soon. I touch her body while uncovering her as much as I can but I come anyway and the dream ends.
2.
Morning dream.
There is a weekend camp, our taiji group is there as well, in the evening we have class, and Tivd is teaching. We train on one side of the square. The square is surrounded by tall buildings, skyscrapers. We are on the side that is closest to our rooms. Huge buildings anyway. Can't remember everything.
When we did the taiji it was already darkening and we moved with large stone slabs, which is unconventional and difficult. I am half sleeping and don't really pay attention. With all the stones of the floor underneath broken up and while we hug those stones it looks like a site of rocks that I once visited in Germany.
Then in the morning I wake early and go outside. Many people are up already, from other groups. The ligth is nice outside from early morning dawn. There are lots of birds in the air, in flocks, ever more, and chirping, and I like the sound. Listen to them and watch them. I think they are a good omen because birds signify the presence of spirits.
After a while the birds (spreeuwen) start to change as if unfolding, from the belly side they open and become bats or maybe flying squirrels. There are many. I wonder if we are in danger, this does not look good. They obviously symbolize some evil.
But they stay high in the air and I know they are harmless there. If they would come down it would be trouble, for all of us. No need. Here the dream is lucid and stays lucid.
To my right I see on the large building four unicorns, one on each corner of the roof. They look out from their, each in his direction. The one closest to us watches the bats.
Then at some point the flock of bats in the morning light start to merge and become one big bat or demon and they or it looks ominously, in the direction of the unicorn.
I see the unicorn point his horn toward the bat demon and then he shoots a beam of light from its horn, brilliant white light, and it hits and pierces the bat.
Down below I can't believe what I witness, and after the event I go inside and people are there. It looks like no one has actually seen what I saw. And exhilarated I shout "that is the dissipation of glamour" like it is the school example of what needs to be done, and it can be done. And people look and smile about what I say but I don't have the feeling they really understand. To me, this felt like a very big moment.
What I witnesses was the actual technique to dissipate glamour.
Sunday, 19 April 2015
Tuesday, 13 January 2015
three pairs of socks
dream of today
slept bad, woke because of mavt
when she left, I slept another hour and dreamed the following.
at the end of the dream I am in my bathroom and clean up and then I see on my left a bathtub and another one behind that, and both are filled with water, already cooled off. The first tub is the one I currently use, but I suddenly see that I still have three pairs of socks in the other tub. They were meant to be washed. I take them out immediately and lay them aside on my right, I intend to wash them as soon as possible.
slept bad, woke because of mavt
when she left, I slept another hour and dreamed the following.
at the end of the dream I am in my bathroom and clean up and then I see on my left a bathtub and another one behind that, and both are filled with water, already cooled off. The first tub is the one I currently use, but I suddenly see that I still have three pairs of socks in the other tub. They were meant to be washed. I take them out immediately and lay them aside on my right, I intend to wash them as soon as possible.
Pink Snake
Monday 12 January 2015
1.
at night, outside, cycling home maybe, Chwe is there, on a cycle too, I take her hand, at first insecure, in fact, the whole time it is on and off.
2.
in a college building, I try to get away. The building is associated with my mother, or it is from her that I run. At long last I climb away, this is outside, a steep hill, and this takes me a real effort, all the way to the top, there are trees, and schoolgirls, I hope to see someone I know.
I want to get back in, the building on top. I enter, and leave and enter again. I am looking for a lift to go to the upper floors, there is a lift, I know, someone is there, I go in the lift, but it is too small, in the wall, and then the person is in my way, and has a snake, very big, and pink. I let it be and stand there. I wait a long time to see what happens, I think all the time that the snake will bite me, but it never does, I suppose the dream ends there thinking that the snake will bite me anyway.
3.
Something about taiji. This dream was connected with the snake dream.
4. In the car, driving to maybe my brother N, at least going to see, and already in the sea country, I can tell by the trees and the wind, lots of both. I like the sensation. Dad is driving, mom is in the passenger seat, I am in the back, where I usually am. This is nice.
5.
Last dream, I am made bishop, this is inside a building and with light. Good feeling, but don't want to make too much of it. Parents are there. Other folk, like in a conference room. I did not expect this would happen but I accept. Then a key is also given, and my dad receives it but immediately gives it to me. I don't want to accept it, because I don't want the attention. I tell him I will take it when we get home.
