Dream halfway the night after which I woke up and had difficulty sleeping again because of this being the first shift.
Dream ends when I am at a pool inside and dark of night, someone else is there, a girl, she is Bale. The pool is somewhere down, and when I look up I can see where I came from originally, the surface is over the walls let's say.
There is room beyond the pool, a stone floor, but it is already getting wet as I hesitate to get into the water. There is no one else, there is in front of me, or at my back, at least opposite the pool, a door to the outside. Beyond the pool there are rooms and entrances that lead into the building.
Bale is already in the pool and waiting I suppose. I know I have to do this. This is the meaning of being here, which I set up myself. I approach the edge of the pool. No words. I take of my slip, which is the only thing I was wearing. I am surprised to see I wear another one, which looks a little childish, but I take off this one too, if another is still there beneath it I don't care. She beckons me into the pool.
Bale has short sleek hair, wet, a different face than I am used to, I don't really trust this, but I go in anyway. It is also cold. And I know the water will be cold, this is because I have been waiting too long, it was warm at first. But not now. Not anymore.
Once in the water the cold is not so bad, and I swim and I like the sensation of swimming, I sometimes touch Bale when I swim length after length, not paying attention to what she does. Though I know I have to confront her at some point. That's when I realize she is also still wearing her socks. I see I wear mine too, that's okay. It'll be cold otherwise.
Then when I am back at the original edge of the pool after a certain length, someone comes near and hands us an egg, one for each of us. I don't want it, but she pushes it into our hands anyway. I take it, though I think it is too big for me, I'd rather have the other egg, which is also unusually big and round, but less than mine. Nothing to do about it, I take it gratefully then being still in the pool and start eating it, looking for the yellow. The egg was already broken and started falling apart when I took it, so I eat fast, but there is a lot of it. It is well cooked, but there may be a trace of running yellow, and I look for that and eat it before continuing with the rest.
the dream must surely mean that I meet someone today. Keeping my socks is something I used to do when making love to Bale.
ReplyDeleteas I thought, nothing happened today, which makes one wonder what the dream refers to.
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