1. Baby Girl
Kitchen of parents, light. D&S on the side of the furnace. Me on the other side. Dad and N walk in and out. We talk about the baby, because S is pregnant. S talks about the baby as a she, but we know it will be a girl.
Later our mom comes in and stands next to them and at some point she catches them saying 'she' as referring to the baby girl, and at some point she realize it will be a daughter and she gets excited, exclaims her sudden insight, though all of us were already aware of it in a natural way.
There was also a dream about the name Charlotte, but I don't remember if this was the same dream.
2. Knuppelpad
Outside, unfamiliar place, light, day, I go somewhere, I have an appointment of some kind, obligatory for me, maybe RVA or VDAB kind of thing. I go alone. I know the way. It is on the border of civilization and some waste land or no man's land. I have slight fears but don't let it get to me. I go in the building and do what must be done, but in the dream I can't remember being in the building, yet the moment of leaving is shown in the dream. Clear day still, other way out, though this is the official entrance, it goes slightly up and is first broad and at the end narrow, so that a triangular shape is formed, at the end it becomes really narrow and difficult, and there is something else in the way too. Two people, a man and his son, enter via this place and have no problem. There is some metal construction in my way and I have to climb over. I know nonetheless that an easier way out exists, still different than how I got here, but I don't trust myself with it, because I fear the unknown. Finally I leave that place, turn left and am on the road, this is the long way round. Not long after I see to my left a woman with curly hair, bushy, that goes down a certain path and I admit to myself that that route is much shorter and I too should take it, so I go that way, I still have a chance to go there. I wait because the woman is still coming. There is water, like a shallow brook, clear, and the path is on it, gravel and stones and wood in other places (knuppelpad). I see how she does it, don't want to be in front of her, or together with her, so I wait until she has passed and then I go down between the shrub and descend onto the path in the water and follow it, relieved of taking this route after all.
When I woke up I remembered four dreams. Now only two.
ReplyDeleteI've marked dream 2 as lucid because the decision I made to yet take the shorter but more adventurous route could only be made conscious. This is a residue of Chwe and VDAB; me and her making inquiries. And RVA residue of telling my parents about the 4/5. Maybe this is what the dream refers to, because it was a rather conscious and almost soul inspired decision to tell them over lunch.
I asked Brva what child she carries, and it is a girl. Her daughter is named after Charlotte. Two days ago I had a wet dream with Brva in it, she on top of me, after I had taken her hand and put it on my body.
Dream 1. In the meanwhile brother says it will be a boy.
ReplyDeleteBut Saturday 15 February we went out to the restaurant for the birthday of our mother. She was always behind in discussions, just like the dream. She asked things that had already been said ten or fifteen minutes earlier. Since we were all together in that one place in the restaurant and mom was a bit absent because of drinking, it reminded me much of the dream. The baby might symbolize the present that we had with us.