Wednesday 3 September
1.
At the place of H&B. Garden. At some point my teeth start to fall out. Those in the left lower corner. First only three. My first reaction is: Here we have it again. Then I go with the flow, and spit out even more teeth, that way, at least my mouth is clear. The teeth are big, almost like bullets. I spit the out on the grass. This happens toward the end of the dream.
Thursday 4 September
1.
I'm at the place where I teach taiji, and the adjacent shop. The place is very different, and I made a detour about the town to get there. I remember this route from long ago (in other dreams). The place is now long and small.
When I enter there are already people. The first part where I pass is like a shed or garage, empty, the floor is earthen. All is deserted and not cared for.
Then the garden, and then people. The place is for sale. I don't even know what I'm doing here.
When I go back, I go back with the people present, but I am still ahead. When I pass the shed again, this used to be the shop I think, then the lady with long hair and big glasses from the supermarket across where I work passes me, first two girls passed who also work there, but this lady tells me I should not bother those two girls, since they have three children and they are not free. I'm not ready to follow her advice, since I am thinking that if they ask me to contact them, then surely they are prepared to hear from me.
Later someone says the whole thing is for sale, costs a hundred euros, and the person almost expects me to buy it, but I don't take the bait immediately. I need to think over it. Is this what I want.
I record the dream, because it has the motif of losing teeth in it. I used to take it as being impotent when a girl makes a move on me. This time, I decidedly let go of my teeth once they started falling out.
ReplyDeleteIn the day, Wednesday, I meet a woman, Jowe, who seems nice. I look in her direction often, and I seem to notice that she looks at me as well. After a while, when she is done, she leaves her number, to a colleague of mine, in case of problems. When I see this, the number carries that kind of energy as if she wishes me to contact her.
I leave it. I don't call that evening, but look her up on fb, and see she has a daughter, don't have more info.
Then I have this second dream of the lady who says I should not call. I still want to do it, to see if my instinct is right, and to find out what the dream about the teeth means. I don't have the courage.
Now, on Friday, I finally get myself to call her, she says she has a boyfriend, and a daughter. Before I rang her, I saw on my computer screen a Hagalaz rune. So up to one point the omens seemed right, and thereafter it changed.
I called anyway, since I've sworn an oath of courage. She did not mind. But if I had been able to read the situation better, I would have made a wiser decision. This is glamour. Moreover, what do the teeth mean?
When they fell out of my mouth, I strongly had a sense of knowing whom I should call, in the dream. In a way, my interpretation is still right, except that I imagined it and made the best out of it.