That is the end of that dream.
1.
at night, outside, cycling home maybe, Chwe is there, on a cycle too, I take her hand, at first insecure, in fact, the whole time it is on and off.
2.
in a college building, I try to get away. The building is associated with my mother, or it is from her that I run. At long last I climb away, this is outside, a steep hill, and this takes me a real effort, all the way to the top, there are trees, and schoolgirls, I hope to see someone I know.
I want to get back in, the building on top. I enter, and leave and enter again. I am looking for a lift to go to the upper floors, there is a lift, I know, someone is there, I go in the lift, but it is too small, in the wall, and then the person is in my way, and has a snake, very big, and pink. I let it be and stand there. I wait a long time to see what happens, I think all the time that the snake will bite me, but it never does, I suppose the dream ends there thinking that the snake will bite me anyway.
3.
Something about taiji. This dream was connected with the snake dream.
4. In the car, driving to maybe my brother N, at least going to see, and already in the sea country, I can tell by the trees and the wind, lots of both. I like the sensation. Dad is driving, mom is in the passenger seat, I am in the back, where I usually am. This is nice.
5.
Last dream, I am made bishop, this is inside a building and with light. Good feeling, but don't want to make too much of it. Parents are there. Other folk, like in a conference room. I did not expect this would happen but I accept. Then a key is also given, and my dad receives it but immediately gives it to me. I don't want to accept it, because I don't want the attention. I tell him I will take it when we get home.
That is the end of that dream.
Thursday, 1 January 2015
Swimming in the Pool and Eating Egg
Dream halfway the night after which I woke up and had difficulty sleeping again because of this being the first shift.
Dream ends when I am at a pool inside and dark of night, someone else is there, a girl, she is Bale. The pool is somewhere down, and when I look up I can see where I came from originally, the surface is over the walls let's say.
There is room beyond the pool, a stone floor, but it is already getting wet as I hesitate to get into the water. There is no one else, there is in front of me, or at my back, at least opposite the pool, a door to the outside. Beyond the pool there are rooms and entrances that lead into the building.
Bale is already in the pool and waiting I suppose. I know I have to do this. This is the meaning of being here, which I set up myself. I approach the edge of the pool. No words. I take of my slip, which is the only thing I was wearing. I am surprised to see I wear another one, which looks a little childish, but I take off this one too, if another is still there beneath it I don't care. She beckons me into the pool.
Bale has short sleek hair, wet, a different face than I am used to, I don't really trust this, but I go in anyway. It is also cold. And I know the water will be cold, this is because I have been waiting too long, it was warm at first. But not now. Not anymore.
Once in the water the cold is not so bad, and I swim and I like the sensation of swimming, I sometimes touch Bale when I swim length after length, not paying attention to what she does. Though I know I have to confront her at some point. That's when I realize she is also still wearing her socks. I see I wear mine too, that's okay. It'll be cold otherwise.
Then when I am back at the original edge of the pool after a certain length, someone comes near and hands us an egg, one for each of us. I don't want it, but she pushes it into our hands anyway. I take it, though I think it is too big for me, I'd rather have the other egg, which is also unusually big and round, but less than mine. Nothing to do about it, I take it gratefully then being still in the pool and start eating it, looking for the yellow. The egg was already broken and started falling apart when I took it, so I eat fast, but there is a lot of it. It is well cooked, but there may be a trace of running yellow, and I look for that and eat it before continuing with the rest.
Dream ends when I am at a pool inside and dark of night, someone else is there, a girl, she is Bale. The pool is somewhere down, and when I look up I can see where I came from originally, the surface is over the walls let's say.
There is room beyond the pool, a stone floor, but it is already getting wet as I hesitate to get into the water. There is no one else, there is in front of me, or at my back, at least opposite the pool, a door to the outside. Beyond the pool there are rooms and entrances that lead into the building.
Bale is already in the pool and waiting I suppose. I know I have to do this. This is the meaning of being here, which I set up myself. I approach the edge of the pool. No words. I take of my slip, which is the only thing I was wearing. I am surprised to see I wear another one, which looks a little childish, but I take off this one too, if another is still there beneath it I don't care. She beckons me into the pool.
Bale has short sleek hair, wet, a different face than I am used to, I don't really trust this, but I go in anyway. It is also cold. And I know the water will be cold, this is because I have been waiting too long, it was warm at first. But not now. Not anymore.
Once in the water the cold is not so bad, and I swim and I like the sensation of swimming, I sometimes touch Bale when I swim length after length, not paying attention to what she does. Though I know I have to confront her at some point. That's when I realize she is also still wearing her socks. I see I wear mine too, that's okay. It'll be cold otherwise.
Then when I am back at the original edge of the pool after a certain length, someone comes near and hands us an egg, one for each of us. I don't want it, but she pushes it into our hands anyway. I take it, though I think it is too big for me, I'd rather have the other egg, which is also unusually big and round, but less than mine. Nothing to do about it, I take it gratefully then being still in the pool and start eating it, looking for the yellow. The egg was already broken and started falling apart when I took it, so I eat fast, but there is a lot of it. It is well cooked, but there may be a trace of running yellow, and I look for that and eat it before continuing with the rest.
Monday, 29 December 2014
Best Champagne
1. Champagne
First dream of the night I remember is by 3am after which I woke, stayed awake and got up for a while. This because I was tired, and this was my first shift of sleep.
End of the dream, dark, underground supermarket, big, one story, possibly Colruyt. After a while I leave the shop, by that time I have Tama's son by my side. Tama is also there, and we met but I went my separate way, now things seem like I will team up with her son. He has a bottle of champagne from the shop in his hand, don't ask me why. I pass the till but have nothing to declare. He leaves as well, but does not pay, maybe he has a voucher. I don't know. I think it is odd. I ask him about it, but he plays completely innocent. Then he does not know what to do about it, but I take a sip of the bottle, this is the best champagne, very expensive.
I keep taking sips, not in a usual way, but with a knife, which I have, I don't have a spoon. But it works, I take several sips and enjoy it, don't see why, now that the bottle's out of the shop and no one comes after us. I don't give back the bottle, intend to keep it, don't really finish it either, first want to get away. He does not know what to do.
2. Two Eye Flashes
Second shift.
There is a dream where I have a flash before my eyes so close that I think it is dangerous for my eyes. Then a second time, I try to look what causes it, everyone else in the room is fine, it just happens to me, I know realize. Then I see I have drops of wax on one eye ball, they are coloured, like green and so forth. How will I get this off? In the mirror I take a look, and see the dots on a world map, I also see some identification, like S of sulphur. This is what I thought it would be. I try to get it off but is very difficult to reach, even if it is the size of a world map. Then I scratch off some blots. That's that. Some more stains are there, this will be for later.
Earlier we came from the butcher's shop that is next to this room adjacent. Now we go back there maybe? Someone tries to sell me meat. A girl that is with me buys meat. There are other friends there.
3. Theatre with the Sisters
End of dream enter something like a theatre, cinema. I am with a girl, she looks like Kame, we sit down, take a seat. I am happy to be with her. After a while, from the front, we came from the back where the entrance is, comes her sister Inme. She stands next to me and my hand and arm are in such a position that I cannot but touch her, it becomes a little awkward, even when I want it, but her sister is next to me and this is difficult. I want them both. I tell Inme sorry but she does not mind. That is about where the dream ends, that was the last dream of the night, about 8:30am.
First dream of the night I remember is by 3am after which I woke, stayed awake and got up for a while. This because I was tired, and this was my first shift of sleep.
End of the dream, dark, underground supermarket, big, one story, possibly Colruyt. After a while I leave the shop, by that time I have Tama's son by my side. Tama is also there, and we met but I went my separate way, now things seem like I will team up with her son. He has a bottle of champagne from the shop in his hand, don't ask me why. I pass the till but have nothing to declare. He leaves as well, but does not pay, maybe he has a voucher. I don't know. I think it is odd. I ask him about it, but he plays completely innocent. Then he does not know what to do about it, but I take a sip of the bottle, this is the best champagne, very expensive.
I keep taking sips, not in a usual way, but with a knife, which I have, I don't have a spoon. But it works, I take several sips and enjoy it, don't see why, now that the bottle's out of the shop and no one comes after us. I don't give back the bottle, intend to keep it, don't really finish it either, first want to get away. He does not know what to do.
2. Two Eye Flashes
Second shift.
There is a dream where I have a flash before my eyes so close that I think it is dangerous for my eyes. Then a second time, I try to look what causes it, everyone else in the room is fine, it just happens to me, I know realize. Then I see I have drops of wax on one eye ball, they are coloured, like green and so forth. How will I get this off? In the mirror I take a look, and see the dots on a world map, I also see some identification, like S of sulphur. This is what I thought it would be. I try to get it off but is very difficult to reach, even if it is the size of a world map. Then I scratch off some blots. That's that. Some more stains are there, this will be for later.
Earlier we came from the butcher's shop that is next to this room adjacent. Now we go back there maybe? Someone tries to sell me meat. A girl that is with me buys meat. There are other friends there.
3. Theatre with the Sisters
End of dream enter something like a theatre, cinema. I am with a girl, she looks like Kame, we sit down, take a seat. I am happy to be with her. After a while, from the front, we came from the back where the entrance is, comes her sister Inme. She stands next to me and my hand and arm are in such a position that I cannot but touch her, it becomes a little awkward, even when I want it, but her sister is next to me and this is difficult. I want them both. I tell Inme sorry but she does not mind. That is about where the dream ends, that was the last dream of the night, about 8:30am.
Wednesday, 3 December 2014
Dragon Nest
1.
Special dream.
I travel to Iceland. North. Other people go the same place, but when we arrive, this is at the beach, I feel like going right, and they all go left. I go my own way, which is dark, it is night, but the other way has more light, and civilization. I go anyway and take the risk.
Later there is a fragment of dream in which I see a man float, in his time everyone could do it. Now someone whispers that he is special, but I don't care, I know the possibilities of human nature and am positive that I will one day achieve the same. This is a fairly lucid moment, since the sky is blue, there are some clouds. By day, outside, but in a village.
In the city, by day, I try to find my way, I knock on somebody's door, not certain whether I am right, but I go in anyway, and next when someone enters I ask. All the time I don't let it get to me and go where I think I should go.
This leads eventually to a place I see from a high point, but is inside a house, and I believe the big open space I see from above is deep in the earth. There is a stone basin in the floor dug, and a fluorescent green dragon, rather long, body eight meters, total maybe sixteen meter. Half curled.
At some point the dragon is gone, but we see the eggs, which are fairly big, three of them hatch, three baby dragons come out, but they are almost the size of a human, they are green, but dark and not shiny, I like their colour better. The dragon comes back and lies down. This is a wonderful sight. This sight alone is worth the dream.
Special dream.
I travel to Iceland. North. Other people go the same place, but when we arrive, this is at the beach, I feel like going right, and they all go left. I go my own way, which is dark, it is night, but the other way has more light, and civilization. I go anyway and take the risk.
Later there is a fragment of dream in which I see a man float, in his time everyone could do it. Now someone whispers that he is special, but I don't care, I know the possibilities of human nature and am positive that I will one day achieve the same. This is a fairly lucid moment, since the sky is blue, there are some clouds. By day, outside, but in a village.
In the city, by day, I try to find my way, I knock on somebody's door, not certain whether I am right, but I go in anyway, and next when someone enters I ask. All the time I don't let it get to me and go where I think I should go.
This leads eventually to a place I see from a high point, but is inside a house, and I believe the big open space I see from above is deep in the earth. There is a stone basin in the floor dug, and a fluorescent green dragon, rather long, body eight meters, total maybe sixteen meter. Half curled.
At some point the dragon is gone, but we see the eggs, which are fairly big, three of them hatch, three baby dragons come out, but they are almost the size of a human, they are green, but dark and not shiny, I like their colour better. The dragon comes back and lies down. This is a wonderful sight. This sight alone is worth the dream.
Tuesday, 18 November 2014
At the Swimming Pool
In one dream there was lots of light and I was going to a swimming pool. Some friends were with me, among which a lady. When we arrived, we sat down near the pool at one side. There were tables there like in a café. We sat down and I see Asgr come and also recognize her mother and her son. I welcome them.
They sit down with us. I see that Asgr has her hair cut, it is real short now, and not well done, and maybe some of it is coloured, maybe green. I introduce friends.
The original intention was to go swimming, but I can't remember entering the water. The water is very clear.
They sit down with us. I see that Asgr has her hair cut, it is real short now, and not well done, and maybe some of it is coloured, maybe green. I introduce friends.
The original intention was to go swimming, but I can't remember entering the water. The water is very clear.
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